gray skies.
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Silver.
Your eyes when you spoke are so happy,922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwCRJOS3n5F
like a bright message to the future.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5dtnp3iDX
You show me your dreams and thoughts and wishes,922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwuL8ZTGE7j
and I keep them close to my heart.
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a shadow crosses your visage.
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Argent.
You don’t tell me straight away, (am I not worth telling?)922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2rdlP1d8g
and instead, I find out with days to spare.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdqWMMJI3AH
It’s panic, pure panic, that keeps me gone.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdCKM1idyvE
I can barely bring myself to say goodbye.
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the skies steadily darken.
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Iron.
The first days are the worst.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJGJl6dzjP
All that exists are you and the knowledge that you’ll no longer be here.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLBkcPWykOg
And that empty, yawning space in my heart.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1dfBYby97X
It hurts, you know. It really does.
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the memory of you keeps me going.
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Lead.
I deal with the pain.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7aaamitcPd
If I ignore it and constantly distract myself,922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lyWix540j
It’s like nothings there. Well, no. That’s a lie.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlxBlwjDckj
But you’ll never know, will you.
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i miss you.
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Smoke.
The burden has lightened.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj3EmtlL6ka
The throb has lessened, and the ache has dulled922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqvRMvbIS5
It still hits me hard, that I’m now alone, that you’re no longer here922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPGlTgcJ51
hard enough to keel me over in tears.
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i wonder where you are.
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Stratus.
The worst of it has ended. Instead, I’m left with my thoughts, my memories,922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqOAKIhssSW
and a broken heart. It could be worse.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdfznLunvDt
I still want you here thought, by my side.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkGZUWO6Kyy
That still hasn’t changed.
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the skies begin to clear.
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Chromium.
And now, my fractured heart has mended. The pain has slowed to a throb,922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx7A3WlgN9
that chooses to visit once in a while.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFlyGtQw0ny
I just have the recollections of our good days.922Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaYzlxwbnc0
And the image of you, happy and bright, shining like the sun.
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you’re the light that brightens my world.
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