我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLe2ZJj600f
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp2ZoT31OZZ
──直到那天遇見她。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ547rVVITpj
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFVq64kkOTh
那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfg3hYNMhNL
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa7xZpqvfl
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1QbYyv9dK
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVsUGLvOb9
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRqhXbs7N5
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7hdP2tdyN
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpETSDTS7U
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxlx5k8T4z
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNCU8ExEEOD
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13MbPJEUWN
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP64WY4cLJE
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzFxtWceGyW
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgdsDlWWQ0
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ826RCLBmxa
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR1ns7OpgLG
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoGfFzkkrNQ
「你要不要來我家住？」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfmbfBw4D1
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm0EAieF3Ig
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrVIFctUkqa
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvBqWMFKq9
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmlUdkndibD
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xFFpCXUq0
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxwUpOafCP
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRZ5dJwygN
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmNAABpda0V
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWu69M4WxAP
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmb1Tg0zSWN
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn0F8lZzFqw
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpsx0M9NQH2
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgQkOw8Zfx
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ5ZN1Sf4N
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNCSrOrYRC
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXzcmCnUfPH
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3Cln3z5kG
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPaefNEpJSI
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNU0CD16Ue
那一夜，她並沒有回來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlAVebmgao4
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492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5RA3KyxOj
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE2L0KDLiQ5
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBN1K5kQO4N
…不太對勁。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiyX4Pz2A4
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkunFsxCiB
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtaYsYZN259
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIsmvByT6T
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOALfz7UOQ
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpfXLrbyyH
她明明說過只喜歡我的！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2kn59gGKt
她竟然背叛我！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡveNQtg1mAC
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfLZrOabjpf
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──唉。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreGImn71tn
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW4OXkY2AO9
就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz4OktY8PFo
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxilYU9UIw
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ629iNjwInv
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGHsXKBX5J
可我不想就這樣放棄。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKX170vn8uq
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuQennIMj2
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3a9C57Ei1
反之，我會將她奪回來。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMFrci4w1P
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492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqpNE84xGtu
今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSKWXhnrifz
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgfYihtBr5
我深深嘆息。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡspdQZKEctt
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNk6Y04FIOE
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm8r7Jvo5lV
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDe2mm2UBe
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jZUYScwsN
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsD2g7M9Xq
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYLfVdEANhd
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisQxp4xj7o
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWtcL8abkw9
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdcsmWytPQm
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgSTA4ogcP1
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwc3jevYXOY
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR3dazkzaFb
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fV3XSbBvm
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxjPuY5sSlK
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthbOH7FOi1
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrRnIqPaC5
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLus60uHOo
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvk4xq5yfO
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ60XS3joxDU
離開吧。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxe5hDBf3BQ
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnTZCfkZFsT
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHX6sU1HRw5
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡytcdVNB8X1
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIOZXYAf9wU
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZufhWwp9mT
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡecXAoe9kTO
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ80x9qz86CK
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsScP7uifN
曾經…492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk3lq7MF59a
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0IbHDJYwV
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI91QkAthQ0
喀嚓。碰。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu0obQkwsV
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHRzczhNkK
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp939euD21G
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPJLtkw24K
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb0a3vB4VtS
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKAjoz2j0P1
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYHihXaohvu
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIChUJgfbY7
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Rh6zijnlZ
……怎麼回事？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfWzdifYB0f
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvjg5Yk9YP
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRC0A6SnWLb
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvUzhW985S
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02e7kzgeYS
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlrpW7a68Oi
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhYHWd5DHpN
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDzBJCxXDC
那是大約三年前的事。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoxXfHcvfri
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492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEwYUYd9Ked
『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj5WY3FHj9n
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09ZJv8IT3U
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GQItXFp6p
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhcmcs0dsL
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKh6ARddse
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDast9XdTmO
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSIjehmt8d
背後一陣劇痛。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtf0ktnAon
我被刺了。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwnJzCp4Rrm
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKVIct3TmG
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyv3j19R7SZ
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──是你！是你殺了我！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkIYPAjtxO
殺了我女友又殺了我！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrNuPIK2NjR
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv64vU9ufBH
無法原諒…饒不了你！！492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBk8jq3TQE0
492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6MvjZ0gqB
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvKDnJbL3L
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRkdSVcDzV
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBYligwabZ3
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZU9gYkHBe
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3lrEMwYxl
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7sHrIjDgWj
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡndKFCjlEZj
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5qitLXwLC
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡom4zViXJsQ
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFh2eN1DTk0
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ckjyjWxRd
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1bmH7gd3f
……為什麼………492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRqgIbROCX
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1m1P8YWUuX
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf3e4sIRgpc
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbG7o0yVnxM
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcvQDeQtqE7
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0syMLIvbMA
……請不要怕我，好嗎？492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszo3RgxUWH
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuaDQtlxQul
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA2C8aiSnTP
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『我愛妳……』492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9mVyuRmMKu
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「汪嗚……」492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnuKr0BLtgE
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfleBknzv8O
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。492Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGT2xE8CjM
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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