#1 Entry: Why I Started This.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe9NUPThqcA
This is actually personal. And I don't expect anyone to read this. It's a surprise that you are so. And no, this entry is not about the bad-ness of smoking, drinking or doing weed. Not yet, anyway. It's about what happened, fifteen minutes ago.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw575oS5T5k
A while ago, I got so effing frustrated at a guy I almost dated. We didn't date- why? Because he wasn't ready to make it official, even after six months of him knowing that I really liked him. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFe6QJ2uLJ
His excuse: He found me adorable. And in his bucket list, it was to stay single till college graduation.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXaBruYHaQ
Thinking about it, that sounds like an excuse right about now. Why was I so stupid? 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjqYE3iC9t
Moving on to present day, two months after I called it off (though, there was nothing to call off), the following happens. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiF1ELfkGcR
It's a bit immature, but tell that to him. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCGm0jSDD70
I commented on his frequent change of instagram username. and well, he tells me to F.O. for it. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKMM4M0buf
So yeah, apparently we're still in highschool. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWl2p4f2wPZ
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And I wanted to RANT about it, you know?952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDntWjJZoY
Throw my hurt feelings out to the world, so my heart feels empty.952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwloi0EYkKR
But I couldn't use Facebook (he's a facebook friend). Instagram. (same reason). Nor Twitter (I don't tweet my feelings, duh.)952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡswKH0u8uxm
So I came here. and TADA! A blog. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMRtAcszyP
I'm so glad. But I can't type as fast as my thoughts. And I feel pretty damn bad about it. It's stupid. I know. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5KuagcWzQg
But he shouldn't be the one to get all riled up about it. Right?952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcRs4tTLzHf
I mean. He didn't want to commit. When I was so ready. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHHFASNAEp
So calling it off, was it that bad?952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DLjyJeOWM
Though the way I called it off was pretty damn stupid, bad and outright mean. So maybe yes, I deserve this. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuw1nspHSR
BUT. A huge BUTT- I mean, butt. But. (sorry)952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJs9XTzlYGl
But. It's been two months. It wasn't like he was in love with me or I broke his heart. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFKPqyVJc3E
If he wanted to be with me, he could have just EFFING taken the step. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxyiYUsXeQq
But no. So now. His friends, who were also my friends, don't talk to me. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMqnhGRVmr
He once mentioned that the entire class hates me. Which is not a shocker, really. I had that coming. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtkTTBYZ2U
So. All these frustrations have now led me to bottle up and almost burst like Mount Vesuvius. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYKBhtHahl3
Henceforth, we have this. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmDNTv02kp4
Thanks for bearing with me. 952Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEbhxjpYgOU
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