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「因為吉野說不想弄得像約會一樣,所以今天只有助興的紅酒而已。可以吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAlSkFfc1oTR
「我先去沖澡。」吉野先是瞥了一眼ソテツ手上拿的酒,接著將脫下的外套披在椅子上,熟門熟路的抱著毛巾往浴室走去。210Please respect copyright.PENANAceARsdSsIs
210Please respect copyright.PENANAfzfH7cigMf
「真是冷淡呢。」ソテツ看著拉開玻璃拉門的吉野說道,吉野的動作頓了頓,沒多說甚麼,水聲在拉門闔上之後響起。210Please respect copyright.PENANAW8LzAfnjIj
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「吉野知道我剛剛在紅茶裡面放了甚麼嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANARN1yszC1EK
朦朧的肌膚在玻璃之後晃動,破碎的色彩彷彿花瓣一般,而ソテツ則坐在外頭看著花瓣被水浸濕。210Please respect copyright.PENANAYyNBapXlif
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「甚麼都沒有。」210Please respect copyright.PENANACe6q06ywyt
在喧囂的水聲中,吉野的聲音清晰的傳進耳邊,在這裡的他聲音比起在店裡大了一點。210Please respect copyright.PENANAN92xo3DQTc
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「是個總是沒有自信,有些膽小的人」,他時常這麼形容自己,但面對ソテツ或許是他少有的自信,聲音和判斷都比起其他時候要來的果決。210Please respect copyright.PENANAheN6phPOE9
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對這種場所感到不安和羞怯已經是許久以前的事了,不管怎麼注視著,視線舔過身體幾次,吉野已經習慣了他的存在。210Please respect copyright.PENANAkIO4zN3qzM
但是如果贏了跟メノウ的賭局,就能得到讓吉野的表情扭曲的好籌碼,為兩人早已習慣的遊戲增添趣味。210Please respect copyright.PENANA2pcQqHenAW
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「不,裡面確實有些甚麼。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAOmZUdfczUW
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水聲停下。他跟吉野隔著熱水的霧氣和玻璃的紋理陷入沉默。210Please respect copyright.PENANAKqlLKCF5HK
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或許不需要籌碼也說不定——至少現在是如此的。210Please respect copyright.PENANAyaw6FjiRNV
吉野猶豫了,水聲停下後又更盛大的響起,像是要遮掩甚麼似的。210Please respect copyright.PENANAol4CCIFcyC
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ソテツ朝浴室走近,穿過模糊的風景走到吉野身後。210Please respect copyright.PENANAy1AkSvYXNp
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吉野了解他,而他也了解吉野。兩個人之間的差距只在於那天的走廊上,吉野全心全意的投注在歌唱上,除此之外的一切都不在他的認知裡,而他則一邊跟メノウ開賭局,一邊聽著吉野的聲音。210Please respect copyright.PENANAKvFmQL7Nzf
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吉野的執念並不全在ソテツ身上,所以這場遊戲裡,吉野的棋子不管走的多遠都無法觸及ソテツ最核心的動機,只是順著習慣做出對應。210Please respect copyright.PENANASKABYkbwrM
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這是場對吉野來說無關緊要的勝負,一次ソテツ再普通不過的騷擾,但對ソテツ來說卻是應當勝利的賭局,是他執著的展現。210Please respect copyright.PENANASgcyKvscS9
只是例行公事般的性愛是不夠的。210Please respect copyright.PENANAUkIzDTrOY4
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「所以吉野對你總是很警戒呢。」メノウ這麼評價。210Please respect copyright.PENANAtRUx4aepLL
當然,溫吞的戀情很快就會厭煩,再怎麼美味的肉,一旦含入口中,就只有被嚼爛的命運一途。210Please respect copyright.PENANAdtTUt69pzq
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熱水從頭頂淋下,ソテツ將手貼上牆上的磁磚,把吉野困在角落。210Please respect copyright.PENANANp5lLeGdWX
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「如果喝了酒的話就能更快發現的。」210Please respect copyright.PENANA08ikKybPXq
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熱水,抑或是加在杯中的某種事物催熟了果實。ソテツ看著吉野通紅的耳朵和肩,在花開之後嗅到成熟果實的香氣。210Please respect copyright.PENANA5RPQhwdhl3
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「ソテツ今天想在浴室裡面做?」210Please respect copyright.PENANA3I9S48sqa1
「總是在床上不覺得很無趣嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAVSWpqb98PY
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吉野嘆了口氣,轉過身勾住ソテツ的脖子,在濕滑的浴室地面踮起了腳尖——210Please respect copyright.PENANAWrDNJcJoCV
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他跟吉野之間的距離是多少呢?必須有人踮起腳尖,必須有人低下頭,少了任何一方都無法接吻。210Please respect copyright.PENANATm2jgeOdWO
然而,吉野沒有為了ソテツ費力踮起腳的理由,ソテツ也不可能對任何人低頭,所以即便有意,他們也無法變得親暱。210Please respect copyright.PENANA3ulxdApsMZ
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他所做的事,只是從吉野手上拿走甚麼,高舉著讓吉野伸長手來奪回。210Please respect copyright.PENANAYRcfq7lfkK
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「除了說惡趣味的話以外,ソテツ甚麼都沒有做,我知道。」在雙脣即將觸碰交疊之際,吉野停下動作。210Please respect copyright.PENANAP6S3rqyFjd
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「所以吉野你不接吻嗎?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAXqUfaXgKn7
「我跟ソテツ不是這種關係吧。」210Please respect copyright.PENANATQIG0YfPAn
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能作為放縱的理由的事物一個都沒有,所以連煎熬的吻也得不到。210Please respect copyright.PENANAWi5ao5edml
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他所做的事,只是趁著吉野不在場時,品嘗他茶杯中的事物,玷汙他的回憶而已。210Please respect copyright.PENANA95ZKP8Z6ke
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「呦,今天也來了嗎?」ソテツ闔上旅館的房門,在狹小的走廊裡點起菸,讓一直站在門外的吉野在刺鼻的菸味中不住嗆咳。210Please respect copyright.PENANAbBTj1pjRmB
「リンドウ呢?明天還有P的練習。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAEqBDeUE0Nv
「還活得好好的,但明天能不能好好動彈可不在我的管轄範圍內。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAL0umb89hPc
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那時候的吉野還有心思和藉口可以守在門外,然而到了現在,那個藉口已經從ソテツ手上逃走,而吉野已經過了嚮往戀愛的年紀,此刻對吉野來說除了繼續唱歌之外甚麼都變的無關緊要。210Please respect copyright.PENANAvkkWVepwy7
不變的只有吉野的面孔,除此之外的軟弱和憧憬已然消逝,只剩下積累的光陰。210Please respect copyright.PENANAWEK4exRkF6
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「ソテツ不做的話今天就到此結束了。」吉野從ソテツ身側的縫隙走過。「我明天跟柘榴他們有約……」210Please respect copyright.PENANARfBvXMg1sw
「沒人說不做的吧?」ソテツ伸手堵住吉野的去路。210Please respect copyright.PENANAsRpLxw8dEy
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這可是他用下午的甜點——籌碼——換來的時間,可不能白白放過。210Please respect copyright.PENANAGpc2Dq9RUP
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「ソテツ真的……很差勁呢……」210Please respect copyright.PENANAf30t22CaHc
吉野的聲音貼著鎖骨,嘴上喘著氣,抱怨著,手卻緊緊環著ソテツ的脖子,雙腳勾著他的腰不放。210Please respect copyright.PENANA9roCTSejvq
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「但是吉野你覺得很舒服不是嗎?性不是只需要這些就好了?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAXoPO3nes08
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濡濕的頭髮將上衣浸透,渾身赤裸,失去立足點,身體相貼著,即使如此他們倆也沒能接吻,只有反覆的性愛。210Please respect copyright.PENANAgl6eAPrYVv
ソテツ托著吉野的臀,將他抵在浴室磁磚上,雪白的肩泛著紅,黑瞳綴著淺粉,手指有些艱難的搭著ソテツ的肩膀,擔心ソテツ突然放手而夾緊雙腿。210Please respect copyright.PENANA9UEOiOX0kY
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然而,即使如此親近的相連,他們之間也無法存有任何依戀。210Please respect copyright.PENANAl6cpgAvqfh
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他拿起茶杯,搖晃著,將汙濁的茶色倒入其中,侵蝕著平滑的內面。只剩下外表還是原來的模樣,茶杯內側已經全是他的痕跡,再澄澈的水也只會透出他的顏色,即使倒空茶杯,他所留下的印記也不可能消去。210Please respect copyright.PENANAQwTZ712LRG
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無法直視汙濁的話,就只能注入更深的色彩來掩飾,往純粹的反向行走,沉入混沌中。210Please respect copyright.PENANATx15BQxEYk
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吉野的手勾著他,那天在練習室裡歌唱著的喉嚨發出嬌吟。210Please respect copyright.PENANAXLCtI5zYLP
聲音也好,臉孔也好,跟初次見面那天相比別無二致,只有春情在唇間蕩漾,花瓣被水淋濕,和汙濁的塵土攪和,沉入地裡。210Please respect copyright.PENANAk8XxnI1HY7
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他將吉野的身體抬起,趁著他緊張的閉起眼時,輾過他的唇,在睜開眼之前放開。210Please respect copyright.PENANAjeUuSHJLS4
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「欸……」吉野睜大了眼睛,沒有酒精,也沒有藥物,更沒有存在於兩人之間的催化劑,沒有理由,兩人不會在這時候接吻,純然的浪漫並不會存在於兩人之間。210Please respect copyright.PENANAuCFUBH4kYJ
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ソテツ看著吉野驚訝的表情,勾起得逞的微笑。210Please respect copyright.PENANAHwIl6Mhcne
他掰著吉野的臀,讓性器得以更深入其中,將試圖提出質疑,說出「我們不是這種關係」這句話的吉野陷進難以言語的快感中。210Please respect copyright.PENANA8gfVpjpOJy
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聲音虛軟的說不出話,指尖發顫著抓不住ソテツ的上衣,他看著這樣的吉野,手掌握緊吉野的臀,手臂夾著吉野的腿,將他抵在牆和自己之間,除了ソテツ以外沒有任何支撐。210Please respect copyright.PENANAWRLGcbFCUz
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吉野白嫩的臀肉從指縫擠出些許,挺起的性器隨著身體的上下起伏,一下一下的頂著ソテツ的下腹。210Please respect copyright.PENANA3CJ9ADJUVx
交合之處發出黏膩的水聲,纖細的呻吟及粗鄙的喘息交融,混濁不堪的夜晚,他跟吉野之間,花與塵土的必然。210Please respect copyright.PENANAfqveNAlqg0
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在風中飄搖,在水中晃盪,最後必定會在他的懷抱中腐化,糜爛。210Please respect copyright.PENANA9likbpzRjk
然後在下一個季節裡,花再次綻開,頭也不回的向陽而生,直到又一次飄零。210Please respect copyright.PENANApIzYxqwaHW
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說不出喜惡,只是習慣,只是理所當然的命運。210Please respect copyright.PENANALaSANlHclv
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無論是否帶著刺,無論是否存有溫柔。210Please respect copyright.PENANATaoHnCbAku
就算執念無法共通,有所隱瞞,相互欺騙,即使如此,花依然照常落下,柔軟且尖銳的,扎進地裡。210Please respect copyright.PENANA6UMMVeDJKP
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「所以ソテツ用甚麼方法約吉野出去了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAdhtEpF204L
メノウ一邊意興闌珊的看著ソテツ傳給他的吉野的照片,一邊問道。210Please respect copyright.PENANAJEqRp7bwx5
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「這可是商業機密,你才是,是怎麼約リンドウ出去的,而且還是去做SPA。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAJ5fZB3c4A7
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「『如果不一起去的話,ソテツ就會把リンドウ當獎品領走』,這麼說之後他就同意跟我出門了。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAOICyGukwCW
「真不愧メノウ,竟然去跟本人說了打賭的事。你腦袋果然少了幾個螺絲對吧?」210Please respect copyright.PENANAFZm2kpLaHX
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「ソテツ還拍了這種照片……吉野也不容易呢……」メノウ不理會ソテツ的提問,而是開始將ソテツ傳給他的照片逐一刪除。210Please respect copyright.PENANAq8C0QCLeZQ
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「リンドウ才是,被當面說自己被當成打賭的獎品,臉色應該相當難看吧。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAwdUwE3AMyi
「嗯,之後被リンドウ跟マイカ念了一頓。」210Please respect copyright.PENANAAcDjd4uzCg
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說完話之後,メノウ打了個大呵欠,抱著抱枕窩在走廊邊繼續他的午睡。而ソテツ則一邊看著昨天趁著吉野睡著時拍的照片,靠在練習室的門邊,聽著裡面C的練習聲。210Please respect copyright.PENANA25lXFo3lAr
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和著朱紅色的柘榴,吉野的聲音在他所不知道的風景中妖豔的綻放。210Please respect copyright.PENANAPAXh445wDH
不過下次,或許是下個月,或許是下一個假日,他必定會落在ソテツ腳邊,像昨夜那般。210Please respect copyright.PENANAyF0IIc9dKN
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