我住在那個舊區，那些舊樓。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYyCGdpaHF6
無論是過去還是現在，他們看上來還是那麼殘舊。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcHb20qWU9
底層上層還是小商店和住戶，還有那些嘩眾取寵的招牌。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jDFlpfXnZ
就在近幾年附近才有快餐店便利店，質素卻不如茶餐廳雜貨店。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8bcK7Y8DS
雖說裝修豪華，卻少了那份人情味。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyp1sBRIGQe
我想，這一切都變得太快。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeoulvgCgZy
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOUTzvb3GpF
想回來，我最快樂的時光早已逝去。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8QotFWEGF
兒時那還未變成工地的公園，放學後經常與小學同學到那兒玩。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLoeUXPt6S
還未有智能手機的年代，玩的就只有捉迷藏、包剪揼。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDi72cw8YiS
有零用錢就到那雜貨店買玩的吃的，還真揮霍。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCahkQ9RayR
每次時間到了，媽她都會走下來叫我吃飯。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHztblQWSY
那時我每次都反抗，現在想起才覺得自己幼稚。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9s9LvGOpGH
那時還真辛苦了她。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPto7tGyVe
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtGlCfBhzGg
辛苦的不只得媽一個，還有那拚了老命的老爸。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFEt9gQ4D4
因為家中樓下的報紙攤收入不多，還需要其他收入來支撐家庭。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzh376oAK6
他我每天五時人已不見，幸運的就能準時回來吃飯，卻時常不見人。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡORkOpSENGS
那時他一回來，我都珍惜這機會和他玩耍。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlXJAbRuxaM
卻只能跟他玩耍，再沒有機會和他談天。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt8eD786WAi
某年生日，他承諾會和我吹那八根蠟燭。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh1mughj82b
卻想不到，那天他因過勞而死。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ7zc6nLFK
那時，媽沒跟我說真相，只是說爸他又要加班，叫我原諒他。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFmCwEWToy
還記得那時我還抱怨老爸，知道真相才覺得後悔莫及。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvRbi2Qo7If
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG8o2EMpXR
老爸去世後，媽她只能靠當時爸幫我存下的大學錢和媽那少得可憐的兼職工錢過活。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmbamvxXuIQ
那些一段很短的時間，大概只有三年。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsCBTMqVQAS
然後，就連我唯一的親人都去世了。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyAi5rkdLp4
那晚她躺在醫院，臨終時才跟我說老爸的事情。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUi79FLsiM
雖然那時我還未算成熟，卻哭成淚人，就像我失去理性一樣。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRenlFtJV0y
那時我哭得不受控制，臨終時我一句說話都沒發說出來。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4YL7wIn2H
我還是後悔當時一句謝謝也沒說，覺得很對不起他們。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY3x2pgANF8
現在就只能對著那石碑，想說也不出口。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOLknUx5HZ
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi35KYpwjZA
後來，我就只能靠着那報紙攤和我的兼職工資過活。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidmNs2xS1o
我沒有申請宗援，亦從來沒有向人借錢。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8NKoztTk4e
每天，我都吃着那簡單地飯菜，沒有再吃那些零食。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwOVLEG5ecV
放學後，我不是去做兼職，就是溫習做功課。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiVFfqx86i
然後，就出現了影響我最深的人。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3nMT3WuXPX
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoTh0unQiK9
中三那年，我結識了他－阿健。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwUPEZAEMCr
初時大家還是當作是陌生人，然後經過無數的課堂、多次的活動，令我對他產生感情。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9l66OSXyUX
經過什麼課堂，什麼活動，都已經多得記不清楚。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDaZS2sokD
對我印象最深的，就是每次有考試都一定會陪我溫習。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsJtiCtIcfh
因為我又要兼職，又要看守那報紙攤，所以他都在報紙攤裡教我。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ77AifI0DqN
由不懂到熟練，他真的化腐朽為神奇。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyOziNu1AG9
也許，我就是因為這點而愛上他。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhLkNEUoGPR
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhOrrqQWGC5
漸漸地，他每天放學都習慣到那報紙攤陪我。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvMhNacPZpq
有時和我溫習，有時陪我談天。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtNjEaUow9U
那是我倆還是天真，說着如果我們有一天結婚，那些囍帖會怎樣。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiF89uC6hC
當時還拿了一張月曆畫了張囍帖，畫功還不算太差。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzj7YgxCYB
還想到那街，替我們設計最特別的囍帖。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUTnsXDv2Az
沒想到，那張封塵囍帖最後就只能苟存在我的抽屜中。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlU6iP05PO5
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDbxqn8xQmc
就這樣到了中七，會考亦考完了。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYPE3IL52wB
他如常到那報紙攤，陪我聊天。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1f3yrZWHKY
但他所說的，並不是如常他說的話。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQDbxfapPRu
「我要走啦，我唔可以再同你一齊。」健說。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTZ1zjcvLga
「點解講埋啲咁嘅嘢呀？⋯我係咪做錯左啲乜？」我說。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcH8Out3ZCh
「唔係呀⋯真係唔關你事，我父母要我去英國留學，我短時間內都唔會再返嚟香港。」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHqZ5gJCJ1T
「咁突然？點解你唔早啲同我講？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4q033exueb
「因為我每次想講嘅時候⋯⋯我都覺得好唔捨得，唔想你因為我要留學而咁快離開我⋯⋯」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhfsEuJQjlA
「點會呢⋯⋯我唔係咁膚淺⋯⋯但係我都好唔捨得你要去英國⋯⋯」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIzp1Hj2UJQ
「但係為咗我前途，我都冇辦法⋯⋯咁總要犧牲啲嘢嘅⋯⋯」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYl57M9O4bA
「咁我哋第時⋯⋯仲有冇機會再見？」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4avCjmk4hW
「有嘅⋯⋯總有機會再見⋯⋯」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMRz4Juenlw
「我就係要特登係離開前同你道別，因為我都唔想後悔，我唔講咁多啦⋯我要趕機啦！」935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmhqepJLh8
最後，我連道別的機會也沒有，他便走了。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6b8R47MkK
我以為能夠一生一世的愛情，就在這一刻結束。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmQveRW8ygS
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwPFh42POV9
後來一次的檢查，發現了我被遺傳了母親的癌症，還到達了末期。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdCepe1Qde
即使可以醫治，我亦沒有這麼多的藥費。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnJWNtdaMY
而我的家亦被政府納入重建範圍，將要變成那些高樓大廈。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjYroWfmPyj
那報紙攤早已被當賣，變成時代的犧牲品。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVNdjWGxjBB
我的病情開始惡化，連走路也需要扶手才能走得動。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFWWloHEas
行路的速度變得慢，就連上路也有困難。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Uq85IIAkQ
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxe13AvtYs
就在今天這收購的最後限期，我勉強地走了一遍附近的大街小巷。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ257Ku5WL9h
原本那些雜貨店小食店，早已變成水貨客的基地。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4AN6AhKg2J
原本生意旺盛的茶餐廳，一早已人去樓空、被招租的招牌鎖得緊緊。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Nesxh8fG1
更不用談那個公園，早已開始那永無休止的挖掘工程。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQwLuvf2HBb
我的步速慢得可憐，幸好附近都沒什麼人。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzBIxOJhXe
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa29p2y0dno
也許一切根本就沒有永遠，只有過去。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2U9NydRtW0
今日過後，也許這一切也不復存在，無一例外。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0jeeeKJyR5
或者，不是其他人太快，只是我太慢。935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBhjZcX1pGw
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dMVWQ2lTC
935Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2SSGmb8YzT
