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2154年12月31日，下午四點，政治中心A區685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmO6R9H7NrW
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「三爺，今天提早結束，要返回十一塔嗎？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaSTS0hbk8
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一年的最後一天，李央提前結束所有行程，一個人坐在自駕車中。今天的A區在下雪，李央看著窗外潔白的世界，思緒飄回很久、很久以前，那個和雪一樣、白色的房間。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbEYsWilOP
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他沒有父母──應該說，李央不知道自己算不算「人」。他有生老病死，也經歷過幼兒、青少年、成年；然而，李央的誕生出自「人為」，孕育他的不是羊水，而是實驗室的培養液。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCkYIxTa9t
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李昂、李康、李央……以及被稱為「遠親」的李門成員，生命都來自同一人的DNA。因為基因「純正」，他和李昂、李康以兄弟相稱，被指派為李門的領導，要做的事情只有一件：服從高宇維。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUy2hGOf5qP
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他和李康，是同一天誕生的兩個生命。十五歲前，他們被關在白色的、二十坪大的房間。那裡沒有窗戶，門打不開，他和李康一起生活，每天「被觀察」、「被檢測」、「數值是否正常」；但李央不嚮往外面的世界，房裡有很多書籍，日子並不無聊。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKBtjIi2OlT
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而且李康也在。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEBDQtnt9en
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「央，幫我拿黃色。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxKRiTybr5
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「央，我的藍筆在哪？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJKYsxWehd
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「央，你有看到紅色嗎？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzrzLX649ZZ
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「央，綠色，在你旁邊。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiaPUwqxsny
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他的哥哥──那個金髮、紅眼，和他一點也不像的哥哥，很喜歡畫畫。三歲用蠟筆，八歲用水彩，十二歲用壓克力顏料。白色的牆壁、地板，每天都被李康畫得亂七八糟，但到了隔天，房間又會完好如初，變很乾淨。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡELBKHhFtLg
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「央，我的紫色──」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWw2iZz0fXU
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「你自己拿，不要吵我。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcssOIc27s0
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十二歲，李康坐在梯子上，身上沾滿亂七八糟的顏料；李央趴在床上看書，不想理他。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoX852bm92x
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「央，幫個忙。」李康拜託他：「我的紫色用完了，你找找，床底下還有一瓶。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRusSDwRSrH
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「不要！」李央拿著書，背對他，「我跟你說過了，用完的顏料不要亂丟，你自己去找！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsICzCfAFJj
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李央討厭哥哥──跟李康說話，他內心的感受很複雜、說不上來，那讓李央非常煩躁。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVZPfasnqBE
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李康沒有生氣。他從梯子上下來，不管衣服和手都是顏料，竟直接爬上白色的床，這讓李央很生氣。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjEuNz14zP7
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「喂！你先去洗──」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG41ViaABH5
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還沒說完，他的話被李康的嘴堵住。哥哥勾著他的下巴，不論金色的頭髮、紅色的眼睛，或那漂亮的五官……都離他好近。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ThfRh3lGD
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「……嘻。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqnV10sRQs6
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結束那個吻，李康的手撐在床上，白色的床單被顏料弄髒──李央的衣服也是。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡevWCsyYQDd
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「央。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCO0KSjvCB1
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李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTvXzPFktz
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「用不著武裝，你全身是破綻。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmtRLu20Ih
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李央很生氣。他一把推開哥哥，將李康從床上打下去。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVBib6Akxqv
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「……我要去洗澡。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8wT1Rz47b
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身上有哥哥的顏料，李央無法忍受，走向浴室，「你不准進來！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqk9bIjEUzA
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關上浴室的門、脫掉衣服……他知道，哥哥是藝術家，任性的藝術家不受束縛。不管他說什麼，李康還是照樣進來、照樣碰他，李央無法抗拒。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOpEWrlgSB3
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自駕車正在播放鋼琴曲。李央聽著音樂，記得這首歌的名字，叫作〈嵐之海〉。這不是歡快的歌，相反，旋律很壓抑，音樂從慢到快、從快到急，高音與低音交錯，就像海上的暴風雨，輪流搶奪主旋律。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikYHNS8Ozd
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──作為第二代，做好第二代的事。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu7GFzLgmXR
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他想到大哥──腦中響起李昂的聲音。李昂很早誕生，早在李央十五歲、和他第一次見面時，大哥就掌管了李門，將十一塔管理得井然有序。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4uHmjfxvIr
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李央不討厭大哥；相反，他的人生自從遇見李昂，才真正有了重心。和個性嚴謹、要求甚高的大哥工作，李央的生活開始運轉，藉此拉開與李康的距離，也消除了不少雜念。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvq8XnfOcay
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他常常想：如果李昂和他們同齡、也生活在那個房間，李央的人生不會變成這樣。那十五年，李康成為他的心魔──哭啊，喊啊，愛啊，恨啊，一輩子也跨不過的，心魔。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡop9l77rwab
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──讓他瘋的不是病，是更複雜的東西。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcqa7tRJncy
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀……隨著〈嵐之海〉的旋律，李央的回憶開始變色。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE6pSROB3mT
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二十五歲，李康第一次發病。起初只是恍神、頭痛，接著幻聽、胡言亂語，病情一陣一陣。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExztZ1u0Qz
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「請妳給我一個目標……」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQTJ0B5RGa
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「誰都好，我想成為那個『非你不可』……」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4zX1MKsTfD
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李康總是念著這兩句，沒有人聽懂──除了李昂和李央。他們找到高宇維，高宇維將李門的命運，囊括成那四個字：685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKJ2HtvgrRx
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「『紅心傑克』。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpdFEBCcHwd
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高宇維沒有起伏的聲音，透過投影視窗傳來──685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtmbClEfSUJ
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「李康的基因最好。打從出生，就知道他是繼承人。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAdNG7JQUg
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「他瘋，是因為他在掙扎、在抗拒。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAPh5YhcTf6
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這是他們的命，他們就是為此誕生。李昂和李央別無他法，只能靜靜觀察，幸好李康發作頻率不高，一個月一次。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlPoIKOFoQz
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「哥，是我。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXrlB1z9K7
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二十六歲，已經習慣李門生活的李央，敲了敲李康的房門。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriMU6aJ46j
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「怎麼了？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJExUMJiu6v
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李康開門，披著一件黑色的披肩，看著比自己高的弟弟。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFa7igGtr2u
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相反，李央視線飄移，不敢看哥哥的臉。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZfip9FENJ
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「只是……想說聲恭喜。」李央很難開口，說話斷斷續續：「恭喜你，要結婚了。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kgxcjT5Zl
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「三更半夜過來，只說這個？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtzrKqVxQiA
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「不，我……」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5mp5Fuj3bF
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「說笑的。」李康微笑，後退一步，「我的房間隨時歡迎你，進來吧。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHPmPXzQZj
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為什麼要來找他、為什麼就這麼進去……李央至今仍想不明白。他走到哥哥凌亂的房間，桌上散落畫筆、顏料，牆上擺了許多作品，有單純的風景畫，也有看不懂的抽象畫。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrXRZrqSiZw
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「哥，身體還好嗎？」李央看著他的背影，問。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCKYebed131
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「還行。」李康回答：「聲音變少了。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIoH0kAMe5Q
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「聲音？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw41jAikrZr
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「『紅心傑克』。」李康走到陽台，「他常常跟我說話。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbu3wEUkey
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李央跟著哥哥的腳步，來到陽台。當時是夏天，晚風涼爽，眼前一片燈火闌珊，李央看著看著，轉頭，不小心瞥了一眼──對上哥哥的視線。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUi1de34inL
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「央。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtU50aZ5GR
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夜晚，李康的金髮和他的披肩，隨著晚風徐徐飄逸。李央心知不妙，原本要轉頭，下巴卻被李康抓住──力道一點也不溫柔，很暴力。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqjENPTdKHd
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「跟以前一樣。」李康說：「你總是不看我。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9AEglHnDc
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「我沒有……」李央的聲音越來越小。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZc1Jd4HeG
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「少裝了，你全身是破綻。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPURMqyfSYq
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又來了──李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgcIMcr7pk
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「我從來沒有強迫你。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpc9wa6j0s
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「是你，自己來找我的。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRY6c7W0XYK
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被哥哥紅色的眼睛凝視，李央的話卡在喉嚨，發不出聲。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeae8fo6F5
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「央。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfuAhAEAcU
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李康又叫他的名字。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsSCUxdl1j
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「我要結婚了；也可能再過不久，我就會死了……但沒關係。無論你遇到誰、什麼事，你都會想起我，在相似的人身上看到我，而且你將無法控制自己，情不自禁地重複我對你做的事……然後，當你得逞了、淪陷了，你也永遠是我的了。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI0V3GWRLrG
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「……。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOWhqs2swBM
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李康是頂尖的狩獵者，獵物會自己來到他的身邊；就算他消失，也不擔心，因為李央不會逃走，反而會尋找他的痕跡，一輩子困在被狩獵的陰影。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX5vAwgHDVn
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「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz6DbX6sl0
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二十六歲，李康有了第一個孩子，叫做博洋。他是純潔的孩子，不知道李康是什麼樣的人，父親在他心中猶如光芒。父子倆感情融洽，李康常常教博洋畫畫，然而──685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VSRpf2soe
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「小叔！小叔！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ko3lXnDzM
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剛學會說話的博洋，匆匆忙忙跑來李央的書房，看起來嚇得不輕。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvJSGAVA9fF
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「爸爸……爸爸他……！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzd3pZdQqRu
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李央知道發生什麼。他抱著姪子，跑去永遠歡迎他的那個房間。李康在一堆書和紙中，東翻西翻，不知道在找什麼。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE9RfpblxZT
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3nEvCCL1e
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「……在哪裡？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkAfKLU3TP
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvpPIyIi8Iw
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「應該有的……應該有的……」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7CjSI1VPx7
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51boqueSQD
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「黑色的……他給我的……在哪裡……？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49vr2VjbJE
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博洋出生後，李康發作的頻率越來越高，彷彿變成另一個人，常常像這樣、不知道在找什麼，嘴裡念念有詞，在地毯爬來爬去。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeEzYmp3hY
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「博洋，你先回房間。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg2A5LIOaK
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李央將姪子放回地上，告訴他：「在我說好前，都不可以過來，知道嗎？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnaAwLdlNVD
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博洋哭著點頭，乖乖離開。李央走向書堆中的哥哥，蹲下。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu9WEYXwLLn
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「哥，是我，能聽到我的聲音嗎？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ70r0e1patx
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李央出乎預料冷靜。李康什麼也聽不見，依然趴在紙堆中，不停地「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」，空洞的眼睛看不見弟弟，什麼也看不見。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZYcSYNZQAg
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「哥，我在這。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAtpaejK1d
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李央伸手，抓住李康的肩膀。哥哥沒有掙扎，反而乖乖地、在李央面前坐下來，好像被抽走靈魂，沒有表情，也沒有動作。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfbc67D8zp
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「我帶你去休息，站得起來嗎？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgM06LBkBhB
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李央扶著哥哥、走到床邊。李康像散掉的布偶，兩眼呆滯地躺到床上，嘴巴時開時闔、斷斷續續念著：685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwd4SpLYIzv
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「誰都好……我想成為那個『非你不可』……」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi6mloh4c04
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「……。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1foMmsEgrb
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李央不說話，看著那漂亮的金髮，看著那精緻的五官，他想起小時候，兩人在那個房間生活，李康叫他拿紫色的顏料。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOT7dJWNAW8
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「……哥。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDf0IBhQiHK
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「我討厭你。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CcYLfFxqs
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反正聽不見、也不會回話，李央趁這時候，將卡在喉嚨的話，一次說出口：685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy43NMDsyiB
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「我討厭你碰我、討厭你對我笑、討厭你對我做的事，也討厭明明很討厭、卻不反抗的自己。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFBstvMAnCP
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「你說的對，你從來沒有強迫我，都是我去找你，或讓你來找我。我們從出生就在一起，我不習慣沒有你，也沒辦法將你戒掉。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzwSLMnUIl
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「對，我到處是破綻。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiUFdPfPg1
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBch9QoJ4V
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「我討厭那個聲音。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYmCZzfODE
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「意味著──我又回來了，回來找你。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMwRA6bSuW
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李康是毒。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYzl7VtHMLQ
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讓他越陷越深的毒。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1MWTKluqUo
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該死的毒癮，根本戒不掉。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00OuH6XC0k
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他不滿「紅心傑克」，立志將這一切推翻，擺脫身為第二代的宿命；然而，比起看不見的宿命，他認為李康更可怕。那個人塑造了他、成就了他、傷害了他……就算死，李康也變成顏料，沾在李央的身體裡。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8mAUJeZDBS
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「……。」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOdyh58Cky
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀、爆發……〈嵐之海〉狂奏起來。除了那幅巨大的畫，李康留下兩個兒子，其中一個離開李門；另一個，和李康簡直一模一樣。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGsN6h6UwYF
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「小叔，你怎麼了？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaN5IieJE6N
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三十八歲。他看著七歲的李晴煬，除了頭髮顏色，五官、身形、眼睛，都和他記憶中的哥哥，完全一致。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIUo85numqE
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「小叔？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuikN8bjSpl
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──央。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yJwnGncRa
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「我臉上有什麼嗎？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GRBBoNyxo
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──全是破綻。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIJ1pNz0bvP
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「對了，小叔叫我看的書，我今天看完了喔！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRqq0hPR9iW
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──我從來沒有強迫你。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkx4WaMF6Ar
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「小叔明天，可以來找我嗎？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEzlaMyKrwe
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──是你，自己來找我的。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfkFuCLZTz
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李康是毒，是心魔，是狩獵者。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjmQQvvmeyd
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他會在相似的人身上，看見李康。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfCmRb1o2b
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並且，無法控制自己。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAs6peUwYzV
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「小叔……？」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXDwMsX6Ahe
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──情不自禁。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWceT7imML
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「不…不要，不要！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2nA2o3wdM
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──重複我對你做的事。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCqkIQdbrv
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「小叔……不要這樣，我好怕……！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3y7Aj94ioL
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──當你得逞了、淪陷了。685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdJeUctkHL
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「嗚…哼……嗯啊…哼嗯……！」685Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡci3Sj77dK1
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──你也，永遠是我的了。8964 copyright protection681ＰＥＮＡＮＡTalkm1qiyO 維尼

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