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和阿龍、小迪一起共進午餐完後，我們離開了這家咖啡店。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiicnEYG1A
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這一頓是阿龍請的，要結帳的時候雖然我極力阻止阿龍付我的餐錢，但最後還是無效。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ohBOJg5MH
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阿龍的流氓臉一嚴肅起來我就輸了，我果然還是會怕壞人。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjbPg8YQ0Pq
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走出咖啡店後，我走在他們兩個後面，阿龍的車沒有停很遠，就在對面的火車站而已。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0F2sE0sEOy
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不過他停的位子是計程車專用道，從不遠處就看到有兩、三個計程車司機指著阿龍的黑色小客車議論。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPxRJjhTvKw
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「喂喂喂！你車停在這很缺德耶！沒看到這裡是計程車的專用車道嗎？」那些司機一看到車主回來，馬上圍過來責罵阿龍。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eTJgOIFv7
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「有差嗎？看你們停在這老半天也沒有人想搭啊！借我停一下是會怎樣？」阿龍一副理所當然的樣子反駁那些司機。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzRQVyyr5Mj
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小迪拉著我的衣服，要我跟他先上車，我看了阿龍，阿龍還在跟司機們爭吵。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3EB2G3SOh
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應該不會打起來吧？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAtzOcwO2sn
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在我擔心的同時也被小迪拉上了車，小迪很迅速的關上車門。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefGSiiTCdP
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「這種時候呢就是要放生他，如果我們還站在那的話我們也會被那些小黃們罵進去的。」小迪編按前座的觸控小螢幕邊說。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡougciZvoUn
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不要一副事不關己的樣子啊！我嚴重懷疑就是你慫恿阿龍佔用這車道的。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3XtiBD5v30
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車上開始撥放音樂，小迪整個人往後躺，哼唱著現在撥放的歌曲。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJA3ubvCP7f
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旋律一出來我就知道是什麼歌了，陳小春的獨家記憶，很久以前的歌。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpKW82NrJi8
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百聽不厭的老歌。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4CgLRmROe
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「阿楊也很喜歡聽這首哦。」小迪轉過頭來對我說。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJtbkj94aqz
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「你怎麼知道？」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRuvif3TwkC
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他怎麼會知道瑀喜歡什麼呢？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvB8FfB8QWr
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那張讓人看不出任何情緒的臉……259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHFVkJF1cfl
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「我們出去的時候我都會叫阿楊開車，誰要給那白目龍開啊！他超喜歡闖紅燈的，我才不想死在他手上，現在是沒有阿楊我才勉強讓他開的。」他答非所問。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi3mkRdI9Pc
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小迪笑笑的看著我，那笑容跟過去的笑容，差了很多。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7xbUX0gaAa
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少了真實的快樂，現在。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1c2mvoSphL
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「阿楊開車的時候都會放音樂，每次放出來的第一首都會是這首，所以我覺得阿楊一定很喜歡聽。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXOH00bjqA
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「你了解他嗎？」我又問。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOc867sidBn
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小迪搖頭，然後開始說著他了解的瑀。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfcgLBzfTqQ
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我不了解的那個瑀。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuscCf7PEPx
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「阿楊雖然總是那張臉，但是不代表他沒有喜怒哀樂啊！他都很會替我們想，尤其是妳，其實阿楊跟妳在一起的時候是最快樂的吧！但是阿楊他不會表達，他好像失去表達能力一樣，他很在乎妳的，你們分手後也是，我看的出來，那是一種直覺，我知道阿楊一直想知道妳的狀況，但是他不敢問妳，他知道妳一定很受傷，我是不知道妳說了什麼去傷害阿楊，但是阿楊他不會在意的，因為是妳，我敢說阿楊比任何人都在乎妳，他把妳放在第一順位，在士林的時候──」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpxvFzajExp
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前座車門被打開，阿龍坐了進來，小迪一看到阿龍進來就沒有在繼續講下去。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtZHu62v23c
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士林那次？士林那次怎麼了嗎？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnge4UuvQ8
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「到底有什麼好生氣的？」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDeYx2bqPOB
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「我不認為我該道歉、也沒有必要道歉。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo5zgzc0yNj
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「妳可以開口拒絕，但妳沒有，那妳想過我的感受嗎？」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ01HkYFMnZn
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「妳不覺得妳很無理取鬧嗎？」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMWj8DL6Ar
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那些曾經令我窒息痛苦的話語彷彿又傳入耳中，我深深的吸了口氣，穩定自己的情緒。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgDQHArgsMF
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「真是有夠煩人的！」阿龍邊發動車子邊抱怨著。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4MAHk7yjT
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「你就白癡啊！上車就沒事了你還跟他們在那邊吵，其實你有病吧？欸橋橋附近有沒有精神科醫院還是診所的，找阿楊之前我們先帶阿龍去看一下醫生好了。」小迪又開始在嗆阿龍。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Iy8y4SicC
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「在講你就給我滾下車！」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE4MRVzqVh
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「嘴長在我臉上，有種你把它拔下來啊！」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSLAP7AwTM7
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面對小迪的挑釁，阿龍無奈的搖頭，專心的開車不再反駁。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jf7VJpZRX
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小迪嘖了一聲，繼續唱著車上放的歌。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxeCulybmiy
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我看著窗外，然後想起剛剛那首歌。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCLq1tpjm2
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有關於你，絕口不提。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNeGhspNLvP
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獨家記憶……259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxiBVktRp8E
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二零一零年，十月。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hBQY5fjsL
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學校裡，這節是體育課，班上的男生幾乎都去打球，而女生有些去打排球、有些則是在樹陰底下乘涼。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCCbdzrmZn
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而我是後者。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo0i36tXMau
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我不喜歡打球、而且我很怕熱，只要遇到體育課我都會坐在旁邊休息。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb7TAFreZ5z
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冬天除外。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHLbYBDi47V
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開學至今已經過了一個月，和班上的人也沒有多熟，好像一直停在原點。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsZDn7B6bS
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我本來就不會主動和人說話或是加入人群裡，這大概是我交友方面比較失敗的地方吧！259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmv1mCEsEW
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不主動。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlWrYtxnCka
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但不主動也是有好處的吧？交到的朋友就不會那麼有心機或是虛偽，對我來說是這樣。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDhbNkmPQ1d
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人妖就是個例子，大方又不做作的女生，當初是她主動和我說話的，所以才變成朋友。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZZ0mWZy2W
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好朋友。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvW7uennpCP
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「那個、叫什麼橋的我忘記了，來一起聊天啊！」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGxXc2uFau
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跟我一樣在樹下乘涼的幾個女生突然喊了我。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQnw9f9GCZ
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我看向她們，她們幾個帶著善意的微笑看我。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33GhFT7091
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我慢慢地用坐著的姿勢往她們那邊移動，同時也感到納悶，我的名字不好記嗎？只記得橋這個字是怎樣？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNBDmWZXsS6
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坐定位後，她們繼續聊天，聊班上、聊老師、聊學長姐、聊愛情。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49v4aRT0m6
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我完全插不上話題，只能靜靜的坐在旁邊聽她們八卦。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozIchcn4Tw
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她們聊的內容有些我不太感興趣，尤其是愛情。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKjlniv3gXq
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愛情。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ednVQOvz5
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對於不久前才和瑀分手的我來說，愛情之類的話題我真的很排斥。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW2hiAYXQEe
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排斥、非常的。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefkp4yTGKq
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「欸、欸！」一聲推喊嚇到了我。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJ2paUR6MX
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我看著那個推我的女生，她臉上很多雀斑，沒記錯的話她在班上的位子是坐我旁邊。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ42VHb58cWL
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「幹麻都不講話啊？啊對了！橋妳有沒有交過男朋友啊？」她問了一個讓我非常敏感的話題。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaCwR0N0jS9
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我看了她一眼、又看了其他人，她們都一臉好奇的等我回答。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡimbOYjDYXq
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「好，分手就分手，我告訴你，我一輩子都不會承認你是我男朋友，一輩子都不會！到死也是！」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmOni8tilQl
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「嗯。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWj8XDndyl
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「沒有，我從來都沒交過。」我回答得非常乾脆、毫不迴避。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcaRgWI6k07
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然後她們驚呼。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs5TmhMczaa
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有人信、有人不信、甚至有人說我單純。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc5NWHgjlYq
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不管她們說什麼我都不在意，問我真的假的我也回答真的，不然她們想聽到什麼？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8UPmKK5oaU
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最討厭這種八卦了。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuMPt02DPL2
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「項鍊耶！自己買的嗎？還是別人送妳的？」又有一個女生靠過來，很自動的把我頸上的項鍊拿起來看。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ781kLOme6h
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「自己買的，覺得不錯看。」我忍住想推開她的衝動，冷靜的回答。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgjwLFi0M6k
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她半信半疑的盯著我，那眼神像是在告訴我「妳在說謊」。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHdS7POxKka
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「把男生的給妳戴，就代表我的心在妳那裡，藍色的小寶石，是我的心。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRBSopgye3
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下課鐘聲一敲響，我馬上起身拍拍屁股走人，也許我這個舉動會引來她們的不爽，但是此時此刻我無法在待在她們身邊。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXmthlHJiz
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一分鐘都待不下去。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTwLmp3OIlY
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拿別人的事情來聊、探聽別人過去的戀情，有比較好嗎？聊了笑了有比較開心嗎？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmIsKy2b8Up
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怎麼有些人就是不懂別人的感受？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOFM3CFt42
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頸上的對鍊在分手後的每一天我都想把它拿下、丟掉，但我發現自己辦不到。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT7A1on9fj4
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為什麼？因為還愛嗎？我不覺得是這樣，但又找不到其他理由。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHv6A3tIFYH
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我轉進影視科大樓的女廁，洗了臉，揉著雙眼。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUudnsrX9C
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「而妳的心，就在我這裡。」259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG3oIaMBKS
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贈予我對鍊的那一天、那些畫面不斷浮現在腦海裡，明明曾經那麼幸福的……259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXchaaRcjuz
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都是騙人的嗎？楊瑀峰？259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡid4fRU89HU
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停下了揉著眼睛的手，就這麼放任眼淚流出來。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWv4j3UoWO9
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自那天分手到現在，這是我第一次、第一次為了回憶而哭。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFD0wuvorha
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為了你。259Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFhn5TRSXgz
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過去的後悔、現在的迷惘，已經無法再回頭了。ns18.216.156.171da2
