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和阿龍、小迪道別後，我並沒有直接回家。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRvFqHsnM4f
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離開熱鬧的市區後，我打了方向燈、確定後面沒什麼車之後，隨便把車停在旁邊的人行道上。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPvw2NmadfD
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脫下安全帽，依舊坐在車上的我，從口袋裡拿出了手機。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkp52v7J1l
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按了許久，終於找到熟悉的名字，撥出。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡglaEjeHb9p
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電話嘟了好幾聲，最後轉接語音信箱，掛掉之後我又撥了第二次。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYoGSpsPVt2
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「喂？」在我覺得要轉接語音的時候，她終於接起來。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwtnYJazc5x
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡixLq5gdMVf
「都不接電話是怎樣，手機是裝飾品喔？」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm1Ue2KpOhi
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs9hufZEyTe
「就沒聽到啊！怪我囉？打給我幹麻？」大概是怕我又要連環炮，她趕緊切入重點。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK8CTrTlrHr
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnT7pV3KYFh
「妳今天不是不用上班嗎？要不要出來喝酒？」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNt1i26E3kS
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpUqojdmMcC
「喔，好啊，去哪喝？」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXnPIRtYvW
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這麼爽快？我還以為還要跟她拜託來拜託去她才會答應。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkpO2qXM8bL
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「白色愛琴海啊！我先去那等妳啦！別拖時間。」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkfk1E8IHv6
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「好啦！」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7LgHsnNhSR
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把手機拿離耳邊，按下掛掉鍵。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4P7ihS7n6M
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酒。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNu5H9vfoV
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那曾經用來麻痺自己的東西，如今，意義不同了。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkybnp2641
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戴上安全帽，我往約定的地點出發。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5DMWJn9pXi
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白色愛琴海。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05oVbr5Jsa
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騎到這裡來的時候已經下午四點半了，把車停好後，看了四周，她果然還沒來。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGP6mJ4U4x
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQmDYfNT6d
我伸手碰了掛在車勾的那袋啤酒，從裡面直接拿出一瓶打開來喝。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsG0lFo8mH
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVat3RK7gd
啤酒喝習慣了，苦的味道自然就不怕了。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt83qTWeIol
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWZ4LlgvM1
在我喝了第三口後，終於看到熟悉的車子往這裡騎過來。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmMfAPvn683
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTMX3YhIjPC
「好啊，又拖時間啊，整我啊！」她才剛停下車，我就馬上開口。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiTWL6h5zMi
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuNOfS4vXG
「才拖一下下而已，又沒差。」她脫下安全帽，一副理所當然的樣子。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYJLn280nWW
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrn9f7Qpfwz
「給妳拿。」我把掛在車勾的那袋啤酒拿起來，交到她手上。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTfBV4lX58e
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2OecBecx35
她接過手，然後和我往海岸邊走去。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJnBTYaE2ng
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偷偷瞄了她好幾眼，這人妖其實沒什麼變，還是跟國中一樣帥帥的。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBLXywBooik
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明明是個女的，卻比以前國中那些男生還帥是怎麼回事？262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0dQzTWS6mo
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVbAcoTEQej
走到海岸邊，隨便找了個地方，我一屁股的就坐了下去，人妖也跟著坐下來。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdtjZLYfnm
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喝酒。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxV8AxmybU
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjM8HuCU6wp
「怎樣，心情又不好了喔？」人妖也開了一瓶酒。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUm3MALWPx
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO1WtZpTpGF
我點頭，心情不好時我就會來海邊，這點人妖很清楚。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAkxeAjCrof
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「我今天去看他了。」我說完，便大口喝下手中的酒。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdTMJpFI4Ft
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人妖看了我許久，最後把視線移回了海。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlblQWSZOEc
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「那個楊瑀峰嗎？」人妖問。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeapk66yLJL
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再次點頭，繼續沉默。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXiXJyp5yw
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「這樣很好啊！妳終於肯去看他了，他也會很開心的吧！」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrzfKah2DQy
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAjQSk96ZD
「誰知道呢？」我聳肩。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpmcHgsNsln
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡblvvUWcEpU
「其實我從之前就很想問妳跟他的事，只是聽到妳說你們分手了，我也不知道該怎麼繼續問下去，之後又聽到妳說他出車禍，我就更不知道該怎麼提。」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD8Gx23cti
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjjEaDcc7X4
我低下頭，大口嘆了氣。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVwsCEmYFty
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Lx8LHqjrV
在他車禍之前，我跟他也沒發生什麼事，除了那通電話之外。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKqO6OP5JyQ
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmsWi8FHDFp
我告訴了人妖那通電話的事，我和瑀最後一次的通話。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYqFdLgeWyd
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最後一次。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOfhvpflTq0
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6GxwWn5H5
「他也猶豫了很久才打給妳的吧！就那種手機一直握在手上卻遲遲打不出去的人，他就悶騷啊！我之前不就有跟妳講過了？他會把心事都埋在心底不說出來，就算他想開口也不知道要怎麼講。」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2e3cu30T8B
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「他有在改，他說要為我改，但是在他開始變好的時候，生命就被奪走了……」手上的酒已喝光，我又開了一瓶。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIa2hUGWra
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIwFkuqsHP
「如果我知道那通電話是最後一次和他講話，我是不是就不會對他那麼兇？現在講這些好可笑，我明明知道「如果」總是有很多，但結果──永遠只有一個。」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFz3QQ0jcp
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結果是死亡，你。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjvfRqhOOSt
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvinlzR5FzX
「是阿。」人妖用一種很感嘆的語氣說。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡARpD6KZyVl
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0BapBKJeR
「希望他下輩子不要在是冷血動物了啊。」我說。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡofDznBtdAV
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoFEnsbxOPq
在我說完這句之後，遠方的海形成一個小海嘯慢慢打上海岩石。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBpg907Im3
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1A8WiPI8O
「妳說錯話了啦！妳看！楊瑀峰生氣了。」人妖邊笑邊指著那被小海嘯拍打的海岩石。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4VAgTo9A6j
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「最好啦！」262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxTBvRgOura
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在和人妖聊天嘻鬧的同時，也夾雜著我對你已離去的事所得到的釋懷。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl19OcB3MJ3
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMI42l9QWSh
終於，原諒了自己。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNyUphAzogb
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在和人妖喝完那袋酒後，天色已經暗了下來，我們各自道別，然後酒駕。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQAcUEqO7uD
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3Fp6Zyadku
還好這裡離家不遠、醉意也沒有很深，我很快的騎回家。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4SlBt2nHkM
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy5asMo1ZHM
把車停好，上樓。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP0lZzjpjMn
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打開鐵門並關上，家裡很安靜也沒人在，大概都去上班了吧？262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfwhkAzp80J
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoNMBqcyVR
一陣疲憊感襲來，我馬上回到房間，把房門鎖上、包包隨便丟到電腦椅、躺平在床上。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpBph848rp
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnFtGNlHp6b
喝酒之後就覺得很睏，稍微睡一下，反正家裡沒人，不用擔心被吵醒。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSLfBm0Hu8
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ05sSPWj2Fb
打定主意後，慢慢閉上雙眼。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tgW2qbznP
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOxSf5CtYU2
很平靜，心。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Z6xBQcBaU
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO9vHV5GXpf
再次睜開雙眼時，我依舊是躺著的狀態，而周圍並不是我的房間而是一片雪白。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡucaOYYcwUs
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而我的旁邊、也就是眼前，也躺著一個人。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzDyNu4h4lw
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnbQ2WFK8KC
那個人一直盯著我看，而我和他對上眼時，我感覺到眼淚瞬間滑落。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYrByoRHBUH
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0qkM5ya1Wc
他依舊是我記憶中的那個模樣，只是蒼白了許多。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7UHNDv5cb
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpDu0n0FSl
楊瑀峰……262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyzuhAJy0o
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這是夢吧？我不是在做夢嗎？262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbFkZ8O02vt
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9St2XfBAjF
為什麼難過的感覺、心痛的感覺，那麼的真實……262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyBgjqOBdE
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyb122B46pU
我想開口，但一點聲音也發不出來。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6ekwG6RQN
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhbtDgmrOgS
有好多好多話想跟你說，即使這是夢。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutRMKfpCC5
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoKyMl6E8Ry
那些虧欠、那些一直存在於心底的思念和愛，我想全部都告訴你。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOMToBoLt9
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Wr1eN4tGJ
我很努力想要講話，卻是白費力氣。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ25NCHuWQJ3
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUb3tGHRNs
在眼前的他突然露出了笑容，像是理解我想要表達什麼一樣的笑容。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuvgGdjXgrv
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrFCchDE1I
眼淚一直滑落、不停的。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHKueKp8E8k
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWeyG8KITni
你知道嗎？你真的知道我想要說什麼嗎？262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymfpQNObEj
262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyEolpNFzKM
我伸出左手，想要摸他的臉，但在即將要碰觸他的瞬間──262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjgmbVIgpl
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消散了。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5o6lntgsWQ
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你去了哪裡？262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKCKz5GAgc
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無論是在現實還是夢境，你永遠都是觸不到的戀人。262Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEn4heoJj7m
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