時序入冬，入夜之後的風很涼，白天還有暖融的陽光，但晚上只有一片夜涼如水。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdOlNKkdAX
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他剛剛在教室裡沒有穿外套，上台也是，他一下台就匆匆得被許晏誠帶出來，根本沒來得及穿件外套。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyPulz5gIo1
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晚上氣溫驟降，他應該要覺得冷的，但他卻覺得身上熱的過份，他可以明顯感覺到臉頰在發燙，左胸口裡的東西燥動著，他甚至開始覺得呼吸不順，原因不明，他猜是因為許晏誠抱得太緊了。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjlTRil5qGP
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「喂，你、你能不能，抱小力一點？」他小聲問。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWvChCVoxW
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許晏誠依言鬆了點手，但依舊呈現緊抱的動作。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKWM7z8Daq
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呼吸不順解決了，但心律不整依舊存在，臉頰依舊沒有降溫的跡象，他盡量讓自己表現鎮定的問：「......你怎麼了？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3lbvibo7jP
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許晏誠沒有回答。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtd5ZhIIUHJ
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姜劭謙鍥而不捨繼續問：「喂、你有聽到我說話嗎？哈囉？許晏誠？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XvfoQ8Y4b
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「我有聽到。」半晌他回。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ424I6e2NF2
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姜劭謙嘆了一口氣，口氣安撫的問：「你到底怎麼了？通常在這種狀況下，被安慰的人應該是我吧？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkRJM5hcjX
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聞言許晏誠才終於拉開距離，揉揉鼻子，「......抱歉，你說的對。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUZ85n3Ur8
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姜劭謙看著他的紅眼眶，傻眼了：「你有這麼難過啊？！」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuU8YQT7Pn
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許晏誠低著頭不回話，似乎還沒有緩過來。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlJnW7k9d9z
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「你為什麼要難過呢？」他苦笑道，「忘詞的人又不是你，面對一個剛剛差點毀了大家這半學期以來辛苦的成果的人，你應該要生氣才對啊。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe8nSGdirJ
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「我不生氣，」許晏誠看著他，「我難過，我為你難過。」他說。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGcUehPOXr
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他忍不住質問：「為我難過？你怎麼知道我難過？你甚至不清楚我在台上想到什麼，你怎麼就覺得我會難過呢？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmSN3hkcEZJ
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這是他高中畢業以來心境最澄明的時刻。姜劭謙心想。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ54sz1XJtSc
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這些日子以來他總是被各種夢魘纏身，日日夜夜，分不清夢境與現實，眼前彷彿籠著一層白霧，看不清摸不透。他在過去裡找不到出口，只能自己一頭栽進胡同裡。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQt6loYZld
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但現在他感覺眼前的雲霧逐漸散去。有個人願意相信他，聽他說，為他難過。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bjY3TKgDC
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他想他孤單太久了，久到都忘記傾訴是什麼感覺。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT69ks9XvK
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「你知道嗎，我很久沒有跟人說這些了，對於大部分人來說，那都已經過去了，只是高中時期的一些小事根本沒有必要記這麼久......對吧？人都要向前看，人總要向前看的不是嗎？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVCa5XblxC0
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他站著腳有點痠了，靠著牆默默的蹲下來，如夢囈般的說道：「可他們不懂，當你曾經真的，真的很珍惜某個事物，但它最終卻在你手上碎了，那是......最傷人的。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGR5xqpZPM
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「你懂嗎？」他轉頭問道。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI75N30ObI
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許晏誠沒有猶豫：「我懂。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqLthtpfZX
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姜劭謙看了他一陣子，然後笑了：「也對，你總是什麼都懂。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bkctWPxqv
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教室那裡傳了一陣鼓掌聲，他猜又是一組彩排結束了。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpQk0vo7fdb
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「你真是個狡猾的人，好像知道很多事，卻從來不跟別人說，讓人心煩。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgFbJwJSFy
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他控訴著：「總是一副什麼都知道的樣子，你對我瞭若指掌，但是我對你卻完全不瞭解。不覺得這樣很不公平嗎？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEEZmWHepiK
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許晏誠低著頭不置可否，在他身旁也坐了下來。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWVDlcmqiuW
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「阿謙。」他輕聲喚。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyo3ip0KeUX
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「幹嘛？」姜劭謙頭也不回。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRXqwmfSAc
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許晏誠的前額散下幾綹黑髮，他的眼睛黑的透徹，裡頭閃著他熟悉的亮光，「等成發結束之後，我會向你解釋一切的，我答應你。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9QNWOYufoX
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姜劭謙凝視著他良久，不客氣的問：「......解釋甚麼，解釋你到底是誰嗎？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkG2SaOk1oa
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許晏誠聞言輕笑，他能感覺到他的氣息輕拂耳際，輕微的癢。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtFl1cBKHB
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「關於這點，我倒是希望你能自己想起來。」他說。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9YtsHWm39f
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他們中途翹課，在外面坐了好一陣子，突然想到還沒點名，才趁著換組空檔偷偷摸進教室。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5EI06rQ1C
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阿萬坐在後排，一眼就看見他們鬼鬼祟祟的樣子，招招手讓他們過來，湊近壓低聲量問：「小姜還好嗎？看你剛剛彩排完之後臉色不太好。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDgY8Rx7fQ
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「現在沒事了，不好意思，剛剛給大家添麻煩了。」他歉然道。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeJWwCEHua
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阿萬看起來倒是不太在意，笑回：「上台緊張是一定的，離成發還有幾個星期，一起加油吧。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlswEcNf9VA
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姜劭謙點點頭，最後一組的講評也結束了，所有組別都彩排完了，老師提點了幾句，叮嚀了幾個注意的點，鐘聲應景的響起，宣布下課。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iMThNNIq2
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鐘聲響完，吉他和阿傑邊收東西，往後看才發現他們倆個回來了。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVeRxahCHR6
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他們彼此交換了一個心照不宣的眼神，看著姜劭謙的神色複雜。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZmKSAr7VcS
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姜劭謙被看的有點毛毛的，「你們幹嘛？這麼看著我？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXsaLuF4Eo
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吉他立馬別開目光，若無其事的道：「沒事，真的沒事。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpgTeUxEeZj
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還特別澄清兩次，根本是此地無銀三百兩。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFFKTmGn3g
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姜劭謙心中狐疑，阿傑咳了一聲，連忙插話進來：「是說阿ㄑ…...小姜，我們得安排點時間讓你多上台run個幾次，要不然萬一你正式上台太緊張掉鍊就尷尬了。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTCUeqjvDj9
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「對啊，剛才真是嚇死我了，好險燕子及時救場......」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYvxej3sqLP
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姜劭謙聽完瞬間罪惡感爆棚，又道了一次歉，其他人頻頻表示並不是甚麼大事，他才終於鬆了一口氣。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxvPkzwcikM
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阿傑拍了拍他的肩膀：「唉，只是彩排而已啦，小事小事。只要之後正式上台沒問題就好啦！」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5eE3GHupz2
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正式上台。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLgrXUMDCAp
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阿傑的聲音在他腦中迴盪，心中有個聲音在質問他：你能保證正式演出的時候，不會再發生同樣的事嗎？420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhps7S5dfi4
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你能保證嗎？420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlQ8zvtfXd
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他沒有答案，只能掩去一切不安的痕跡，將層層心思掩藏起來。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRAnVYemx9
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他們邊說邊收東西，人還沒散完，他看見這次的總召，是個留著一頭俏麗短髮的女孩，她走近他們問：「你們是第六組對不對？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQyGFQgdGK5
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「對。」姜劭謙問：「怎麼了嗎？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡztrOVqO4AV
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她低頭確認了一下手上的筆記本，道：「你們還沒有確定團名吧？要趕快決定囉，這禮拜就要開始在粉專宣傳了，團照的部分，看你們是之後給我還是現在拍，其他組已經在拍了，看你們要不要也現在拍一拍？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu4XxvYd9R9
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他環顧了一下四周，確實，身旁已經有幾組人馬正在物色教室中適合拍照的背景，有些組甚至已經拍完準備收拾東西回家了。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZjpwU7BZnp
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總召又道：「如果你們要回去自己拍的話也可以，但提醒你們，照片上傳的死線是這星期五晚上喔。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6pggAulT5V
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她說完對他們喊了一聲『加油』，轉身回去繼續跟其他行政組員討論了。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdM9nqpsdAC
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姜劭謙有點猶豫的問他們：「你們要現在拍嗎？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsk5Nau30AS
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「現在拍一拍吧，順便把我們的團名也決定一下吧。」阿萬說。。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhd5hzXqLUt
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團名。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIZwqaP2Szo
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唔嗯。他們一群人站在原地苦思良久，沒有任何頭緒。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuSayOJQAy
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他們沉寂了一陣子之後，阿傑突然眼睛一亮：「乾脆叫還珠格格怎麼樣？」他興高采烈的解釋道：「你看我們有小燕子，還有王子呢，古代的王子不就是阿哥嗎，還有萬歲爺......」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyXur2kxZy
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他話才說到一半，就被小燕子和萬歲爺的雙重眼刀給瞪的噤了聲。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTpYSaHTEH
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「......不然叫快樂王子吧。我們不是有王子跟燕子嗎？」阿萬提議道。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaHAvYNRUJ
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姜劭謙：？？？？420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR0hOG79wVt
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阿萬說：「守護王子的燕子。不覺得聽起來很浪漫嗎？」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSrpI5VjOFS
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吉他一臉無所謂：「不錯，那就這樣吧。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6U8Kj1iVM
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「蛤，可是用童話故事會不會太、」阿傑話說到一半又接收到許晏誠的殺氣，連忙老實地閉上嘴當一隻鵪鶉。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ05OUsfsao
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「真的假的？」姜劭謙不可置信。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszDAXfZ0UN
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許晏誠微笑道：「嗯，就這樣吧。團名訂好了，接著剩團照了。」420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77zFOTCWmg
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正剛好教室裡最大的一面白牆前面拍照的人結束了，他們全部人馬移動過去，找了個女生幫他們拍照。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMkRGod8BI
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他們隨便擺了個姿勢，許晏誠站在他的右手邊，一隻手搭在他的肩膀上，他對於這個姿勢有點忸怩不安，但對面已經架好了相機，他只得對著鏡頭勉力的扯出一抹笑。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUbno1f0Yy
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一，二，三，cheese！420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8cQotZaT5z
照片裡風格迥異的五個人，湊在一起卻意外的和諧。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM15dZhEnu4
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很久很久以後，他都還記得當時的那個瞬間，當下並不覺得這能夠成為值得回味得回憶，但在經歷過之後的一切後再回頭看，那些記憶的吉光片羽，即使零碎，卻都彌足珍貴。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV7MP4OvJOW
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拍下照片的這一刻，他並沒有想到這侷促的幾秒鐘能讓他記這麼久，但回憶不知不覺篆刻在潛意識裡，毋需特別複習也依然歷久彌新。420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx0pwfpCAxU
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這次非常久之後才更新，先來賠罪OTZ，之前忙著期末報告還有計畫之後的復活節假期，耽擱了非常久甚感抱歉！下一篇已經在路上了，我會盡快生出來的！謝謝每一個給我留言回饋的讀者，對於作者來說，看見留言真的一件非常振奮非常感動的事！謝謝你們！我會繼續努力寫的！420Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcaUp6piby
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