春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjhUIDcT2Z
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3oO2abaTb
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhm5uYPILhP
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOTFRcMDsN
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSh69g6AHV0
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDgvM1FSU7A
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfshUDmsiK4
郭禹震了一下。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ02dVZC3yWJ
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb4wUTkksI
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm63nuoVZc
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF4NAvP14wM
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQsosVYQiG
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu3iHxM4JRb
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ofoH5RMCP
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeT6FEin7w
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sKY51uyI7
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXAJGGgpvv
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnvsldlHSbD
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBePLqWBSZ0
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUECoK2kqkR
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIHCjmTcIq
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnLXi1qBRQ8
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGWaUjoYasB
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTk2Hm51Zw
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNT9xgUCV61
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OyXbI8ty1
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF27d9CJhXm
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyELp8odKV2
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp6yeHK8ajT
「嗯。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRFAJ477FP
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZCQYhe8ti
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBja2huB9O
被拉得很長、很長。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzF34Md8ywZ
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SPiIubcH5
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4cGIFxyl5
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIo0qHk4phY
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71qhk0eseQ
她抹抹眼。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ73FfYnkF0M
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ504ncp5OZ8
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtu2kA3qOR
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMu5iDuEk04
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWISZriaIg
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2LQ5MMrXX
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7bPjEiLTK
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY8YOttv9GG
「什麼？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk1KM0cWw7m
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yth16osC4
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0LWehWEF8S
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB4g02HTia8
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ00iXfSgUst
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWySW84JyXq
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPWzLnAn4c8
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWL41eMiS4W
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡetUUtR6Qim
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENupAmkPMl
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9EdXkPedzx
回來了。那個熟悉的她。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoQkbdnStzH
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeik9c4ccbT
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA8iIF5TyH4
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHNBVW91nq
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp9PaxcVbIi
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放學，郭禹回到家。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGg2rHQTDNv
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfN9a8cnIH
「好⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4c5cy2pn5U
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRe6GZXVa5c
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡge4zAqktOe
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIq9MlUM4Ay
爸爸沈默的看著。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgiqJC7jgo
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqLo9VowoU
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3lKi1uacx
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbHAyzsZuO5
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqef75FFIql
她吞了吞口水。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFeu7uFFk34
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5EL27gcDe
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8OUy2Wpb6
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAnXb0ZQB1N
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9PKWoMnDUJ
唔。她馬上放低眼神。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuS1QsKvJjn
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNbyO0C5WVr
安靜的那種。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡED7xVIqyLo
讓人發寒。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c2QNAgHpY
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFY6E8NYEr2
郭禹點點頭。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvDnReeZPEO
「是。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKu4mj8ofnu
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ46dbTinD2B
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtFjhJWYJ0s
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBCJHIasbvi
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ69BV7XFSa4
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnUGMJBiQ8
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpWgIEIFu9
然後，是她今天說過的話。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY1EG18S6DU
——「不會累嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcJUjqLWo86
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdTjFECWTA
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYijBDtuNx8
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWp0hIgCYpZ
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpb3qU5YX8X
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjUzIv2N4R
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhWxdjdDKaU
「是啊。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNIBlAIASYB
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMseGgK8Fa
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnK0H7CUyFp
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2p0iG5EqyF
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZsGAhhpC3T
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpNHRklyNa
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtsHir1dYy
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb4HV1ePtzd
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpcix4ZR4i
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTLD6Qyzcbk
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5Ugzcfhm35
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8m8vw7gBRx
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSAwtVKFOQ5
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAhfHYTc7qy
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyjnroGcXz
「腦袋有問題。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4heef2bON7
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正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvv5szeDDA
「啊！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGXYIDc3tFH
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7jAk4kTOb
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34PjCIEoSw
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnglh0sTfBi
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZS9eX86lqL
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZXfz0rHTxh
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmpC60t7d1U
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEV9YMARmY
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSzMotPeIe
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gFaFnTnSu
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBXsdmAjfVi
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbehRBf2WBC
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBxCYkgQuRI
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX3u9GoHaSi
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdSG7f2aECR
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI3iehVyx8p
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnQukUzLcXt
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlM6qFqIayz
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8bNT4bpRAP
郭禹的表情僵住。 493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeZ43jEKzQd
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN7ANT6zcMn
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWb6hUIWt0
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtWuFpeMYVX
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJe42Sze1yp
「妳——」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5rqYcspRa
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJpXmMayF01
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2McC1BQUA
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4fbMNoh6e
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dGZen6wMd
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh5pZN9I5QK
——真是可恥。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOegQULvZjy
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHCQwnUmH7X
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDGnU6dYMfb
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL66GpJRlD9
也許她可以⋯⋯493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7WKl2ZXzqr
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiKTDwWorph
她一震。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxuGBeV78aY
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNOIh32uqqP
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzQwTSpCId
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbdsPdWn0o
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgf5AVmn1n
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOI75tv2DJi
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpJJ14CJre
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaE4bqv7KId
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ57Z3QdhnTG
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGR8Nn6H6iJ
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmuS9gBM0dz
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmK1b89X9d2
「別再說了！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMPLf3FZa4q
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH1yaGGeaNm
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8o6apjaUt
「快追！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKbIqCyEHX6
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuwfhSvjMmi
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMjdRjk5kpf
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnWu9qdReq0
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoJgk5gn83j
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ12STq77QBM
「不要，要走就——」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN5d11E8I9W
「拿著。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNKLOMwjYZD
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAiXbvmKElx
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHDdDwsjnHA
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmmEjVgOUx
「騙人——」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBogYSqqez
「我像是在說謊嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl5cLn1GvgJ
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzYjalroCf5
「很好。現在快跑。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmy7bV6ryeg
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fdDqc2i0K
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo25TnveKQI
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWa8yTyQVMW
而她正在哭。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rqqzpY5Mb
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8Hu0EhhVa
為什麼。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpW827llC4Y
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwWPxrutYCS
而今天，是大考當天。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgtAlb7hcS
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCQyhLK1yT
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7lqsVWlvb
「妳怎麼了？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizI4Gha0u5
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8ONOGLojp
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw2POe53mmP
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfBwZV75Tzg
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBphTAgParC
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8yDhw2je4X
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNj2QIm1XFf
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn4vD5RhPQY
「⋯⋯嗯。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2SmDwt0h4
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKFdvdmvSGG
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRTGBhrzeE
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoZVmrn3796
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRLZ0LRmZVj
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhjDWaUxqT
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUuUZoW2bsy
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfxfxYqy0Y
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyni4a5YpDk
那是個墓碑。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡes4nyN5vW7
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzx7V1EW6DO
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKrL76dNN2
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWfQyV0F1Cw
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYOEelgXaru
「我不——」她試著開口。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZCYfFZg5xI
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18eDLiZWZE
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYL2LokPJ8
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxfAr9mjfkK
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvxA3h4ybk
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFCv23YSnot
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOGm7KwxGZO
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeRSWCM3mjg
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIySVM5OLD7
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd4KQvUHk75
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtkuRQ6JtNB
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBtXKoWciYn
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIS8146zmfH
信封署名是給她的。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgi0RfveYSN
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ751fFjTvxr
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlLmJIabCXY
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvG9lMpnwtY
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVdl9X2INd8
或許，是從一開始吧。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWBc5xANiFh
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMpu17TzoL
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtL6SkQoZbk
現在這樣、最好。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBjsGyMs8dY
看吧，一切都不會改變。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2djuzj0BCT
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuIEC7Kh4ui
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKEPU7XiHZ9
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4bHgSljVPb
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCnFQwmGoj6
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzTsUAjt5t
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfAzHPkhYO
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 493Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBoPAdO9wB1
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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