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Monster.
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That's what they called me. And I didn't understand why. When all I've done is to stop you.
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Stop you to pull that trigger to your head.
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But no matter what I say. No matter what I do. You still did.
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You still ended your own life.
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You called. I answered. You cried. I pleaded.
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Pleaded for you to wait for me.
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I never knew that that was the wrong thing to say.
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Because you did wait. 'Til I opened the door and caught a glimpsed of you in the corner of the room.
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A gun pointed to your head.
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With a smile you said. "I did wait. And it was worth it."
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I ran. I cried and pleaded. But still-you fired the gun.
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I had watched as life abandoned your body even before I could call for help.
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I cried. Like I've never cried anymore. I shouted your name 'til no voice came out.
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If I had known, I wouldn't have walked out on our biggest fight.
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If I had known, I wouldn't have left you alone.
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So, here I am, I stand here infront of your coffin. Cuffs binding my hands. Tears barely escaping my eyes.
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Because those tears have been already shred. With you as only witness.
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And to them, I would be forever the monster that pushed you to your death.
But my mind whirled with all the questions.
Am I really the monster?
If I had stayed. . .
Would you still be alive.?
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