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2154年12月31日，下午四點，政治中心A區691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNN5dthTjyx
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「三爺，今天提早結束，要返回十一塔嗎？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8aGn283n9C
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一年的最後一天，李央提前結束所有行程，一個人坐在自駕車中。今天的A區在下雪，李央看著窗外潔白的世界，思緒飄回很久、很久以前，那個和雪一樣、白色的房間。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoj8CslYsMV
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他沒有父母──應該說，李央不知道自己算不算「人」。他有生老病死，也經歷過幼兒、青少年、成年；然而，李央的誕生出自「人為」，孕育他的不是羊水，而是實驗室的培養液。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWIEP0kjELU
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李昂、李康、李央……以及被稱為「遠親」的李門成員，生命都來自同一人的DNA。因為基因「純正」，他和李昂、李康以兄弟相稱，被指派為李門的領導，要做的事情只有一件：服從高宇維。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4uM0xVsoL
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他和李康，是同一天誕生的兩個生命。十五歲前，他們被關在白色的、二十坪大的房間。那裡沒有窗戶，門打不開，他和李康一起生活，每天「被觀察」、「被檢測」、「數值是否正常」；但李央不嚮往外面的世界，房裡有很多書籍，日子並不無聊。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIsldsnZVMg
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而且李康也在。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5xbdznpiWw
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「央，幫我拿黃色。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrDniTYgrS
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「央，我的藍筆在哪？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdU9qArqWhQ
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「央，你有看到紅色嗎？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaqKcpuskyw
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「央，綠色，在你旁邊。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNSEqV34T9x
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他的哥哥──那個金髮、紅眼，和他一點也不像的哥哥，很喜歡畫畫。三歲用蠟筆，八歲用水彩，十二歲用壓克力顏料。白色的牆壁、地板，每天都被李康畫得亂七八糟，但到了隔天，房間又會完好如初，變很乾淨。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUvSm89XgyZ
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「央，我的紫色──」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWoi6uvLtmS
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「你自己拿，不要吵我。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ740W7xS8o
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十二歲，李康坐在梯子上，身上沾滿亂七八糟的顏料；李央趴在床上看書，不想理他。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQomrh5ZDu1
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「央，幫個忙。」李康拜託他：「我的紫色用完了，你找找，床底下還有一瓶。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTqi9HKUfHC
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「不要！」李央拿著書，背對他，「我跟你說過了，用完的顏料不要亂丟，你自己去找！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTo7A1DYNIq
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李央討厭哥哥──跟李康說話，他內心的感受很複雜、說不上來，那讓李央非常煩躁。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC3zJ7uLkEH
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李康沒有生氣。他從梯子上下來，不管衣服和手都是顏料，竟直接爬上白色的床，這讓李央很生氣。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxj1wasEbWo
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「喂！你先去洗──」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSiYEQaAEdn
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還沒說完，他的話被李康的嘴堵住。哥哥勾著他的下巴，不論金色的頭髮、紅色的眼睛，或那漂亮的五官……都離他好近。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNC39f5qqTY
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結束那個吻，李康的手撐在床上，白色的床單被顏料弄髒──李央的衣服也是。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJrxmS6UQ9n
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「央。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXQ4L6gJJux
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李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsh6JGjuBm4
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「用不著武裝，你全身是破綻。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZkUWmVvGzM
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李央很生氣。他一把推開哥哥，將李康從床上打下去。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRWVmFDU11
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「……我要去洗澡。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ784ngPZI28
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身上有哥哥的顏料，李央無法忍受，走向浴室，「你不准進來！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVG5zAiZucC
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關上浴室的門、脫掉衣服……他知道，哥哥是藝術家，任性的藝術家不受束縛。不管他說什麼，李康還是照樣進來、照樣碰他，李央無法抗拒。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0msDjRF58
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自駕車正在播放鋼琴曲。李央聽著音樂，記得這首歌的名字，叫作〈嵐之海〉。這不是歡快的歌，相反，旋律很壓抑，音樂從慢到快、從快到急，高音與低音交錯，就像海上的暴風雨，輪流搶奪主旋律。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqq1QiXHLFp
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──作為第二代，做好第二代的事。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEyOhxg7DN
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他想到大哥──腦中響起李昂的聲音。李昂很早誕生，早在李央十五歲、和他第一次見面時，大哥就掌管了李門，將十一塔管理得井然有序。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ04bTyB14y6
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李央不討厭大哥；相反，他的人生自從遇見李昂，才真正有了重心。和個性嚴謹、要求甚高的大哥工作，李央的生活開始運轉，藉此拉開與李康的距離，也消除了不少雜念。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm27aJCVaoR
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他常常想：如果李昂和他們同齡、也生活在那個房間，李央的人生不會變成這樣。那十五年，李康成為他的心魔──哭啊，喊啊，愛啊，恨啊，一輩子也跨不過的，心魔。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡisKlYn62aT
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──讓他瘋的不是病，是更複雜的東西。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcuANwAC5ca
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀……隨著〈嵐之海〉的旋律，李央的回憶開始變色。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhCRoeOqOd
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二十五歲，李康第一次發病。起初只是恍神、頭痛，接著幻聽、胡言亂語，病情一陣一陣。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFylJQk8SI1
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「請妳給我一個目標……」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFoDP5bPikg
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「誰都好，我想成為那個『非你不可』……」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6sIBZkjIj
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李康總是念著這兩句，沒有人聽懂──除了李昂和李央。他們找到高宇維，高宇維將李門的命運，囊括成那四個字：691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEIljNdsX5
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「『紅心傑克』。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtdHZ3bq9OX
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高宇維沒有起伏的聲音，透過投影視窗傳來──691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIqIyxK0Hu
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「李康的基因最好。打從出生，就知道他是繼承人。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyg7byQ4v0y
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「他瘋，是因為他在掙扎、在抗拒。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs54aCIxEz7
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這是他們的命，他們就是為此誕生。李昂和李央別無他法，只能靜靜觀察，幸好李康發作頻率不高，一個月一次。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsvUvvtaSKE
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「哥，是我。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTll8We2ckS
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二十六歲，已經習慣李門生活的李央，敲了敲李康的房門。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUsrKB3Lzm
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「怎麼了？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnzvL05on0w
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李康開門，披著一件黑色的披肩，看著比自己高的弟弟。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVD7xpARYZo
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相反，李央視線飄移，不敢看哥哥的臉。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVuJ6KxLfq9
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「只是……想說聲恭喜。」李央很難開口，說話斷斷續續：「恭喜你，要結婚了。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rZtHzHvnN
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「三更半夜過來，只說這個？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlMN15yRMPG
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「不，我……」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1Znkx4Plo
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「說笑的。」李康微笑，後退一步，「我的房間隨時歡迎你，進來吧。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbuSxMp5sq
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為什麼要來找他、為什麼就這麼進去……李央至今仍想不明白。他走到哥哥凌亂的房間，桌上散落畫筆、顏料，牆上擺了許多作品，有單純的風景畫，也有看不懂的抽象畫。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg5X9bz6Fmt
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「哥，身體還好嗎？」李央看著他的背影，問。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvYc4Liq8fF
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「還行。」李康回答：「聲音變少了。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2jmeVnwFnT
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「聲音？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVHIFLQ2JN4
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「『紅心傑克』。」李康走到陽台，「他常常跟我說話。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5QmVE2YsjH
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李央跟著哥哥的腳步，來到陽台。當時是夏天，晚風涼爽，眼前一片燈火闌珊，李央看著看著，轉頭，不小心瞥了一眼──對上哥哥的視線。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSCv7D0iuyJ
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「央。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWYjSgtTda3
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夜晚，李康的金髮和他的披肩，隨著晚風徐徐飄逸。李央心知不妙，原本要轉頭，下巴卻被李康抓住──力道一點也不溫柔，很暴力。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8srwCREC1
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「跟以前一樣。」李康說：「你總是不看我。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyORF749r8a
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「我沒有……」李央的聲音越來越小。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz0pqTFvULu
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「少裝了，你全身是破綻。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lfzIK0xCn
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又來了──李康露出非常、非常漂亮的笑容，得意地說：691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9WrLf7v4i1
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「我從來沒有強迫你。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbkWiecqdYG
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「是你，自己來找我的。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1u2hTbptd
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被哥哥紅色的眼睛凝視，李央的話卡在喉嚨，發不出聲。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Vilxi5ojn
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「央。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMkaCMYZlD
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李康又叫他的名字。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjdYMLBiZb
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「我要結婚了；也可能再過不久，我就會死了……但沒關係。無論你遇到誰、什麼事，你都會想起我，在相似的人身上看到我，而且你將無法控制自己，情不自禁地重複我對你做的事……然後，當你得逞了、淪陷了，你也永遠是我的了。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLdVENE2H4P
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「……。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZquDHIsiAJ
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李康是頂尖的狩獵者，獵物會自己來到他的身邊；就算他消失，也不擔心，因為李央不會逃走，反而會尋找他的痕跡，一輩子困在被狩獵的陰影。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJRtqYxS2Xx
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「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI4tmQULIKz
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二十六歲，李康有了第一個孩子，叫做博洋。他是純潔的孩子，不知道李康是什麼樣的人，父親在他心中猶如光芒。父子倆感情融洽，李康常常教博洋畫畫，然而──691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FvymYeTs2
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「小叔！小叔！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz2MHv9Ma6A
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剛學會說話的博洋，匆匆忙忙跑來李央的書房，看起來嚇得不輕。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgHLvCFBOSa
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「爸爸……爸爸他……！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXgKyObWLTI
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李央知道發生什麼。他抱著姪子，跑去永遠歡迎他的那個房間。李康在一堆書和紙中，東翻西翻，不知道在找什麼。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qJgjiKbNr
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡye2Xa0RjiE
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「……在哪裡？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIuysIgLGW
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMSPIJeKQz
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「應該有的……應該有的……」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9sEsG61rm6
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdBajlAxNe
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「黑色的……他給我的……在哪裡……？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLI1un7nWt
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博洋出生後，李康發作的頻率越來越高，彷彿變成另一個人，常常像這樣、不知道在找什麼，嘴裡念念有詞，在地毯爬來爬去。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VCXAUgSak
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「博洋，你先回房間。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTtDuf3T6tW
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李央將姪子放回地上，告訴他：「在我說好前，都不可以過來，知道嗎？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlvvW5tOAh
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博洋哭著點頭，乖乖離開。李央走向書堆中的哥哥，蹲下。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr81f78LWMH
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「哥，是我，能聽到我的聲音嗎？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoWdwDIpry
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李央出乎預料冷靜。李康什麼也聽不見，依然趴在紙堆中，不停地「沙沙沙──沙沙沙──」，空洞的眼睛看不見弟弟，什麼也看不見。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2npebjFqja
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「哥，我在這。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1E7xKktIL2
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李央伸手，抓住李康的肩膀。哥哥沒有掙扎，反而乖乖地、在李央面前坐下來，好像被抽走靈魂，沒有表情，也沒有動作。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrq0GrUUzIq
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「我帶你去休息，站得起來嗎？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT6eb0Vd1jM
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李央扶著哥哥、走到床邊。李康像散掉的布偶，兩眼呆滯地躺到床上，嘴巴時開時闔、斷斷續續念著：691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFRJzMeth9y
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「誰都好……我想成為那個『非你不可』……」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFxm1lnf3I
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「……。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIc1PdI4Ztd
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李央不說話，看著那漂亮的金髮，看著那精緻的五官，他想起小時候，兩人在那個房間生活，李康叫他拿紫色的顏料。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ39TZkaILkq
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「……哥。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMA8GLnKkV
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「我討厭你。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQidampIXeX
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反正聽不見、也不會回話，李央趁這時候，將卡在喉嚨的話，一次說出口：691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWehZ8SLHqk
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「我討厭你碰我、討厭你對我笑、討厭你對我做的事，也討厭明明很討厭、卻不反抗的自己。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS4oVc6n3b3
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「你說的對，你從來沒有強迫我，都是我去找你，或讓你來找我。我們從出生就在一起，我不習慣沒有你，也沒辦法將你戒掉。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjcJbtMsP9
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「對，我到處是破綻。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmpSVR0D7d
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沙沙沙──沙沙沙──691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO4E2q2FYXP
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「我討厭那個聲音。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgogqXtJct
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「意味著──我又回來了，回來找你。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmvgtKQLnNE
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李康是毒。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ2tjJMaV42
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讓他越陷越深的毒。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGKdrwxLfL
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該死的毒癮，根本戒不掉。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNQJKb9Pm9M
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他不滿「紅心傑克」，立志將這一切推翻，擺脫身為第二代的宿命；然而，比起看不見的宿命，他認為李康更可怕。那個人塑造了他、成就了他、傷害了他……就算死，李康也變成顏料，沾在李央的身體裡。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDoSKE8lheP
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「……。」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk6LEwhs7sX
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安靜、忍耐、醞釀、爆發……〈嵐之海〉狂奏起來。除了那幅巨大的畫，李康留下兩個兒子，其中一個離開李門；另一個，和李康簡直一模一樣。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUnZMEFTwJ
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「小叔，你怎麼了？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIK5p7IYoY
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三十八歲。他看著七歲的李晴煬，除了頭髮顏色，五官、身形、眼睛，都和他記憶中的哥哥，完全一致。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnjwee8Uz2h
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「小叔？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhk19Ij0Hib
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──央。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt1SCUbdtfi
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「我臉上有什麼嗎？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnSK34jB5h
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──全是破綻。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjBW4GJBKGK
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「對了，小叔叫我看的書，我今天看完了喔！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr0iXLLfHCw
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──我從來沒有強迫你。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1TeH5CcVA
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「小叔明天，可以來找我嗎？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78KveVlyo2
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──是你，自己來找我的。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKq70w2oaV
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李康是毒，是心魔，是狩獵者。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2VOfEG57ur
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他會在相似的人身上，看見李康。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFDxSgqYEi8
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並且，無法控制自己。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiUlqRSSqsM
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「小叔……？」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgemB2aU4h
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──情不自禁。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLsQaabEei
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「不…不要，不要！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZGQuKLKHWT
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──重複我對你做的事。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOgfCD6C6G
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「小叔……不要這樣，我好怕……！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTaqXZVaJPO
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──當你得逞了、淪陷了。691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeUV1A0NJps
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「嗚…哼……嗯啊…哼嗯……！」691Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzt0DTo2vCw
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──你也，永遠是我的了。8964 copyright protection687ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQExHmz8VT 維尼

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