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I wanted to go to Jude's house and rip his throat out.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7dMGW7aU4m
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That made me sound crazy, I know, but I was pissed. Slowly, as the anger ebbed away, I realized what I was missing. Or rather who. I slid down to the floor and my hands shook as I looked at them.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNCImJcAXJ
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Christian should have been here to see my rampage. He would have loved it.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfVWFh7JJK9
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I wondered where he was. I thought about going to see him. Maybe if I went, he wouldn't want to see me, and then I would come home in more of a mess than I already was.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD0HJAHwxgm
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Maybe it wasn't worth it.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQf20AauzAF
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Sighing as the anger left and was replaced with exhaustion, I stood up and went to lock the back door, only to find someone standing on the other side of it. My hand shook as I reached for the doorknob and turned it.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE4NdwWpYkB
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Christian stepped over the threshold, his eyes full of apology and something more, and wasted no time wrapped his arms around me and kissing me hard. My arms automatically went around his neck. His fingers were pressed into my skin, so tightly I thought they'd leave a mark, but I didn't care. Something inside me had repaired itself when I saw him.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOF25Da4c5T
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He pulled away from my mouth and buried his face in my hair. "I'm sorry," he whispered. "I'm so fucking sorry, Kendall."453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPXIfOPIOUt
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My head was resting against his chest, listening to his heartbeat. Regret sat in my gut and I wanted to tell him the truth about Jude. About the kiss. About what I found out. But I knew it wouldn't help anything right now, so I stayed quiet. We ended up on the living room couch, his hands everywhere all at once, his mouth still on mine.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XzUNP8tdO
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A slamming sound jarred me awake. I instantly panicked, realizing what was going on, and looked around. Christian was asleep beside me, his breathing soft, his arm draped across my stomach. Something slammed again, then a figure appeared in the space that connected this room to the kitchen.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGZBnesnF1e
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"What are you doing?" My mother asked angrily. "Who is that boy? ANSWER ME!" she screamed.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM9jFUkm4X
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Christian was startled enough to wake up. He blinked a few times and his eyes widened. He whispered, "Oh, fuck."453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBHX6DVxqt4
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"He's my boyfriend, mom." I glared at her and the bottle she held. She never would have yelled at me normally. She needed some help. "We weren't doing anything."453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxlOxGuv9pf
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She came close to me, reached down and slapped me across the face. My head snapped to the side and I let out a small cry. My mom, no matter how drunk she was, had never hit me in my entire life. My eyes burned with tears as I turned my head to look at her.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW7T3iVsfpk
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"Don't lie to me, you little bitch," she hissed. "I know what you're doing when I'm not home. Do you enjoying fucking all the boys in the town? You know why they do it, don't you? They feel bad for you. You're not much to look at and you don't have a father, so they feel sorry for you."453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡERXb4w7wbD
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That was when Christian chose to intervene. He climbed over me, stood in my way, and stared at my mom. I watched her watching him and I thought she was going to smack him to, but she didn't. She just kept staring at him, then her lip curled nastily.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4fdyz7w4vh
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"I want you out of here," she said, craning her neck to look at me. "I won't have you sleeping with every boy in my house. I want you gone by tonight."453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTqfkTRrYk
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When she left, I closed my eyes, my hands trembling. Christian sat beside me, put his hands against my shoulders, and started to lift me. "Come on," he said softly. "Let's go."453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPgqR00u32Y
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"She didn't mean it," I said, knowing it wasn't true. When you drank, your deepest desires and truths came out. "She just had a bad day, that's all."453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnd6zFGfqz1
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When my knees gave out on me, I didn't want to get up again. One of Christian's arms went around my middle, the other underneath my legs, and he carried me into the kitchen. My mom was standing at the sink, drowning another glass of alcohol. She didn't even turn around.453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡewott2w46X
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"You know," Christian began, "if you were a better mother, and not a monster, then maybe this wouldn't have happened. I've seen what drinking does to people and I don't like it. But I sure as hell wouldn't let you lay another finger on Kendall, so we're leaving. You're never going to see your daughter again, Mrs. Scott. I hope you're happy."453Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡstJk7z1ign
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As he walked out of the house with me in his arms, the glass my mom held could be heard shattering on the floor.