我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIckJvpcFAH
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyoyE6kkfs
──直到那天遇見她。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUq51Qkl1Hn
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那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡud5z08b3As
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJb5eLl7mcL
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lFCq7DONb
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB95kUHROjm
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLBccK3P7Q
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡza413L9o93
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bxreBRA5I
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKRZhl4sE57
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOo76F9y1Om
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAYjPHOBPaB
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOBOXLOsWLc
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVoSTwblVcS
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOJxqnOrjow
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhAHFgaCURN
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlscRxXEhk8
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「你要不要來我家住？」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDsnaRhgw6P
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0k8ZIAk4h
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神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3BzPmuIgo
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjx6H6fP9V
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVhYo47rEj8
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiAaeCBC49Y
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNLrcYdFu0
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jFfeM8M2z
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTPQZPDi4QR
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75cg0ATVQs
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4MVjjZWn7
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAGluN5BbB
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimsDEl3uyR
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbUBlfMsYFd
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡITNQSfDtbU
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLMkXBSk2SC
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RpAs5g0iY
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXt3OBB47Z
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYw8UMjYZGd
那一夜，她並沒有回來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBXiu3cldi
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大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lJj2s6TzI
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRnw6jfPf43
…不太對勁。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblEn7rzr9L
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsCUycPTYy
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrtXwSLxK1D
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q6BtzydgZ
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2r1rLARBIk
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmaxbjv4qP
她明明說過只喜歡我的！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnRKJRyXvfy
她竟然背叛我！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkvtEsU5Wt
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT8mJ66Fr2
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──唉。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUUEQMKB0C2
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就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MH18R2jQC
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ41yidk02RE
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6KqxlM0tEz
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz5y5nGblHZ
可我不想就這樣放棄。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpl3RpfQZWG
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj8owVrvBLs
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYhTys7pFRS
反之，我會將她奪回來。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIAu4Flfo7z
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBB5dE6KycL
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO81lo5iOff
我深深嘆息。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQfjgXGfme
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQlGuTIVYxJ
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8o2p99kbpR
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrPjhsr7MCi
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIb9WThubDG
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiw2JNKUek
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJjrqB4MPis
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0oUZSnbAAm
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1Lt7j2R5z
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW0dbdj7RMi
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2D5mh933l2
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKO6J8SswAe
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquJuVwEG8K
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVN7pGDCQrz
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6OM7g3QPi
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡosWfKs3g4s
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRDqoXJk0y
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFW23X4Grnz
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi04Upt4bg
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離開吧。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4TNANWSrqn
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywxl0EvZh0
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5z3UItp2MH
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4P89iINGU
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTsWjbyphxk
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEk6yMG5zXp
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIbz8TszThg
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSwZTUkpUFF
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TrX1qfRJZ
曾經…496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiE2rX5dUJ
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZRsVwxLqjM
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNnVqy9Z61y
喀嚓。碰。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRg6GeKeDY
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxDZ11tPmh
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaOUAWJZ3F
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8vFdoV8Wiu
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTeBGCtqcVL
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8fW7RD45Us
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhzBuYYVMpN
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAJtt4Wcakk
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡau8RKtof0H
……怎麼回事？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbSUHOlP6na
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbyNtUJt4Sz
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwiorOXZZh
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvKyIcXpeU
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTkKKp9sY8r
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSE6LT3gQg
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBayYYg1QmX
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9fBRNVwhvE
那是大約三年前的事。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq607SU7KN9
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『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaE9oWHfZv
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcVL94SdFUf
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfp5PynhRI2
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZEgQz6GLf
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmVn3lEyLTL
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLpArsXpsQp
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ88M0rhdU1p
背後一陣劇痛。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7o8YcyGCo
我被刺了。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpKruTmUd2
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoMzgwash7
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8IjAVubWlr
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──是你！是你殺了我！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuKGoMogAYD
殺了我女友又殺了我！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKD0msvJ4q9
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQCD2xeOLqX
無法原諒…饒不了你！！496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRVFqttRZi9
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ329RPoH4J0
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokA76bAGQm
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5h2oLaQBkB
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd5hOHJxIP4
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWxbjFjTKP
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3w38l5liib
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfmWysT0oG
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNbICHUrL6
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJh4pBslhTb
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xYfZBFnZY
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4RPko1m4Rs
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWyr6iOTuxo
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCNgbQpZKt
……為什麼………496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjDY7n4DQnW
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTqLD3jTpN
496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7NLJX3UbV
為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKaBPEJQS4
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPFF2zkXWaR
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32V42XE83R
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvXprQykEKK
……請不要怕我，好嗎？496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcrEkVRP86l
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftqPsDc8TP
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdQgW2SZBq
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『我愛妳……』496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyplcwfvCwF
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「汪嗚……」496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp4pERd4KQf
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0d2dZZ0Yk
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。496Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8wUuRy2kN
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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