Alphaメノウ×Omegaリンドウ210Please respect copyright.PENANABuhzXSEWYN
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好可怕、好痛、好難受。210Please respect copyright.PENANAlcVl7q7Q6T
幫幫我——210Please respect copyright.PENANAXuqpwPtoYi
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「メノウ!」210Please respect copyright.PENANAebSR1C19h6
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睜開眼睛,方才聽見的呼喊在安靜的病房裡彷彿幻覺一般。210Please respect copyright.PENANAEQjwmNKmfp
是夢嗎?210Please respect copyright.PENANADlAyk2hdxc
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メノウ披著リンドウ的外套蜷在椅子上,迷迷糊糊的將紗布裹著的冰塊貼在臉頰上,直到融化的冰水滴到手上才讓他清醒過來。210Please respect copyright.PENANAim82vlPdc3
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吉野在小巷裡幫リンドウ做緊急處置時,用沾了抑制劑的手帕蓋住リンドウ的後頸。210Please respect copyright.PENANAfIJ0UN8wcf
當下メノウ腦中突然一片空白,想衝上前去把吉野拉開,但在那之前就被ソテツ用拳頭強制「清醒」了。210Please respect copyright.PENANArok3HM47ga
被打的當下甚至一點都不覺得痛,如果沒有及時回過神,可能就不只挨這一下了。Alpha的本能還真可怕呢。210Please respect copyright.PENANAkGMvl7g22Z
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這種因為費洛蒙失控而挨揍的情況似乎很常見,醫院的人對メノウ臉上的傷沒有太大的反應,只是拿了包冰塊讓他敷著。210Please respect copyright.PENANA70OhYEcWrl
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「リンドウ、什麼時候會醒來呢?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAAIPIEWWr2H
メノウ將滴到手上的水抹到リンドウ額頭上,冰冷的水珠在滾燙的體溫下變得溫熱、乾涸、失去蹤影。210Please respect copyright.PENANAi1oasKpXHU
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據醫生所說,リンドウ是因為抑制劑的罕見副作用突然陷入昏厥,又剛好倒在外面淋雨,導致他同時處於發情期和感冒發燒的情況。210Please respect copyright.PENANAbG1Fr2PQLM
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「所以リンドウ暫時出不了醫院……是這個意思嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAXpjcYYBMRY
「嗯,ケイ已經知道狀況了,如果到下星期リンドウ都還沒出院的話,P的公演就會延後舉行。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAapAPH3C4P8
「這樣也好,リンドウ這陣子一直讓人放不下心……」210Please respect copyright.PENANAdcyimxp37N
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「啊,這次也像之前那樣讓人代替リンドウ的位置就好了,這樣就不必延期了吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAKBsTxGdbLX
「メノウ!你現在在說什麼……」一旁臉色慘白的真珠突然出言反對メノウ的提案。210Please respect copyright.PENANARUEqdpdNiJ
「真珠,在醫院裡要保持安靜。」夜光有些無奈的拉住激動的真珠。「メノウ,就算要找人代替,也得等リンドウ醒過來才能做決定。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAJfODSn7hgD
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一切都得等リンドウ醒來才行。210Please respect copyright.PENANAp6TSqmXjgP
得在其他人阻攔之前從リンドウ那裡得到回應才行,メノウ將徹底融化的冰塊放到一邊,趴在病床邊閉上眼睛。210Please respect copyright.PENANAxvVSFh354d
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空調運轉的聲音,外頭救護車的鳴笛聲,藥車在門外來回走動的聲響,遠遠的還能聽見人痛苦的呻吟聲。210Please respect copyright.PENANABuN0X6Cyai
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這裡是醫院嗎?醫院是會把燈全都關上的嗎?210Please respect copyright.PENANAzSdCSWXu7c
リンドウ將頭轉向藥車聲音的方向,本以為至少能看見一點從門縫透出的光線,卻一無所獲。210Please respect copyright.PENANA7YgdatmlrK
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一點光都看不見。他眨了眨眼睛。210Please respect copyright.PENANA5lY7sbvTTb
他所知道的醫院不可能如此昏暗,但周遭過於乾淨的空氣不會說謊。210Please respect copyright.PENANAiCOO14ygwT
那麼能解釋這個狀況的原因只剩一個。リンドウ吞了口口水,手指微微顫抖。210Please respect copyright.PENANAIteVYLRkOz
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頭好痛,明明空調吹出的風是涼快的,身體卻異常燥熱,衣服也被汗水弄得濕答答的,感覺非常糟糕。210Please respect copyright.PENANArSyKmeAFAE
全身上下的關節都發出悲鳴,一點細微的動作都會帶來疼痛感,完全提不起力氣,連眨眼都有些力不從心。210Please respect copyright.PENANAuedE3RqxXS
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他從以前就不喜歡上醫院,但即便是這樣的他也知道,這種身體狀況下他並沒有逃避的選項。210Please respect copyright.PENANAJSpbCnUoFh
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發情期結束了嗎?現在在發燒嗎?為什麼眼睛會看不見?210Please respect copyright.PENANAUsAHjOhyom
現在是幾號?是早上還是晚上?210Please respect copyright.PENANA8I1jmiX0H6
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還有——210Please respect copyright.PENANAvi4gB4VSbJ
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「有誰在嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA4nbgg1usBU
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リンドウ將手抬起,在空氣中搖晃了幾下。 210Please respect copyright.PENANAJmgGUJbvxK
看來病房裡除了他之外誰都不在,周遭一點反應都沒有。210Please respect copyright.PENANARgttJKnmBz
那就一會兒,稍微消沉點也沒關係吧?210Please respect copyright.PENANAiybIsL2SaD
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「有誰在嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAKGpuXt4nIZ
凌晨三點,メノウ被リンドウ沙啞的聲音喚醒。210Please respect copyright.PENANAB62g64OBvd
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錯過回應的時機,他在一旁靜靜的看著リンドウ的手抬起,無力的搖晃後放下。210Please respect copyright.PENANAY7SwnImbOJ
是在確認什麼嗎?メノウ壓著腳步聲走到病床邊,看見リンドウ那翡翠色的眼溢滿了淚水,從眼尾落進頭髮裡。210Please respect copyright.PENANALc3e6aoFsx
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竟然可以在演技之外的場合看到リンドウ的眼淚,還真難得呢。210Please respect copyright.PENANAu0ukl86Ty3
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メノウ將手伸到リンドウ眼前晃了晃,リンドウ雖然睜著眼睛,但瞳孔並沒有跟著メノウ的手有任何變化。210Please respect copyright.PENANAWMQGYVrkk1
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醫生曾經說過,醫院用的抑制劑有一定機率會在抑制發情的同時壓抑住其他感官,他或許會突然聽不見聲音、看不見東西,也有可能什麼副作用都沒有。210Please respect copyright.PENANAoYdWzWNNHQ
リンドウ的狀況看來是沒抽中好籤。210Please respect copyright.PENANAtxAFEEboVR
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突然看不見東西應該很害怕吧?210Please respect copyright.PENANAT0HenaW6EQ
是因為覺得沒有人在所以才放心的顯露悲傷嗎?210Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5xWrfFNJJ
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メノウ將手覆在リンドウ眼前,想讓他將眼睛閉上。210Please respect copyright.PENANAchDzEqZD74
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「啊、對不起,剛剛沒注意到有人在……請問你是誰?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAjmWXHM4YaU
被淚水濕潤的睫毛掃過メノウ的手心。210Please respect copyright.PENANAzGxfBtksIJ
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「該不會從剛才開始你就在了?雖然不知道你是誰,但很抱歉讓你看到難堪的一面。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAj0VEbQVx9a
被空調弄得乾燥的唇一張一合的,說著不會得到回應的話語。210Please respect copyright.PENANAIzUGZTa3oi
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メノウ將手拿開,翠綠色的雙眼已經止住淚水,只剩下眼眶的紅暈和メノウ手心的濕潤感。明明很不安卻在人前好好的忍耐下來了呢。210Please respect copyright.PENANACe5DqfoA9I
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他彎下腰將臉貼近リンドウ,原本只是想仔細看看他的表情,但看著他唇上乾裂的皺褶,メノウ心裡起了另一個念頭。210Please respect copyright.PENANAXzr9b9nIV3
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「能幫我跟大家保密嗎……嗚——」210Please respect copyright.PENANAvaFe3oSc3p
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手緊緊按住リンドウ吊著點滴的手,唇貼上リンドウ的,舌頭趁著開口的間隙伸入。210Please respect copyright.PENANAUku6oVMwW1
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「嗚……嗚嗯……」リンドウ的手腳試圖掙扎,但身體無力反抗,只能任由メノウ親吻他,舌頭攪動著無力反抗的口腔,將乾裂的嘴唇濡濕,讓他從喉嚨裡發出可憐的低吟聲。210Please respect copyright.PENANAogGllKWD1a
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「住……嗚……」210Please respect copyright.PENANAu119Zvg9rg
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心底盤據的汙濁被雨水洗淨,變得輕快,沉在深處的美好浮現在眼前,亮起的舞台燈光、滲入指尖的愉悅之情,在遙遠的夢裡惹人憐愛的嬌吟……210Please respect copyright.PENANAdiaIIKnCT8
原本盤桓不去的煩躁感在親吻中弭平,他搞不好會對跟リンドウ接吻這件事上癮吧。210Please respect copyright.PENANAdduUppKvOo
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「哈啊、哈啊……你到底是……」210Please respect copyright.PENANAYvPhvXd9m5
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從深吻中解脫的リンドウ目光渙散的看著前方,頭髮在掙扎中變得凌亂,缺氧的生理性淚水將他的眼睛弄得濕漉漉的,慘白龜裂的唇也被蹭得通紅。210Please respect copyright.PENANAwsMTpC29zF
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——全都是我的。是我造成的。210Please respect copyright.PENANAbns5EEDe3a
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他低下頭,伸舌舔了舔リンドウ的唇。興許是怕再次被メノウ趁隙舌吻,リンドウ這次將牙齒咬得緊緊的,不讓メノウ有機可趁。210Please respect copyright.PENANAU2lecy3K58
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真可惜。210Please respect copyright.PENANAF4i8w0jil2
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「我可以幫你跟大家保密,但作為交換,剛才的事情你也得幫我保密才行。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAJHLaP18cO4
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「メノウ……原來是你啊。剛才的事情……別隨便對人做比較好。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAWYwPFQAvoO
「為什麼?リンドウ不覺得舒服嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAQRYGOSqsDI
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「並不是只要舒服就什麼都可以做,嗚——」210Please respect copyright.PENANAYzDB8m7uwb
メノウ按住リンドウ的手,再次銜住リンドウ因為緊張而發顫的唇。210Please respect copyright.PENANAzft36Db4b0
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「不過,リンドウ不否認舒服這點吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA3TuERSJxG9
「哈……我不否認メノウ接吻的技術很好,但接吻並不是這種對誰都能做的行為。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA34EmgcAaXb
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「那從リンドウ看來,接吻應該跟誰做?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA5byUYgeJRM
「那當然,是跟喜歡的人……」210Please respect copyright.PENANAaarfjT5qiz
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「是好孩子會有的答案呢。リンドウ既然這麼說的話,那就是正確的吧。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAsF1HsdqcKW
但是我不是好孩子,也不是リンドウ這樣的人。メノウ壓低聲音,在リンドウ耳邊說道。210Please respect copyright.PENANAngbP1NYwpB
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「至少,在對方說了『不』的時候,應該住手才對吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAd11a9UYuIG
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「如果是舞台上的接吻場景呢?即便這樣也要跟喜歡的人一起嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA7cQDC49FXB
「舞台的話那是另當別論。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAQRCSfZNYfL
「那把這個也當成戲劇的練習就好了不是嗎?這樣的話你能配合我?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAhdkLTyhzHF
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舞台是不一樣的。メノウ對此心知肚明。210Please respect copyright.PENANAq4DfOCWA4J
在舞台上,即便是相互仇視的角色之間也可能產生激情的熱吻,即便說了「不」也不可能停下。210Please respect copyright.PENANAyFwOWLBf6z
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但在現實裡,リンドウ是正確的——跟メノウ相比。210Please respect copyright.PENANAOXEgCBrQpe
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「只要當成練習就好了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA9IjVdyQg78
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リンドウ沒有接著回應。210Please respect copyright.PENANABLUTQIwIRc
最初メノウ認為他是在斟酌字句,直到低頭確認時,才發現リンドウ已經睡著了。 210Please respect copyright.PENANAJ1XyC8EoAa
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啊,忘記問リンドウ換人的問題了。メノウ後知後覺的想到,明明是為了第一時間從リンドウ那裡得到回覆所以才在醫院過夜的,卻偏偏忘了最重要的事情。210Please respect copyright.PENANAC9IoaIZLEe
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「吶,你該怎麼補償我?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAcgntnbpENK
將自己過分的胡鬧歸咎於リンドウ,メノウ趴在床邊,聽著淺淺的呼吸聲入睡。210Please respect copyright.PENANAkPPhWDp2tS
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リンドウ的下一次清醒是在隔天早上,メノウ去沖澡的時候。210Please respect copyright.PENANAPrNu3fHHOE
等メノウ沖完澡回到病房時,リンドウ正在跟マイカ討論住院期間的安排。210Please respect copyright.PENANA2ooe4knUZh
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這段時間得跟人換班才行。210Please respect copyright.PENANAU4JNDXxMrm
メノウ在你住院這兩天一直在翹班,等會見到他的時候得說他一頓。210Please respect copyright.PENANA53KykddlQZ
真珠他很擔心你喔,下午他會過來看你,到時你多跟他聊聊吧。210Please respect copyright.PENANAiq1jh6Clnq
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接下來練習時間的也得跟大家商量一下才行。210Please respect copyright.PENANAajsDwetTjV
在那之前你還是再多休息一會兒吧,眼睛不是還看不清楚東西嗎……210Please respect copyright.PENANA052yOVpQCg
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「リンドウ。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAL9G61TeLgL
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メノウ在旁邊看著リンドウ跟マイカ的對話,但直到マイカ收拾東西準備離開的此刻,真正重要的公演問題一次都沒被提起過。210Please respect copyright.PENANAVZZ7f4tv54
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「メノウ,怎麼了?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAswTIyf3DOV
「關於公演,我有事情要跟你說。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAy7YhIidmzN
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メノウ將公演延期的消息轉達給リンドウ,對方許是早已猜到了,臉上並沒有太多驚訝。210Please respect copyright.PENANAqU32bCDIYn
愛操心卻又不喜歡表達的リンドウ就算猜到也會裝作不知道,想趁大家不注意偷偷解決吧?210Please respect copyright.PENANADFtEzMeBK9
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如果藏起來不讓リンドウ知道的話,他也會更理所當然的躲著人獨自煩惱。210Please respect copyright.PENANACb1wap9AxG
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「リンドウ,如果你沒能在時間內出院,就請你找人代替你上台,這樣你也能好好休息。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAQUPdkHyCrO
「嗯,我知道。但我不打算讓P的公演延期,也不打算輕易找人代替我。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAW3SQZO8jdp
所以,再給我一點時間好嗎?リンドウ說道。210Please respect copyright.PENANAkkceTQPj1M
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「嗯,Top的你這麼說的話,我就會等著的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAvFarhpVkRG
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有這個約定的話,這就會變成屬於你跟我的問題。210Please respect copyright.PENANATWnThx3k5R
我們走在同一條鋼索上,如果你摔落的話我也不能倖免,所以在你摔落之前——在你失手把自己弄壞之前——,我會好好拉住你的。210Please respect copyright.PENANAemvs4mjV25
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得到回應的メノウ滿足的離開了病房,遠遠的,他聽見マイカ長長的嘆氣聲。210Please respect copyright.PENANAhqXTmddGD3
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結果還是讓メノウ說出口了。マイカ頭痛的按了按太陽穴。210Please respect copyright.PENANAhuuKg4FrGQ
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早上過來的時候正好碰上リンドウ清醒,當時他還很樂觀地想著離出院的日子不遠了。結果現實並不如所想那般一帆風順。210Please respect copyright.PENANAtGeGEtP4qS
雖然抑制劑的副作用一兩天後就會完全消退,但算上等在後頭的發情期,出院日期可能會超出ケイ給的期限。210Please respect copyright.PENANARNL71VJ1wR
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マイカ原本只打算簡單說明狀況,讓リンドウ先好好休息,否則因為壓力而影響到恢復就糟了。210Please respect copyright.PENANAvY7tlE5RSO
雖然做好隱瞞的心理準備,但卻沒能避開在醫院裡過夜還順便洗澡的メノウ。210Please respect copyright.PENANAd7Aye8KhRO
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「那樣跟メノウ承諾,リンドウ你打算怎麼做?醫院是不會讓你以這個狀態出院的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA3VCzmdpfh2
「我知道自己在做什麼,等副作用減弱之後我就會請醫院停掉抑制劑,把發情期處理掉。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAn7gg1qpe5x
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「你要在這種狀態下一個人度過發情期嗎?不是說了要找個Alpha會比較好嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAo45VrmGGkQ
「但現在要找到適合的人幫忙也需要花時間,就先算了吧,我可以一個人解決掉的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA3PvwTXjWNj
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確實,擔心歸擔心,但不管是マイカ還是吉野,都不是能對リンドウ說出「我來幫你」這種話的人,要現在的リンドウ找出能解決發情期問題的Alpha並不實際。210Please respect copyright.PENANAWcuX64qExx
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「你這麼決定的話,我也不好多說什麼,那來說些別的事情吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAvHjG0N5cDj
「什麼樣的事情?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAfgiS9YE2cT
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「喜歡的人造費洛蒙的氣味之類的,你會用到的對吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAQajW8RRj09
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「吃哪個好呢?」メノウ在醫院內的商店繞了幾圈,原本是想省麻煩的挑個微波食品吃就好了,但最後卻停在了零食貨架前。210Please respect copyright.PENANAs77BBvJXkh
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「メノウ,你有沒有想過,リンドウ不在的話會怎樣?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA48HUnU4Pvv
在吉野找到リンドウ之前,ソテツ問メノウ的問題。210Please respect copyright.PENANAMlemqXqVJD
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「只要能演戲的話不管在哪都無所謂。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAJAV8RIF4Df
不管有沒有リンドウ都無所謂,少了誰都沒關係,只要自己能一直演戲就好了。210Please respect copyright.PENANAEcUtZHySJa
就算日常的煩躁感揮之不去,一旦站上舞台,這些都會變得無關緊要。210Please respect copyright.PENANANjYE2L14Pt
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失去リンドウ並不會對「舞台上的メノウ」造成任何打擊,只要這樣就夠了。210Please respect copyright.PENANAp2eYhiJzOm
リンドウ也是如此,只要「舞台上的リンドウ」安然無恙,其他的事都無所謂。210Please respect copyright.PENANADKqlZuPBfd
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砰咚。210Please respect copyright.PENANAeMtk7xIirP
面前傳來物品掉落的聲音,メノウ低下頭,幾個被自己撥弄過的零食正躺在地上——應該是被他弄掉的吧。210Please respect copyright.PENANAhFNFQhI7Lu
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「這下就不用選要吃什麼了。」メノウ將掉落地上的零食們抱起,到櫃檯結帳。210Please respect copyright.PENANAjmfZvvyOuO
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病房裡頭只剩リンドウ一個人,他正靠坐在病床上,不發一語的看著窗外。210Please respect copyright.PENANA85WQvd2Us5
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「窗外有什麼東西嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAy518cb6tGQ
「不,只是醫生讓我多看看遠方,這樣眼睛能恢復的快點。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA6oIcQ9z3bP
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「リンドウ要吃牛奶糖嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAWNzSs4jXKt
「不了,謝謝你的好意。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAtkQZ3nNAO0
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メノウ把買的零食一字排開,看看自己到底都買了些什麼。210Please respect copyright.PENANAFAfCwf86YY
牛奶糖、口香糖、汽水糖,喉糖和巧克力。210Please respect copyright.PENANAvhHpAYo4J0
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「リンドウ沒有什麼想吃的東西嗎?我買了很多。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAhtoYpZVp47
「嗯,我剛吃過藥,現在不管吃什麼都是苦的,就不浪費你買的東西了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAIMqHV4OLAl
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昨天好不容易弄出點血色的嘴唇,現在又變成青白色了。メノウ盯著リンドウ的臉想。210Please respect copyright.PENANA1FjBcZW02t
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嗯,真浪費啊。210Please respect copyright.PENANA36vnEUoos2
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メノウ低下頭,剝開一顆牛奶糖含進嘴裡。因為在路上一邊發呆一邊吃糖的關係,回過神來連甜味都被舌頭厭煩,變成苦味。210Please respect copyright.PENANAkDxhLXskT9
他接著將一旁的巧克力包裝拆開,掰成兩塊。210Please respect copyright.PENANA1pTnCAqeHs
メノウ將一半握在手裡,嘴裡咬著另一半朝リンドウ走近。210Please respect copyright.PENANAaxH5bHGw6B
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甜過頭的巧克力在嘴裡融化,苦澀感黏呼呼的糾纏著舌頭和喉嚨。210Please respect copyright.PENANADj9PvAQb18
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「メノウ,マイカ說你這兩天都待在醫院裡照顧我,但是我已經醒了,明天開始還是要好好到店裡才行喔。」210Please respect copyright.PENANArCwURi3TcD
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說謊。咬著的巧克力融化了大半。210Please respect copyright.PENANA7kCnyb0GLh
你明明知道我待在這裡時都做了些什麼。210Please respect copyright.PENANAlVhF5IT4Pj
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メノウ將手伸向リンドウ,在他反應過來之前捏住他的下巴,而リンドウ也握住メノウ的手想把他拉開。210Please respect copyright.PENANAdbwJqTF9L5
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他可以感覺到リンドウ將牙齒咬緊。210Please respect copyright.PENANAUwmjbgFx4d
雖然說是「照顧」,但昨晚的事情可沒那麼快就能忘記。如果沒有抑制劑阻攔,昨天那種程度的吻就能算是個臨時標記了。210Please respect copyright.PENANAfL0v2vAeWg
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メノウ用拇指撩開リンドウ的嘴唇,讓リンドウ張開嘴。接著將那手上接近融化的巧克力塞進リンドウ嘴裡。210Please respect copyright.PENANASn0bmvPJBj
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融化的巧克力被蹭到リンドウ的唇上、臉頰上。慘白的臉沾上了一點一點的棕。210Please respect copyright.PENANAbGcD0vZezP
メノウ皺了皺眉,將臉貼近リンドウ,伸舌將那些巧克力舔掉,從耳後、臉頰、嘴角。210Please respect copyright.PENANAcoj70IwcA5
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塵土是巧克力的味道。210Please respect copyright.PENANANSSqOw8s8n
在疲憊的味蕾上,甜味狼狽的匍匐著,リンドウ無力的手指揪著衣角,抗拒著。210Please respect copyright.PENANAFgWU0NSuNX
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「嗚……メ……」リンドウ試圖推開他,但結果就跟昨晚一樣徒勞無功,只能任由メノウ將舌頭伸進口中,將逐漸融化的巧克力塗滿他的舌尖。210Please respect copyright.PENANAwG93xuZ1hc
像這樣能完全壓制リンドウ的機會可不多呢。メノウ半瞇著眼,看著羞赧的緋色從リンドウ的脖子蔓延到耳尖。210Please respect copyright.PENANAgndcqxuMSC
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「你有沒有想過,リンドウ不在的話會怎樣?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAzWJOGCuc6J
「我只要能演戲的話在哪裡也無所謂。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAoP1CHtxvqf
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不管有沒有リンドウ都無所謂,少了誰都沒關係,只要能一直演戲就好了。這個想法大概會永遠持續下去,不會有任何改變。210Please respect copyright.PENANA4tC8Ntl92Z
只是在昨晚看到リンドウ蒼白的臉色,看著他乾裂的唇時,那一小段「有沒有リンドウ都無所謂」的想法出現動搖。210Please respect copyright.PENANAfrZvxRLhr8
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雖然結論不會改變,但リンドウ對他來說並沒有到沒了也無所謂的程度。210Please respect copyright.PENANAmeTcHmyLmI
他會在暴風雨般沉重的費洛蒙裡生起壓倒リンドウ的渴望,也會在無味的空氣裡親吻リンドウ。210Please respect copyright.PENANAGXjnXQOuPl
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メノウ放開リンドウ的唇,滿意的看著リンドウ的臉色因為他而再次泛起紅潤。210Please respect copyright.PENANAuap4YOUXFS
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「病人可不能挑食,你不快點好起來我會很困擾的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA1Q7S6ZeK3B
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「メノウ,甜食可不能算是正餐。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA7ejEfqCl0k
「巧克力不可能有錯的。」メノウ用拇指擦了擦リンドウ的嘴角。「現在,リンドウ想吃牛奶糖嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAwsgv6smvSI
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リンドウ看著他,有些無奈的點了點頭。210Please respect copyright.PENANAIL3A0sUTvS
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怕苦其實是說謊。210Please respect copyright.PENANA3DasSD5ZKR
リンドウ嘴裡含著牛奶糖想。210Please respect copyright.PENANA2Wh35t9kSG
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他只是不想跟メノウ有太多接觸而已,可結果上不管給出什麼理由都無法阻止メノウ。210Please respect copyright.PENANAnTBCta1FAs
表面上是想催促他早日康復,但在リンドウ看來似乎不只如此。メノウ也知道這是著急不了的事情吧?210Please respect copyright.PENANAXHh7VeIfrw
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「リンドウ午餐想吃什麼?」210Please respect copyright.PENANADIrUBBaGco
「我吃醫院的餐盒就可以了,你今天應該有排班對吧,不用一直在這裡顧著我。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAobhrFY6qYh
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「但從這裡出發去店裡也已經確定遲到,乾脆不去好了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAeK98yR38Aa
「遲到和翹班還是不一樣的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAmZ59EslkjG
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「那請假就沒關係了吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAzaoa4XhJGb
「如果已經請好假的話我確實不好說什麼,但是在醫院度過假日並不有趣喔。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAxflRLzXknS
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「平常的話確實如此,但今天我覺得還蠻有趣的。」メノウ一邊說著一邊用手指在棉被上劃圈。「那我午餐也跟リンドウ一樣的吧。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAHp9fXPUjgy
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「要吃餐盒的話,メノウ得快點去登記才行,不然會趕不上的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAEW6ZMfqBex
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手指劃圈的力道隔著棉被傳到大腿上,帶來微妙的搔癢感。210Please respect copyright.PENANAKoWc22TN9L
リンドウ難為情的將腿併攏,往床的另一邊挪。210Please respect copyright.PENANAKAXF5Y7S6p
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「趕不上的話,跟リンドウ分一半好了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAOz59YYZiRb
メノウ將臉抬起,在舞台下總有些慵懶的眼神反常的亮了起來。210Please respect copyright.PENANAEzog6rjA4G
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即便在這種視線模糊的情況下,他仍然能看出メノウ眼中的變化。210Please respect copyright.PENANAMiVwlKei3h
——那是メノウ在找尋靈感的眼神。210Please respect copyright.PENANAk8DazLW6nF
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「哈哈,那可不行。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAL1Vs5xRwfO
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從那些示愛、吻和照顧裡,リンドウ可以猜到メノウ想得到什麼靈感,這種情感他非常熟悉,它會出現在某些客人眼裡,也會在鏡子的另一端看見。210Please respect copyright.PENANAFEbT6isgK4
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然而,不是每種感情都可以讓人試試味道的,也不是所有「希望」都被期望成真。210Please respect copyright.PENANANx0ZASPkHX
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適合他倆的世界,一定是孤獨且自由的。210Please respect copyright.PENANAFffAgzNgwU
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「請假」的日子來到了第三個早晨,從今天起床開始,リンドウ就一直看著窗外發呆。210Please respect copyright.PENANA3KqZ9mA4WT
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若是平常的話,他應該會無聊的開始打瞌睡,但就在剛才メノウ找到了排解無聊的方式。210Please respect copyright.PENANAf8XKGY6uLn
微微突出的嘴唇線條、收在耳後的頭髮、意識到メノウ的視線而繃緊的肌肉。連自己也不明白為甚麼這樣看著會覺得這樣很有趣,只是看著リンドウ就能度過無趣的時間。210Please respect copyright.PENANAydD7dqGnh7
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「メノウ,有一件事想拜託你跑一趟,可以嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6Pwdg0aS2
「什麼事?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA6OsHQ9zebd
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「可以幫我拿我下次公演的劇本嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAOR2i4nz9hG
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早上的時候リンドウ也跟マイカ說過同樣的話,看來是沒能從マイカ那邊要到。210Please respect copyright.PENANA51UaJWKagv
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雖然現在リンドウ的狀態看起來很平穩,但實際上昨天半夜他才因為做惡夢驚醒,在床上翻來覆去的,剛睡醒時臉色也很糟,這種情況下マイカ自然是不會幫リンドウ拿劇本的。210Please respect copyright.PENANACQB6lMJxIH
病人就應該好好休息。マイカ這麼說。210Please respect copyright.PENANAM6tDWOr1Nr
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不過メノウ就沒有マイカ這樣的顧慮了。想練習的話,就這樣讓他做到精疲力盡好了,或許這樣反而能睡得更好。210Please respect copyright.PENANABejeN9iTXO
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「那作為幫忙的代價,我回來之後要跟我一起對台詞喔。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAo8IxphXJst
「嗯,拜託你了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANADonMuVTv31
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「你應該也知道,在發生這種事之後要再從醫院拿抑制劑是不可能的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAR5O6pDouID
昨晚醫生這麼說。210Please respect copyright.PENANAAzahpICCkO
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「接下來半年內你的發情期都會很不穩定,不標記也沒關係,你最好找個Alpha陪你度過。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAsl7F3TGnVS
「如果不願意找Alpha的話,安全起見必須讓你在醫院裡度過發情期才行。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAHNkRqFdKDQ
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發情期被過度壓抑的後果,是為期半年的劇烈反彈,以及厚厚一疊的同意書,用來確保自己在發情期時不會做出讓自己後悔的決定。210Please respect copyright.PENANAsdT5TBYqyQ
但是,如果連清醒的時候做的決定都會讓人後悔,這些紙張和證明又有甚麼意義呢?210Please respect copyright.PENANADDEglA1jYm
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發情期中發生事故的第一和第二聯絡人是誰?210Please respect copyright.PENANAJb1lt8VRDE
如果發生必須被標記的情況,第一和第二選項是誰?210Please respect copyright.PENANA3iSLczM3LS
有希望能一直陪在身邊的人選嗎?210Please respect copyright.PENANAe5PFODBdnp
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不知道、不知道、說不出口。210Please respect copyright.PENANA5Qz7xPonlH
即便所有的選項早已有了答案,但紙上的回答只有後悔和躊躇。210Please respect copyright.PENANAoWC4aRceLd
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早知道就不要跟メノウ做約定了,リンドウ嘆了口氣。210Please respect copyright.PENANAMrgd7iwwz6
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「メノウ,我差不多要出院了,得做些準備。明天開始你就不用過來醫院了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAAOUTFxeGvW
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按照約定,リンドウ跟メノウ將各自的台詞都對過一遍,就連メノウ臨時想試其他角色的台詞,リンドウ也都笑著配合。210Please respect copyright.PENANAf4ZUewp2UC
在メノウ心滿意足地將劇本放下時,窗外的景色已是夜幕低垂。210Please respect copyright.PENANAn7p15neY7o
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「準備的話,我在這裡也沒關係吧,我不會礙事的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA2OdVBqDjLS
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而且,リンドウ你是需要我的吧?210Please respect copyright.PENANAEPzNhzSDCX
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「不是這個問題。」リンドウ輕輕地搖了搖頭。210Please respect copyright.PENANAyBnVLQFW5r
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他的耳尖泛起了一點緋紅。啊,是指發情期的準備啊。210Please respect copyright.PENANAAeHw3qZXQb
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「那今天晚上我就直接回家好了,一旦在這裡過夜,總會讓我覺得明天還是假日呢,趁現在有那個念頭,我就先離開好了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA6hDYWNnqTO
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你明明是需要我的。メノウ一邊收拾行李一邊回想這幾天在醫院度過的時間。210Please respect copyright.PENANALdsc2YTKEq
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第一個夜晚,リンドウ在高燒中醒來,從那時起他就發現リンドウ非常不喜歡待在醫院裡。210Please respect copyright.PENANAKBn3T9uWcl
因為他難受的哭了,全身上下都發著抖,所以メノウ吻了他。210Please respect copyright.PENANAQWEcesoFFI
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第二個夜晚,リンドウ的燒已經退了大半,他安靜的躺在床上發著呆。210Please respect copyright.PENANAsA0pOkQb0K
或許是失眠了吧,所以メノウ擠上病床緊緊抱住他。210Please respect copyright.PENANAZn6cKzmMxJ
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昨晚,リンドウ在睡著後不久因為噩夢而驚醒。210Please respect copyright.PENANA68gat8Q12E
因為他睡夢中的呻吟實在太過可憐,所以メノウ將手伸進リンドウ的衣服裡,用身體的愉悅哄他入睡。210Please respect copyright.PENANABdBwtiRhhp
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說是安撫リンドウ,但メノウ自己也知道這算是惡劣的騷擾。210Please respect copyright.PENANAizlH2vV8cR
可即便是這樣過頭的身體接觸,リンドウ都沒有推開他。210Please respect copyright.PENANA1FssJqONLv
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リンドウ很溫柔,但沒有到能一再容忍他人親吻和愛撫的程度。210Please respect copyright.PENANAgM5YJErWYg
在他小睡時特地脫下外套幫他蓋上也好,將他抱起來換地方睡覺也好,這些好意都已經超出了待人和善的範圍。210Please respect copyright.PENANAXLJ4NducSA
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「リンドウ人真好呢,連外套都借我。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAftE6r9ikmG
「是只對你這樣不是嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA9u6pJezMgo
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他有許多證據證明リンドウ對他有所縱容,而這些縱容最後都指向同一件事情:210Please respect copyright.PENANAGmKBL7cnAW
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「リンドウ,你喜歡我對吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAHEq7yTYZTH
然後,對你做出這些事情的我大概也是如此。210Please respect copyright.PENANA546cO8Unbp
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「我表現得這麼明顯嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAqhmCOtgqzp
在這幾天的相處裡,在メノウ一次次試探底線的行為下,リンドウ早已預想到這個場面。腦中閃過的不是「該怎麼轉移話題才好」,而是單純的「啊,你終於開口了嗎」的感慨。210Please respect copyright.PENANAW7SiGcvUBs
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「因為你總是對人很好,平常的話其實不太能察覺到。但是這幾天就不一樣了,就算是我也覺得這幾天做的事有些過頭了,但リンドウ卻一次都沒趕我出去,這樣還不明顯嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAlaCUMkzOGp
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「啊……對不起。」リンドウ苦笑著垂下眼。210Please respect copyright.PENANAhqzJOzktwc
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「リンドウ,只要你願意,我就會標記你。」メノウ將嘴湊近リンドウ耳邊,用和昨晚相同哄他睡覺的聲音說道。210Please respect copyright.PENANA8D6hDeXYey
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「謝謝你的好意,但是這幾天我已經很滿足了,到這裡就行了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA3GD0rBnuX6
「我也覺得你會這麼想。以後如果反悔,我是會跟你索取代價的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAOGegqgZZZj
「嗯,謝謝你。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAQVimfXmA2n
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這幾天就像做夢一樣。210Please respect copyright.PENANAoicYln06v7
嘗到了一直以來都不敢想像,害怕自己一旦知曉就會迷失其中的情感。210Please respect copyright.PENANAGgwJK0BDAX
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已經到夢醒的時間了。210Please respect copyright.PENANA5Wd2oWmJkZ
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「メノウ!」在メノウ即將消失在視野裡之前,リンドウ忍不住叫住他。210Please respect copyright.PENANAD7YhYVRy3e
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「怎麼了?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAiR1ytzlJ2M
「不,沒什麼。在店裡見吧。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAf4mtisJ03J
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