心情煩躁的回到家裡,我取下面具坐到長椅上,一邊嘆氣一邊揉著眉心。600Please respect copyright.PENANAGMoQPn9UMI
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我面對平原異變都沒有這麼心累,一個貴族就可以把我搞成這樣,他也算是史無前歷了。600Please respect copyright.PENANAq7FIt1AIMe
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「抱歉讓你遇上這種事情。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAWbnf1VgvbW
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阿曼達把愛琳交給魔像,接著在我身旁坐下,雙手握著我擱在腿上的左手,也不知道是在表示歉意還是怎麼回事。600Please respect copyright.PENANAran3uma4Iu
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「不需要道歉,你沒有必要為他們的過錯道歉,那完全不是你的問題。」600Please respect copyright.PENANA5R7w32lDxv
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說完,我嘆了一口氣。
「我只是沒想到他們可以粗鄙到這種程度,相信我,我一點都不想讓你再受到那種言語侮辱。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAjXPbJvP5RV
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也不知道阿曼達是怎麼想的,聽完我說的話後,她離開她的椅子,往我身旁坐下靠在我身上、欸不是,很擠耶小姐。600Please respect copyright.PENANA9bMlpk4OwF
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「我想你也清楚……」
她小聲地開口,語氣聽起來沒有絲毫力量。
「自從遇到馬拉其後,我所遭遇的所有男人,幾乎都是用這樣的方式對我說話,就像你說的,粗鄙、粗俗……」600Please respect copyright.PENANA8wnnBiOFGB
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阿曼達的聲音斷了,沒有繼續說下去,這種回憶我也不會想要她繼續說下去,那太痛苦了。600Please respect copyright.PENANAq1IvbX4drS
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她沒有承受這些的必要,沒有人必須承受這些。600Please respect copyright.PENANAxxL1en5wi6
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我握緊阿曼達的手,讓她的住意力轉到我身上。600Please respect copyright.PENANAZliapu90LY
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「以防你有這樣的想法……不對,你已經有這樣的想法了,所以我必須先和你說,阿曼達。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAl50E5bYx6X
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正眼看著她,我深吸口氣。
「我從來都不認為你是『不純淨』的,阿曼達,不要把那個詞彙套在你身上,你不是,你也不可能是。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAfWddzTTHZF
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「不要理會那些曾經對你說過各種侮辱話語的人……不、等等。」600Please respect copyright.PENANA7jUclDAlqJ
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講這種話也太過輕鬆了,如果傷害已經造成,那麼無論如何阿曼達都不會是忘了它這幾個字就可以遺忘那些傷病。600Please respect copyright.PENANAKrJXy9vZ8s
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我該怎麼辦?600Please respect copyright.PENANAML7s9FmAX4
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「抱歉……我知道你承受過很多痛苦,但是我沒有辦法讓你從這些痛苦中走出來……我只是希望你不要把他們對你說過的話,再一次加諸到自己身上。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAmz3RmIlEBf
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事到如今也只能承認我對這種事沒有任何辦法,卡姆那時候我無能為力,現在換成阿曼達我也什麼都做不到。600Please respect copyright.PENANA4Tr4X5Bbi3
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這時候阿曼達抽出她的手。600Please respect copyright.PENANAYiz9ST8mg1
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「你所謂的走出來,是指你不想要我再覺得自己不純淨嗎?」600Please respect copyright.PENANABSbrG7RXMk
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看著阿曼達紫紅的眼,我能讀到她眼中複雜的情緒。600Please respect copyright.PENANAjNAHlmA0y5
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唉,在地球,大家都還有能力從心理學上面多多少少了解自己的情緒狀態,但在這個地方,還有誰會懂心理學這東西?600Please respect copyright.PENANAsLuxrCS95z
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我只能對她點頭。600Please respect copyright.PENANAd6dPzxa4Z8
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「對,我不想要看到你這麼否定自己,但我也明白這種事不是短短幾日就能夠做到的,所以……你可以對我說出這些話,說你覺得自己不潔、骯髒的那些話,你說幾次我就否定幾次,只要你不嫌我囉嗦,我可以一直陪著你。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAIRxTyBcDDO
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直到阿曼達避開我的視線後,我才意識到這樣可能太過逼迫她,搞不好會導致她的退縮,可惡啊、又搞砸了。600Please respect copyright.PENANAIv5qJa9noi
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「你不用說沒關係,你已經一直在陪著我了,艾利法。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAO9lV9q4cRr
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本來我們的位置已經很近了,這時候阿曼達已經貼到我身上。600Please respect copyright.PENANAwyQFFRR8xK
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「如果說你真的想幫我,那麼……只要你不要拒絕我的觸碰,我想那對我就是很大的幫助了。」600Please respect copyright.PENANATVQWuiBYyd
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我二話不說把阿曼達抱住。
「如果你需要,我隨時都可以這麼做。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAltQ6hXPiIR
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「那如果是這樣,你也能夠接受嗎?」600Please respect copyright.PENANAiYAJ8Lb5Wa
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阿曼達稍微動了一下,讓我把她放開,她一抬起頭便往我吻過來。600Please respect copyright.PENANAEurq0wUuNJ
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這一次只是輕吻而已,讓我稍微鬆一口氣,她的舌吻我無法招架,還是盡量不要比較好。600Please respect copyright.PENANAWgbOldMiW5
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等到她稍微離開後,我立刻開口。
「如果不行,剛才在你家裡,我也不會主動吻你吧?」600Please respect copyright.PENANAW5Ptvz939H
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雖然我真心不懂為什麼要依靠接吻來確認,搞不好也是曼拉希爾的習俗……好吧真的很怪就是了。600Please respect copyright.PENANA2txKAzwavF
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我是真的不在意,而且就我所知,就算是在這裡,接吻也是一種親密行為,所以如果能用這樣的方式讓阿曼達確定自己不是不潔的,那我覺得還算值得。600Please respect copyright.PENANAfrDPJx2JoB
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她還愣愣地看著我,我乾脆低頭也回敬她一下。600Please respect copyright.PENANA1HEk7q0jts
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「這樣能相信我了嗎?」600Please respect copyright.PENANA2bDQ9F14Cm
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阿曼達笑了,我看見她的眼眶中似乎又有淚水在聚集,唉!辛苦你了啊。600Please respect copyright.PENANA4Qs4g9V72q
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下一秒,我的臉再度被她捧住……欸等一下等一下!600Please respect copyright.PENANARoIzbifTeX
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抗爭無果,直到阿曼達自己需要呼吸的時候,我的大腦才從停止回應的狀態恢復,看著她喘了幾口氣,我立刻抬手擋住她的唇,這才制止她又靠上來,太危險了這個女人!600Please respect copyright.PENANAEskhHFPW5N
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「……這個不行……」600Please respect copyright.PENANAyBtponc2eH
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又是這樣,我還在喘,她居然已經順好氣了!太不公平了吧!我明明應該是個所有先天條件都優於阿曼達的人才對,怎麼就在這個地方這麼居於下風?600Please respect copyright.PENANAlpVgfdnaX4
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「……為什麼?」600Please respect copyright.PENANA12qdZHrlY0
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因為還被我的手給擋著,阿曼達的疑問顯得有些悶悶的,但我還是可以聽清楚。600Please respect copyright.PENANAxUTIdEOP4X
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「你那樣做,我會……不能思考,我不喜歡那種感覺,麻煩以後請避免舌吻。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAbhAWF4t1BF
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我看見阿曼達詫異的神色,幹嘛啦有什麼好訝異的?600Please respect copyright.PENANA5QLRhCMqlX
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「不能思考所以……不喜歡?」600Please respect copyright.PENANA8h0Llmeaj3
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「對,還能有其他理由嗎?」600Please respect copyright.PENANAnBJzORER91
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我沒好氣的反問,只差沒給她一個白眼。600Please respect copyright.PENANAuTH2UL7odT
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「你並不是不喜歡舌吻,只是不喜歡無法思考的感覺?」600Please respect copyright.PENANABbh8v7bauP
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是在確認什麼啦你。
「總而言之,舌吻不行,我就只有這個要求而已。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAJICRcobsya
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阿曼達沒繼續說下去,好像想通什麼一樣,繼續靠在我身上。600Please respect copyright.PENANACdKKBbfoNG
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「我還沒到你家的那幾天,除了垮納亞力家族的人以外,還有其他貴族去找你嗎?」
趕快換個話題,我還有不少事要跟她確認,不能一直被她打斷我的思考。600Please respect copyright.PENANAeywZ0ELstC
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阿曼達點點頭。
「就是羅伯次家族的人馬,他們一直希望透過我這裡和你攀上關係。」600Please respect copyright.PENANACf5UmczdO8
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「不過他們也知道我是你的保護對象,所以他們沒有用太過強硬的方式和我接觸……」
她停頓了一下。
「至少跟垮納亞力家族的人比起來,溫和許多。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAQLQcTvpbQS
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我大翻白眼。600Please respect copyright.PENANAzeexSgcOcX
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一群白痴貴族!600Please respect copyright.PENANAaSrvDeyX9b
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「看來你也早就和他們有過接觸了?」600Please respect copyright.PENANAjJn0WpFZ5o
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被我問著,阿曼達沒有出聲,只是在我懷裡點頭。600Please respect copyright.PENANAuYVXAtHHq5
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以阿曼達的立場來說,她沒辦法像我一樣強硬,如果他們態度咄咄逼人、卻不動用任何武力,阿曼達最終都還是只能選擇和他們會面。600Please respect copyright.PENANAlfGTMUhI2c
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「除了羅伯次家族之外,還有多少家族來找你?」600Please respect copyright.PENANA50qoo5XiSx
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「……不太多,羅伯次家族是我第一個接見的貴族,在那之後的貴族都用我已經跟羅伯次家族見過面了,在禮儀上我不能拒絕他們這點,要求我不能避開任何貴族。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAk4JjCL7hKd
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我忍不住皺眉,果然還是不能讓阿曼達一個人面對貴族。600Please respect copyright.PENANArbGshQ0nM9
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「但是在幾天之後,羅伯次家族的人出現警告那些人,不要跟羅伯次家族過不去,在那之後,貴族的人就少了許多。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAlkNprErKXz
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總覺得哪裡不太對,羅伯次家族的人,在這時候出面擋其他家族?600Please respect copyright.PENANAyWHDCl5hHc
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「阿曼達,他對你說了什麼嗎?」600Please respect copyright.PENANA2NETvtK1kl
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當我這樣問之後,我感受到阿曼達頓了一下,並沒有立刻回答我的問題。600Please respect copyright.PENANAGCFdMQl5Y4
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這讓我馬上明白事情遠遠不在我的預料之中。600Please respect copyright.PENANALOX4n07xOa
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我站起身,站到茶桌前呼喚阿曼達身旁的魔像我面前。600Please respect copyright.PENANAyMz8QG26eM
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「艾利法,你要做什麼?」600Please respect copyright.PENANA9exTtc2P53
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可能我臉色不善,阿曼達在椅子上緊張地問我。600Please respect copyright.PENANAA8C0d1MfGT
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「在很多情況下可能你不好直接對我說明,那麼沒問題,我可以直接從魔像身上讀取那段畫面,這麼做你就不用再重覆回想那些讓你不舒服的記憶。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAZ4on6JwQag
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「但是、艾利法……」600Please respect copyright.PENANAsmp4yZ3Glq
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不知道阿曼達在顧慮什麼,但現在這種情況我可不認為有什麼不能夠去進行確認的,於是我沒有理會她,操控魔像開始調閱記憶影像。600Please respect copyright.PENANAAlRG4w2xLI
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我閉上眼,連通魔像的記憶魔晶,看見阿曼達家中的場景。600Please respect copyright.PENANA5n5WDErdGP
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那個看起來有點俊俏的貴公子哥應該就是霍恩男爵了。600Please respect copyright.PENANApvzDDGsFic
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阿曼達並沒有讓自己看起來低人一等,從她和霍恩男爵所坐的椅子材質一樣這點就能夠看得出來,只是男爵和他的手下不太滿意這個做法,一個個臉上都表現出「就憑你也配跟我們平起平坐」的臉孔。600Please respect copyright.PENANABX2gzbk10k
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『我想我們不需要有太大的隔閡,阿曼達,在馬拉其那時候我們就已經熟識了,你不需要裝做不認識我。』600Please respect copyright.PENANAWmxATilvuM
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啊啊,他們原來認識?600Please respect copyright.PENANAbRaJ8JFANs
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是也不太意外啦。600Please respect copyright.PENANAu8qhEFlYMK
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『男爵閣下,如果我的表現令您感覺受到到冷落,這點還請您見諒,我只是大人的所有物,實在不應該像這樣子接見您。』600Please respect copyright.PENANAoNlKMGhbYR
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『她只是個女人,她能給你什麼呢?』600Please respect copyright.PENANApD2k75ODEe
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哈啊?600Please respect copyright.PENANApFftOJwMBI
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這個霍恩是在說什麼鬼話?600Please respect copyright.PENANApuTj11hzxH
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『請不要這樣說話,男爵閣下,若您再這麼說下去,我只能請您離開了。』600Please respect copyright.PENANAhDpBbGb83N
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明明生的一臉俊俏的樣子,霍恩現在看起來真是越看越討厭。600Please respect copyright.PENANAVbsey93SPe
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他露出笑容,但在我看來就是一臉鄙夷。
『我無意冒犯,我只是希望我們保持良好的關係,我不太確定她要怎麼……滿足你,不過至少從現在來看,她並沒有限制你的行動,如果你有什麼特別的需求,我相信……你會記得我們度過的那些夜晚……』600Please respect copyright.PENANAGF8kATNCNs
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「碰!」600Please respect copyright.PENANAn4QYxZSHn1
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我身前的茶桌硬生生被我炸的粉碎。600Please respect copyright.PENANAEbIZ2JW0cL
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真是看不下去!600Please respect copyright.PENANAerlMrwMX2J
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就不能有一個貴族表現的還像一個人嗎!600Please respect copyright.PENANA0M9jawsVmb
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你好大的膽子!竟然敢在她面前再提起那些她不想面對的過去!600Please respect copyright.PENANA2JLM7l0xi1
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信不信我真的剝了你的皮!600Please respect copyright.PENANAiCdzOsInId
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「……艾利法……」600Please respect copyright.PENANAUW5gMeNQBw
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聽到阿曼達的聲音,我轉身看向她,她已經站起來膽怯地看著我,我二話不說走上前抱住她。600Please respect copyright.PENANAQTlpmeMMEn
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「對不起,我不應該讓你一個人應付這些貴族的。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAZ6vqOcMiOH
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這些人就只有惹我生氣最在行,真虧他們可以在三句話內就把我逼火,給我等著看,霍恩男爵,你敢再來冒犯阿曼達,我絕對會讓你不得好死!600Please respect copyright.PENANAt7tlMj9uAp
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「你不……生我的氣嗎?」600Please respect copyright.PENANAQLqTSIviW8
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啥?600Please respect copyright.PENANAK7mxVYxOB9
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我稍微退開看著阿曼達。600Please respect copyright.PENANAgP2huy1iYH
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「我為什麼要生你的氣?」600Please respect copyright.PENANA4TZpwa4yUQ
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她避開我的視線低下頭。
「我什麼身份都沒有,不應該用這種接見的方式與貴族互動……甚至、還跟以前有過關係的貴族……」600Please respect copyright.PENANAzmh9t0al3h
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我只能嘆氣。
「那不是你能夠控制的,我不會為了這個生你的氣,不過這個霍恩男爵倒是提醒我一件事。」600Please respect copyright.PENANAkGGcB6ium9
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