1月14日,凌晨5時多。716Please respect copyright.PENANAfhPB322Px3
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。716Please respect copyright.PENANAhxnk0IXqGb
大家都在熟睡中,716Please respect copyright.PENANALgUhZzkYTV
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,716Please respect copyright.PENANA8FPsV3MKKK
不自覺的再次想起她。716Please respect copyright.PENANA9NHDbXD6Qh
我,很想長睡下去,716Please respect copyright.PENANAZG1JHW2tgK
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。716Please respect copyright.PENANA5KeWIxLXfP
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。716Please respect copyright.PENANAlBmEdwOtcm
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。716Please respect copyright.PENANA1yoICcFPdL
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,716Please respect copyright.PENANAAsGEUoPezq
血水慢慢的滲出。716Please respect copyright.PENANAwkavBO9w42
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。716Please respect copyright.PENANALCADKgJSxJ
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。716Please respect copyright.PENANAQXEBYo52Yx
起來梳洗,716Please respect copyright.PENANAzTk4EZ5iGB
執拾行裝。716Please respect copyright.PENANA5BQeLpQ240
準備與朋友集合。716Please respect copyright.PENANAiUb5HLXmvk
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,716Please respect copyright.PENANAWPlotPezqv
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。716Please respect copyright.PENANAlgCm73PKIF
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。716Please respect copyright.PENANA2o4WG0lWDA
或者一切都因為我的被動,716Please respect copyright.PENANAczj6P8dsUd
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,716Please respect copyright.PENANAgZYW2yPMTU
導致我的失敗。716Please respect copyright.PENANAemHOJBWPoA
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若不是早已應邀,716Please respect copyright.PENANAp7QnEDwtaA
我想,我還是留在家中,716Please respect copyright.PENANA03nhEiwSeG
白白的消磨時間。716Please respect copyright.PENANANiG8vI6Rg5
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,716Please respect copyright.PENANAdxMCGpuhKQ
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。716Please respect copyright.PENANAm7qfCgIIFl
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,716Please respect copyright.PENANAnl2uyQfQ5h
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。716Please respect copyright.PENANApWlCR9rDW1
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我們乘坐慢船。716Please respect copyright.PENANA4ckjuTb3kf
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,716Please respect copyright.PENANAOr1IzGcBzr
然後開展我們的「賭局」。716Please respect copyright.PENANAWW7ACL0n56
我們玩得有說有笑,716Please respect copyright.PENANA1FrCGbQIAo
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。716Please respect copyright.PENANAAo2n9uRsn5
我內心的景象,也是如此。716Please respect copyright.PENANAFDPhCiUeYe
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,716Please respect copyright.PENANAvFJbOzHzAo
尋得他們的燈光。716Please respect copyright.PENANAukMYrczYcu
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。716Please respect copyright.PENANAfJnDHhtA9D
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,716Please respect copyright.PENANAWQ6HeTsdvE
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,716Please respect copyright.PENANAzjV8XBOGIs
玩玩聊聊。716Please respect copyright.PENANAx2N6XCOT2w
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說716Please respect copyright.PENANA5Ad0iGTFi0
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說716Please respect copyright.PENANATxywjnTpys
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應716Please respect copyright.PENANAvCUbYJgMo4
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」716Please respect copyright.PENANAQuS1WLhbvr
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。716Please respect copyright.PENANA8dbfPyJmz4
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。716Please respect copyright.PENANAJhPSNvt04X
記得,716Please respect copyright.PENANArR3C066ImZ
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,716Please respect copyright.PENANAKyeMe4BEMA
四處找朋友拍照留念。716Please respect copyright.PENANAPm29FrQbdw
我,只是一個留級的同學,716Please respect copyright.PENANAuNLwUtsisZ
又不主動認識其他人,716Please respect copyright.PENANAS18JycTMxy
沒有人找上,也正常不過。716Please respect copyright.PENANA1T40wR3HMz
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。716Please respect copyright.PENANAcxZq6MnRU3
不過,716Please respect copyright.PENANArgSjH7Biqj
她對我已經……716Please respect copyright.PENANAD2IUPBL3a5
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,716Please respect copyright.PENANACdAmJol6dB
其實,716Please respect copyright.PENANAZZxeA3pzdo
心裡還是渴望著。716Please respect copyright.PENANAUKUQUWeDz3
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最終,都得到實現。716Please respect copyright.PENANAim6nwgwQy8
不過,716Please respect copyright.PENANAdS0hMYx1iX
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。716Please respect copyright.PENANAxsjjZw9XqQ
我不喜在她這樣的態度,716Please respect copyright.PENANAgCX1fgAMGw
不是想說她態度欠佳,716Please respect copyright.PENANADH1sQysZvo
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。716Please respect copyright.PENANAgbWMGPWH6U
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眼見面前一班好友,716Please respect copyright.PENANAharYs0CUjN
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。716Please respect copyright.PENANALwyRieKJ3C
過了好一段時間,716Please respect copyright.PENANAZayd3GTljz
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。716Please respect copyright.PENANAd3kSg0UQzo
偏偏在上山的時候,716Please respect copyright.PENANA7GYFNwHnCM
我突然感到一陣納悶,716Please respect copyright.PENANA4KS7hIUC2W
那刻,我在想,716Please respect copyright.PENANAdD0O2wEkrj
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?716Please respect copyright.PENANAZBkSYj2BfR
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。716Please respect copyright.PENANAWumx01pwQ0
良久,終於下山,716Please respect copyright.PENANAt6xDKlWQ5h
時間來到下午五時多,716Please respect copyright.PENANAzmXPh1v2rF
我不適的感覺重了,716Please respect copyright.PENANArWl4WFQt11
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,716Please respect copyright.PENANA5dePJHn12h
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。716Please respect copyright.PENANAkqLg4hpdf5
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終於舒暢了,716Please respect copyright.PENANAsioWvDgUN4
可惜,716Please respect copyright.PENANAh7GIOng57Z
過了不足兩小時,716Please respect copyright.PENANAfxBLan7AoN
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,716Please respect copyright.PENANAklamRp9ipS
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。716Please respect copyright.PENANAfVruXCht81
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。716Please respect copyright.PENANA5lJMbKOhEF
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。716Please respect copyright.PENANAAda22dspFy
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。716Please respect copyright.PENANApu8Gu7Qcgx
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲716Please respect copyright.PENANAldrnHpSBB1
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」716Please respect copyright.PENANAMiMHaje6QE
「回去好好休息吧。」716Please respect copyright.PENANAhgHve4wNAg
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。716Please respect copyright.PENANAydYUyreqrh
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。716Please respect copyright.PENANAkOrUcq84v6
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,716Please respect copyright.PENANAVbCXP05W25
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,716Please respect copyright.PENANAa057TeCDpb
無奈已經沒可能了。716Please respect copyright.PENANAPSvNuj5bCB
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晚上十時多,716Please respect copyright.PENANAAI4BlYGAZK
終於回到家裡,716Please respect copyright.PENANAaMx2QnQQaC
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,716Please respect copyright.PENANAMEjC1DrpeD
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,716Please respect copyright.PENANAdYKMOloZ0D
我,肚瀉了。716Please respect copyright.PENANAXLNSrX54VR
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,716Please respect copyright.PENANAL0Ka8QZdWq
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。716Please respect copyright.PENANAxFDdL2sYgK
本打算藉今天散散心,716Please respect copyright.PENANAKpSXu2a1od
卻又嘔又瀉。716Please respect copyright.PENANAF3NxBiKJiB
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。716Please respect copyright.PENANACEtsxjMVUs
閉起雙眼,716Please respect copyright.PENANAGchY7WTX5y
更見黑暗,716Please respect copyright.PENANATWSdUL43QT
更感孤寂。716Please respect copyright.PENANATl9wIEaqlZ
我,很想很想...716Please respect copyright.PENANAztboiD2yKw
很想痛哭一場。716Please respect copyright.PENANA1Av6dT8MEw
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。716Please respect copyright.PENANAPrcYLDLthC
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,716Please respect copyright.PENANA10qTWRCR1Q
但我卻無法哭一場。716Please respect copyright.PENANAqmRB4b7fkF
味苦,716Please respect copyright.PENANAX47jnsC60T
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,716Please respect copyright.PENANA9bmjAIElaa
辛苦。716Please respect copyright.PENANAlgbsDFtbwI
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,716Please respect copyright.PENANAz0QIcnDTF8
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,716Please respect copyright.PENANAgOx8byLq5b
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。716Please respect copyright.PENANAxH2r4l0z3x
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。716Please respect copyright.PENANAz9qhMIExV6
其實,我想不出一位。716Please respect copyright.PENANA9M91r4G0hF
其實,我身邊都沒有。716Please respect copyright.PENANApjA2beM9hE
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,716Please respect copyright.PENANAUcOv3hAIru
減下痛苦。716Please respect copyright.PENANAAxgJargKlH
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色716Please respect copyright.PENANAO5wKPTxbd3
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了716Please respect copyright.PENANAwv5EHGzTyS
你已經決定了 你已經決定了716Please respect copyright.PENANAKVRYrS3t3h
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著716Please respect copyright.PENANAZpkSYr1LUX
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了716Please respect copyright.PENANARL6EHE0Y38
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割716Please respect copyright.PENANAQ6RYGL5Woz
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色716Please respect copyright.PENANA83TNC0c0Cj
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了716Please respect copyright.PENANAzApFKpNo8v
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼716Please respect copyright.PENANAmtFYMHsdCs
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了716Please respect copyright.PENANAT6AVJEfrwL
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇716Please respect copyright.PENANAP5v3GxlaPF
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著716Please respect copyright.PENANAl3Ezf0lLnZ
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色716Please respect copyright.PENANANpjnFWoUt4
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了716Please respect copyright.PENANANAtgttmI50
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼716Please respect copyright.PENANA1MBcDsCGgm
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合716Please respect copyright.PENANAbQoPLNuAjI
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河716Please respect copyright.PENANArExkfVdqWw
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了716Please respect copyright.PENANAspI5dhSpRA
然後才後悔著716Please respect copyright.PENANAmJlLqzM2uV
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色716Please respect copyright.PENANA52YhbHihKS
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了716Please respect copyright.PENANA08UXVg6BCv
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼716Please respect copyright.PENANAxHhgwVsPKr
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合716Please respect copyright.PENANAuAsHg5wZXB
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河716Please respect copyright.PENANAsGoYb4wPjR
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了716Please respect copyright.PENANAVMl7DOHLvw
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色716Please respect copyright.PENANAwINJEphUhK
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢716Please respect copyright.PENANAmodYRxhyZe
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻716Please respect copyright.PENANAaYup30bKj2
重新開始活著716Please respect copyright.PENANAaypYWPdxZv
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《你,不是真正的快樂》716Please respect copyright.PENANAMYsEBWPuR4