我原以為自己不會愛上任何人。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TSr5Mmdu0
或許是從未遇過令我動心的對象，無論是異性還是同性，覺得單身著也沒什麼不好。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsuhlPlERPg
──直到那天遇見她。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4DUqJwlo1
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvYO8h3VFd
那一天，我很早就醒來了，想去附近找點東西吃，於是在經過的公園碰見了她。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQkpCKcOqMe
她看起來像是個大學生，留著及肩長髮，偏圓的臉蛋看起來很可愛，令人不禁想捏一把。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQgEYHr1sK
一開始吸引我注意力的，是她的歌聲。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFxRxKg4B4
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMEEjWQoVT
清晨的公園裡，她獨自一人坐在小湖邊的木椅上，用著清澈的聲音唱著輕快的歌曲。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLlDEYJIdC4
雖然偶爾會走調，但她依然不以為意的一直唱著，似乎非常開心的樣子。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVjOcGEf8QZ
剎那間，我迷上了她的笑容和溫柔的聲音。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡph5O4PNEYx
發覺到自己竟然對她產生了情感，我感到臉頰發燙，心臟也加速跳動。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwIswigZItP
在猶豫好久以後，我終於鼓起勇氣向前搭訕。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDVzbc5MX9t
她看見我以後，有點不好意思的笑了笑，想不到這時間點居然會有別人在場吧。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMv80PMr3g1
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡup1zGRtbrz
從此之後，我天天在同一個時間去公園找那個女孩，每天睜開眼睛第一個念頭就是想到她，迫不及待地等著她出現。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJkWDF4zja
我就是如此喜歡著她，這份心情甚至一天比一天還要強烈。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmeabd53HK
但由於某種原因，我想這份情感一輩子都無法傳達給她吧。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTa0GSsAp3
就在我意識到這個事實，正考慮是否該悄聲離去時──467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUdXq7ShE8
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLmjdvZGdyK
「你要不要來我家住？」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw0v5VDvbrc
她輕輕握住我的手，誠懇的說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu14uIBSnxL
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv9KV3g4dHg
神啊！這是怎樣的一個奇蹟！467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAgoI2xK87
不過是同居的邀約，我卻覺得以往單調乏味的世界突然變得色彩繽紛。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImumgMNQNL
甚至有種自己能飛的錯覺──好像太誇張了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡquCk0AFkPt
但我此刻的心情確實是如此。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9vFbO5XqqX
就這樣，我們開始了同居的生活。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl90n8FGRO
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsfyNRZ1FK
她是獨自離開家，來到外地求學和打工的，住在一間可以養寵物的公寓。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9SRq1ky0Ze
她的生活極其簡單，早晨我們一起出門去公園散步，她喜歡這樣悠閒的感覺。等到時間差不多了，我會送她到學校去，晚上則去她打工的地方接她回家。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiSn3PFPjU5
日復一日，沒有什麼太大的變化，可我感到相當幸福。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCDpd4hDiMF
只要她在我身邊，和我說上幾句話，我就能開心好幾天。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8PRnr4kEQd
偶爾她也會抱怨作業太多，打工地方的同事刁難使得她心情很差之類的瑣事說給我聽，這時我就會露出苦笑，與她額貼額，說出安慰她的話語。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKxbZPqcqKE
然後她就會笑出聲，說：「我就只有你了，有你在我就很安心，覺得什麼困難都不存在似的。」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPpACAz7vFw
每次聽見她這麼說，我總是臉上一紅，心花怒放。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVi0unbpJjF
我以為這樣平凡幸福的日子會持續到永遠。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6ihA1Vuuz
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXtlUtRqFod
不對勁的事就從某天晚上開始，我照往常去她打工的地點等她下班，她卻跟我說了要加班，讓我回去不用等她。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSxReQW8lWL
我沒多加懷疑，只是擔心地囑咐她小心身子別太勞累了就乖乖回家。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0Jhqp1tPs
那一夜，她並沒有回來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJuCxuRMQ4
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* * *467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudmeQEb1Zq
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467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQvL450rVi
大概是太晚了暫時住在其他同學家吧？我這麼對自己說。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ7x5GeX6GD
隔天早上她回到家，什麼也沒解釋，拿了上課要用的書和文具後就又出門了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsbOTG02njT
…不太對勁。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvI54fcHRz
我天生視力不好，但除了視力以外，其他感官都異常敏銳。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH40ekGcmhv
例如嗅覺，是一般人的好幾倍。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQdtITSkEu
而我在她身上聞到了不屬於我的，別的男人的味道。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgGzsw7LSuW
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7HFlecvSmw
怎麼回事？難道她在男人家裡過夜？這不可能啊！467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsWjuxhhnb7
她明明說過只喜歡我的！467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGIXLiEHVmK
她竟然背叛我！467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡywXpRFz7Or
……不不不，冷靜，說不定只是個誤會，可能是回來的途中不小心和路人互相碰撞到了什麼的…467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSPuH00Doz
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvz0gZP0XIV
──唉。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmFXSk6XFw
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCdX0gBJtE5
就算她愛上別人，我又能如何呢？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaBMgB8la5q
早就告誡過自己千萬別陷得太深，這輩子我和她並不會有任何結果。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1uJUqKsT5w
但，還是淪陷了，再也爬不出這個無底洞，只有愈陷愈深。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrWR49H8q8
愛情就是這麼莫名其妙吧，可以讓人幸福得像活在天堂，也可以讓人在下一秒哀痛得撕心裂肺。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkoMgMriJj
可我不想就這樣放棄。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwZ4ZPqlmmC
我一定要親自去見見那男的是怎樣的貨色。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1R8s7o3Es
如果他真心愛著她，將她捧在手心上呵護，我自然會甘心退出。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO4e314kaj
反之，我會將她奪回來。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFvVegKh93M
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今夜，她似乎又不打算回來了的樣子。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKl5Igu9Ijp
望向牆上時鐘，午夜一點半。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYxUwQ3aV6U
我深深嘆息。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa08r5tRPe
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1aG9M1119B
已經一個月過去了，這段期間內我並沒有勇氣去探索真相。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxi3fQd3nDD
每當想跟隨她身後看看是怎麼回事，又會不由得退縮，返回家裡。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWXTxuvHNYY
只有每次等她回到家才心力交瘁的睡去，至少我知道她平安無事，要不根本無法入睡。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpjnwNGfnBj
最初只是偶爾晚歸，之後變成一天不回家、二天不見人影。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlCOJh0BHaa
她對我的態度也日漸冷淡，後來也直接告訴我不要再跟她上學和去打工的地方了，那令她相當困擾。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVq85RRYeNP
而現在，我只能沉默的看著她回來拿東西然後又離去的背影。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg1C88Qqkdx
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF0tteVUSFV
我們最後一次交談已經是兩個禮拜前的事了，她不知因何事非常高興，笑得比平常還要燦爛。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzJo30pzgHc
那時候我好開心好開心，因為她又願意理我了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmDLyCfrfB
她肯定不知道，當時我感動得溼了眼眶。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXguEcdfxs5
我就跟寵物一樣，只要主人肯理我就高興地猛搖尾巴討好。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzermUPrPjX
自尊是什麼？能吃嗎？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYx8AEqQp4w
隔天早上她又變回冷淡的態度，令我誤以為前一晚的熱絡只是我的幻覺。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwglFlPQXky
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkRIKsQMPVu
望著空氣稍嫌冷冽的屋內，我突然好想念她那柔軟溫和的聲音和可愛的笑容。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8shjCO4BPX
溫熱的液體滑過我的臉頰兩旁。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYUkQxW2Xb
對比以前幸福的日子，我感到胸口被挖了個大洞。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDDgKlpMT3N
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8fRnibdpa
離開吧。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzQgDizhtg
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEGTFcOGWO
謝謝妳這些日子帶給我的快樂，即使現在我們之間的關係變得有些尷尬，我對妳的心意到死都不會改變。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwScIWRHgg4
邊在屋內走動邊回憶起曾經的種種，最後看了一眼她的臥室。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnjI7Gg7iG
曾經她在夜晚給我蓋上被子，輕聲一句「好夢」。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNTIqDBkV8y
曾經用著被凍紅的臉蛋說著好冷好冷，然後要我陪她睡覺好讓她取暖。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHZYlSaUUU
曾經為了考試她埋頭苦讀而我在一旁靜靜的陪著她熬夜。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQLmcETTSL
曾經在天氣熱得受不了時我們一起呈大字型躺在冰涼的地板上，聽她笑我的姿勢好奇怪。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPTX7JVNvj
曾經在她受挫失意而獨自落淚時輕輕吻著她的臉頰。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaV52zJWz2
曾經…467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtAbmhTvReW
我覺得要是再繼續回憶下去我就會發瘋的。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡouH8eWQJdt
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4NGR3WZ0xE
喀嚓。碰。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7y4Bx2T4Q5
玄關大門處傳來聲響。我豎起耳朵。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKXdz9Vjfn
傳入耳裡的是一男一女的交談聲。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBC60SmRbxr
「平常沒怎麼整理，可能有點亂…」熟悉的聲音帶著嬌羞，是我從未聽過的語氣。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqJZeMy7Ona
「沒關係，我可以幫你打掃。」男人笑得很爽朗。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLK65R01o3Y
但這聲音…似乎在哪聽過？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFPxvienDg
並且讓我感到不祥的預感。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqc9S2haUb
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpAE4tlxRiy
隨著他們越接近我的位置，我的心跳得更加猛烈，感覺全身的神經都緊繃起來，並且令我有些忿怒。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAL6fWkSGW
……怎麼回事？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN63cVR433u
很明顯的，我並非是因為她，而是聽到那男人的聲音之後才這樣。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdyCSVL1YU0
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhXtbhPRSo6
他們二人已經來到只剩三步距離的地方了，拐個彎就能見到我。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm5ozg3JHGU
「這裡是我的臥室…咦，你在啊！」她踏進房間，差點撞上門邊的我而嚇了一跳。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvbXCFdyjlp
「這不是…」隨後進來的男人訝異的看著我。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVd4WW8QOFY
男人身材高瘦，氣質斯文，細框眼鏡下有著一雙鳳眼。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13EqzVvUV1
與男人四目交接的剎那，某些畫面在腦海裡復甦了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvcW3c8CXRh
那是大約三年前的事。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡltHleBeUxf
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467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe83ap8fr19
『你……你為什麼要殺人？』我不敢置信，望著眼前的好友。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ47CPIyboeJ
地點在我的房間，地板上躺著曾經是我青梅竹馬兼女友的女孩，一把刀子插在她的胸前。睜大的雙眼與嘴巴，死前似乎非常驚恐的樣子。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdFK0XJikT
我才剛因為猜拳輸了出去跑腿買吃的，怎麼回來就變成這副景象？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWKrBbIxANZ
『是她不好！誰叫她選擇的是你不是我！』好友怒吼，手中揮舞著另一把從我家廚房拿出來的菜刀。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPLb9nX6FM
從他通紅的臉來看就能知道他喝多了，失去理智了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE28SX067XL
『你…簡直瘋子！』我轉身想奔出門，慌忙地用著顫抖的手拿出手機。『警察……呃！』467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ69SvWiwP
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背後一陣劇痛。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvpPvinUT5
我被刺了。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN8PPBgJFOM
接著好友把刀拔出，又再一次的將刀子捅進我體內。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZePt8qfFZh
一刀又一刀，如此反覆無數次，直到我失去知覺……467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaQjKkOO5B
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbka2UjvPTV
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──是你！是你殺了我！467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYaznqZYXY4
殺了我女友又殺了我！467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bnB7jqf6O
現在…又企圖搶走我深愛的人！467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiiElGOPZp
無法原諒…饒不了你！！467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwXwTfIJ1YX
467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNoJVWswid
耳邊響起她的尖叫聲和好友的吼叫聲，我將好友撲倒。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnp1H8J4Sof
奈何他體型比我壯碩，雙手被牽制住了，於是我直接一口咬上他的脖子。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNmXcwarq3X
「好痛…！媽的…快放開我！」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC87ieB0HXU
好友死命掙扎，我咬得更加深入，牙齒整個沒入他皮膚下。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHmYoSbsQA
滿嘴的血腥味明明令我作嘔，精神反而更興奮，我又更加用力地狠狠咬了幾口。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWm0jOrV0Yx
好友的慘叫聲慢慢虛弱，最後只剩下身體微微抽動的反應。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7qnVeeQ6g
我鬆開嘴，確認好友已經死亡。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5MIivVOakk
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這下子，我也成了殺人犯…。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSVrkuEkIE3
他肯定認出我了，絕對會想再趁機殺掉我，以後一定也會傷害她，我這是正當防衛。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFSQGqzktZw
我保護了她，保護了我珍惜的人。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6RtCUd7xR
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妳可以安心了。我轉過身，正想這麼對她說──467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgZZLvxWjwg
迎來的卻是她拿刀貫穿了我的腹部。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV8eNo1VqtG
……為什麼………467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEVjfA3dbnc
腳一軟，我往旁邊倒下，模糊的視線裡看到她滿臉淚水和又驚又怒的表情。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLmPqg4flO
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為什麼這樣對我…？是因為我殺了妳喜歡的人？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4qd9UQTeNz
這傢伙真的有這麼重要？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73ZzY0dLUM
別哭…我可以道歉……所以，妳原諒我好嗎？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡII3nIAmTOT
我會仔細告訴妳我這麼做的原因的……他不是值得你愛的人。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7YIP9CQ5nT
……請不要怕我，好嗎？467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXdWhJxR7d
意識已經開始混亂，我大概就要死了吧。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2pGPoCzAm
那麼，最後，至少想把這句話告訴妳…467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgg3AobEp1
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『我愛妳……』467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBMKGYfU3Zf
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「汪嗚……」467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinAkJvclRs
從自己喉嚨裡發出的，是某種動物的低聲哀鳴。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo6sv2ZW9yn
啊，對呢，都忘了，我只是一隻狗。467Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4wovC4pak
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不過是一隻愛著人類女性的狗。
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