我曾認識一個老友,他的性格比較孤僻。995Please respect copyright.PENANACG34RUefkQ
他姓佘,叫卓謙。995Please respect copyright.PENANAJHr4nnzMbt
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我們由幼稚園開始相識,還這麼幸運地由幼稚園到中學我們都是同校,而且還是同班。995Please respect copyright.PENANAE1bAQw0IKR
我們真的「由細玩到大」,那個時候,我們的關係真的十分要好。995Please respect copyright.PENANAVG5zlajZrp
恕我直言,我還真的有點懷念那個時候的我們,那天真無邪,毫無擔憂的我們。995Please respect copyright.PENANA5GuNTAL3q8
我們有什麼功課不懂,我們都會互相指導。995Please respect copyright.PENANAAqL3ryTbCb
我們無論有什麼逆境,我們都會共同渡過。995Please respect copyright.PENANAHU32SzDpRL
小學的時候,我們每晚都「煲電話粥」995Please respect copyright.PENANAzzrTvO4sNH
還有好幾次,我們談得太夜,令我們被父母禁用電話一星期。995Please respect copyright.PENANAIkElcr3acq
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他還在學校告訴我,「冇電話傾好辛苦啊~」995Please respect copyright.PENANAixA02Cjhxg
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還記得有一次他生病,他父母沒空照顧他,所以就搬來暫住一星期。995Please respect copyright.PENANAJhaH8vnjdL
你發高燒,我急急地從雪櫃拿毛巾過來,放上你的頭上。995Please respect copyright.PENANAgxixSwC2xu
他還說,「有你喺度我好安心,因為我唔會燒死~」995Please respect copyright.PENANAgjqgb7lGuX
「如果可以嘅話,我想永遠住喺你屋企陪你!日日陪你傾計!」995Please respect copyright.PENANAKaLumFAyOG
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不知道他還記不記起我們第一次去海洋公園,你還說很期待看海豚表演。995Please respect copyright.PENANALWJbTSWezn
他還告訴我不用害怕,「海豚係唔會食人架! 」995Please respect copyright.PENANA4weIlznmBm
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不知他還記得記起我們默書作弊,差點被老師看到。995Please respect copyright.PENANADjfQjb8hbG
他還安慰我,「就算俾人罰,我都會陪你架!」995Please respect copyright.PENANA71HusTHmIX
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不知你還記不記起中一那年,我和你絕交。995Please respect copyright.PENANAewFDG6gfxX
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升上了中一,佘比他在小學時還要孤僻。995Please respect copyright.PENANAPSKfeTyRS7
大概是因為他暫時習慣不了新環境,與身邊的同學少說話。995Please respect copyright.PENANAEJpmEFI5Gg
我很清楚他的苦處,我亦很了解他,畢竟我們認識了這麼久。995Please respect copyright.PENANAAXfn02N5XP
有好幾次我問他和其他同學相處有沒有問題,他都答我不用擔心。995Please respect copyright.PENANAxoKTxX835r
但那個時候我們始終還是很幼稚,還未成熟。995Please respect copyright.PENANAsImR1sWrta
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就是因為這樣,我們之間出現了一個衝突點。995Please respect copyright.PENANAr5zV1dUEWw
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那個時候,我們還了解不到什麼叫做是非。995Please respect copyright.PENANAhpz4s5XIoP
不知道當時一男一女相處是會被當作情侶。995Please respect copyright.PENANABUkIsYUeRn
我們的一舉一動,都被同班同學無限放大。995Please respect copyright.PENANA8K69jtY8rm
這個謊話被同學說得越來越大,越來越變得有殺傷力。995Please respect copyright.PENANABvaSridJ7Q
令到我剛結識的幾個女同學都恥笑我,遠離我。995Please respect copyright.PENANAS0VpFrJANo
說我和「鹹濕佬」有親密關係,性交。995Please respect copyright.PENANA1B2cSuOW7K
她們的這一句徹徹底底的傷害了我自尊,當時我被我的憤怒掩蓋了我雙眼,將矛頭直指向佘。995Please respect copyright.PENANAKAxsPVCMQQ
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那天放學回家,我立即打電話給他。995Please respect copyright.PENANAWcA4IEmJ45
「喂?做乜今日咁早打電話俾我啊?」995Please respect copyright.PENANAZqiVhif7Dc
「依家啲人全部都話我同你有嘢啊!仲話我同你性交呀!」995Please respect copyright.PENANA4VwayBp9EN
「你使鬼理人哋講乜啫,你做好你自己咪得囉!你又唔係真係同我有關係,你唔駛驚喎!」995Please respect copyright.PENANAHGYcfx4dPH
「依家你無所謂啫,但係我有所謂喎!我為左呢件事我冇左幾個朋友啊!但係你就好似置身事外咁!件事你都有份架!」995Please respect copyright.PENANAwprvL9nXTX
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「咁我可以做得啲乜啫!唔通我同佢地講我同你無嘢咩!講左都無用啦!」995Please respect copyright.PENANALsMeLv1Cm4
「冇用一件事啊,但係問題係你連做都唔做呢!而家我係咪你朋友先?」995Please respect copyright.PENANAM9ks0uRE3Q
「你講呢句無非都係想我同你絕交啫!」995Please respect copyright.PENANA1332CGXs0d
「唔係啊,我淨係想你解決呢件事咋!」995Please respect copyright.PENANA5DNghELNxm
「得啦你唔使講啊!我哋絕交啦!」995Please respect copyright.PENANAp1Ma1N5VUe
「都話唔係咁囉⋯⋯」995Please respect copyright.PENANAmoyrQ7EmZX
就是這樣,他就收了線。995Please respect copyright.PENANAk7p1YNXbE4
我只是想他和我一起解決這個問題,但他卻這樣離開我。995Please respect copyright.PENANA1TVi0HBYiq
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隔天,他不理會我,如同我是個陌生人。995Please respect copyright.PENANAfPqvH6l01G
而我亦不再纏着他,如同他是個陌生人。995Please respect copyright.PENANAY7U62ntv5j
但,我依然當他是我的朋友。995Please respect copyright.PENANAHAJkAZRkSr
就是這樣,就過了整整六年。995Please respect copyright.PENANAmSqOVsdjgl
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這六年間,我認識了很多朋友,男的也有,女的也有。995Please respect copyright.PENANAArUxnCM412
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唯獨是他沒有。995Please respect copyright.PENANAaKAEMCFSWB
不知這六年間我對他的印象是怎樣,可能他會認為我是一個專門調戲男生的女人。995Please respect copyright.PENANAftfBM5yeSk
可能我是一個壞人,可能我是他的敵友。995Please respect copyright.PENANA87xmqO3hcV
可能,我對他來說是什麼都不是。995Please respect copyright.PENANAEHFrpUMMol
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畢業禮的那一天,我打算跟你重修舊好。995Please respect copyright.PENANALSJxUvFSrj
「真係好對唔住,果日我唔應該賴矖係你錯,我都有錯。」995Please respect copyright.PENANAJbOuYELvy1
「我係認真架,過咗咁耐,我仲係當你係朋友。唔知你仲係咪當我係你朋友呢?」我繼續說。995Please respect copyright.PENANAG64Dw3hS8V
他沒有回答我。995Please respect copyright.PENANAUs2XNxmKCq
「其實講咁多嘢,我淨係想同你做返朋友咋。得唔得?」995Please respect copyright.PENANADKejquLF2u
他沒有說話,一聲不吭的就離開了。995Please respect copyright.PENANA9fRFEJ5PRe
我沒有追他,只站在場內望着他一步一步地離開。995Please respect copyright.PENANAkwlXx8cAf3
最後,他由人山人海的禮堂走到空無一人的走廊。995Please respect copyright.PENANAe2ml7tABUd
不知你是我的敵友,已沒法望透。995Please respect copyright.PENANAL87U2IcPRW
我已經不了解他,但以前卻是最了解他。995Please respect copyright.PENANA6fIKFuMrI4
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沒有人像你讓我眼淚背着流,嚴重似情侶講分手。995Please respect copyright.PENANA16AwRMU9xi
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自從那天起,我們就再沒有聯絡。995Please respect copyright.PENANAodf0RDJD7y
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今日,我出外吃午餐。995Please respect copyright.PENANAFwm9KgmlXn
餐店還是那一間,每天還是吃著B餐。995Please respect copyright.PENANArJoQLeolgJ
剛好,我去的時候整間餐店都滿座。995Please respect copyright.PENANAcCHHqQQhbX
就只剩下那一個卡位。995Please respect copyright.PENANALcf7TWnphF
他就坐在對面,沒有說些什麼便離開。995Please respect copyright.PENANAIk1P2qHtpB
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唯獨他拋下一句:995Please respect copyright.PENANAjF1MLUW2Hc
「唔好俾海豚食咗。」995Please respect copyright.PENANAhxSDn4BNAv