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2154年12月31日，下午四點，政治中心A區682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7aiwyrbLf
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「三爺，今天提早結束，要返回十一塔嗎？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcufecZYxuW
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一年的最後一天，李央提前結束所有行程，一個人坐在自駕車中。今天的A區在下雪，李央看著窗外潔白的世界，思緒飄回很久、很久以前，那個和雪一樣、白色的房間。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡngNqF2zUu7
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他沒有父母──應該說，李央不知道自己算不算「人」。他有生老病死，也經歷過幼兒、青少年、成年；然而，李央的誕生出自「人為」，孕育他的不是羊水，而是實驗室的培養液。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLTnrDx1ixn
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李昂、李康、李央……以及被稱為「遠親」的李門成員，生命都來自同一人的DNA。因為基因「純正」，他和李昂、李康以兄弟相稱，被指派為李門的領導，要做的事情只有一件：服從高宇維。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSslesAoGu8
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他和李康，是同一天誕生的兩個生命。十五歲前，他們被關在白色的、二十坪大的房間。那裡沒有窗戶，門打不開，他和李康一起生活，每天「被觀察」、「被檢測」、「數值是否正常」；但李央不嚮往外面的世界，房裡有很多書籍，日子並不無聊。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEhSngef7gr
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而且李康也在。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWME7JRYXFb
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「央，幫我拿黃色。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr587mwQJSs
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「央，我的藍筆在哪？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tm0szneXJ
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「央，你有看到紅色嗎？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzPG50DM73T
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「央，綠色，在你旁邊。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy0LawWxzql
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他的哥哥──那個金髮、紅眼，和他一點也不像的哥哥，很喜歡畫畫。三歲用蠟筆，八歲用水彩，十二歲用壓克力顏料。白色的牆壁、地板，每天都被李康畫得亂七八糟，但到了隔天，房間又會完好如初，變很乾淨。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCoUJk7VTKr
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「央，我的紫色──」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqd6Wl5ck0n
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「你自己拿，不要吵我。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4kFKwjSGA
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十二歲，李康坐在梯子上，身上沾滿亂七八糟的顏料；李央趴在床上看書，不想理他。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VswlEtIpg
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「央，幫個忙。」李康拜託他：「我的紫色用完了，你找找，床底下還有一瓶。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmbgJDxiqI
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「不要！」李央拿著書，背對他，「我跟你說過了，用完的顏料不要亂丟，你自己去找！」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGIq3sbjzt
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李央討厭哥哥──跟李康說話，他內心的感受很複雜、說不上來，那讓李央非常煩躁。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUDNYdNpMy
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李康沒有生氣。他從梯子上下來，不管衣服和手都是顏料，竟直接爬上白色的床，這讓李央很生氣。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0XjsppUloH
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「喂！你先去洗──」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclAWQA2PZl
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還沒說完，他的話被李康的嘴堵住。哥哥勾著他的下巴，不論金色的頭髮、紅色的眼睛，或那漂亮的五官……都離他好近。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKScYmjfb9H
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「……嘻。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03POiE5Z96
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結束那個吻，李康的手撐在床上，白色的床單被顏料弄髒──李央的衣服也是。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSyPK52Rf1
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「央。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnwrRJCbo5Z
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李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QsRpMm7LH
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「用不著武裝，你全身是破綻。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCaQrpsZHcN
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李央很生氣。他一把推開哥哥，將李康從床上打下去。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpDIqyTaTfU
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「……我要去洗澡。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGiglRF8mMK
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身上有哥哥的顏料，李央無法忍受，走向浴室，「你不准進來！」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNDRO26y7Ys
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關上浴室的門、脫掉衣服……他知道，哥哥是藝術家，任性的藝術家不受束縛。不管他說什麼，李康還是照樣進來、照樣碰他，李央無法抗拒。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx274PuPKEb
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自駕車正在播放鋼琴曲。李央聽著音樂，記得這首歌的名字，叫作〈嵐之海〉。這不是歡快的歌，相反，旋律很壓抑，音樂從慢到快、從快到急，高音與低音交錯，就像海上的暴風雨，輪流搶奪主旋律。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjV8WW0l3Vn
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──作為第二代，做好第二代的事。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIliINsCJC8
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他想到大哥──腦中響起李昂的聲音。李昂很早誕生，早在李央十五歲、和他第一次見面時，大哥就掌管了李門，將十一塔管理得井然有序。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18wxltOvPE
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李央不討厭大哥；相反，他的人生自從遇見李昂，才真正有了重心。和個性嚴謹、要求甚高的大哥工作，李央的生活開始運轉，藉此拉開與李康的距離，也消除了不少雜念。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHIRVpQOxF
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他常常想：如果李昂和他們同齡、也生活在那個房間，李央的人生不會變成這樣。那十五年，李康成為他的心魔──哭啊，喊啊，愛啊，恨啊，一輩子也跨不過的，心魔。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuPdbkt2nz9
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──讓他瘋的不是病，是更複雜的東西。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJu23RIPTV0
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀……隨著〈嵐之海〉的旋律，李央的回憶開始變色。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5lWrI8WgN
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二十五歲，李康第一次發病。起初只是恍神、頭痛，接著幻聽、胡言亂語，病情一陣一陣。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhhIPVcTxp
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「請妳給我一個目標……」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNzQx1pLwA2
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「誰都好，我想成為那個『非你不可』……」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbnlgZ9s3y
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李康總是念著這兩句，沒有人聽懂──除了李昂和李央。他們找到高宇維，高宇維將李門的命運，囊括成那四個字：682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoV1paA3Dp
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「『紅心傑克』。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtDBcMgsEfe
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高宇維沒有起伏的聲音，透過投影視窗傳來──682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCkquduuyPw
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「李康的基因最好。打從出生，就知道他是繼承人。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdi4BnH7x2E
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「他瘋，是因為他在掙扎、在抗拒。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3jkdFed2Y
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這是他們的命，他們就是為此誕生。李昂和李央別無他法，只能靜靜觀察，幸好李康發作頻率不高，一個月一次。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcInaDLGQLI
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「哥，是我。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8SsvQjXgEi
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二十六歲，已經習慣李門生活的李央，敲了敲李康的房門。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnnsj9TFI6x
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「怎麼了？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzCCsJiJWs
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李康開門，披著一件黑色的披肩，看著比自己高的弟弟。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGYhUJLOYR
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相反，李央視線飄移，不敢看哥哥的臉。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM691h3n0lU
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「只是……想說聲恭喜。」李央很難開口，說話斷斷續續：「恭喜你，要結婚了。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7mmBYnY3rs
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「三更半夜過來，只說這個？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9A7KfrhHGi
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「不，我……」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvtLDEvbqkL
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「說笑的。」李康微笑，後退一步，「我的房間隨時歡迎你，進來吧。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1udGHxf9dA
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為什麼要來找他、為什麼就這麼進去……李央至今仍想不明白。他走到哥哥凌亂的房間，桌上散落畫筆、顏料，牆上擺了許多作品，有單純的風景畫，也有看不懂的抽象畫。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJDWxdKDeDg
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「哥，身體還好嗎？」李央看著他的背影，問。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcz9TN74xP5
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「還行。」李康回答：「聲音變少了。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8aL1kKQHZ
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「聲音？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzoue6V23Ym
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「『紅心傑克』。」李康走到陽台，「他常常跟我說話。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQw8MRsQwg
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李央跟著哥哥的腳步，來到陽台。當時是夏天，晚風涼爽，眼前一片燈火闌珊，李央看著看著，轉頭，不小心瞥了一眼──對上哥哥的視線。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiDfB9c4jkQ
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「央。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIVEpfmU0qm
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夜晚，李康的金髮和他的披肩，隨著晚風徐徐飄逸。李央心知不妙，原本要轉頭，下巴卻被李康抓住──力道一點也不溫柔，很暴力。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ32wupDFBTM
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「跟以前一樣。」李康說：「你總是不看我。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXJhFSJxaME
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「我沒有……」李央的聲音越來越小。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0QsZmKk4v
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「少裝了，你全身是破綻。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6WESwwt2i4
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又來了──李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyVRqwL0BS5
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「我從來沒有強迫你。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43Zk5M3aet
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「是你，自己來找我的。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQJLVbLtpYJ
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被哥哥紅色的眼睛凝視，李央的話卡在喉嚨，發不出聲。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpxYpljhtn
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「央。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMfvlDtoWAa
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李康又叫他的名字。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRrnpo2Xru0
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「我要結婚了；也可能再過不久，我就會死了……但沒關係。無論你遇到誰、什麼事，你都會想起我，在相似的人身上看到我，而且你將無法控制自己，情不自禁地重複我對你做的事……然後，當你得逞了、淪陷了，你也永遠是我的了。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZblRNJayyh
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「……。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp7eFS8KejL
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李康是頂尖的狩獵者，獵物會自己來到他的身邊；就算他消失，也不擔心，因為李央不會逃走，反而會尋找他的痕跡，一輩子困在被狩獵的陰影。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7B8IFGEYC
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「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyzz89DxJe
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW8WKqrMCc6
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二十六歲，李康有了第一個孩子，叫做博洋。他是純潔的孩子，不知道李康是什麼樣的人，父親在他心中猶如光芒。父子倆感情融洽，李康常常教博洋畫畫，然而──682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1xfTLliOt
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUrki6UXwKa
「小叔！小叔！」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEAIeGoVn1X
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWFDEd9MzF
剛學會說話的博洋，匆匆忙忙跑來李央的書房，看起來嚇得不輕。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0IbmZDMxIy
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3kcbMeju2
「爸爸……爸爸他……！」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9VwypUtf8S
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMMxWj7ufV
李央知道發生什麼。他抱著姪子，跑去永遠歡迎他的那個房間。李康在一堆書和紙中，東翻西翻，不知道在找什麼。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1z6CGgZ0uf
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8A26VgnuJc
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpwoCYjFST
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizn8dcWcCW
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOExzDjsO86
「……在哪裡？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9GG1UtMMlo
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfroMHOFkIX
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYfrJl1BDq
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWS8JCIL2Is
「應該有的……應該有的……」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLEjolUjX0W
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0P8ST80hO9
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ36VwfvbEFI
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDL55ulsa9j
「黑色的……他給我的……在哪裡……？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpkBe3UNCwv
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhl2LXNheH3
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHrdyQpBt9d
博洋出生後，李康發作的頻率越來越高，彷彿變成另一個人，常常像這樣、不知道在找什麼，嘴裡念念有詞，在地毯爬來爬去。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlqt7juu55
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEFbeXLtKt6
「博洋，你先回房間。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMPb9K56dI
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMutF3bGJm4
李央將姪子放回地上，告訴他：「在我說好前，都不可以過來，知道嗎？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGQrmeSSoK
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmX3QDNO4JJ
博洋哭著點頭，乖乖離開。李央走向書堆中的哥哥，蹲下。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh6mLEjvOIP
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pGdvEnzhw
「哥，是我，能聽到我的聲音嗎？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWSOeT4GtQH
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVLW7urO8Dp
李央出乎預料冷靜。李康什麼也聽不見，依然趴在紙堆中，不停地「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」，空洞的眼睛看不見弟弟，什麼也看不見。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2LZxUJgbVv
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhV94Fo7k73
「哥，我在這。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP34pXhD4Qv
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJXWd5EGbr
李央伸手，抓住李康的肩膀。哥哥沒有掙扎，反而乖乖地、在李央面前坐下來，好像被抽走靈魂，沒有表情，也沒有動作。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7i2QMr0MfZ
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVbyN4tYWG
「我帶你去休息，站得起來嗎？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq8uUEYuJEM
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp0BLs4vjO1
李央扶著哥哥、走到床邊。李康像散掉的布偶，兩眼呆滯地躺到床上，嘴巴時開時闔、斷斷續續念著：682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4DUtzRrMK4
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡogqbyJCRTI
「誰都好……我想成為那個『非你不可』……」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbtsFNp4Xn
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rkk9cQ7uX
「……。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcdUdHCOQ3X
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4y8B496j82
李央不說話，看著那漂亮的金髮，看著那精緻的五官，他想起小時候，兩人在那個房間生活，李康叫他拿紫色的顏料。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwqmUWFgCV
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpnjA1NBj8
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VhbUDid2z
「……哥。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLZoy23n8fW
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdVaxyYGMN
「我討厭你。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQreWWD8Yi
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7EHKUICjNp
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzK646CvzVG
反正聽不見、也不會回話，李央趁這時候，將卡在喉嚨的話，一次說出口：682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsP0PJWvtSg
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIeW6cFBi86
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「我討厭你碰我、討厭你對我笑、討厭你對我做的事，也討厭明明很討厭、卻不反抗的自己。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwDVBqqlhwI
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Cn6PWbAPA
「你說的對，你從來沒有強迫我，都是我去找你，或讓你來找我。我們從出生就在一起，我不習慣沒有你，也沒辦法將你戒掉。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvgzCheTUo
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpbpVACAjTy
「對，我到處是破綻。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3Y9hIYOdX
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0d1vjfmabB
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGkd9Y3CQMS
沙沙沙──沙沙沙──682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMx01Pq9hC
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqNUXJEwcc
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCEG4H8dCR
「我討厭那個聲音。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVY7wkF6VZW
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2c7G8OaIWo
「意味著──我又回來了，回來找你。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeckWKv8I7N
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEHoSikoX87
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTd1orjeBoQ
李康是毒。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ0z10NgiLW
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaj2tS8YVK
讓他越陷越深的毒。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgts2PJpyzb
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQcFGP5MVaJ
該死的毒癮，根本戒不掉。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwmXOi68wFw
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5NbvODfl6
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeCl6fNv7qz
他不滿「紅心傑克」，立志將這一切推翻，擺脫身為第二代的宿命；然而，比起看不見的宿命，他認為李康更可怕。那個人塑造了他、成就了他、傷害了他……就算死，李康也變成顏料，沾在李央的身體裡。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOyfTgeaPae
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUMtnLWwf5
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvwbEKsut49
「……。」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjs1edLVL5r
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682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMycVysoye
安靜、忍耐、醞釀、爆發……〈嵐之海〉狂奏起來。除了那幅巨大的畫，李康留下兩個兒子，其中一個離開李門；另一個，和李康簡直一模一樣。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPPFFOdq3s
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpw5B290KGg
「小叔，你怎麼了？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4Moz1o6xL
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7z5SjqcLy
三十八歲。他看著七歲的李晴煬，除了頭髮顏色，五官、身形、眼睛，都和他記憶中的哥哥，完全一致。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjvQsBfEAP
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpVBeN0CCtO
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNMspZANsBM
「小叔？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8BumOgXazD
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──央。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUmUmzhg0SE
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡABaT484M4o
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZymU2E42s
「我臉上有什麼嗎？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9OHxOefHde
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnyWdxNS5B7
──全是破綻。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2pD5mwf0w
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCw4DQJWcr
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT0wUHUtkjI
「對了，小叔叫我看的書，我今天看完了喔！」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxL0kYSCd81
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwpz9STzzOe
──我從來沒有強迫你。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaX8mrNYmPy
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe1k3bgtZS1
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtXMNJCKeen
「小叔明天，可以來找我嗎？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjum0anmGI0
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7NTbpGrzW0
──是你，自己來找我的。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQXA8beTJc1
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreBA0d1IH7
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDIIKDWdmg
李康是毒，是心魔，是狩獵者。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6utH4X4EKV
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhJRHDOQrn
他會在相似的人身上，看見李康。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqiXGMaWCJ
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKzSglgmNNA
並且，無法控制自己。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzq306kUbZt
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqmXymGpX9y
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡolyQO0fC4a
「小叔……？」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2QA2ojZlq
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5bfAovPDfI
──情不自禁。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg92cONCivR
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7QVnNKVLV0
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ03L78ddyzz
「不…不要，不要！」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq1mXomM1pN
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRzevqSR9zu
──重複我對你做的事。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRanwyZtbLj
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyIk3r8R3uG
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqMU6ExcT2
「小叔……不要這樣，我好怕……！」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkxioL73RJw
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmob8LXkvui
──當你得逞了、淪陷了。682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJq1dhpk1v
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFwzsmkYtAW
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsnzmVaDBUL
「嗚…哼……嗯啊…哼嗯……！」682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR8oUSCwJu
682Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqMDGW2e4fA
──你也，永遠是我的了。8964 copyright protection678ＰＥＮＡＮＡPcYebR0iiK 維尼

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