1月14日,凌晨5時多。727Please respect copyright.PENANAPI8BwwJba4
天還是黑黑的,四周的住戶,內裡都是暗暗的。727Please respect copyright.PENANADeDofqSRur
大家都在熟睡中,727Please respect copyright.PENANABvM8lf7QfS
而我,卻不自覺的醒來,727Please respect copyright.PENANAkpHE5vqXd2
不自覺的再次想起她。727Please respect copyright.PENANAmdEl1ERWjX
我,很想長睡下去,727Please respect copyright.PENANA6GeVfboFd7
這至少可讓我不用面對一切殘酷的事實。727Please respect copyright.PENANAPNkSnnJAwj
我的心靈,亦可得到一點安息。727Please respect copyright.PENANAuvziIN65wr
無奈我閉上雙眼,一幕幕的情景又再湧現。727Please respect copyright.PENANAtslsYICyPV
電鋸留下的傷痕,又再破裂,727Please respect copyright.PENANA9kTNE8L57z
血水慢慢的滲出。727Please respect copyright.PENANARvqMF8ZBqP
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暗黑的天空,終於變淡為藍。727Please respect copyright.PENANAtPDvXXbdpw
我知,是時候為長洲之旅作最後的準備。727Please respect copyright.PENANAR51SHHXr8X
起來梳洗,727Please respect copyright.PENANACSM5aZRBA6
執拾行裝。727Please respect copyright.PENANAv6DfOiuOEN
準備與朋友集合。727Please respect copyright.PENANAbc47RyKkG6
我,有小鋒這班好朋友,727Please respect copyright.PENANAoFxd2tELrk
但再老友,也無法說出這數月來的心事。727Please respect copyright.PENANAQcL10TpGT3
有點可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。727Please respect copyright.PENANAlc7Z8NZg3P
或者一切都因為我的被動,727Please respect copyright.PENANAGujAe8AbRR
我的被動,導致我沒有很多的朋友,727Please respect copyright.PENANAs7b8ZhRTgp
導致我的失敗。727Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5srNDEF3J
727Please respect copyright.PENANArjpJBTw4Mb
若不是早已應邀,727Please respect copyright.PENANAmpRBhta7XI
我想,我還是留在家中,727Please respect copyright.PENANAXLZMDirXrc
白白的消磨時間。727Please respect copyright.PENANADKfmvjpLcn
能夠外出遊玩,或許就藉這個機會,727Please respect copyright.PENANALX2OCLhsE2
散散心,忘記這數月來的事。727Please respect copyright.PENANAqMnfdpmQ9Y
反正沒有做過什麼特別的事,727Please respect copyright.PENANAUjbIQ7d8xo
忘記了,對她也沒太大影響吧。727Please respect copyright.PENANAm8ioEOUmY2
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我們乘坐慢船。727Please respect copyright.PENANAtjxH8hajPs
踏上船後,我們找了個有利玩牌類遊戲的位置,727Please respect copyright.PENANA9VP2m7tz72
然後開展我們的「賭局」。727Please respect copyright.PENANABKKDOWudSo
我們玩得有說有笑,727Please respect copyright.PENANA7Zdplt67YE
而船外卻白蒙蒙一片。727Please respect copyright.PENANAN3HE3tKxoX
我內心的景象,也是如此。727Please respect copyright.PENANA7fhZU2tqTX
眼前有一班好友,卻無法在濃濃的白霧中,727Please respect copyright.PENANALH84nRfR0R
尋得他們的燈光。727Please respect copyright.PENANA9YoD2uCzps
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下船後,我們按著早已編排好的行程。727Please respect copyright.PENANAf77hBhovBw
先到不同的地方吃長洲的一些特色小吃,727Please respect copyright.PENANAaToYVHH6Ge
直到中午才到沙灘坐下,727Please respect copyright.PENANAqVcDIog3FG
玩玩聊聊。727Please respect copyright.PENANAp0EXvKmQom
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「欸,這個景不錯啊!在這裡拍個照吧。」小鋒說727Please respect copyright.PENANADOOxDDwEoC
「我們四個男人,拍什麼照,搞著女人的東西。」朋友甲說727Please respect copyright.PENANAE4KvTr0uZY
「留念啊,記錄我們的長洲遊啊,拍一張又不是很花時間。」小鋒回應727Please respect copyright.PENANAR1ecnQJlix
「好吧,好吧,就拍一拍。」727Please respect copyright.PENANASaYq7VpqzV
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就這樣拍下我們四人第一次外遊的照片。727Please respect copyright.PENANAGqybNzikwn
這樣的一個舉動,又再想起了她。727Please respect copyright.PENANA0RvXysNY6N
記得,727Please respect copyright.PENANAcHx3j7UdNm
聖誕假期前的數天,她與不少女同學一樣,727Please respect copyright.PENANAA6qv1YblhW
四處找朋友拍照留念。727Please respect copyright.PENANAbGMSgxUTfP
我,只是一個留級的同學,727Please respect copyright.PENANA4S0h55cQkO
又不主動認識其他人,727Please respect copyright.PENANAjz32IIXDiC
沒有人找上,也正常不過。727Please respect copyright.PENANARGqLoqGgEx
只是,我特別想跟她拍一張。727Please respect copyright.PENANAUNpau62hes
不過,727Please respect copyright.PENANAKn1HwP9XPZ
她對我已經……727Please respect copyright.PENANA97gjxtkPLy
我早就打消念頭,但話雖如此,727Please respect copyright.PENANAv6OeeZaPiu
其實,727Please respect copyright.PENANAuBtEGmYmPm
心裡還是渴望著。727Please respect copyright.PENANA5hxkGv9ktS
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最終,都得到實現。727Please respect copyright.PENANAIchgphRis0
不過,727Please respect copyright.PENANAS2pBIc8nBH
當時她單手指著我,然後示意出來。727Please respect copyright.PENANAIfXEcOMnTO
我不喜在她這樣的態度,727Please respect copyright.PENANAZqiVOjB9Dt
不是想說她態度欠佳,727Please respect copyright.PENANAEIMkaKHEz4
而是,我更加覺得,一切都可能是時候完結。727Please respect copyright.PENANABe1GXFQtPO
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眼見面前一班好友,727Please respect copyright.PENANA8MiCERWQ4M
我很快便專注眼前的遊戲。727Please respect copyright.PENANA7jeg3N0nLf
過了好一段時間,727Please respect copyright.PENANARvslT4bno9
我們決定上山走一回,遊歷這個長洲。727Please respect copyright.PENANAEmjVbrMnQ6
偏偏在上山的時候,727Please respect copyright.PENANAy6oGRk6jhK
我突然感到一陣納悶,727Please respect copyright.PENANAmKelGIdWo5
那刻,我在想,727Please respect copyright.PENANAc5yBXCHjYw
難道這就是我太想念她的後果?727Please respect copyright.PENANAwerbrxFmdW
我不知道,只覺這種狀態有點辛苦。727Please respect copyright.PENANATGsRHQ3Lo2
良久,終於下山,727Please respect copyright.PENANA36PCmnNT2M
時間來到下午五時多,727Please respect copyright.PENANAa12SIYPINL
我不適的感覺重了,727Please respect copyright.PENANALOeXDWVWIY
最終我還未來得及找洗手間,727Please respect copyright.PENANA9AbCucD6v4
便嘔下這天第一灘髒物。727Please respect copyright.PENANAPDoF8TMW4l
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終於舒暢了,727Please respect copyright.PENANAtdHZJH104s
可惜,727Please respect copyright.PENANAWDfXYzu9Sa
過了不足兩小時,727Please respect copyright.PENANAHcdjfU1fXr
我,又再次感到一陣納悶,727Please respect copyright.PENANAi4c8FgIkL2
最終又再嘔下一灘髒物。727Please respect copyright.PENANAS71s7QTDZd
再過一會兒,便吃晚飯。727Please respect copyright.PENANAnbLvgXUB6I
經過兩次嘔吐,我沒胃口吃了。727Please respect copyright.PENANAn9ejqWBU49
只是喝了數杯汽水,便一起回家了。727Please respect copyright.PENANApYEYLGa7uJ
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「阿仁,沒事嗎?」朋友甲727Please respect copyright.PENANAAvWOUXPRfz
「沒事,好多了。只是還怕再來。」727Please respect copyright.PENANAYhETDWJAd6
「回去好好休息吧。」727Please respect copyright.PENANARtWqhEDyG3
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若能由她說出這番話,就好了。727Please respect copyright.PENANAExD7pPUlIN
我猜,這是不可能的幻想。727Please respect copyright.PENANAo1uLLIBZL8
我相信,要是能博得她的關心,727Please respect copyright.PENANA35sOv64KJi
再嘔數十次,也是值得的,727Please respect copyright.PENANAa8980B068M
無奈已經沒可能了。727Please respect copyright.PENANAhYjAdAQ16n
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晚上十時多,727Please respect copyright.PENANA6fuRT0zoHt
終於回到家裡,727Please respect copyright.PENANAPeL7NeD3g2
洗澡後,本想好好的休息,727Please respect copyright.PENANAAdrol1cgeh
但,肚子又感到陣陣不適,727Please respect copyright.PENANA3EZVdKmoPW
我,肚瀉了。727Please respect copyright.PENANAR9ZBKhtNtw
來來回回的穿梭洗手間與房間,727Please respect copyright.PENANA2YMGTHUtYP
大約十一時,我躺在床上,細想著這數天的事。727Please respect copyright.PENANAuzdc97qb2S
本打算藉今天散散心,727Please respect copyright.PENANAQKgXDokpt3
卻又嘔又瀉。727Please respect copyright.PENANAShtrMDMaOA
身在分岔路,卻由殘酷指引明路。727Please respect copyright.PENANAOQKca4QhUX
閉起雙眼,727Please respect copyright.PENANARH133nRNJO
更見黑暗,727Please respect copyright.PENANAwyVneER2r0
更感孤寂。727Please respect copyright.PENANAESbQ62LayG
我,很想很想...727Please respect copyright.PENANAHUfzNQAxl0
很想痛哭一場。727Please respect copyright.PENANAPE9plLpNhH
瑟縮在床邊的我,流不下一點淚水。727Please respect copyright.PENANABrYyTABshH
哭泣,是為釋放冤屈的方法之一,727Please respect copyright.PENANAU0TQ0ukxso
但我卻無法哭一場。727Please respect copyright.PENANAtRaRu8RYBb
味苦,727Please respect copyright.PENANAqpAW8Mtwi6
感覺,就像那把悟空關著的五指山壓在胸前,727Please respect copyright.PENANAHrbhAxrOxU
辛苦。727Please respect copyright.PENANADCDzeSXEn8
整晚,就處於這種煎熬中,727Please respect copyright.PENANAv5YC0AiOEt
不論外與內,都是苦澀的味道,727Please respect copyright.PENANAWdEa8rc68I
中醫藥也比不上的苦澀味。727Please respect copyright.PENANAX0PM5tFOtN
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可恨我身邊沒太多能傾談心事的朋友。727Please respect copyright.PENANAI4DMDAKW5O
其實,我想不出一位。727Please respect copyright.PENANAoAdW8Q3hcQ
其實,我身邊都沒有。727Please respect copyright.PENANABIEQY2lgpH
唯有,讓時間來減下壓力,727Please respect copyright.PENANATPclNmZlCV
減下痛苦。727Please respect copyright.PENANArnDzrOEBqu
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人群中 哭著 你只想變成透明的顏色727Please respect copyright.PENANAkg9vlFSZ3G
你再也不會夢 或痛 或心動了727Please respect copyright.PENANAiFJCXASbYL
你已經決定了 你已經決定了727Please respect copyright.PENANAUokignG3l6
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你靜靜 忍著 緊緊把昨天在拳心握著727Please respect copyright.PENANA7AwCFJXdHy
而回憶越是甜 就是 越傷人了727Please respect copyright.PENANAocm067Hzne
越是在 手心留下 密密麻麻 深深淺淺的刀割727Please respect copyright.PENANA58cJQep50O
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色727Please respect copyright.PENANAeY6i1OKIhv
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了727Please respect copyright.PENANAq8fXtSQgw3
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼727Please respect copyright.PENANAPu4AnTIBnZ
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這世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了727Please respect copyright.PENANAYL0GBE4H6M
當生存是規則 不是 你的選擇727Please respect copyright.PENANARanUAfSRMY
於是你 含著眼淚 飄飄盪盪 跌跌撞撞的走著727Please respect copyright.PENANA37lO4kwhX6
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色727Please respect copyright.PENANAtqit3BpM9I
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了727Please respect copyright.PENANAYC31mSRVxk
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼727Please respect copyright.PENANAMLo4MVwG7h
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你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合727Please respect copyright.PENANAGdw7F1q0b5
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河727Please respect copyright.PENANAVADbllg1eD
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了727Please respect copyright.PENANAhuMeJKdlNI
然後才後悔著727Please respect copyright.PENANAmX23Dan1vM
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你不是真正的快樂 你的笑只是你穿的保護色727Please respect copyright.PENANAX91jNraJq9
你決定不恨了 也決定不愛了727Please respect copyright.PENANAKbdFKh7YWo
把你的靈魂 關在永遠 鎖上的軀殼727Please respect copyright.PENANAlFpPOpHTxl
727Please respect copyright.PENANA4JSz07rSy7
你不是真正的快樂 你的傷從不肯完全的癒合727Please respect copyright.PENANA6oi2NxhUdv
我站在你左側 卻像隔著銀河727Please respect copyright.PENANAIU8Hefbwyw
難道就真的 抱著遺憾 一直到老了727Please respect copyright.PENANAuClLBFmN8Q
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你值得真正的快樂 你應該脫下你穿的保護色727Please respect copyright.PENANAHGy7eh6YMX
為什麼失去了 還要被懲罰呢727Please respect copyright.PENANA3D4mOSiToE
能不能就讓 悲傷全部 結束在此刻727Please respect copyright.PENANAOOSoZM8lCA
重新開始活著727Please respect copyright.PENANAOXt5TcDtAx
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《你,不是真正的快樂》727Please respect copyright.PENANAlkgqijz4tY