我每天也走過她家,我是不是很變態?1110Please respect copyright.PENANAKBSLdP34em
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她住在四層村屋的地下,就在我的居所附近。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAviTrH0It9b
雖然說她住在我附近,但我們平時極少相見。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAfLA6I9jk3g
自從那次以後,我們就沒有再見過。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAbtO9PlManQ
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大概五個月前,當我出門的時候,我碰上了她。1110Please respect copyright.PENANA3HyLFHAI9Q
她出門的時候忘記了帶鎖匙,叫我幫她爬進窗內拿出來並開門。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAXGHIm8gFqj
我問她向管理處求助了沒,她說已經到過管理處求助,但裏面沒有人,而且管理處的門亦被鎖上,現在唯有找我爬窗。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAQtEcigPONO
當然,我一口答應了她。1110Please respect copyright.PENANA0HiIZcXFvf
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事後,她給了我她家的鎖匙給我當作後備之用,以防同類事件再次發生。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAcRvz7EO3j4
而且,正是因為這件事就令我們開始認識對方,亦令我們的關係更加密切。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAxzFjRwbSQ2
每日上班,我們都會一起乘港鐵。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAFu8Hc0jd91
每次回到家裏,我們都會在電話中傾訴心事,閑聊。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAZJTZYnJmML
亦有好幾次午夜,她想跟我吃宵夜,我想也沒想就衝了出去幫她買。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAGCaVKuySMD
有好幾次上班遲了,我們一起追車追到氣喘喘。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAUmVw9B2hOS
有好幾次周末,我們一起逛整個銅鑼灣。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAnZMpfiA2wp
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兩個月前,她生日。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAKTKADneg7H
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就在她生日前的那數天,我逛了整個香港,就是為了找一份適合她的禮物。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAfqdJd63oN5
就在生日前那一天,我找了一幅掛畫。1110Please respect copyright.PENANA1rU9Bc0Ac8
價錢不重要,重要的是畫。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAmgZVeiwOza
畫中是一個窗,跟一對鎖匙。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAULa22iNnFa
送給她時,她還滿喜歡的,還把它掛在書房牆上。1110Please respect copyright.PENANADxVlxSff2g
那個時候,我還以為她喜歡上我。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAd00mZ0z537
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直到一個半月前,我向她示愛。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAOHrRcz9lTn
我沒有買鮮花,只是在一頓很普通的晚餐裡説。1110Please respect copyright.PENANA7Tau6SZKJH
她突然停下來。1110Please respect copyright.PENANADPenj8KOSE
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她原本一副談天説地的表情,慢慢變成憂愁不已。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAb4h0GnK5Ul
然後我再問她一次 「你可唔可以同我一齊?」1110Please respect copyright.PENANAoz1JPf2jOh
她沒有回應我,只在一直喝那杯水。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAJO1LVUo8bD
我也停了一停,等她的回應。1110Please respect copyright.PENANASWOg5iCNmh
直到那杯全滿的水被她喝到一滴不留,她才開口說。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAYo2JQxvsm7
「⋯⋯我唔想有男朋友。」1110Please respect copyright.PENANAP5oFXlJAmJ
「⋯點解?」我忍不住問下去1110Please respect copyright.PENANAtLzW9Cynzs
「因為我已經俾人飛過無數次,每次我都喊足一個月⋯」她說到這裡,眼已泛淚。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAhUUGgwhIMA
「我淨係想同你做個普通朋友咋,但係⋯但係⋯你依家⋯⋯」1110Please respect copyright.PENANAeJtK9nDck4
「⋯⋯居然同我示愛。」她的淚珠已經開始下滑。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAPVqKvhMiDy
「我⋯好對唔住!我真係唔知道你⋯⋯」我嘗試挽回我的錯失。1110Please respect copyright.PENANA8GJMPX14T2
「唔好講落去呀!以後唔好黎搵我啊!」她哭成淚人地跑出食店外。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAKf8eS7GMrO
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她走了。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAv8nyGpHMjS
現在就只剩下我、那個空杯跟吃剩的闊條麵留在Cafe de Coral。1110Please respect copyright.PENANARhOdfS9mDd
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其後那數天,我再也碰不到她,無論是上班還是回家。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAgYAs56eXp5
不知為什麼,儘管她不愛我,儘管她不想見到我,我還是很想找她。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAA48pVcgAtl
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於是有一天,我故意走到她家附近才回家,看看她在不在。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAC80J9tFAkQ
那天去到,她還未下班。1110Please respect copyright.PENANA0wO8WDbAxE
但看到她家十分凌亂,地上亦有很多紙巾。1110Please respect copyright.PENANA5OT2AMsMrG
我看不過眼,於是用了她給我的後備鎖匙入屋來幫她清潔。1110Please respect copyright.PENANA3r3Qj1NLJN
儘管這個行為有點奇怪,但我喜歡。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAfW1KQM5FOb
這漸漸變成我的習慣——每天我都會走到她家,幫她打掃,換床單。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAKSjDLXMxhA
有時看看她家的相片,聽聽她家的唱片。1110Please respect copyright.PENANA0iBrP84x4D
有時看看我送給她的掛畫,灌溉她種的花。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAlvDYh2tt7X
看着那還沒丟掉的蛋糕盒,那快將用完的紙巾盒。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAQM2CF65k3d
那造就我們的窗口,我一手造成的傷口。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAzeiHXo41bO
也許她不會為意,但這就是我的心意。1110Please respect copyright.PENANAmQlaUQucpK
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