春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpOIO8cuNg5
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQHY37LQfi
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqhlQWxd8i
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6uFszQxLvn
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6cpbatCKa
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52Zz3HJMda
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUpwH8EcQM
郭禹震了一下。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKHrb2RL7xb
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOM5KgpQdZs
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxMMXSrtQlP
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIedWt2zkCL
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQK8WgygFhl
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPfagTN7CJI
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd2Go6vA3BY
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOdUgA8PDCs
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7SJnb7Ff9R
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3b0p3bRXSk
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzUdyuxFn7g
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtbwdYWVcSo
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKMvTZPaNtD
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaesXRxQl3x
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5CW3fA1rBA
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIpzQ7mVlT
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DQ8cPbmNu
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpTT2qzHWI1
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8TFWempsXN
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyXz1fn3STk
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl0mFnD4Q8k
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb2pg1Y8v7Y
「嗯。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbAP8o9hsi
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa7IG0D5JDL
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQAxtb9glz
被拉得很長、很長。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡssMPS8m7JC
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnMKMmFKzTH
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBlFZsmZrbD
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvx4X9gnCrJ
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSSaMRnRBD
她抹抹眼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyJWXwfL35E
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrFzywq6Lk3
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokCk6vmijv
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs3reW88APq
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwa5OSUkDky
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk5y07nUSz2
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ78r95YiwqX
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dmXJSwC5y
「什麼？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcnVTCUKQ1k
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡigQJ4XjwN8
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfd0vmBuCz
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEWhIX14vjs
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡThDR2mrHBV
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFopkXb0tq0
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYO2Z8upWP
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIgQ4ben5qy
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ95osDMLrRC
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeMVmgdpPNb
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96nBefn4Ck
回來了。那個熟悉的她。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfaS9fFJue
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgInVsFxTDu
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkE8Y6DGo2z
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2M7VTRdJM
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡea1vh64JV9
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放學，郭禹回到家。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPDXo3HM8LS
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2MHsVTQODQ
「好⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYekDHWTrET
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbaXolHh0WF
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lHcqBqDt7
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94ZPUrHSqY
爸爸沈默的看著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52UFuM25oK
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKhTQWS0im8
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnMciyqIUC
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0AMm0Uwoay
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuWI9tmf3Iy
她吞了吞口水。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61DQ2yj5mD
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ29KC9HjUb
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbrohWF5rAX
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVUgnZSnr5N
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsqUxhTVays
唔。她馬上放低眼神。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBsoZZgYHRz
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2P6peDTDsp
安靜的那種。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRiE9F5ipyd
讓人發寒。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQtKSeKqc9E
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqr72JuapX
郭禹點點頭。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG2SDVq57DX
「是。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQUZJHpSapH
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQoFt56Y8nF
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqkxK0muQJH
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUXATx8h6PM
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZfEiLXUwC
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvNWxrphvv
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyn7fO04iED
然後，是她今天說過的話。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8KD91JBq22
——「不會累嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13LEo4cLH0
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV6VoZtAZln
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhsucbuFFU
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGyiPq10EJt
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP2ATTmEiyD
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlNH8HDvnkV
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOzKHm8ukMh
「是啊。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnCDHfkS26
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHI0sSAZr42
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj2J2EtyGev
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYGAIcK0WJL
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxnMscELVHG
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xKHdsnsGF
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCp8tij802o
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ4jHTqPm6H
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOaIWlICcoY
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQFUuQ272th
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqI1Grcjw6U
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRyFuf1gHUl
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyKUOCHHSnb
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUIrkcRaM8r
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE1GJSJPDDa
「腦袋有問題。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3pQzNgmaX6
「哈哈。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT2JYpgG0hY
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA4oawH4SB7
「啊！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaa4SI6g6gv
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDWxr1upv8Y
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs3lF8b9XP
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9Q9IzKLID
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQeKnZLK3zo
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKmzRuUhR3
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJdLK0DNZH
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc0wluE00AF
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7pg2mwaJVo
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIIwkXDO1h
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3FHCWq6Fsc
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIA9HpnzZjA
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEURwgwSzDD
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiqWgwvC3VE
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpQXvtwQuo
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSlQ4fwPU6
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3jbfpAq68m
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4gfBEwTDFo
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ75SeZ04dX0
郭禹的表情僵住。 494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrsXtMxxTQ1
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl8atTP7l9n
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZDqZopyyHr
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL5N1ECu2xC
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDuWGfshXQ
「妳——」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR5cBgen1j4
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGU2cAgL2VP
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjTjg9LfD1R
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYZppEgYORo
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlmFNUZYMmi
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFSDeNaIsL
——真是可恥。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjxzUA1ExEQ
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEnyloC3x6
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oS6Uj1JKk
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfAY0AS2oII
也許她可以⋯⋯494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡppXm7vkc2D
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNqIYWxqj42
她一震。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3P7LDkqH4H
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLnSVXe8TtQ
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyUajgxJar
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI1QP8xvQ6A
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzi2XwK2eTV
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqI8OXMtIr
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM9H2pHRBxD
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxI3QGl0oEQ
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tm1Gwp0lM
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhsfNHmxdBP
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgAuzef9kd
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSigL1rxcuL
「別再說了！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD8xuDvkjRT
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33dspKbd08
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRnrWWppMm
「快追！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnM0WTO8pQv
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZqUKIC7fGl
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgTspljljnk
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnputN8VD4
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMQke0zq5q
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHkgyjH7ddJ
「不要，要走就——」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUlNbwKKZGx
「拿著。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLyuc0PBjjr
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFEZHsN3SZh
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEkvOJS3Zpi
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIhyNVCqgSW
「騙人——」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCJf0lQlOs
「我像是在說謊嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFy4lyOE74B
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5g95Ecc2x8
「很好。現在快跑。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ84AP6ge0BB
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe2AimzjGQb
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtU1rZrCdhy
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突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01cCdzkDS9
而她正在哭。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFxUEcSMLB
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWTt2vh92Iz
為什麼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWjsyY2sOU
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUoKeVrxYJ7
而今天，是大考當天。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBFvdYEPD3O
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8q7enM68h1
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbFefLgVB2
「妳怎麼了？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPHzy73czby
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡknoGG0svjE
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvT2jb1KvM8
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2XBjMGZx03
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTj87g0oEk8
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ymBCAvQiJ
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtQEgJJLpoE
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3XwrPrbsF
「⋯⋯嗯。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg3jvQF2bEs
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6qf04khbzX
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmcUGDzvdXi
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFCqdb2pGq
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCxPg5uqU7f
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUH1w3zdfl
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8prLNki1Fe
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfxcm5u64CB
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzXqCs6sgj
那是個墓碑。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnC5JTXXA3
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡapBKKRm3AR
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkMopmzwW2
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdK4Y9rIMK4
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNLVAbx5vjm
「我不——」她試著開口。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ochQqmhyD
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIFU1TBSIUV
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtKBf6gAEM
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11xVSngWbm
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYufwBpHZA1
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5jotWmy62o
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWPLcgC0Zgo
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXGkK3P2Y9
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt212ziezDj
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJOVjNrAtWX
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnIk7nkDhSB
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmRHNiOOBvx
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoCidw7n9q5
信封署名是給她的。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkAiazZ1MBq
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOq54YHkWIl
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs0yiFnXgI3
郭禹 上494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG7QNcW0yM2
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5GpLUvSTH
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugrHi4Hr0y
或許，是從一開始吧。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcq1AKNkeiw
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXfFQj9I6uK
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTkKsLXTyO
現在這樣、最好。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOjLneZoUE6
看吧，一切都不會改變。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jY3ccjje7
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSSN54jAtH
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4W1kbwR7hu
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhlWJrJXoR
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9NQDPDfdhi
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDueELxwShg
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9iY4wO2gfs
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 494Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxajzTO7FWa
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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