（第一人稱，松本晴香視角）17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbIdFCgy3tO
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「準備好了嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLCS6hMJdKb
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXELCK2sGbT
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4lsys1Mjzm
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmUKUiEpSQR
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「需要喝水嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZZ1iBOw4A
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ573KvIaGu6
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「……，不用了。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrs8jspmCfY
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDHrU0hT8hl
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxzU7bVyF6T
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3ZoIKdMrD
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「……，也是呢。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkzKvaCXq4v
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGbFrI94qeT
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18oK1ge5ki
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTXq6BTZYun
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTQL1q6rhJI
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxZG1LOX8Fd
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxO015JPHBV
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「到了喔！晴香。」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwc4ESmdZSG
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwaQDHuyLtS
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyjyRVUkYUa
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVAds23NXtM
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tzAYlJdaU
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlKBuepAKnl
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……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7tez6zpWb
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……，夠了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHOKsSsqgfc
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVXbeQaZ1f3
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rcW0RlDFq
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrX4xX4Qub3
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pMBSFN5Ze
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLGeLp41D7
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ZglyQ1Q7u
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEtehSVMXjS
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7rc2xnA6dY
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcO0EfH911T
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgDXdrTHOq
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH02GfGOzLy
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「那麼……，開始！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg0yvMI9V7g
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0hFW0tKrSg
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZIojQWebzL
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDSBVhL11wI
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡILEWSYJOyw
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdFKyqGgAl
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdA3yw30Q5O
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHTm8TKnqtv
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv0ySU1pkT5
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKEeFFtHIm
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfs1q5m1jX
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「喂！松本。」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOhVkew6Yjj
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8DF9cHSxsM
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR91jPjIN6t
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt2tW6a9wlm
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1eoUqoIH2y
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnoaVTQtdIl
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「當然……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFe3ylGgPwC
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjfGeUrUwSK
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEvh4dQbHSC
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrrxXIAB8Fz
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKVDmkhO4dm
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9kOW9cXaG
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「嗯，我很開心。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY6Tw7lgqe4
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「這是你的實話嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQdNmnV1gV
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「當然。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzmkIhnYNuV
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnawamkuked
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD4CQd84MzR
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVfHkXnFr8W
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「……。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYTS3u0jvCi
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笑容？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgzOBmyEh0
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDLfnq91cGl
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4mCQlXKN77
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「……，騙自己嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHNUmyLAoV7
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6o9HvlUfeh
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrMw3MxhLRV
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL02GdI4829
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0nv59ad6w
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ascBfEyik
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「……，是這樣嗎？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3kdCjUEOdz
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ51PJ9zagzk
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「……，真是的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3A9GheJSod
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbLzeq9Kfy
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttC9o19WCf
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGmwZXfzjRn
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeikkkUi2xY
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「你到底想說什麼！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhpIROXI84H
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzWP9V93Rtp
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmXOGDcdkB9
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你以為……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBSsv8Qzl9w
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡICqoflPvk2
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoOz1kdnbnW
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS3vZIEUIO
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgODnDSNxDZ
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuyypQnbp9q
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKL1RtYWZuC
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「……，果然。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡExLoIgC0sS
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUiY2idsGWJ
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGpWYM2Ruy
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRuwWFWwHV
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfvbfcHj2hI
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMGhCDzjKlC
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……，LIVE？ 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5AvM6PtVus
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqF7OohkvAd
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtqXsKYxEsD
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbJBhufaN5D
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要是真的做到了，我……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm2ab8ZOUWB
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……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPkPHdRy9lZ
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV4Y2P2OIvC
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMlu1MoGJm
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWb7VtIHBNM
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「如果是這樣……。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhNEY4SvuXi
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv7bcqIEXtW
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQ2Mob04mw
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0xAxYj7QxE
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpme0asyKeu
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfnOHcpmAOn
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「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2NMMj4A1r
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugk9oRwaH3
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXp12gLsVvP
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmJcKSlMHpj
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大人物……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrX0lgBX9s2
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxubMqlxftS
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1hhvEzuIo
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0sS8c1lEf6
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfUl7bCBnRT
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUZ1WXhUilY
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我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSRUQks1U7Y
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCRjmKEst3b
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隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvCKuq6YxDz
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原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSe8BdBg9qI
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQNdw0RC6iO
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOrl9p0rYmw
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgbnbTtbxZd
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLDbc1u0dHd
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6L2l6znGmd
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP6LWmMQSGh
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJzMpXawQ1
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGKdIlB694
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrpy29KyqdS
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeATKT2P71O
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbf3VI0YM1n
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgnuU4jmIfR
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pvcjkGoTl
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3OaOBb07Vk
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrOQKYS0CF
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxoZRLTc4TX
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbuZOMtlZF9
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz9ZqhDmYjO
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1LpvPdxkVw
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSkV2af1Hz
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBfyfRNYjBn
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5JPNIqXO8B
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsIdNry0onn
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強顏……，歡笑？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFGVEMFlmTr
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡftIgo7WF4d
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzbNG5BYiDA
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl12wwPGr8L
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJ9vjyuRiJ
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1CDraGyRV
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWQ9SThDsmg
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpMMD6m3j5i
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOPShdBtAm
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「為什麼你……？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXjeyEReK5x
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbXNetBzeia
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMA5HEHqzBS
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM3NIm9Rulq
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkj7vd1KiEZ
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4tGxt1ddTx
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Pu2LHJGYj
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡttrxFJZPFW
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1kdEtqMUIw
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「是啊……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQWcI9IRdRX
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為什麼我會害怕呢？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAXHG4eSrh
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmELj0DuI7w
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSadajmvdSr
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuSKFII0nlQ
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBviDgdTZKY
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyGimcuAIml
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「當然！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpq08LxnqBB
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFasqMh54Xw
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbhY45bvsmR
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQgg12A9Up
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKQQYfQyJX3
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMvtEoKHrxS
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2m7rLa7GKj
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJlkvQWux5
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXsdyYeT7Pz
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ29O2oOBwrH
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiCWLAyhTLn
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYSzzgUS7TS
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTRFEjPavcX
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwcN0yWUIr6
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN2keub5kTr
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8LE0T8CKgs
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY71BdOI9Ep
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLzlZojizVa
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡU5PbaCtfcA
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqhK86R6h9O
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJIQUmcIu6V
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQh3Ckt1vTC
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4oGXAOGD7T
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFgjZDboroS
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「我當然記得。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNVla5eDSbZ
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeFair74O76
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYR3waXNcz
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCLt4jmDXv0
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「原來是這樣嗎？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2qW2KpDpXO
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9WslWYT6k
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6ECgjsT1o
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJkYMWb2OJr
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts5RMSsoMs
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumX3tLbtDe
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「……！」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtRi6yFBzQZ
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUu22LQYBP1
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY9kQ0W2Gz5
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媽媽……。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnphpgYAy6E
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「怎麼了嗎？」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ64Coxc54Qm
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPuDVa42CmE
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzqc0423ePJ
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Kzpil2HJn
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVv7Crtyx2r
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……，不行，我打不下去。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgyAbuoP2ax
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我沒辦法……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ23oC5LZCmD
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLG9nLtkTq
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「怎麼了？」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtjNiCSlluR
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBPdPQdL9iA
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhx7xct58wK
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs8YCfSfXTN
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG4N3EMjCEV
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMmy7nhl1H1
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq4HzlTFEJB
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsfPzq5wJO
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrysmpWKM1p
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我到底該怎麼……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPTm4oaBcMa
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……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzApaBhTCwz
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如果……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDqwCIPUowq
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLVl2DASsoG
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcEZYLGxfhE
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzIX2NthBiO
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我要親自去見母親。」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEivwfyM3z
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「……，是這樣啊？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzQ0lZ91lMk
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqWEsA2503U
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxocLR0olo4
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkgDjx4jEVI
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU9VfB447p
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEGwY8w6CYQ
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwT8Ke5JuJB
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCcoKycYEe
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzzibDZPVZV
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBOWoWzBln
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUqe4RDkB2R
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVatdPeR68Z
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXf1JJ77kN
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMyyRKbLMFE
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAKjU7qbWsp
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jnRq4by3f
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9f66JhnkiE
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqDF3KjXMuQ
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她……，在說什麼啊！？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiE69ABe81k
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLfvVnCYNvx
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPsDkEJlKs
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhElGiIALX9
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR2lIvqDlM1
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLtO9B5zS0K
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「嗯……。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGS7JglrV6E
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHmfKnVWv8
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUq6W66fvY6
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsObNciBOat
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWHymrQwls9
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ScBD9UWie
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM7q7jP9zrC
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「你……，說什麼？」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzz1PsMuoj
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYVVif4gcRz
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxPCwvOXTCI
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6zlUC1Ihg
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh93D8VPTAg
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnFcKRz2ul
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzG5g01tJG9
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。17Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinei4ZyYZT
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