心情煩躁的回到家裡,我取下面具坐到長椅上,一邊嘆氣一邊揉著眉心。627Please respect copyright.PENANAWxLQT3MtCv
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我面對平原異變都沒有這麼心累,一個貴族就可以把我搞成這樣,他也算是史無前歷了。627Please respect copyright.PENANAqUfMDHpqSQ
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「抱歉讓你遇上這種事情。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAK732neppQW
627Please respect copyright.PENANAJt7oOWmiFn
阿曼達把愛琳交給魔像,接著在我身旁坐下,雙手握著我擱在腿上的左手,也不知道是在表示歉意還是怎麼回事。627Please respect copyright.PENANAsbDDOF1CcH
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「不需要道歉,你沒有必要為他們的過錯道歉,那完全不是你的問題。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAOobv2Wry8o
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說完,我嘆了一口氣。
「我只是沒想到他們可以粗鄙到這種程度,相信我,我一點都不想讓你再受到那種言語侮辱。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAwd8CiW2Pli
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也不知道阿曼達是怎麼想的,聽完我說的話後,她離開她的椅子,往我身旁坐下靠在我身上、欸不是,很擠耶小姐。627Please respect copyright.PENANAT07yeMAcUE
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「我想你也清楚……」
她小聲地開口,語氣聽起來沒有絲毫力量。
「自從遇到馬拉其後,我所遭遇的所有男人,幾乎都是用這樣的方式對我說話,就像你說的,粗鄙、粗俗……」627Please respect copyright.PENANAANlbubIS9F
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阿曼達的聲音斷了,沒有繼續說下去,這種回憶我也不會想要她繼續說下去,那太痛苦了。627Please respect copyright.PENANAbvogsQlMV5
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她沒有承受這些的必要,沒有人必須承受這些。627Please respect copyright.PENANAQ3Vnz3k3zV
627Please respect copyright.PENANAsVMsgXCd1m
我握緊阿曼達的手,讓她的住意力轉到我身上。627Please respect copyright.PENANAdceAeSC1Lb
627Please respect copyright.PENANAo4AXOwTqJI
「以防你有這樣的想法……不對,你已經有這樣的想法了,所以我必須先和你說,阿曼達。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAZ2wwO3w5kb
627Please respect copyright.PENANAANhKOTJeNQ
正眼看著她,我深吸口氣。
「我從來都不認為你是『不純淨』的,阿曼達,不要把那個詞彙套在你身上,你不是,你也不可能是。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAS18OtpTNNF
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「不要理會那些曾經對你說過各種侮辱話語的人……不、等等。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAClu7QgA9hB
627Please respect copyright.PENANAPDS87Am6e1
講這種話也太過輕鬆了,如果傷害已經造成,那麼無論如何阿曼達都不會是忘了它這幾個字就可以遺忘那些傷病。627Please respect copyright.PENANAOCfv69Gh6Y
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我該怎麼辦?627Please respect copyright.PENANAYz8OaiZEAz
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「抱歉……我知道你承受過很多痛苦,但是我沒有辦法讓你從這些痛苦中走出來……我只是希望你不要把他們對你說過的話,再一次加諸到自己身上。」627Please respect copyright.PENANA05dQnpxKCt
627Please respect copyright.PENANA4mZbF4Ql3e
事到如今也只能承認我對這種事沒有任何辦法,卡姆那時候我無能為力,現在換成阿曼達我也什麼都做不到。627Please respect copyright.PENANAWuh7l7Qnmd
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這時候阿曼達抽出她的手。627Please respect copyright.PENANAz74LeDO49d
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「你所謂的走出來,是指你不想要我再覺得自己不純淨嗎?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAW5K8fikLda
627Please respect copyright.PENANAyC4f7UTfDv
看著阿曼達紫紅的眼,我能讀到她眼中複雜的情緒。627Please respect copyright.PENANAOOdF1F8pUu
627Please respect copyright.PENANADwDnF5zfr6
唉,在地球,大家都還有能力從心理學上面多多少少了解自己的情緒狀態,但在這個地方,還有誰會懂心理學這東西?627Please respect copyright.PENANAvQPQxpu94m
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我只能對她點頭。627Please respect copyright.PENANAnvtBhSAu2a
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「對,我不想要看到你這麼否定自己,但我也明白這種事不是短短幾日就能夠做到的,所以……你可以對我說出這些話,說你覺得自己不潔、骯髒的那些話,你說幾次我就否定幾次,只要你不嫌我囉嗦,我可以一直陪著你。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAL9uAEdnIaC
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直到阿曼達避開我的視線後,我才意識到這樣可能太過逼迫她,搞不好會導致她的退縮,可惡啊、又搞砸了。627Please respect copyright.PENANAsefPFkwVgt
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「你不用說沒關係,你已經一直在陪著我了,艾利法。」627Please respect copyright.PENANANQWOUgnvxM
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本來我們的位置已經很近了,這時候阿曼達已經貼到我身上。627Please respect copyright.PENANAb5yxJZklX0
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「如果說你真的想幫我,那麼……只要你不要拒絕我的觸碰,我想那對我就是很大的幫助了。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAkJpQW4Cgqs
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我二話不說把阿曼達抱住。
「如果你需要,我隨時都可以這麼做。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAL2ThDJvluw
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「那如果是這樣,你也能夠接受嗎?」627Please respect copyright.PENANALrPoNgFkOq
627Please respect copyright.PENANAT0QW8Z0OUm
阿曼達稍微動了一下,讓我把她放開,她一抬起頭便往我吻過來。627Please respect copyright.PENANAmo2sZ3TWwx
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這一次只是輕吻而已,讓我稍微鬆一口氣,她的舌吻我無法招架,還是盡量不要比較好。627Please respect copyright.PENANA0k0QVoicD0
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等到她稍微離開後,我立刻開口。
「如果不行,剛才在你家裡,我也不會主動吻你吧?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAKaVf626fyU
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雖然我真心不懂為什麼要依靠接吻來確認,搞不好也是曼拉希爾的習俗……好吧真的很怪就是了。627Please respect copyright.PENANAQBxLyppL7z
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我是真的不在意,而且就我所知,就算是在這裡,接吻也是一種親密行為,所以如果能用這樣的方式讓阿曼達確定自己不是不潔的,那我覺得還算值得。627Please respect copyright.PENANAf0iFNuu740
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她還愣愣地看著我,我乾脆低頭也回敬她一下。627Please respect copyright.PENANAudmCvpnqJI
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「這樣能相信我了嗎?」627Please respect copyright.PENANA9qoDX3cXjh
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阿曼達笑了,我看見她的眼眶中似乎又有淚水在聚集,唉!辛苦你了啊。627Please respect copyright.PENANAL5ZExqJAdO
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下一秒,我的臉再度被她捧住……欸等一下等一下!627Please respect copyright.PENANAvYx1xiZsJK
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抗爭無果,直到阿曼達自己需要呼吸的時候,我的大腦才從停止回應的狀態恢復,看著她喘了幾口氣,我立刻抬手擋住她的唇,這才制止她又靠上來,太危險了這個女人!627Please respect copyright.PENANAtfcbbccEPX
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「……這個不行……」627Please respect copyright.PENANAAQ9sVNI67p
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又是這樣,我還在喘,她居然已經順好氣了!太不公平了吧!我明明應該是個所有先天條件都優於阿曼達的人才對,怎麼就在這個地方這麼居於下風?627Please respect copyright.PENANADpnuRGKPzX
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「……為什麼?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAMYLpcvUEIC
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因為還被我的手給擋著,阿曼達的疑問顯得有些悶悶的,但我還是可以聽清楚。627Please respect copyright.PENANAZC9B7wlb5g
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「你那樣做,我會……不能思考,我不喜歡那種感覺,麻煩以後請避免舌吻。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAnAv7p3aE0o
627Please respect copyright.PENANAyrXMMqQ8MO
我看見阿曼達詫異的神色,幹嘛啦有什麼好訝異的?627Please respect copyright.PENANANsdKtOQAUw
627Please respect copyright.PENANAaO6jhVEktZ
「不能思考所以……不喜歡?」627Please respect copyright.PENANA0IcQrZadaa
627Please respect copyright.PENANA5FdIoPiPmm
「對,還能有其他理由嗎?」627Please respect copyright.PENANA4yQyuSj0MS
627Please respect copyright.PENANAtUzmn8TCt3
我沒好氣的反問,只差沒給她一個白眼。627Please respect copyright.PENANAQBZGIG0S08
627Please respect copyright.PENANAlQhbEjZERK
「你並不是不喜歡舌吻,只是不喜歡無法思考的感覺?」627Please respect copyright.PENANA2y2CKbOn17
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是在確認什麼啦你。
「總而言之,舌吻不行,我就只有這個要求而已。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAtgQoOkSHqx
627Please respect copyright.PENANAFBXytMdz0U
阿曼達沒繼續說下去,好像想通什麼一樣,繼續靠在我身上。627Please respect copyright.PENANAB907rjyO5i
627Please respect copyright.PENANARazTtWpPfK
「我還沒到你家的那幾天,除了垮納亞力家族的人以外,還有其他貴族去找你嗎?」
趕快換個話題,我還有不少事要跟她確認,不能一直被她打斷我的思考。627Please respect copyright.PENANArN3VfSUx08
627Please respect copyright.PENANACuqMkzJNkn
阿曼達點點頭。
「就是羅伯次家族的人馬,他們一直希望透過我這裡和你攀上關係。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAGebe47A1H7
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「不過他們也知道我是你的保護對象,所以他們沒有用太過強硬的方式和我接觸……」
她停頓了一下。
「至少跟垮納亞力家族的人比起來,溫和許多。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAncCWj6jTcY
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我大翻白眼。627Please respect copyright.PENANAZuIujdgVJR
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一群白痴貴族!627Please respect copyright.PENANAnQyPNObWgr
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「看來你也早就和他們有過接觸了?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAJ7otXD2aiB
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被我問著,阿曼達沒有出聲,只是在我懷裡點頭。627Please respect copyright.PENANASbmXA2eQDt
627Please respect copyright.PENANAm8JWizXzxH
以阿曼達的立場來說,她沒辦法像我一樣強硬,如果他們態度咄咄逼人、卻不動用任何武力,阿曼達最終都還是只能選擇和他們會面。627Please respect copyright.PENANAke8jq3RaYG
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「除了羅伯次家族之外,還有多少家族來找你?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAZzXaFyLqz6
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「……不太多,羅伯次家族是我第一個接見的貴族,在那之後的貴族都用我已經跟羅伯次家族見過面了,在禮儀上我不能拒絕他們這點,要求我不能避開任何貴族。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAnHDnoWzdqc
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我忍不住皺眉,果然還是不能讓阿曼達一個人面對貴族。627Please respect copyright.PENANAUCILMgArxl
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「但是在幾天之後,羅伯次家族的人出現警告那些人,不要跟羅伯次家族過不去,在那之後,貴族的人就少了許多。」627Please respect copyright.PENANA9RBHqwxxzp
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總覺得哪裡不太對,羅伯次家族的人,在這時候出面擋其他家族?627Please respect copyright.PENANATG6edGb96f
627Please respect copyright.PENANAE0iKtfupvM
「阿曼達,他對你說了什麼嗎?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAnuWt7l24Dj
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當我這樣問之後,我感受到阿曼達頓了一下,並沒有立刻回答我的問題。627Please respect copyright.PENANABtEooMRIDZ
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這讓我馬上明白事情遠遠不在我的預料之中。627Please respect copyright.PENANAKdKoBedfRI
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我站起身,站到茶桌前呼喚阿曼達身旁的魔像我面前。627Please respect copyright.PENANA4Giud4VdEe
627Please respect copyright.PENANAdz7lc3GHFs
「艾利法,你要做什麼?」627Please respect copyright.PENANA3kwyGkceIF
627Please respect copyright.PENANAgUYyfWRXam
可能我臉色不善,阿曼達在椅子上緊張地問我。627Please respect copyright.PENANAPIH0SqrK7D
627Please respect copyright.PENANAywZtaL3boT
「在很多情況下可能你不好直接對我說明,那麼沒問題,我可以直接從魔像身上讀取那段畫面,這麼做你就不用再重覆回想那些讓你不舒服的記憶。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAIWr2ufSbul
627Please respect copyright.PENANAW6t5YwlBta
「但是、艾利法……」627Please respect copyright.PENANAm3mkdUIVAp
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不知道阿曼達在顧慮什麼,但現在這種情況我可不認為有什麼不能夠去進行確認的,於是我沒有理會她,操控魔像開始調閱記憶影像。627Please respect copyright.PENANAG5ywc8wGrS
627Please respect copyright.PENANAY0eoIjEOqJ
我閉上眼,連通魔像的記憶魔晶,看見阿曼達家中的場景。627Please respect copyright.PENANAyCabnqVgkH
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那個看起來有點俊俏的貴公子哥應該就是霍恩男爵了。627Please respect copyright.PENANAFahLiF07NT
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阿曼達並沒有讓自己看起來低人一等,從她和霍恩男爵所坐的椅子材質一樣這點就能夠看得出來,只是男爵和他的手下不太滿意這個做法,一個個臉上都表現出「就憑你也配跟我們平起平坐」的臉孔。627Please respect copyright.PENANAawu2TlLqOv
627Please respect copyright.PENANAxXhoHclQfW
『我想我們不需要有太大的隔閡,阿曼達,在馬拉其那時候我們就已經熟識了,你不需要裝做不認識我。』627Please respect copyright.PENANArbElvH9V4m
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啊啊,他們原來認識?627Please respect copyright.PENANAkVmCj1cx72
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是也不太意外啦。627Please respect copyright.PENANAHb8xZYFf07
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『男爵閣下,如果我的表現令您感覺受到到冷落,這點還請您見諒,我只是大人的所有物,實在不應該像這樣子接見您。』627Please respect copyright.PENANAwWR63FmoN0
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『她只是個女人,她能給你什麼呢?』627Please respect copyright.PENANApJRy4eF5kA
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哈啊?627Please respect copyright.PENANAgAeqOep2ZD
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這個霍恩是在說什麼鬼話?627Please respect copyright.PENANAPqNkQWcm1D
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『請不要這樣說話,男爵閣下,若您再這麼說下去,我只能請您離開了。』627Please respect copyright.PENANAUnUZJByD2Z
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明明生的一臉俊俏的樣子,霍恩現在看起來真是越看越討厭。627Please respect copyright.PENANAUZcTJsBNWf
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他露出笑容,但在我看來就是一臉鄙夷。
『我無意冒犯,我只是希望我們保持良好的關係,我不太確定她要怎麼……滿足你,不過至少從現在來看,她並沒有限制你的行動,如果你有什麼特別的需求,我相信……你會記得我們度過的那些夜晚……』627Please respect copyright.PENANAb0KgcMZZmQ
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「碰!」627Please respect copyright.PENANADzEW8zHWpx
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我身前的茶桌硬生生被我炸的粉碎。627Please respect copyright.PENANAart4Ui4tnM
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真是看不下去!627Please respect copyright.PENANAaEAeILZska
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就不能有一個貴族表現的還像一個人嗎!627Please respect copyright.PENANAKILI9Uu1xj
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你好大的膽子!竟然敢在她面前再提起那些她不想面對的過去!627Please respect copyright.PENANAtRW0cknEgO
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信不信我真的剝了你的皮!627Please respect copyright.PENANAmgiu8c33aR
627Please respect copyright.PENANARzf9AaAiIY
「……艾利法……」627Please respect copyright.PENANAKjVFlBDd0J
627Please respect copyright.PENANAdzHjTsCh6S
聽到阿曼達的聲音,我轉身看向她,她已經站起來膽怯地看著我,我二話不說走上前抱住她。627Please respect copyright.PENANAlAn6whKO6N
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「對不起,我不應該讓你一個人應付這些貴族的。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAM6CWSofrra
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這些人就只有惹我生氣最在行,真虧他們可以在三句話內就把我逼火,給我等著看,霍恩男爵,你敢再來冒犯阿曼達,我絕對會讓你不得好死!627Please respect copyright.PENANAqiiuuotOlP
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「你不……生我的氣嗎?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAhNDwIxg10y
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啥?627Please respect copyright.PENANAQmanocNGZA
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我稍微退開看著阿曼達。627Please respect copyright.PENANAWwT9jrtHos
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「我為什麼要生你的氣?」627Please respect copyright.PENANAdDVPWngDmv
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她避開我的視線低下頭。
「我什麼身份都沒有,不應該用這種接見的方式與貴族互動……甚至、還跟以前有過關係的貴族……」627Please respect copyright.PENANAH4BKWXkRKc
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我只能嘆氣。
「那不是你能夠控制的,我不會為了這個生你的氣,不過這個霍恩男爵倒是提醒我一件事。」627Please respect copyright.PENANAleswGlu7uj
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她抬頭愣愣地看著我。627Please respect copyright.PENANA8I25SIj33h
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