|| The Beginning of the End ||
Helpless is possibly the worst feeling a human being could feel.
Helpless as your life crumbles in front of your eyes. Helpless to only watch the screams of agony of another feeling, breathing human, as they break under the burden of life and crumble to nothing. But in that screwed little heart of yours, deep down, there's a monster in the corner. It's the part of you that, when learning of someone else's tragedies, you feel a little happier.
You feel a little happier that you're not the only one whose life has turned to shit. You're not the only one who's failed your goals, fallen into a depression, or snapped under the trials of life. And now, when all that's left in life for you now is to break even more, you won't be alone. No, this time you'll both break. Together.
But you weren't always like this, were you?
The first blow always hits the hardest. The blow is shattering, life-changing even. And as you stumble to catch your breath, the next one hits. Then the next one. And when the dust finally clears you're all alone, beaten and bloody on the ground.
And when you finally pick yourself up, you've changed.
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Everyone changes. Sometimes a change is so gradual that no one notices until it's too late.
This is my story.
Sincerely, Anna Rose.
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