由我懂事那天直到現在,我都很害怕這天的來臨。850Please respect copyright.PENANADbzIiZnz1r
由那天開始,我就很害怕在家吃最後一次晚餐。850Please respect copyright.PENANADhqdvfZ8mc
不是怕我會忘記那曾經住過的唐樓,而是怕再也吃不到祖母的廚藝。850Please respect copyright.PENANAuHc9Ey5wpX
那僅有的傳統鑊,和那傷痕纍纍的碗碟;850Please respect copyright.PENANAaw3S7XkUN8
還有那十年如一的飯餸,都是世界上絕無僅有的。850Please respect copyright.PENANAgkBQSAMopk
我害怕的,不只得一餐的飯餸;850Please respect copyright.PENANAXVbDium0gR
而是唐樓內無可代替的感情。
我的父親在一次意外中喪命,母親亦早已遠走高飛。850Please respect copyright.PENANAat7ajDUEYx
留下原本父親存給我讀大學的錢,剩下三歲的我和祖母相依為命。850Please respect copyright.PENANAqu2tp03Uc9
每天的生活很簡單,沒玩具沒電腦也沒特別的慶祝生日。850Please respect copyright.PENANAc6nqTrk3yu
每天的飯菜也是十分簡單,雖然沒比餐廳的好,現在卻令我回味無窮。850Please respect copyright.PENANApv3oKWKtcP
那時希望和祖母過更好的生活,使我十分重視自己的學業。850Please respect copyright.PENANAkSsDvfkqCn
希望自己有好出頭,能夠有能力照顧祖母。850Please respect copyright.PENANA2vgxPEBKTq
但是那時沒有補習老師,祖母也是無能為力;850Please respect copyright.PENANABjFXZ7Aizx
幸好,世界上還有些不問回報的鄰居。
初時,唐樓內的住客都很冷漠;850Please respect copyright.PENANA5HhjE3jA6G
即使見到鄰居都直行直過,一聲招呼都不打就走掉了。850Please respect copyright.PENANAITEx5iY9vh
但自從我問功課開始,我們慢慢變得人性化。850Please respect copyright.PENANAUu2uQLyZLU
我們試過停電,試過點起蠟燭拿起電筒檢查電表房。850Please respect copyright.PENANARgsPomiRrZ
我們試過水浸,試過住在地下的鄰居上來暫避。850Please respect copyright.PENANAqKPdYr4RBy
我們試過颳風,試過漏夜檢查哪裏有漏水。850Please respect copyright.PENANA2cUUadOy92
試過遇到小偷,試過遇到火燭;850Please respect copyright.PENANAFLgX8FA3ER
我們什麼都試過,就是未試過離別。
有一次,住在我樓下的王先生要搬走。850Please respect copyright.PENANASq6wavIIJt
他要退休回加拿大,因為他很多子女親戚都在加拿大工作。850Please respect copyright.PENANASILXqepj0m
就是有那麼的一刻,我們嘗過什麼是離別。850Please respect copyright.PENANAS8eBHMIOrk
被人叫作「老王」的他,曾經是一名維修員。850Please respect copyright.PENANA3o25YjfrPn
他工作的那間五金舖,退休後不久就被收購變成連鎖店。850Please respect copyright.PENANAoU4peliprQ
過去我們有什麼電器壞了,都來找他幫手維修。850Please respect copyright.PENANAETCTdVAOTk
他不收我們一毛錢,也盡全力的幫我們把電器起死回生。850Please respect copyright.PENANA3V8MtKHqHN
除非真的已壞得不能再修,否則多難多爛他也幫我們維修。850Please respect copyright.PENANAo6CmZiedyU
即使為人粗魯,他待人卻十分和善。850Please respect copyright.PENANAXpIAlipDLj
他離開的時候,也有很多人跟着護送。850Please respect copyright.PENANAT8D67hBTbt
但我只能跟他說聲謝謝,沒法目送他離開。850Please respect copyright.PENANAeoBZDOpF7I
未能像他對待電器般,那是對我來說也算是一種遺憾。
自從老王的離開,身邊的一事一物都慢慢改變。850Please respect copyright.PENANAUdm4NLXIF6
樓下原本是食店雜貨鋪與小店舖的天地,現在一間一間的變成連鎖店首飾店藥房的基地。850Please respect copyright.PENANAxM3ViaB3I5
我原本就讀的小學被殺校,原本的菜市埸亦被改建得不倫不類;850Please respect copyright.PENANAWKNWmuWmqT
不但沒了原本的人情味,價格還比原先的貴。850Please respect copyright.PENANAlHdJUvl4yu
附近一楝又一棟的商場大廈落成,又一楝一棟的舊樓被收購拆除。850Please respect copyright.PENANAGDKUdSUUc4
我童年的惡夢成真,被拆卸的舊樓下一楝也許就是我的家。
讀上了高中,認識了一個經常教我功課的鄰居;850Please respect copyright.PENANAbryfc5N9DP
他在中學比我高一級,很多的試題功課都是請教他。850Please respect copyright.PENANAGpA8E7MmII
正是他,我開始懂得談戀愛。850Please respect copyright.PENANAUT7hd51uKZ
對象不是他,但他卻不為意的給了我很多愛情知識。850Please respect copyright.PENANAtmqdRK9J9F
我初戀,他教我怎樣去吻一個人。850Please respect copyright.PENANAy14uqeqquu
我失戀,他教我怎樣去冷靜思考。850Please respect copyright.PENANA9k26ncR1YI
唯一他未能教我的,就是離別。
就在上星期,屋宇處宣佈我們的唐樓需要被拆除。850Please respect copyright.PENANA6pn2gXrffQ
嫲她也同意這唐樓需要被拆除,卻看見她的眼睛帶淚泛紅。850Please respect copyright.PENANAueghSSpokO
自從我在童年被她責罵後,我第一次看見她流淚。850Please respect copyright.PENANAlo5tsMvm3H
現在我21歳,也是忍不住在房間內痛哭。850Please respect copyright.PENANAYaSsf7Tz86
看着她勉強地看電視,藉此忍淚引笑,我心內傳來一陣陣劇痛。850Please respect copyright.PENANAzD41zfmucd
「我搬走呢幢唐樓之後,我就要搬去老人院,我已經冇辦法陪你。」她對着電視說。850Please respect copyright.PENANAb7P3BuERS8
「吓⋯⋯唔緊要㗎喎,我有能力照顧你⋯⋯」850Please respect copyright.PENANAH3sbDruWZc
「都⋯都係唔好啦,我唔想麻煩你⋯⋯」她哽咽說。850Please respect copyright.PENANAewC1uptPtN
「我唔怕麻煩喎⋯你都照顧咗我⋯⋯」850Please respect copyright.PENANAQV3UWmgXQW
「都係唔好呀⋯萬一我又煩凡親你咁樣又⋯⋯總之我自己搵得地方搞掂咪得囉⋯⋯」850Please respect copyright.PENANAJW7wdQbxGQ
我再也說不下去,我不忍心她去老人院,但也沒法改變她的決定。850Please respect copyright.PENANAWlPAz2k8Ea
說到這裏,眼淺的我又忍不住哭起上來。
今天,所有住客就要搬走離開。850Please respect copyright.PENANA4Ax1cuwsnz
上午就和一眾鄰居在那僅餘的茶餐廳聚餐,說些過去的往事,一起合照。850Please respect copyright.PENANAhKf51znNUW
一些要搬去新界,一些就移民外地;850Please respect copyright.PENANAh7kbrRH24x
大家留下聯絡電話後,就各散東西,準備收拾離開。850Please respect copyright.PENANAcqvDcxchmg
就在那殘舊的階梯中,我再次碰到他。850Please respect copyright.PENANArlX3bxPxPr
「點解近排都見唔到你嘅?做咩來啊?」我問。850Please respect copyright.PENANAOg3eVq59pV
「冇啊,最近忙緊最後一個project,做完呢個project就要搬去英國做。」850Please respect copyright.PENANAdaieKpKq7K
「搬咁遠,你會唔會唔慣呀?」850Please respect copyright.PENANAWzmuDR2ris
「慣唔慣都要過到去做嘢架啦,更何況我都鍾意住英國,嚮往嗰邊啲生活。」850Please respect copyright.PENANABLBBDATr4d
「咁⋯你會唔會掛住而家原本嘅生活?」850Please respect copyright.PENANA1uXWMWGJ6l
「⋯會,即使我嚮往英倫式生活,但我都會掛住⋯甚至懷念生活喺度嘅每一刻。」850Please respect copyright.PENANAVgMJ5sNYG6
「你⋯⋯會唔會掛住我?」850Please respect copyright.PENANAOGGqG5Mly4
「⋯⋯你想搵我咪打電話比我囉,唔使掛住我既⋯出面愛你嘅人大有人在,唔使因為再見到我而阻住咗你嘅步伐⋯⋯」850Please respect copyright.PENANAwZS7RXMzNL
「⋯係咪真架?」850Please respect copyright.PENANAPrFoXdQiDJ
「⋯係!你信我⋯⋯唔講住啦⋯我趕住要搬野走啊,遲啲有緣再見啦!」850Please respect copyright.PENANANnNctaqd0k
「喂我都未講完⋯⋯」850Please respect copyright.PENANAUr5JrlofjZ
他不給我一個說話的機會,一下子就走了。
今晚,嫲嫲她如常的煮最後一頓飯。850Please respect copyright.PENANA8KYe9gLYPV
煮的是我最愛吃的撻沙魚,煲的是她最上手的蕃茄蘿蔔湯。850Please respect copyright.PENANAQBI0A0w8s0
碗碟煮具依舊是那模樣,飯菜還是那熟悉的味道。850Please respect copyright.PENANAYxbWuPVLap
卻一想到是我最後一次吃到和看到它,泛起了比平時更深刻的味道。850Please respect copyright.PENANAWhSVEzqN7o
那不能用言語來形容的味道,卻只能吃到一次。850Please respect copyright.PENANAqYYCU0S1r2
這些碗碟煮具餐桌家私,這晚過後也許結束在堆填區中。850Please respect copyright.PENANApNF1SdKy9l
坐在對面眼光泛紅的祖母,這晚過後也許只能在安老院中結束。850Please respect copyright.PENANAbymfpwkgyf
看着這一切的發生,自己卻無能為力;850Please respect copyright.PENANAufVzMdVel7
吃着最後一塊魚,喝着最後一口湯;850Please respect copyright.PENANAafMe9FYnpU
都只能永遠記着這個味道,留待未來無限回想。
在想起今天在在垃圾房看見的一位男士,抱住破爛的報紙痛哭。850Please respect copyright.PENANAEYXyh9rFSS
再看到那原名叫囍帖街的街道如今面目全非,想到自己也即將面臨這樣的命運。850Please respect copyright.PENANAh6s7yoK6hU
至少,她在囍帖街七百年後還是找到那位他;850Please respect copyright.PENANAgrgJ1tI7Gi
曲終人散後,剩下的就只有回憶。850Please respect copyright.PENANArTtsrYPXv9
這裏,再也找不到我共你。
850Please respect copyright.PENANAa88oonAoUs