Mara’s POV
I almost didn’t go to the café that morning.
I’d had a nightmare the night before—one of the old ones. The kind that leaves you feeling like you’ve forgotten something important but can’t remember what. I woke up with a tightness in my chest and a strange, hollow kind of silence in the room.
But something pulled me there anyway.58Please respect copyright.PENANAq6KRq4dVlX
Maybe habit.58Please respect copyright.PENANA7Fnd1QnpzG
Maybe hope.
Eli wasn’t at Table Nine.
For a split second, my heart dipped in a way that scared me. Not because I missed him—58Please respect copyright.PENANAAMY0fxITwN
but because I already missed him.
I ordered my usual and sat by the window. The same seat where we first shared a single earbud, where I first saw the way he watched the world like he was rewriting it in real time.
When I picked up my cup, I noticed something tucked beneath the sleeve.
A folded square of paper.
At first, I thought it was a receipt.58Please respect copyright.PENANAtK6kN0h2k2
But no.
It was a note.
His handwriting was small. Neat. Like it had been written slowly, deliberately. Like every word mattered more than it should.
If I could write down the things I’m too afraid to say, they’d start with you.58Please respect copyright.PENANA8OyQw4rcsg
Not the you I see from the window, but the you I’m starting to know—the one who hides behind her smile and drinks her coffee like it’s a shield.58Please respect copyright.PENANA2flHexj57R
If you find this, it means I’m braver today than I was yesterday.–E
I read it twice. Three times.58Please respect copyright.PENANAjc2dgk3N8J
And then I just sat there, holding the cup like it might burn through my skin.
He didn’t know if I’d find it.58Please respect copyright.PENANAXeyFgU55WL
He didn’t even know if I’d come that day.
But he left it anyway.
Not a confession.58Please respect copyright.PENANAFbI4zwHtvM
Not quite.58Please respect copyright.PENANA3MGaAHdmvS
But close.
And for someone like me—who’s used to people leaving without warning—it felt like the most honest thing anyone had done in a long time.
When I looked up, he still wasn’t there.
But his words were.58Please respect copyright.PENANAxsp9rHgAMO
And for now, that was enough.