我住在那個舊區,那些舊樓。954Please respect copyright.PENANApUIPqCCslL
無論是過去還是現在,他們看上來還是那麼殘舊。954Please respect copyright.PENANAE3mBSOs98U
底層上層還是小商店和住戶,還有那些嘩眾取寵的招牌。954Please respect copyright.PENANACAe13Euqe7
就在近幾年附近才有快餐店便利店,質素卻不如茶餐廳雜貨店。954Please respect copyright.PENANAuxo7z9V7j8
雖說裝修豪華,卻少了那份人情味。954Please respect copyright.PENANArAckBDbJGI
我想,這一切都變得太快。954Please respect copyright.PENANA7q5DoiSNni
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想回來,我最快樂的時光早已逝去。954Please respect copyright.PENANAQ4vnD6AcN2
兒時那還未變成工地的公園,放學後經常與小學同學到那兒玩。954Please respect copyright.PENANAXiZ1lbZKkb
還未有智能手機的年代,玩的就只有捉迷藏、包剪揼。954Please respect copyright.PENANAq7ULTAXQ1D
有零用錢就到那雜貨店買玩的吃的,還真揮霍。954Please respect copyright.PENANAP4pLQmyNws
每次時間到了,媽她都會走下來叫我吃飯。954Please respect copyright.PENANAqchx8HFTLU
那時我每次都反抗,現在想起才覺得自己幼稚。954Please respect copyright.PENANAwucO72ksyS
那時還真辛苦了她。954Please respect copyright.PENANAF240qNWpt4
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辛苦的不只得媽一個,還有那拚了老命的老爸。954Please respect copyright.PENANAcBKSakEKza
因為家中樓下的報紙攤收入不多,還需要其他收入來支撐家庭。954Please respect copyright.PENANAfsTeM20qdY
他我每天五時人已不見,幸運的就能準時回來吃飯,卻時常不見人。954Please respect copyright.PENANAJgBkkyky9Y
那時他一回來,我都珍惜這機會和他玩耍。954Please respect copyright.PENANAkd1eYlBrZm
卻只能跟他玩耍,再沒有機會和他談天。954Please respect copyright.PENANAf4i98F1PZg
某年生日,他承諾會和我吹那八根蠟燭。954Please respect copyright.PENANAMLpiDMOnzd
卻想不到,那天他因過勞而死。954Please respect copyright.PENANAKQf6qAkwR5
那時,媽沒跟我說真相,只是說爸他又要加班,叫我原諒他。954Please respect copyright.PENANA1pnEQr53AQ
還記得那時我還抱怨老爸,知道真相才覺得後悔莫及。954Please respect copyright.PENANAEbhITajqQu
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老爸去世後,媽她只能靠當時爸幫我存下的大學錢和媽那少得可憐的兼職工錢過活。954Please respect copyright.PENANAKnbbB8vwrR
那些一段很短的時間,大概只有三年。954Please respect copyright.PENANA7IJq1aUw0M
然後,就連我唯一的親人都去世了。954Please respect copyright.PENANAvEHWWvy2c5
那晚她躺在醫院,臨終時才跟我說老爸的事情。954Please respect copyright.PENANAtaSIUPigPI
雖然那時我還未算成熟,卻哭成淚人,就像我失去理性一樣。954Please respect copyright.PENANAwZo7XN6enY
那時我哭得不受控制,臨終時我一句說話都沒發說出來。954Please respect copyright.PENANARnXJ1KkZ03
我還是後悔當時一句謝謝也沒說,覺得很對不起他們。954Please respect copyright.PENANAaxmKfQ9kSP
現在就只能對著那石碑,想說也不出口。954Please respect copyright.PENANAp3FIKOA3Vf
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後來,我就只能靠着那報紙攤和我的兼職工資過活。954Please respect copyright.PENANACi3OlaFn7B
我沒有申請宗援,亦從來沒有向人借錢。954Please respect copyright.PENANAlh8Ys2EbIA
每天,我都吃着那簡單地飯菜,沒有再吃那些零食。954Please respect copyright.PENANAj6JXOZ1rzq
放學後,我不是去做兼職,就是溫習做功課。954Please respect copyright.PENANAPwI4NTiPWt
然後,就出現了影響我最深的人。954Please respect copyright.PENANASx2oaRH0fJ
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中三那年,我結識了他-阿健。954Please respect copyright.PENANAbOfsDCko9L
初時大家還是當作是陌生人,然後經過無數的課堂、多次的活動,令我對他產生感情。954Please respect copyright.PENANAunF9LUGFER
經過什麼課堂,什麼活動,都已經多得記不清楚。954Please respect copyright.PENANAvLB0LPaGj6
對我印象最深的,就是每次有考試都一定會陪我溫習。954Please respect copyright.PENANAmHjdmqe8So
因為我又要兼職,又要看守那報紙攤,所以他都在報紙攤裡教我。954Please respect copyright.PENANAI2AVIcMXdu
由不懂到熟練,他真的化腐朽為神奇。954Please respect copyright.PENANAj9sfuFsiiy
也許,我就是因為這點而愛上他。954Please respect copyright.PENANA00oFz2fGuz
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漸漸地,他每天放學都習慣到那報紙攤陪我。954Please respect copyright.PENANAdZZ4D1llKw
有時和我溫習,有時陪我談天。954Please respect copyright.PENANAMLZ6Xj6acV
那是我倆還是天真,說着如果我們有一天結婚,那些囍帖會怎樣。954Please respect copyright.PENANAnz0OyBrv7v
當時還拿了一張月曆畫了張囍帖,畫功還不算太差。954Please respect copyright.PENANADigzhuOgiK
還想到那街,替我們設計最特別的囍帖。954Please respect copyright.PENANAciq9LPUVOn
沒想到,那張封塵囍帖最後就只能苟存在我的抽屜中。954Please respect copyright.PENANA10mzqICQOC
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就這樣到了中七,會考亦考完了。954Please respect copyright.PENANAY8qXo2fOhg
他如常到那報紙攤,陪我聊天。954Please respect copyright.PENANAZsWvjRQbKn
但他所說的,並不是如常他說的話。954Please respect copyright.PENANAMIsQPqYwEt
「我要走啦,我唔可以再同你一齊。」健說。954Please respect copyright.PENANAvOUdhsQZ39
「點解講埋啲咁嘅嘢呀?⋯我係咪做錯左啲乜?」我說。954Please respect copyright.PENANA3n6frXxNz1
「唔係呀⋯真係唔關你事,我父母要我去英國留學,我短時間內都唔會再返嚟香港。」954Please respect copyright.PENANAAe1CTxu9HC
「咁突然?點解你唔早啲同我講?」954Please respect copyright.PENANAI6HlMB0UwW
「因為我每次想講嘅時候⋯⋯我都覺得好唔捨得,唔想你因為我要留學而咁快離開我⋯⋯」954Please respect copyright.PENANA2DI8iCCNSF
「點會呢⋯⋯我唔係咁膚淺⋯⋯但係我都好唔捨得你要去英國⋯⋯」954Please respect copyright.PENANAd45OEg0HJe
「但係為咗我前途,我都冇辦法⋯⋯咁總要犧牲啲嘢嘅⋯⋯」954Please respect copyright.PENANAA2dw9YqNBb
「咁我哋第時⋯⋯仲有冇機會再見?」954Please respect copyright.PENANAbPmmjEfitk
「有嘅⋯⋯總有機會再見⋯⋯」954Please respect copyright.PENANAmJtwsRinoF
「我就係要特登係離開前同你道別,因為我都唔想後悔,我唔講咁多啦⋯我要趕機啦!」954Please respect copyright.PENANAdAX3UVeGUj
最後,我連道別的機會也沒有,他便走了。954Please respect copyright.PENANAgFdg4wjtt6
我以為能夠一生一世的愛情,就在這一刻結束。954Please respect copyright.PENANAtVnjRZ3zMN
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後來一次的檢查,發現了我被遺傳了母親的癌症,還到達了末期。954Please respect copyright.PENANAxTgs3RqyBa
即使可以醫治,我亦沒有這麼多的藥費。954Please respect copyright.PENANALYXVxMoutU
而我的家亦被政府納入重建範圍,將要變成那些高樓大廈。954Please respect copyright.PENANACfhZPxgSHc
那報紙攤早已被當賣,變成時代的犧牲品。954Please respect copyright.PENANAiYWMhcg9XI
我的病情開始惡化,連走路也需要扶手才能走得動。954Please respect copyright.PENANA4lqpfNqc5t
行路的速度變得慢,就連上路也有困難。954Please respect copyright.PENANA6vitq1zfkH
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就在今天這收購的最後限期,我勉強地走了一遍附近的大街小巷。954Please respect copyright.PENANAM5xVnE6QCp
原本那些雜貨店小食店,早已變成水貨客的基地。954Please respect copyright.PENANA9IhjwCm4yB
原本生意旺盛的茶餐廳,一早已人去樓空、被招租的招牌鎖得緊緊。954Please respect copyright.PENANAmoytQ5weC2
更不用談那個公園,早已開始那永無休止的挖掘工程。954Please respect copyright.PENANAL8rqzGRN4S
我的步速慢得可憐,幸好附近都沒什麼人。954Please respect copyright.PENANAnGYixRaJVu
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也許一切根本就沒有永遠,只有過去。954Please respect copyright.PENANAVwcjdMxETC
今日過後,也許這一切也不復存在,無一例外。954Please respect copyright.PENANAUv8uu0TQNM
或者,不是其他人太快,只是我太慢。954Please respect copyright.PENANAgZ3Pg9eggv
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