時序入冬，入夜之後的風很涼，白天還有暖融的陽光，但晚上只有一片夜涼如水。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszI2VM15rx
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他剛剛在教室裡沒有穿外套，上台也是，他一下台就匆匆得被許晏誠帶出來，根本沒來得及穿件外套。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5ADWdHbGX
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMaKq8RxoH
晚上氣溫驟降，他應該要覺得冷的，但他卻覺得身上熱的過份，他可以明顯感覺到臉頰在發燙，左胸口裡的東西燥動著，他甚至開始覺得呼吸不順，原因不明，他猜是因為許晏誠抱得太緊了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMLd81yjl6t
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「喂，你、你能不能，抱小力一點？」他小聲問。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5oWgsCj8DS
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn1gqvmBvL3
許晏誠依言鬆了點手，但依舊呈現緊抱的動作。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRaGZMSYBJ
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呼吸不順解決了，但心律不整依舊存在，臉頰依舊沒有降溫的跡象，他盡量讓自己表現鎮定的問：「......你怎麼了？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE8jGz7EKdh
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許晏誠沒有回答。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaSqUh8WfLe
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0uKpR6vWlR
姜劭謙鍥而不捨繼續問：「喂、你有聽到我說話嗎？哈囉？許晏誠？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlTGbBBuqc
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WkWdYLsRx
「我有聽到。」半晌他回。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGi5T8XDrni
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbovQatctSW
姜劭謙嘆了一口氣，口氣安撫的問：「你到底怎麼了？通常在這種狀況下，被安慰的人應該是我吧？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUoQfgRRsO
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLKaMsOqWJ
聞言許晏誠才終於拉開距離，揉揉鼻子，「......抱歉，你說的對。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4WUEyadvnQ
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvoUZQ78CU
姜劭謙看著他的紅眼眶，傻眼了：「你有這麼難過啊？！」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5q0Xuyhwtl
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrHlg2VPUTo
許晏誠低著頭不回話，似乎還沒有緩過來。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡob70o1BLVI
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImwBR6TFMj
「你為什麼要難過呢？」他苦笑道，「忘詞的人又不是你，面對一個剛剛差點毀了大家這半學期以來辛苦的成果的人，你應該要生氣才對啊。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCfpUZhMx5
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeSNijdU53
「我不生氣，」許晏誠看著他，「我難過，我為你難過。」他說。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtW9C7PA0f
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZalL7TNE1N
他忍不住質問：「為我難過？你怎麼知道我難過？你甚至不清楚我在台上想到什麼，你怎麼就覺得我會難過呢？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXKrVu0Gr0
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這是他高中畢業以來心境最澄明的時刻。姜劭謙心想。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkFRc6KMnEf
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這些日子以來他總是被各種夢魘纏身，日日夜夜，分不清夢境與現實，眼前彷彿籠著一層白霧，看不清摸不透。他在過去裡找不到出口，只能自己一頭栽進胡同裡。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx9LoNZ1zuj
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但現在他感覺眼前的雲霧逐漸散去。有個人願意相信他，聽他說，為他難過。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYWP5FjRyp4
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他想他孤單太久了，久到都忘記傾訴是什麼感覺。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHIfjbilOZ6
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyZpUD3XcA
「你知道嗎，我很久沒有跟人說這些了，對於大部分人來說，那都已經過去了，只是高中時期的一些小事根本沒有必要記這麼久......對吧？人都要向前看，人總要向前看的不是嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuma2GPfvNG
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCMdJRudNK
他站著腳有點痠了，靠著牆默默的蹲下來，如夢囈般的說道：「可他們不懂，當你曾經真的，真的很珍惜某個事物，但它最終卻在你手上碎了，那是......最傷人的。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUe1Tm5BjF
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「你懂嗎？」他轉頭問道。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGCTd90JMph
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9spxc0C3p
許晏誠沒有猶豫：「我懂。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZJHFBQ1Si
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb3wGuNb8H
姜劭謙看了他一陣子，然後笑了：「也對，你總是什麼都懂。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkUShmObQa
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMD0noqM9X
教室那裡傳了一陣鼓掌聲，他猜又是一組彩排結束了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIYkoAFIval
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「你真是個狡猾的人，好像知道很多事，卻從來不跟別人說，讓人心煩。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNkl8AOCSjl
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他控訴著：「總是一副什麼都知道的樣子，你對我瞭若指掌，但是我對你卻完全不瞭解。不覺得這樣很不公平嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3kkfCalz3
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3t0ISsnQ5v
許晏誠低著頭不置可否，在他身旁也坐了下來。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxiHrkGOkH
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ8lXEm4yvu
「阿謙。」他輕聲喚。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn9cUuw6eKE
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「幹嘛？」姜劭謙頭也不回。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmAuiSbLQMS
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY2AiBp1y18
許晏誠的前額散下幾綹黑髮，他的眼睛黑的透徹，裡頭閃著他熟悉的亮光，「等成發結束之後，我會向你解釋一切的，我答應你。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQdNK1S0vEM
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姜劭謙凝視著他良久，不客氣的問：「......解釋甚麼，解釋你到底是誰嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1gncW6lMNm
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCNTdpVtErb
許晏誠聞言輕笑，他能感覺到他的氣息輕拂耳際，輕微的癢。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFdUVoFZAA
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「關於這點，我倒是希望你能自己想起來。」他說。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAqmWnSBmP
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVr5XO475L6
他們中途翹課，在外面坐了好一陣子，突然想到還沒點名，才趁著換組空檔偷偷摸進教室。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH034do8Nmo
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阿萬坐在後排，一眼就看見他們鬼鬼祟祟的樣子，招招手讓他們過來，湊近壓低聲量問：「小姜還好嗎？看你剛剛彩排完之後臉色不太好。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2DNhT3gms
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxcbioKI8Zb
「現在沒事了，不好意思，剛剛給大家添麻煩了。」他歉然道。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJcMNZXgvV
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd0eDhOjbDA
阿萬看起來倒是不太在意，笑回：「上台緊張是一定的，離成發還有幾個星期，一起加油吧。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKmaGIarJt0
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5RzW1RXW6
姜劭謙點點頭，最後一組的講評也結束了，所有組別都彩排完了，老師提點了幾句，叮嚀了幾個注意的點，鐘聲應景的響起，宣布下課。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLqCZ0iGH4
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鐘聲響完，吉他和阿傑邊收東西，往後看才發現他們倆個回來了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfEXHKRqU8I
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他們彼此交換了一個心照不宣的眼神，看著姜劭謙的神色複雜。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRxetDzniDF
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtMCxqgSQQO
姜劭謙被看的有點毛毛的，「你們幹嘛？這麼看著我？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayCD6k9k5r
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuxiUQ4k5b
吉他立馬別開目光，若無其事的道：「沒事，真的沒事。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaUkUGHigb0
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSXQb5j7dfn
還特別澄清兩次，根本是此地無銀三百兩。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfOr1Nvxpd
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxNYoMckf0a
姜劭謙心中狐疑，阿傑咳了一聲，連忙插話進來：「是說阿ㄑ…...小姜，我們得安排點時間讓你多上台run個幾次，要不然萬一你正式上台太緊張掉鍊就尷尬了。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBEOTbr4itr
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「對啊，剛才真是嚇死我了，好險燕子及時救場......」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQl3iIXZuy
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv6a81X4wxR
姜劭謙聽完瞬間罪惡感爆棚，又道了一次歉，其他人頻頻表示並不是甚麼大事，他才終於鬆了一口氣。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB53CRD6CO3
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阿傑拍了拍他的肩膀：「唉，只是彩排而已啦，小事小事。只要之後正式上台沒問題就好啦！」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfndEaT72N4
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正式上台。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Q4q2u0rDP
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOihyQxORzG
阿傑的聲音在他腦中迴盪，心中有個聲音在質問他：你能保證正式演出的時候，不會再發生同樣的事嗎？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWCzGGYSnMf
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你能保證嗎？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzdARjplVsf
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他沒有答案，只能掩去一切不安的痕跡，將層層心思掩藏起來。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHXeJ8XK55
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他們邊說邊收東西，人還沒散完，他看見這次的總召，是個留著一頭俏麗短髮的女孩，她走近他們問：「你們是第六組對不對？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIfnZwqF0Mn
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHyJwMLBzT
「對。」姜劭謙問：「怎麼了嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTDqhs0kFW
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjL12LD6ofa
她低頭確認了一下手上的筆記本，道：「你們還沒有確定團名吧？要趕快決定囉，這禮拜就要開始在粉專宣傳了，團照的部分，看你們是之後給我還是現在拍，其他組已經在拍了，看你們要不要也現在拍一拍？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzrhHmcpeg
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他環顧了一下四周，確實，身旁已經有幾組人馬正在物色教室中適合拍照的背景，有些組甚至已經拍完準備收拾東西回家了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDUvYCStEu
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總召又道：「如果你們要回去自己拍的話也可以，但提醒你們，照片上傳的死線是這星期五晚上喔。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR60NltUjmZ
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她說完對他們喊了一聲『加油』，轉身回去繼續跟其他行政組員討論了。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBgtxuXqQLs
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGN1shMudde
姜劭謙有點猶豫的問他們：「你們要現在拍嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuK7atblJZ6
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5w05AHCdZU
「現在拍一拍吧，順便把我們的團名也決定一下吧。」阿萬說。。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8r9GpUBmjc
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團名。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡszpqf0lfKV
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唔嗯。他們一群人站在原地苦思良久，沒有任何頭緒。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrwivrvMtzy
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他們沉寂了一陣子之後，阿傑突然眼睛一亮：「乾脆叫還珠格格怎麼樣？」他興高采烈的解釋道：「你看我們有小燕子，還有王子呢，古代的王子不就是阿哥嗎，還有萬歲爺......」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsfkeQtJZC3
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他話才說到一半，就被小燕子和萬歲爺的雙重眼刀給瞪的噤了聲。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUoD0IT0Uh
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「......不然叫快樂王子吧。我們不是有王子跟燕子嗎？」阿萬提議道。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooj8OghT7Z
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姜劭謙：？？？？427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7yI52C8li
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阿萬說：「守護王子的燕子。不覺得聽起來很浪漫嗎？」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ6D7zVBhv7
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmylIZdIolr
吉他一臉無所謂：「不錯，那就這樣吧。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNc7WrGKgxu
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlh1jqv1PqW
「蛤，可是用童話故事會不會太、」阿傑話說到一半又接收到許晏誠的殺氣，連忙老實地閉上嘴當一隻鵪鶉。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8boI7oK2NX
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「真的假的？」姜劭謙不可置信。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6mra0fzF3
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRebSbeBhP
許晏誠微笑道：「嗯，就這樣吧。團名訂好了，接著剩團照了。」427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVsEKzg2GAt
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正剛好教室裡最大的一面白牆前面拍照的人結束了，他們全部人馬移動過去，找了個女生幫他們拍照。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX2kovaRK1I
427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLf7n6yM95g
他們隨便擺了個姿勢，許晏誠站在他的右手邊，一隻手搭在他的肩膀上，他對於這個姿勢有點忸怩不安，但對面已經架好了相機，他只得對著鏡頭勉力的扯出一抹笑。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gtUaOyWKY
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一，二，三，cheese！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAg4c4ZMdGp
照片裡風格迥異的五個人，湊在一起卻意外的和諧。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xBOLCuIqN
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很久很久以後，他都還記得當時的那個瞬間，當下並不覺得這能夠成為值得回味得回憶，但在經歷過之後的一切後再回頭看，那些記憶的吉光片羽，即使零碎，卻都彌足珍貴。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQBctxMiYq
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拍下照片的這一刻，他並沒有想到這侷促的幾秒鐘能讓他記這麼久，但回憶不知不覺篆刻在潛意識裡，毋需特別複習也依然歷久彌新。427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeprk7VM73x
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這次非常久之後才更新，先來賠罪OTZ，之前忙著期末報告還有計畫之後的復活節假期，耽擱了非常久甚感抱歉！下一篇已經在路上了，我會盡快生出來的！謝謝每一個給我留言回饋的讀者，對於作者來說，看見留言真的一件非常振奮非常感動的事！謝謝你們！我會繼續努力寫的！427Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlE0RwpEoR
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