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和阿龍、小迪道別後,我並沒有直接回家。260Please respect copyright.PENANAYyd0oCO7E0
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離開熱鬧的市區後,我打了方向燈、確定後面沒什麼車之後,隨便把車停在旁邊的人行道上。260Please respect copyright.PENANAkpJAanmy2p
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脫下安全帽,依舊坐在車上的我,從口袋裡拿出了手機。260Please respect copyright.PENANAvdSZ7Xbzeo
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按了許久,終於找到熟悉的名字,撥出。260Please respect copyright.PENANAAp3COivkyW
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電話嘟了好幾聲,最後轉接語音信箱,掛掉之後我又撥了第二次。260Please respect copyright.PENANAcwTTQHXEHD
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「喂?」在我覺得要轉接語音的時候,她終於接起來。260Please respect copyright.PENANAwa1QYi6Lcy
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「都不接電話是怎樣,手機是裝飾品喔?」260Please respect copyright.PENANA83VxVKqlRR
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「就沒聽到啊!怪我囉?打給我幹麻?」大概是怕我又要連環炮,她趕緊切入重點。260Please respect copyright.PENANALtUgHfE7LD
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「妳今天不是不用上班嗎?要不要出來喝酒?」260Please respect copyright.PENANA0tc2ZerlxY
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「喔,好啊,去哪喝?」260Please respect copyright.PENANAd3vSONl6mF
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這麼爽快?我還以為還要跟她拜託來拜託去她才會答應。260Please respect copyright.PENANAG62Y1V3rtv
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「白色愛琴海啊!我先去那等妳啦!別拖時間。」260Please respect copyright.PENANAktgBjkI7o4
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「好啦!」260Please respect copyright.PENANAvtzM0irNuU
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把手機拿離耳邊,按下掛掉鍵。260Please respect copyright.PENANAyx01bWijBq
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酒。260Please respect copyright.PENANAku7e9Neegw
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那曾經用來麻痺自己的東西,如今,意義不同了。260Please respect copyright.PENANAhcyHDJ5XBl
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戴上安全帽,我往約定的地點出發。260Please respect copyright.PENANAQIkLDy8ndE
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白色愛琴海。260Please respect copyright.PENANAruidwlm1Aw
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騎到這裡來的時候已經下午四點半了,把車停好後,看了四周,她果然還沒來。260Please respect copyright.PENANAPKefxGjnjn
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我伸手碰了掛在車勾的那袋啤酒,從裡面直接拿出一瓶打開來喝。260Please respect copyright.PENANAEYyLXr92tz
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啤酒喝習慣了,苦的味道自然就不怕了。260Please respect copyright.PENANAhQhMYzio3z
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在我喝了第三口後,終於看到熟悉的車子往這裡騎過來。260Please respect copyright.PENANAYcjnd5Hp25
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「好啊,又拖時間啊,整我啊!」她才剛停下車,我就馬上開口。260Please respect copyright.PENANAQt7xaR1wpC
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「才拖一下下而已,又沒差。」她脫下安全帽,一副理所當然的樣子。260Please respect copyright.PENANABiCRzN27oI
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「給妳拿。」我把掛在車勾的那袋啤酒拿起來,交到她手上。260Please respect copyright.PENANAqi06tsQiZ6
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她接過手,然後和我往海岸邊走去。260Please respect copyright.PENANAaQJr2rm8Fz
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偷偷瞄了她好幾眼,這人妖其實沒什麼變,還是跟國中一樣帥帥的。260Please respect copyright.PENANAn6jarYDWbj
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明明是個女的,卻比以前國中那些男生還帥是怎麼回事?260Please respect copyright.PENANAoLQBwV1Kgk
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走到海岸邊,隨便找了個地方,我一屁股的就坐了下去,人妖也跟著坐下來。260Please respect copyright.PENANAiS9f9U053F
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喝酒。260Please respect copyright.PENANASbr8c0wVx8
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「怎樣,心情又不好了喔?」人妖也開了一瓶酒。260Please respect copyright.PENANA5S3s7n7QyA
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我點頭,心情不好時我就會來海邊,這點人妖很清楚。260Please respect copyright.PENANA8z579yxack
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「我今天去看他了。」我說完,便大口喝下手中的酒。260Please respect copyright.PENANAunZaLWHQ6j
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人妖看了我許久,最後把視線移回了海。260Please respect copyright.PENANAUEy0yi8c7P
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「那個楊瑀峰嗎?」人妖問。260Please respect copyright.PENANAiz2Z2pbm0C
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再次點頭,繼續沉默。260Please respect copyright.PENANAz9MfEpkStG
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「這樣很好啊!妳終於肯去看他了,他也會很開心的吧!」260Please respect copyright.PENANAtrPpyJz619
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「誰知道呢?」我聳肩。260Please respect copyright.PENANArCfopcQLUk
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「其實我從之前就很想問妳跟他的事,只是聽到妳說你們分手了,我也不知道該怎麼繼續問下去,之後又聽到妳說他出車禍,我就更不知道該怎麼提。」260Please respect copyright.PENANAYcc1Mopf5y
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我低下頭,大口嘆了氣。260Please respect copyright.PENANALKzD6WQ5Ce
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在他車禍之前,我跟他也沒發生什麼事,除了那通電話之外。260Please respect copyright.PENANAr0SriwbwP1
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我告訴了人妖那通電話的事,我和瑀最後一次的通話。260Please respect copyright.PENANApS7cq3iCQn
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最後一次。260Please respect copyright.PENANAMirEFYqWBr
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「他也猶豫了很久才打給妳的吧!就那種手機一直握在手上卻遲遲打不出去的人,他就悶騷啊!我之前不就有跟妳講過了?他會把心事都埋在心底不說出來,就算他想開口也不知道要怎麼講。」260Please respect copyright.PENANAkKIUHgjTa0
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「他有在改,他說要為我改,但是在他開始變好的時候,生命就被奪走了……」手上的酒已喝光,我又開了一瓶。260Please respect copyright.PENANAcZP4SMsrnH
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「如果我知道那通電話是最後一次和他講話,我是不是就不會對他那麼兇?現在講這些好可笑,我明明知道「如果」總是有很多,但結果──永遠只有一個。」260Please respect copyright.PENANAHvxeZyJqKz
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結果是死亡,你。260Please respect copyright.PENANA4VlV6Gj828
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「是阿。」人妖用一種很感嘆的語氣說。260Please respect copyright.PENANAjWeaf1r1Fk
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「希望他下輩子不要在是冷血動物了啊。」我說。260Please respect copyright.PENANAxuIS40kzxe
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在我說完這句之後,遠方的海形成一個小海嘯慢慢打上海岩石。260Please respect copyright.PENANAAwi1mPHL5t
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「妳說錯話了啦!妳看!楊瑀峰生氣了。」人妖邊笑邊指著那被小海嘯拍打的海岩石。260Please respect copyright.PENANAlbPzV57Vn4
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「最好啦!」260Please respect copyright.PENANARLFD0B92tW
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在和人妖聊天嘻鬧的同時,也夾雜著我對你已離去的事所得到的釋懷。260Please respect copyright.PENANAVVBSVwBKIx
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終於,原諒了自己。260Please respect copyright.PENANAFGk2bhLA8u
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**260Please respect copyright.PENANAE3kfApCPVn
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在和人妖喝完那袋酒後,天色已經暗了下來,我們各自道別,然後酒駕。260Please respect copyright.PENANATByNtQPx0V
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還好這裡離家不遠、醉意也沒有很深,我很快的騎回家。260Please respect copyright.PENANA7nIUChBYqF
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把車停好,上樓。260Please respect copyright.PENANAiDfemiBPEU
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打開鐵門並關上,家裡很安靜也沒人在,大概都去上班了吧?260Please respect copyright.PENANABse3OoejlT
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一陣疲憊感襲來,我馬上回到房間,把房門鎖上、包包隨便丟到電腦椅、躺平在床上。260Please respect copyright.PENANAu152lIpGJl
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喝酒之後就覺得很睏,稍微睡一下,反正家裡沒人,不用擔心被吵醒。260Please respect copyright.PENANA8RAw9pv3JW
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打定主意後,慢慢閉上雙眼。260Please respect copyright.PENANA0O97pf1HAK
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很平靜,心。260Please respect copyright.PENANAbZLA4MaBl8
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再次睜開雙眼時,我依舊是躺著的狀態,而周圍並不是我的房間而是一片雪白。260Please respect copyright.PENANAICnsVhubkf
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而我的旁邊、也就是眼前,也躺著一個人。260Please respect copyright.PENANAxg3juwCRPG
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那個人一直盯著我看,而我和他對上眼時,我感覺到眼淚瞬間滑落。260Please respect copyright.PENANAsMQ2PTRCpV
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他依舊是我記憶中的那個模樣,只是蒼白了許多。260Please respect copyright.PENANABrEBlPJJMb
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楊瑀峰……260Please respect copyright.PENANAiF7oLruFzf
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這是夢吧?我不是在做夢嗎?260Please respect copyright.PENANAU3dzBV1NTB
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為什麼難過的感覺、心痛的感覺,那麼的真實……260Please respect copyright.PENANAFwTgVFqvuW
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我想開口,但一點聲音也發不出來。260Please respect copyright.PENANA59HBu3ExM8
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有好多好多話想跟你說,即使這是夢。260Please respect copyright.PENANAADWIBTzR9R
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那些虧欠、那些一直存在於心底的思念和愛,我想全部都告訴你。260Please respect copyright.PENANAINlD2aXBdm
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我很努力想要講話,卻是白費力氣。260Please respect copyright.PENANArse2F6PI2t
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在眼前的他突然露出了笑容,像是理解我想要表達什麼一樣的笑容。260Please respect copyright.PENANAI4wF7U3iOm
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眼淚一直滑落、不停的。260Please respect copyright.PENANArKxxtf36fp
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你知道嗎?你真的知道我想要說什麼嗎?260Please respect copyright.PENANAgB6DLxUJlm
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我伸出左手,想要摸他的臉,但在即將要碰觸他的瞬間──260Please respect copyright.PENANA6xXg5tmaEy
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消散了。260Please respect copyright.PENANAhY0WGBbDEz
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你去了哪裡?260Please respect copyright.PENANADtUzhsUZxv
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無論是在現實還是夢境,你永遠都是觸不到的戀人。260Please respect copyright.PENANAXmgrTbez3M
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