我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPBFCjEHUKf
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYH9WdlFXmo
──直到那天遇見她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtJVVCISR8
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKkQV1h7bV
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrKTYmTA2Un
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeHbos2x7Li
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgv7ZlejOcp
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ8JFZddmdr
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMHPZl9NV5
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyvOuv13yf
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATHRsxQUkR
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVbxX5Dqu4
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGIDYGRHDe
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VjBnMqIAL
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFqECzAQnCa
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPYpuyA7iLq
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzfJE8ggaYT
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8a6vvaz4Ey
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV18oMfG3rj
「你要不要來我家住？」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzgsHQnfi3
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnd9Vz0GoA
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBvIlnI9ww
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIqQ21PHSSp
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZruyjFShXa
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Jr4y6ICo1
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlOHZ68VMbQ
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WEirn6ATF
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她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn5DoFSFl9x
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzeDkMI6NK
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrv3Ay2NAIP
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC5PLLdGhji
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6NiOGP4v9i
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYJpyluuQF
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeoQ54sGUu
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdineFZM5ty
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ENkQmzoOT
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRKWWUKZl5s
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6nulKwLVd4
那一夜，她並沒有回來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡulVr5XyC0c
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQu4guARAae
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtv9XJbiTlE
…不太對勁。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQj9uqCtKx4
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgm04LHcMki
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DSgdldNNP
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQis93Gz6KS
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7nvI8h2TD
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKoRSepBNcD
她明明說過只喜歡我的！497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡof5i3YwewC
她竟然背叛我！497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtTEh7QUu0
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUHDCFlDeN
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──唉。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVrQtLk0jz
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2RoJaiLosz
就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSBSJRyU5Xd
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8QLH13LoP
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRO5fzSzeu
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhQJoPuymAr
可我不想就這樣放棄。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNdOHodOZea
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1lfMoMztjc
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSGy2RWFNOy
反之，我會將她奪回來。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkS3PxkgtWz
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ09Y6vbLsmU
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhlkLnlIme
我深深嘆息。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu6E6L44Tw7
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrYJadPeH0m
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAEO9aR1uP
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPYO0Wh4dW
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv13uATv1Vf
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfeULuaqNZe
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS5XxYORvr
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAGtvMClTt
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbVxfLhXJVJ
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwq7ilpReMI
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreh9xgvrmd
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJzNhjanK9
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4zhtmvsR6
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpFOllyduPz
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdNU11y15nT
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Dnf5nf6vf
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5rfT48Kto1
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCC90Q6sDt
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtWbkZfnFN
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjCMzXsFT8
離開吧。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt7RuvtrF36
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnojnziM90
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5iUlvTkFdD
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU26zyOKA4B
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7DRgpfAkbo
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi8xqpMCr1C
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡASFtDLsK5o
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHM1YSLgEUG
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ31HgPRkj72
曾經…497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzXhl0piyCP
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB496SMcQs6
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42LCPi2rUJ
喀嚓。碰。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhK3uttLhTo
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrb8HVKCbu
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Zue3yCtDd
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztqDahUgTq
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q7XgkqfyC
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFYMdNZOI4J
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK59KpQ7XJv
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcxKfyJBmxn
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fQnJy5Y2b
……怎麼回事？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjXwhxz8rhe
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeheY3XjIJn
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5yL44kf19O
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLhreaEKVah
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwGfzayPs3
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOcmwKYqYW
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡly3f6a5exS
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMbkNkUYNn
那是大約三年前的事。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ2cFYqIXke
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497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhv7OdRriY8
『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWYkRdbems
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MeAjLJ6PQ
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm4NnKZzSnG
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXpwjL52GkB
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTCDGo3794
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wZH96C8Kn
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFtW6UkLhF
背後一陣劇痛。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ830171WXZV
我被刺了。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU3G6PFuvc
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI45R0PuyMJ
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVE051ZzTeb
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──是你！是你殺了我！497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSs7wwHQfAu
殺了我女友又殺了我！497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9qIBYmm1V5
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgw0RLa5v6R
無法原諒…饒不了你！！497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiEvCxErt9
497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew7xpfRyIT
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzb8Fe5GQup
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9L8NBUYCz8
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAK4bLWNm5P
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjU7XcJI2Jb
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kM6oJWFLL
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuc2tfBf5yp
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDPjxqB0qm
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6G0KH6dgO1
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8JURThSYSR
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb1dJCqrGbH
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVo5eJjNNID
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJt33Qtfq5L
……為什麼………497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGZe8yiIyn
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpEVg8Z9QcF
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMOLVpKcPA
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5t2uWWacTk
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImkjSJnkBX
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQk15Kghexk
……請不要怕我，好嗎？497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlO6Bue6IbB
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxcrvl1uE8
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHEVLNOHA5B
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『我愛妳……』497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH8QoRL2KAV
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「汪嗚……」497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVEGgU3PEu
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUVdL99BKc
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。497Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMpWlsVZpV4
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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