春風漸微，狹帶著濕氣的風隨著夏天的到來一天天增強，就連她們此刻身處的這片小空地也不例外。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUSVo2Jpb43
「我要打開囉。」鄭雅欣拿著對內折成一半的成績單緊張的說。而郭禹則在原地走來走去。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmD0TGqlb1S
「嗯、嗯⋯⋯妳說吧。」她摀著耳朵說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOA3iGIym7
妳摀著是要我怎麼告訴妳啊？鄭雅欣無語的看著她。只要每次段考完，這充滿既視感的情景都會一再重複。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmv2yDPgrh6
郭禹非常注重成績，每次只要稍微考差，臉都會變得像苔蘚一樣的鐵青色，也令她不禁為郭禹捏把冷汗。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9eq588GPVM
鄭雅欣打開成績單，往下找著兩人的名字。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡos0iSvYm2H
「鄭雅欣⋯⋯郭禹⋯⋯在⋯⋯」她喃喃唸著，「啊，有了。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiIQQO2e5fi
郭禹震了一下。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNlXwlTAOE
「我⋯⋯嗯，一般般，跟往常差不多⋯⋯」再來就是她的了。她找到郭禹的那一欄。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bgzSEbVgg
「——還是全年級前三。這次是第三名。」鄭雅欣說出這句話後，郭禹虛脫的蹲了下來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNjOKSDIBhx
「哈——」她吐出一口氣，「我下半輩子的壽命都減半了⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnz7pmvUZg
「真是，每次都搞得像是要死了一樣，」鄭雅欣放下成績單，「妳爸媽真的很嚴格吧？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6CLBQEbBQ8
「對啊，他們每次都說如果沒考好就是打啊、剮啊、或是讓我流離街頭之類的。」郭禹無奈的說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvUfEjHeQkE
她忍不住笑出來，「太誇張了吧。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIpqTJb4k0b
郭禹對她搖搖手指，嘖嘖說：「我可沒誇大。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXaSBskuesO
雖然她嘴上這麼說，但鄭雅欣很清楚她的個性。這個什麼事都喜歡加油添醋、處事圓滑的傢伙嘴裡吐出的話有大半都經過修飾。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqT5B29sae
不過，她爸媽注重成績的事倒是真的。看她公佈成績時的表情就可以知道了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKj0FWiTQwD
「那，這次我們也都算是安全過關了。」鄭雅欣伸伸懶腰，眺望著遠方的風景。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhZV26sL3S
從這裡，好幾公里遠的城市與街道都可以納入眼底，每個建築、車輛都彷彿玩具一般的渺小。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6pbFk482o
「好熱啊——」放鬆心情後，郭禹開始抱怨。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhlFXC4jOKZ
「拜託，妳當然熱，在這種天氣裡穿長褲，」她指指郭禹那條煞風景的長褲，「活該。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52vy3wqr6s
「我可是怕妳看見我這上美腿之後就會愛上它們，所以才一年四季都穿著長褲耶。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwkw3lwp0Sy
「哈哈，是喔。」鄭雅欣翻翻白眼。「不過，說真的，妳為什麼都不穿短褲啊？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX0zZNIpneb
「欸⋯⋯怎麼說，」郭禹似乎有些不願意坦白，「就⋯⋯小時候的一些⋯⋯心理創傷。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2eI8yxi4ut
她感到有些驚訝。「喔，是這樣啊。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZcUUSOoRi7
「我們該回家了吧？」郭禹開朗的說，「路上順便買支冰。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOOPZGzutKb
看著她無憂無慮的笑，鄭雅欣也沒多想，「好啊，走吧。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXUsY7eyEZy
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「這兩條絲帶便是我們友誼的證明。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiFdks0BeqT
「如果發生什麼事，不管怎樣都要排除萬難來這裡喔。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6OIVryhGim
「嗯。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7Ym2BllQS
兩位女孩坐在地上，看著遠方的夕陽和風景。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfa5Z85kjv2
而影子，就像是努力著要試圖觸及什麼一般。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEgjIXl52Ie
被拉得很長、很長。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA5Azoy6Aia
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鄭雅欣緩緩睜開眼，從座位上坐起。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxa3yJqp5Oy
「又是⋯⋯這個夢⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqN5YlxqkF
像這樣，兩個女孩並肩坐著的夢境她已經不知做過多少次了。她連她們的對話都可以背出來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnE4Wk62zvT
「喂——起來了，下午第一節課要開始了——把還在睡午覺的叫起來——」有同學拉長著語調對全班說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLd3ElYomnT
她抹抹眼。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4AcoAnVTb
算了，也不是什麼大不了的事。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZWviy03QH
大家帶著一副睡眼惺忪的臉去廁所或起身走動。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSYklfk1e6C
「妳剛剛也沒睡覺喔？」鄭雅欣走到郭禹的位置，看著她桌上滿滿的講義。「不會累嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ3er2Sf9zP
「嗯？不會啊。」她有點訝異的抬頭說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1SZDSXHaul
但眼底下的黑眼圈隱約可辨。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWILWjn4ms
「妳也太努力了吧⋯⋯」反觀她自己，從沒試著督促自己加油些，這樣自稱為她的朋友還真有些無地自容啊。鄭雅欣無奈的想。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqShTYXhlAZ
「因為不努力不行啊。」郭禹喃喃說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbgiZGFoKD
「什麼？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSCYPr8eKn
她馬上笑嘻嘻的對鄭雅欣說，「哎唷，妳想嘛，我們都已經國三了，馬上就要考高中了，不加緊腳步讀書的話之後只會死的很慘啊。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5B9RYVr4g1
「那妳有想去哪讀嗎？」鄭雅欣問。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQaTFeMXoT1
「唔⋯⋯我爸媽希望我去讀北一女。」她說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DzoRDIoIy
「喔，那間很難考欸。」鄭雅欣看到她前方的同學離開座位。「那妳自己怎麼想？想去嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQFL9LIrX3
她沈默了一下。「我⋯⋯不知道耶。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSuH0sTTDMY
「什麼想法也沒有？」鄭雅欣坐到郭禹前面的位置上。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBVQRt4JMCc
「⋯⋯我從沒想過我會讀到高中。」郭禹不看著她，直盯著窗外看。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRHEzGmL3XG
而鄭雅欣有些不習慣她那種眼神。「是、是啊，畢竟這種事聽起來的確很遙遠⋯⋯」她乾笑幾聲，想試著緩和氣氛。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAV5HeTquM2
即使郭禹大多都掛著笑臉，但有時——就像現在——她會露出些許陰暗的表情。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wonF7ENiM
郭禹看著鄭雅欣，回覆之前的笑顏，「是啊，未來什麼的，對我來說是個謎一般的定義啊。」她聳聳肩。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy8cjSPNJkb
回來了。那個熟悉的她。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡChVpoB3Lcj
幾乎不自覺地，鄭雅欣鬆了口氣。她沒事呢。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo83kYV3RPZ
「啊，要上課了，妳趕快回去吧。」她對鄭雅欣說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx2CGgvJYT4
「喔。」她回到位置上。再次回頭的時候，她看到郭禹繼續讀著書。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWLUxzBWok8
而在那個瞬間，她變得有點好奇那個夢境的延續。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ94uklIsFbS
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放學，郭禹回到家。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNfrlsTXHx9
「妳回來啦？」她媽媽正把菜端到桌上。「趕快來吃吧。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqgzPAswbUV
「好⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe8EFMGmRy8
郭禹正要進房間時，爸爸開口，「我記得今天是發成績單的日子吧？成績單呢？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxCJB1l3Vq
「啊⋯⋯是呢，我差點忘了這回事。」媽媽緩緩的說，同時把郭禹的碗放下。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZiET6nSzco
「來，拿過來。」爸爸說。郭禹把書包放下，東翻西找了一番，把成績單遞過去。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgzxh1wls3k
爸爸沈默的看著。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF99tlYiaJ
郭禹數著制服上的線條。雖然她低著頭，但她知道媽媽也在看著這邊。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCeB3WrA90I
「這次是第三名⋯⋯有在前三，很好。」爸爸點點頭。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtItQXX1cG
她緊繃的肩膀放鬆了一些，準備轉身。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWn8YjppGKT
「但，」爸爸又開口，她頓住。「上次是第二吧？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5UAT74MMmY
她吞了吞口水。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOoCsyiIm2
爸爸加重語氣。「是不是？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hQGHiwBIK
「⋯⋯對。」她低聲說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvhEUJTUMdA
媽媽將碗放回櫃子，關上，並在這時開口，「好了，沒關係，下次再努力吧。反正她這次有考到前三，不是嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtS0tIo5NMo
郭禹瞄了一眼媽媽。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePZkEWzMvh
唔。她馬上放低眼神。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmkGi0GDcq7
剛剛媽媽⋯⋯在笑。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc2uD6PXxHZ
安靜的那種。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKeEY9AsQVj
讓人發寒。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡboKZhsHR1l
「下次⋯⋯會恢復正常的狀態吧？」跟爸爸一樣，她在最後一句加重語氣，「是不是？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OwDZJTPAE
郭禹點點頭。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAMNhfGwej
「是。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvRuTL5wvi
「那就好，妳進房間吧。」媽媽說：「我想妳很清楚事情的輕重。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9R345omBWj
郭禹輕輕的把房門關上。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOZ0b5O8qLh
她看著桌上的化妝鏡，裡頭映著一位，沒有笑臉的女孩。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ088OS2bk0z
她把食指放在嘴唇邊，試著揚起笑容。但當她放下時，表情便會瓦解。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSUjRMwdONf
她想起之前鄭雅欣對她說的。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUu7dVNET9
——「我看妳成天掛著笑臉的，好呆喔。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡscIYNu3FXP
然後，是她今天說過的話。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX13asB1EPP
——「不會累嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2U0tgSWWE
雖然並不是在講同一件事，但⋯⋯488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEB7r9szrgX
她起身把課本從書包拿出來放到桌上，順便看了看桌曆。大考的日子被畫上了大圈圈，距離今天已經沒剩幾個禮拜。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMegsyNbOj
「⋯⋯加油吧，」她翻開書，488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TtVAXZ1VF
「這一切，很快，就會結束的。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfdlAFTpsc
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「妳有聽說了嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcsPBkqdPJb
「嗯。戰爭⋯⋯就要開打了呢。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwKsfxtpHL
「是啊。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VZIGG8HRs
「敵國會攻到這個小村莊嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQHUyKiY2EJ
「不知道⋯⋯但這是最壞的預想。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqtKqFKjxOw
「這個地方⋯⋯也會被蹂躪成廢墟嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP04xzYRfLw
「⋯⋯不知道。我不知道。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSPHzhKTe4J
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鄭雅欣煩躁的搔搔頭。又是那兩個女孩。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAt19r7Aam
只不過，這次她們換了個對話，聲音似乎也變得成熟些了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBUUDFa0Rxn
而且，不知為什麼，鄭雅欣覺得她們談話的地方很眼熟。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNguxcKrnEh
「呃啊，我得準備了。」她看看時鐘，從床上爬了起來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6nM1aGB13
這是個距離大考只剩四天的早晨。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡATelY1n0ZX
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到學校時，她一手拿著三明治、一手拿著飲料，坐在位置上跟郭禹聊著天。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNYxZ9D8xC4
「妳知道我昨天看到了一個看起來好好看的電影預告，等考試結束後我一定要——」她口齒不清的說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr1i3SVtnqz
「好髒喔，妳吃完再講好嗎？」郭禹厭惡的看著那張不停扭動的嘴。「都噴到我這了。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ52Chp7MI0I
「是妳自己要站在那的，」鄭雅欣哼了一聲，「怪我喔？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM1vmgpoHJu
郭禹笑了，「對啊，就是在怪妳。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPGvoAXKF0
「腦袋有問題。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3RoNYP7FPr
「哈哈。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG6yl9hB1sU
正當鄭雅欣要拿起桌上的飲料時，不小心反手一揮，把飲料打翻了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4OFz249qKw
「啊！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4s11170F4y
結果，就這樣灑到郭禹的褲子上。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAWcRQXmRM
鄭雅欣著急的看著那片污漬，「對、對不起，我一不小心就⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUGioeWpZW5
「啊，沒關係啦，我去廁所清一清就好。」郭禹不在意的說，去廁所清理了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwLrLlt5buz
「真是⋯⋯」鄭雅欣把桌子和地上的飲料漬擦的差不多時，想到自己還有一件備用的褲子。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv36vbiwp0
「啊哈！」她從櫃子翻出一條褲子，「而且還是長褲！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTHUtmITK1N
她趕緊跑到廁所，想把褲子拿給郭禹用，畢竟是她自己手賤，把飲料打翻了，起碼一條乾淨的褲子是她能補救的。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxXMpxQiy3o
噠噠噠。她的腳步聲回盪在走廊。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXinnUKkobz
而齒輪，開始無聲轉動。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtYN82OuhgG
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「這是⋯⋯什麼⋯⋯？」鄭雅欣站在郭禹的面前。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWO2xrqxC0
郭禹在心裡咒罵。我剛剛怎麼會沒把門鎖起來呢？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZGFx9Neph
「喂，那些傷⋯⋯是怎麼一回事？」鄭雅欣又問了一次。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpiLxlcoKZd
就在郭禹撩起來的褲管下，大大小小的瘀青遍佈在她的腿上。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFsHBPV5D98
「沒、沒事啦，」郭禹臉上的笑顯得動搖，「只是我笨手笨腳——」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3L5iQ8uG7s
「不對。」鄭雅欣無視她的抗議，把整個褲管往上拉。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwV21cSIjc
鄭雅欣屏住呼吸。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRAgEppL9pI
整隻腳，全部都是傷。一條條的痕跡好似在踐踏著原本完好的皮膚。而且，估計另一隻腳也不例外。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf8nzIjO7sQ
郭禹把她推開。「妳在幹什麼啦！變態！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe6jDb4BUCg
鄭雅欣搖搖頭，「妳還有心情開玩笑？我才不信這是意外造成的。這個比起撞到⋯⋯看起來比較像是被用⋯⋯鞭的。是誰把妳弄成這個樣子？有人霸凌妳？」她頓了一下，「又或者⋯⋯家裡——」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZzT4vLu018
郭禹的表情僵住。 488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5uqCDAG61C
「⋯⋯妳為什麼不說？」鄭雅欣語氣凝重不已。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHPuKY9Fr3i
郭禹沈默，一把搶過鄭雅欣手中的褲子，把門關起來，鎖上。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLKpXqQknf
「妳這樣解決不了任何問題！」她敲門，吼著。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkyjMkOATQ
「⋯⋯妳不要管。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡksKrNLgc6D
「妳——」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEyzCVwMIFR
門猛然被打開，鄭雅欣嚇了一跳。郭禹面無表情的看著她。「這不關妳的事，我會自己處理。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7ig8ynJ3k
看著那個陌生的她，鄭雅欣有點退縮。原來那個開朗的她去哪了？「但、但是⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqK05caGYEj
「不然，我就跟妳絕交喔。」郭禹衝著她笑了一下，一瞬間，鄭雅欣看到了她平時常看到的笑。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGRoCx2W7ON
但她現在才發覺到，那個笑是多麼虛偽。而且可恥的是，她剛剛在看到那個笑容後，居然莫名奇妙的鬆了一口氣。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5awSHwAWtt
想著：沒事啊，還是原來的她。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCIk1iXAG77
——真是可恥。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM5Z4IEERzs
「這一切都沒發生過，」郭禹對她說，並逐漸走遠，「這樣最好。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NzJxmKdGB
看著她的背影，鄭雅欣心裡五味雜陳。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdbEsgy5pGe
她真的什麼也做不了嗎？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRb3HkAH22N
也許她可以⋯⋯488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ626WDAfoUE
——「⋯⋯我就跟妳絕交喔。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R8YpTQMOH
她一震。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcoY668Zvb4
她並不想跟她鬧翻，也想維持這段友誼。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugCG7yltQr
而且，剛剛她看著她的眼神像是已經決定了什麼似的，叫她回心轉意是不可能了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ61317UB7Iv
就先⋯⋯相信她吧。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbvMQBY3XXd
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雖然只是一種感覺，但鄭雅欣很清楚知道自己正在做夢。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡduD8O0KFgV
她看見的四周有大大小小的火焰竄出，祝融在這片黑夜底下焚燒著一切。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ56Kefae36P
人們的叫囂、孩子的哭鬧聲也不絕於耳。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeboOXee0at
「快！他們要來了！」這時，一個熟悉的聲音傳來。是那兩個女孩。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKGPRlO3yTS
她們快跑在殘堐之間，身上的衣服及臉龐早已蒙上一層灰燼。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsm21aH8wrH
「沒想到他們居然這麼快就攻過來了⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ0lx8SP6BM
「我們趕緊到那個小空地避難吧！那裡還算隱密。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzuUENAeZ7N
「早知道剛剛在逃走時不該對他們做鬼臉⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr53F9HtcnM
「別再說了！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUtLkuksABZ
結果，就在她們說話的時候，後面的人追了上來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcv7mvDtQV6
「喂！在那邊！那兩個逃跑的小兔崽子！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZN0ZkdWKB
「快追！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVEAjmrjlQx
眼看她們就要被追上，其中一位女孩停下。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmhixKBsoBs
「妳在幹嘛！」另一位罵道。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxBOCTxnbt
「⋯⋯妳快走吧，我剛想起我有東西忘了帶走。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTUPYVvoyd
「妳在說笑嗎？快——」她打住，「等下，妳該不會是要⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqbfc2iJGm
「快走吧，我會跟上的。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡirvgV3O5JO
「不要，要走就——」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUAIsMzk4YG
「拿著。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmZnrexH7aV
她把一條絲帶遞給另一位。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehwAoLuJzE
「這、這不是繫在樹上的其中一條——」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY5McFaYulI
「拿著這個快走吧，幫我保管好它，我會回來跟妳拿。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQP93rLaYH
「騙人——」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJPEtCO6szu
「我像是在說謊嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5SRZx6rOJ7
另一位看著她認真的神情，交過絲帶。「⋯⋯不⋯⋯像。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeAe9OYQ6AO
「很好。現在快跑。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1EoST81RPs
她拿著絲帶頭也不回的跑掉。「騙子⋯⋯」她不斷的唸著。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LYEJEQ4to
鄭雅欣看著自願犧牲的那個女孩，發現她長得很像一個人。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZOdZ5wk58v
郭禹。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumg4gFt7We
突然，四周景色消退，喧鬧的聲音也漸漸遠去。她看見了跑走的女孩。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXoAGkLEqP6
而她正在哭。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQeXxx1npZ
「為什麼⋯⋯我要相信她⋯⋯明明⋯⋯根本不可能⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZaByqnk45
為什麼。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxBqvpwIHPw
在鄭雅欣醒來時，這句話還在她腦袋裡嗡嗡作響。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2sHCd9BW1b
而今天，是大考當天。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtOkmuuAah
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「我們都要加油，知道嗎？」郭禹在考場外緊張的說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8kCj975mMg
「嗯，嗯⋯⋯」即使醒來已多時，郭禹的臉龐仍會與那個夢中的女孩重疊。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqoDHVj4DOh
「妳怎麼了？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKNhk5etk4
鄭雅欣欲言又止。「⋯⋯沒事⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2zNrIFZG9x
郭禹笑了一下，「好啦，沒事的話——」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBRwQavCfn
「我們，」鄭雅欣叫住她，快速的說，「我們考完後的隔天約在空地，好嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡabQWEhWeDs
郭禹安靜的看著她，最後答道：「好。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg7GOtNdT81
啊，她的眼神，撇開了。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkJd9q5LeP
但鄭雅欣不想去想她為何要撇開眼神。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz63fMjXYGe
「再見。加油囉。」郭禹說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡptUkIRnnsm
「⋯⋯嗯。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe5HUoDc8q4
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「很快，就會結束了。」郭禹在拿到第一張卷子時，喃喃的說。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2NzUDUuBI
「雅欣，妳⋯⋯會原諒我嗎？」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6bzDSFkn96
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鄭雅欣回到上次夢中斷的部分。女孩依舊哭泣著。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Lxy1V7AkQ
只不過，天已亮，原本吵雜的四周也被靜謐取代。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrLv92XRkQI
那女孩正用小刀削著一片木頭。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4GX7FQJf1w
「啊！」她不小心劃到手，她將滴血的手指含住，一會而後繼續削。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6D3eyulqY3
鄭雅欣莫名覺得自己的手指頭有些刺痛。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7yOhAO5P57
不知過了多久，女孩終於削好。她在上面刻了幾個字，並把木片插在土丘上。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0wOzKd2yhl
那是個墓碑。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEXa2J04g9K
女孩跪在墓碑前，低聲說著什麼。「我⋯⋯」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzOfDdilN8L
突然，女孩把頭轉過來，直視她的雙眼。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIPqDBeCvIX
鄭雅欣後退，卻沒辦法對那張長得跟她一模一樣的臉移開視線。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkBQRA7Kf1Q
「為什麼，」那女孩嘶吼，靠近並猛力抓住鄭雅欣的肩膀。「為什麼！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡskf6ObUec8
「我不——」她試著開口。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVDppq2Adp
「為什麼、要、相信、她！」女孩直逼著她的臉，吼得聲嘶力竭。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWvu7mkxyF
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「嚇！」鄭雅欣從床上驚醒。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzNx2TMiSA
沒事。她告訴自己。沒事，那只是個夢。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAjZ98Cwt2A
她看看時間。約定的日子，就是今天。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTukxo33x1B
她不懂自己為何那麼不安，只是，準備出門的動作變得越來越快。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXh5HFbUnd3
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「那個，阿姨，請問郭禹在家嗎？」鄭雅欣問。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxqzkRatmHr
「沒有喔，她剛剛出去了，說要買東西，」郭禹媽媽微笑道。「要進來等她嗎？她應該很快就會回來。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrBr1W9ZryZ
她看著那個跟郭禹一樣虛偽的笑，接著又想起她腿上的傷，她一陣暈眩。「不，不用了。謝謝，阿姨再見。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eMHUAsaHw
她馬上轉身逃走，感覺再待上一秒就會吐出來。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTlrqI8Qpk
郭禹⋯⋯妳到底在哪？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMVKpdomjoP
一陣涼意從她身上流過，彷彿被什麼牽引著，她往空地的方向跑去。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsVWcCV9yKt
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抵達時，她看到地上一個信封，放在一個已經腐爛的木片邊，而那個木片上，繫著一條被蟲蛀過的絲帶。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXzQmgAk7c
信封署名是給她的。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1vkhTzc2mG
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致 我無可取代的朋友 鄭雅欣：488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBJNU2PLYy
我想，我們見面時，一定是個風和日麗的天氣吧。 488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvIf7aQKbw
郭禹 上488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJCIIVAcFV
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她的手顫抖著，紙張被她弄出許多摺痕。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NutSSumhe
究竟是哪一步錯了呢？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBGrcVvfko
或許，是從一開始吧。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoe3ToCoxhC
因為她始終都在催眠著自己。她不敢去改變現狀、面對現實。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGhr8hjapFb
美好的日常太易碎。不能夠去碰觸它。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6CdokT8xa
現在這樣、最好。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcfheEpldQg
看吧，一切都不會改變。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLKT5iRhXhe
——「⋯⋯為什麼、要、相信、她！」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOInqfDyyk
這句話擾動著她的每一根神經。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRg8DZwb4ek
「⋯⋯因為，我以為一切都會變好。」488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvK8L6prdW0
她抬頭。郭禹面無表情的看著她。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmYTDg7aJcs
在她的想像中，郭禹的表情就像是在告訴她：會變好嗎？這是妳想要的結果嗎？488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFddxJ4DLhz
鄭雅欣閉上眼，眼淚唰啦唰啦落下。488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMBOwlfxkwk
「妳看到了嗎⋯⋯天空中連一片雲都沒有喔⋯⋯」 488Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiR9EQXmlJm
郭禹低著頭，不曾抬頭望過天空。
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