Flashes and more flashes746Please respect copyright.PENANAnhXCRYFq7V
Shouts in the air, suffocating me746Please respect copyright.PENANAjTAEahgiNG
Their bodies closer and closer 746Please respect copyright.PENANAcGuU3v0ICt
Until its so hard to breathe746Please respect copyright.PENANAUWkiz62aEN
Everyone screaming your name746Please respect copyright.PENANAfUcXiSKUrH
Until you start to hate your name
I try to ignore the eager, child-like faces746Please respect copyright.PENANAGDcZBVQohG
The men around me take my arm gently746Please respect copyright.PENANABBuDyj25BK
Leading me away from the oceans of hungry eyes746Please respect copyright.PENANAawbZDSCny9
Wanting and wishing to pry their claws into my life746Please respect copyright.PENANANsKObzndye
That I had wanted hidden under a cloth
Walking and walking with my head down746Please respect copyright.PENANANOuaXShsMu
Faking a smile towards the ground746Please respect copyright.PENANAUhjXnXcZoJ
Flinching whenever anyone looks at me 746Please respect copyright.PENANApNVvfT7SoL
For fear that it will start over again746Please respect copyright.PENANAcbcjfgEsOI
I try to look tough, but my confidence drains746Please respect copyright.PENANA1x7IysfXs0
Once I reach the people
My heart pounding, until it could jump out of my chest746Please respect copyright.PENANAqW2oRXon5A
My legs trembling, until I can barely take another step746Please respect copyright.PENANALwUSZurH3o
My breath shaky, until I have to force myself to take deep breaths746Please respect copyright.PENANAElcIs5rwss
My mind racing, until everything is jumbled up together746Please respect copyright.PENANAfYN6WGcvnk
My vision blurry, until my head is throbbing mess746Please respect copyright.PENANAzotO94qsqr
My feet seem to be moving on their own 746Please respect copyright.PENANAZG9JjQQV57
And I can't seem to make a sense of what's happening
Is THIS what my life should be?746Please respect copyright.PENANAby8XjT9Pr3
Cameras and fame and people all around me?746Please respect copyright.PENANAnCkyhXuJrV
Oh God help me because I can't take any more!746Please respect copyright.PENANAhRicd2aydp
Oh God help me because I can't take the pressure of success!746Please respect copyright.PENANAna3FBj6u16
They judge and think of me as one thing even though I am another746Please respect copyright.PENANAcfCZVxz3yY
But those who believe in me seem to overestimate my abilities
Fans and chaotic love are the dream of some746Please respect copyright.PENANATfX8kETq66
But my life should've been peace and quite746Please respect copyright.PENANAl854L38DxG
A normal life with a husband and a thousand children746Please respect copyright.PENANAXRmyz4qra6
I want to wake up in a cozy house, not a secure mansion746Please respect copyright.PENANAnVFsHfRVva
I want to go about my day without being stopped in the streets746Please respect copyright.PENANAoEDLcZG2Nq
I want to live my life without a bodyguard beside me
But when I stop and think of my life746Please respect copyright.PENANAFih70hpEHs
When I stop and think of how blessed I am746Please respect copyright.PENANAePIr9DsIgY
I realize how much I love my life746Please respect copyright.PENANAskdWDzERjG
My passion drives me on and my love carries me through746Please respect copyright.PENANA8a0WBQKTBx
I realize my talent is just a way to be a good example, a role model746Please respect copyright.PENANAlD5Fkb3jcD
And as I think and reflect, I know that I can go on