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「準備好了嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyg7xGCOsv
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吉田站在我一旁，並一如往常的掛著笑容，並對我發起疑問。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡg2wBLzvJt1
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現在我和吉田在舞台後方，正為即將到來的表演做準備。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAHYyGHNXyl
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我深吸一口氣，卻感覺不到一絲緊張。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡePDVxTPcrW
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「需要喝水嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP2N2GYwSE
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吉田用溫柔的聲線關心我。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdspP9BodWC
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「……，不用了。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP5250x7kzu
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「真的不用嗎？平常你在我們面前表演時都會喝水啊！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjQadNP1E4B
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「那是因為我怕再次緊張失誤而已，喝水比較能緩解心情……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsl5dqkHcer
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不過，現在沒這個必要吧？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgett4KVQXc
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「……，也是呢。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKWEJSFcioc
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吉田沒有多說什麼，而是看向舞台，等待著即將到來的表演。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1ofQw6tuh1
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「下一個，Amateur Light！」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡv4sPxnwncK
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這時，布幕外傳出一個男性的聲音。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWh67sxeRrB
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聽到這句話，我和吉田沒有任何遲疑，並一同踏上了舞台。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4FyxRkRu9
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我閉上了眼睛，並朝著舞台前進。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr5FVEREHtr
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在舞台上表演……，究竟是怎麼樣子呢？ 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AETtVtYZF
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「到了喔！晴香。」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwQXoE26hMD
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一段時間後，吉田用小聲且溫柔的聲音喚醒了我。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbjbPNkIgSy
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聽到吉田的聲音後，我深吸了一口氣。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHyRTWDzthk
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必須冷靜下來，接下來就是我們偶像的表演。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbcHMWzo4m
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只要表演好的話，或許我們會紅嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpvHxqXxLQ4
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那就得跳好才行，必須跳好才可以……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN4mxr1GMu0
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……，夠了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwxXNaN1Arn
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我還要這樣自欺欺人到什麼時候？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK80B2P2DJl
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我張開了眼睛，並看著眼前的一切。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCyHakhgC6a
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觀眾席僅僅坐著五人，剩下的前排位置都被攝影機所占滿。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTS8pWuCU70
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而我們所站上的舞台，不過只是長寬二十公尺左右的小型正方形罷了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXaJrrkn2t
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這就是業餘偶像的宿命，一輩子不能嘗試職業偶像的感覺。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpthnt1R4dB
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Amateur Light，是吉田所創立的聚集20名業餘偶像的團體。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1xvFUJfp5
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相比與職業偶像合作所需的昂貴價錢，和業餘偶像合作非常便宜，也不需要太多麻煩的手續，對於某些小企業來說，拍拍廣告、電影什麼的也是是個很好的選擇。而這也是Amateur Light的主要收入來源。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbGb5WkhszJ
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在吉田的邀請下，我很快就加入這裡，並透過一些業餘偶像接一些小委託來獲得薪水。生活過的比之前更好了。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyAnDVAMTa
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雖然……，和最早我的夢想差很大就是了。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgNlKNS6tbZ
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但也沒關係了，如今能當偶像，又有足夠養活自己的薪水，也沒什麼好挑剔的了吧？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL4q3DOiRvq
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這一次也是，只要稍微拍一個小表演就好了。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDw75WO6ZRj
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「那麼……，開始！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQnRtq7RsEh
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隨著台下的導演喊下，我和吉田兩人一同展開表演。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfn9pQ6snqk
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明明在舞台上，明明在表演著……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlH8cm2w6T
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為什麼我的內心卻那麼空虛呢？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVUo720JFo
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在我們錄完影片後，我們回到了Amateur Light的總部。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmmsiRMg9yN
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總部位於一棟大樓的某一個小房間，是由木椅和木桌組成的中型會議室。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsRF2bNOhep
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我在打開門進到這裡後，我很快坐在其中一個椅子上，並直直趴在桌上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Wf0vl76Tx
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我能深刻感受，我在做的是一份「工作」，而不是一個「興趣」。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBdh6dpLxNe
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不過那又怎麼了嗎？反正我都有穩定的收入，我能有什麼怨言？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqdMdkpMebs
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這樣的生活就好，這樣下去就好……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn7e2E2yaYi
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我想這是我這種人最適合的工作了吧？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtwNsdWhWTB
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「喂！松本。」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3xJvh7hXd1
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就在我趴在桌上時，一名銀色長髮、眼神有點兇猛的女性突然靠過來，並喊了我的名字。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnXpRoLubYL
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她叫小林千鶴，算是Amateur Light的製作人，負責管理Amateur Light的財務；同時也是個有名氣的網紅－頻道有120萬訂閱，是Amateur Light中最紅的成員。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVR9PoW1GpP
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不止如此，Amateur Light就是在她和吉田陽菜創立的，是Amateur Light的元老。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNO6L1rbzF4
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在聽了她喊了我的名字後我很快抬起頭來，並雙眼無神的看著她。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2lQLazLKgW
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「是這個月的薪水嗎？」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL0NeI8CUvN
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「當然……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr6BubdEMzE
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你幹嘛？表情很臭欸，不要打擾我的心情好嗎？」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVxCOk2ZFD
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「沒什麼，只是有點累而已……。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRUUK572nCn
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與其說累，不如說是空虛吧？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfIRrQpnFm
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小林嘆了一口氣，並坐在我一旁的椅子上，並開始開口。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPdRcA7QnxT
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「我認真問你，你在這裡開心嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWZqmQMoqZh
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「嗯，我很開心。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPeOVRlQjTT
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「這是你的實話嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpj5QtgnrhG
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「當然。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl2X5XS53j6
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我可是能唱歌、跳舞，還能領薪水呢！19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNpWKW5rOOE
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既然我沒辦法進其中一個事務所，那這對我來說也是個不錯的結果，不是嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRiaL3nBzK
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「你在說這些話的時候，你可是完全沒有露出一絲笑容喔。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nm6diUzT8
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「……。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpHwn1VI4l
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笑容？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeiw8B0nVbR
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「真是的……，松本，你是不是智障啊？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlUiUIbYDqK
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為了讓自己可以接受這種生活，你騙自己多少次了？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGKOhMW4SAd
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「……，騙自己嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBkjgLsuyI
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原來一直以來，我都在騙自己嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGaqceTkc3
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「站在Amateur Light製作人的立場，我實在沒辦法對你坐視不管。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWPOC04xEp
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松本，雖然現在你只是個新人，不過你在我們之中也是一個有實力的人。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjhorpCQZm4
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你的舞蹈是所有人中最好的，唱歌的音調也抓的準，你也懂怎麼做最能製造張力。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMOIu8LzwC3
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雖然現在這樣說有點武斷，但你應該是Amateur Light中僅此於吉田的業餘偶像。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeGECwp8ArT
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「……，是這樣嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJiUtPYzJOc
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但無論做的再好，我不也是業餘嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSlxUKSq8h6
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「……，真是的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPV5zLMHStS
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怎麼你們一個個都一樣悲觀啊？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkezoGm8ZVb
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「要是不悲觀的話，我們現在就不會在這裡了吧？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ1CnjcmeAh
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「陽菜不就能一直保持樂觀嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSygWb6Q6Rp
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無論怎麼表演，她都能一直掛著笑容……。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkkIEQFpc9x
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「你到底想說什麼！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpuQJxTMWNe
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突然間，我激動的站起來，並看向小林。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSgvmeKBX56
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小林的話彷彿就像一直在搓我的傷疤一般，讓我終於忍不住。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWcejFuqda
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你以為……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfTyewRsQ6O
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「誰不想發自內心的笑啊？誰不想樂觀的想著事情啊？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8128iRZRYt
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但我做不到啊！我又不是吉田。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBnsj72ZClx
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你又不是偶像，你懂我們的經歷嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyUMbuPGY26
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不懂的話……，就不要擅自在那邊指責我們！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaa5LkFrph
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我激動的喊出內心的話，連我自己都沒想到我會那麼激動。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaZcqj9PBj
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但是小林沒有因此而自責或生氣，而是死死盯著我。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFIlyvhbara
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「……，果然。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡymgrW5IoBo
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你的內心，還是有夢存在的。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1TC1xJXTVd
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「你到底要說什麼啦？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJMt17zjZf6
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「雖然現在還只是一個想法，不過……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGd5CoCjnF4
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如果我現在說，我想籌備一場正式的、能讓Amateur Light的全員都能開心表演的LIVE。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCb7LBpCVaB
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這樣的話，你會因此而開始樂觀起來嗎？」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWnQhnrHjrG
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……，LIVE？ 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwJmQo7AnL
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聽到這句話的瞬間，我的腦袋瞬間被打亂。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaFWGtJaFFb
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如果再度回到大舞台上……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo7GGLtKAbx
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不再是僅有幾人的攝影間，也不再是無聊的表演。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwrJNt0H99m
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要是真的做到了，我……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjdYSNPh0b
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「真的……，有可能嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAQzf0opZQJ
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「那當然，我最討厭做天馬行空的想像了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIB3sVqxws
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但就是有可能，我才會提出這個想法。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD2qFFaqbi
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「如果是這樣……。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzcmJi0hKNf
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不知不覺，我的嘴角露出笑容。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4lZDhDVCt
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看到這一幕，小林也笑了一聲。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6jPE65igfF
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「你這不是很期待嗎？ 」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5IOQs3pNI4
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「嗯……，要是真的能表演，我……。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHK8PfHUNPr
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我會不知道該怎麼向小林表達謝意……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96HUUTbhKb
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「不過話說，為什麼要突然辦LIVE？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ382eY84Ocl
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「其實之前我就有想這樣做了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwRrwrNW6LT
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大眾對我們業餘偶像的風評其實並沒有到很好，我想藉由一場LIVE扭轉大家對我們的評價。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Dxa5Hux1J
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如果運氣好的話，我們也許能成為大人物。」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF9xXyO8osk
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大人物……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc8XswFijod
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原本以為加入這邊就要一直過著這樣的生活了……，沒想到居然還有這個機會存在。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu1At9M8KDU
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我點了點頭，眼神變得堅定，內心彷彿在熱血沸騰著。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlfeNLYbz80
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希望，再一次降臨在我們面前。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGHvarYbWUc
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「如果是這樣……，那我會幫忙的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwLRynSMRq
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無論如何，我都要讓LIVE舉辦成功！」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0JurKPo66a
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我對小林說著內心的想法，小林聽後也露出了笑容。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsQHtjSNGLX
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「你眼神果然還沒完全死透啊！」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAahK5xx5c
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隔天，小林叫了Amateur Light的所有人都來到了總部。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDFaGiA1Z5
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原本大家都以為是要發薪水和開會，不過在大家到齊後，小林拿起麥克風，說明了她提出的LIVE計畫。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6elb00RKX
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在小林說明計畫時，我觀察著其他人的反應。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPplDL6YWrt
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所有人從一開始的疑惑，到後來的否定，表示這是天方夜譚。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC03E32hHXq
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但最後在小林提出她的想法後，所有人都不再否認，眼神內都充滿希望。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmtyIckEJmc
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「難道……，我們是真的有可能站上舞台的嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1NpLRoAjKc
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聽到台下一名成員的話，小林露出笑容，並點了點頭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaLDjiFqTwx
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「毫無疑問，沒問題。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXckO4eQJb8
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聽到小林這句話，所有人都開始興奮了起來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiiMjWK0Go
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「沒想到我們有舉辦正式LIVE的機會！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96C7BFWKLo
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「好的，我必須給大家看看我的魅力才行！」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6z2JZTPfaW
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大家說著，似乎贊同著小林的計畫。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXB7t2yPZSq
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是啊，怎麼可能不贊同？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6MIp8EzdNa
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這可是我們這群業餘偶像……，這群不被這城市接受的人自己開闢出的道路！19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡejPAdPShqZ
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不過這時，有一個人突然站起來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtj54YfuOC6
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「……，這件事你想很久了嗎？千鶴。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiRbelKA8PU
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開口的人，正是Amateur Light的創始者吉田。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt6ea0Zge5J
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身為Amateur Light領導的她卻不知道小林這樣想著，她似乎有點困惑。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVRYiyuQgDe
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她難得沒有露出笑容，而是用一個充滿疑惑的眼神看著小林。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡznhqHpjbQi
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小林盯著吉田，並說明自己的想法。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAlw4rf7pNo
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「難道你不希望這樣嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaPR3vzJ1ze
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「怎麼可能！只是……。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNXoPehK23z
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「陽菜，我可是最懂你的人。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYNYeQBR1OP
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我直問吧，你要強顏歡笑到什麼時候？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDIot3I8fxD
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聽到小林的疑惑，不止吉田，我和其他人也露出驚訝的表情。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmdqcwRnIVP
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強顏……，歡笑？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡild5m0pUDI
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我看了小林一眼，這很明顯與之前她跟我說的「像吉田一樣」產生矛盾。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaUuiLhBg4
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……，不對，當初她是故意這樣對我說的，為了試探我的真實看法。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtuAuPpLXY
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吉田雖然一直都笑著，但她和我們沒有任何不一樣。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOPk1jrrW2b
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她也一樣是業餘偶像。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeK9oENfRFa
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「吉田，我想跟你說幾句話。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXN2XDO3Z79
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我站起身來，並將視線轉移到吉田身上。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFZFhjApUup
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在吉田疑惑的眼神下，我說出了我的真實想法。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa6Y2dLigX4
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「你該不會很不安吧？害怕失敗了會承受多大的後果吧？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9CgI7acNuB
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「為什麼你……？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrQMrw3pqc0
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「因為我也是這樣想的，所以我了解。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6dwFRkadM9
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但即使如此，我還是希望這場LIVE能順利完成！19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5WRGExcakg
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吉田，你應該最清楚我們是什麼吧？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh2VDwmEya
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雖然沒有加入任何偶像團體，沒有舞台、沒有製作人。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEIOux02atQ
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但是即使如此，我們還是偶像！19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSnUTynSsZ8
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我們要做的不是在這種虛假的身份中持續存活，而是作為一名偶像，表演一場震撼人心的表演！19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjWAdxCcehJ
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這才是我們該做的事，不是嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡok0XUlqXRJ
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聽了我的話，吉田雙眼睜大，似乎很意外我會這樣說。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNgGg4OVNZl
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「是啊……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZnkmvjUWhO
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為什麼我會害怕呢？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFJEBtBvyqy
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明明應該感到開心的才對！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJeK3GJtvgS
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吉田很快抬起頭來，並對Amateur Light的大家喊著。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgLSbzr6ocn
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「我一定會讓這場LIVE順利舉辦的，所以……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡibYnBywt09
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讓我們一同創造最好的表演吧！」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5TEgYjvKSJ
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聽到吉田這句話，所有人全部的激動的大喊。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcWyYw41sMX
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「當然！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnBG4mRB5br
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「我可不想繼續這樣了！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOIrmgME9bz
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「讓我們作為真正的偶像表演一次吧！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhVccbRJDga
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所有人全部歡呼的說著，臉上都掛著笑容。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMxuRm85TV
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我和小林對到了眼，小林也露出之前我從未見過的笑容。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuncQNbuQy1
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……，雖然這只是我的猜想，不過我認為小林的動機不單純只是想讓我們扭轉評價那麼簡單。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNWYIpkpObB
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一直以來，我們在總部裡的嘆氣、哀嚎，她全部都看在眼裡，更不要說與小林最熟的吉田了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoLeao98X9L
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所以小林才為了我們，想試著創造一場真正的LIVE。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMCdqt5CteA
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不過小林這個人意外很傲嬌，如果我這樣對她說，她或許不會承認吧？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBKuGI8f2bW
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不過……，不管怎麼樣，我們業餘偶像的希望再次來臨了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZqYCia4gV
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再次失去了希望彷彿再度出現，這讓我很高興。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjyjwjpJToX
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就像我說的，無論多辛苦我都要完成這場LIVE！19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7jYf3CvUZ2
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因此在今天之後，我們一同去籌備關於LIVE的事項19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBJBCfX8cqM
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小林很快就解決了會場和粉絲的問題，為LIVE的成功前進了一步。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8rCxqaoqXh
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其餘的團員們，則在總部旁的一個公園內跳舞，並練習著舞步。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJDefxVZAd
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歌曲和舞步則是由我、吉田和另外幾名團員一起討論出來的，歌名叫做《不起眼的我們》。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6fTisQF6Pj
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我想，除此之外就沒有更適合代表我們的歌了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRoZmY1gaeA
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因此我們一同努力，並一同度過許多難關。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0rTdqDjCtw
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而在某次練習結束後，我和吉田來到了總部旁的一個小陽台，並在黑夜中看著天上的星星，並一起聊天。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm6QSXlNGcv
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「松本，對於這次LIVE你感覺如何？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqG3cuHWLPU
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「當然很開心啊！沒想到我這一生居然還有這一次機會。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1DYchXfDnG
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「嗯，我也是這樣想呢！19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVgINKnaZi0
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還記得當初我在街上遇到你那天嗎？ 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNveKIWuYml
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那個時候的你充滿著活力和熱情的眼神，天真的覺得自己的道路能夠順利……。」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9jyvEtUHHx
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「我當然記得。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCOlLVKNCss
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不過……，沒想到僅僅三年我的變化就那麼大了。」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡchdeliTq3d
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「其實我曾經也和你一樣，以為自己來到這裡能夠混出一片天……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlbw65LJsiw
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要不是千鶴一直陪著我，我也沒辦法堅持到現在這一步吧？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTgrvSIuNJn
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「原來是這樣嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmC1r3liC8o
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小林雖然平常兇巴巴的，不過有些時候卻很溫柔呢！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudpkmzYkWr
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「她從小就是這樣了……。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLo0Z8A6Qkp
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以前她就常常聽我說著我的夢想，她雖然平時總是一副什麼都不在乎的樣子，不過關鍵時刻她卻又會推我一把。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8VXSdKoHJN
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我想我的人生中，沒有比千鶴還要更重要的人了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8y8jEgdZeX
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所以……，松本你應該也有吧？一直在背後幫助你的朋友、家人之類的。」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWhTTD5iXQ8
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「……！」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiA6OPz4n9s
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聽到吉田的話，我才突然意識到自己忘記了一件非常重要的事。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNU9RAoDgVa
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我拿起了手機，並打開了電話。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJdvtQ1sgak
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媽媽……。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0ISLXDd6Kl
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「怎麼了嗎？」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx5CUd0bBo1
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吉田對我突然的行為產生疑惑。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXiJszpVDS5
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「我有必須要聯絡的人。」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwEoPsYljjA
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我一邊說著，並一邊打開電話，輸入著母親的號碼。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvdrxMpOqGT
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結果就在準備按下通話鍵時，我的手指卻開始在顫抖。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡreCUXLzKNT
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……，不行，我打不下去。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdvMPWCyO9y
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我沒辦法……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRggGXiQZrt
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我關掉電話，並再次將手機放進口袋裡。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMPcgRSPjB
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「怎麼了？」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7T1fxGml7s
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「我……，沒辦法告訴她我現在的慘狀。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2JgeczA4z6
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我和她約定過了，下次見面我就會成為一個很厲害的偶像。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI69z8iZZUf
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要是她看到我現在這個樣子，不知道會怎麼想……。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCPc8uzN4jZ
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聽了我的話，吉田走到我一旁，並輕輕的拍了我的肩膀。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAMjDSPDfIp
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「……，松本，雖然我不知道你要聯絡的人是誰，但她一定是你最重要的人吧？這樣沒辦法鼓起勇氣和她說話，這樣好嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHG5vBJ3VhP
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聽到吉田的話，我的內心正不停顫抖著。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2G17sIbKLl
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當然不好啊！怎麼可能好？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFUawuGEw4a
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但我就是沒辦法按下去……，不管怎麼樣都沒辦法鼓起勇氣。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9OOhMx2Uk
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我到底該怎麼……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxUlZlMuDq
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如果……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxsc8l9Nt8
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如果這次我們成功的話，那我是不是就會鼓起勇氣了呢？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjweA2e4OJ
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……，不對，不能只是鼓起勇氣這麼簡單。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdm5LKa8g7w
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「……，吉田，如果這次LIVE成功的話，我要離開月花市幾天。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMJpa10BDoS
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我要親自去見母親。」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO5e2fQlbNK
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「……，是這樣啊？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX8e1Mq3C8R
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如果你是這樣決定的話，我就不多說什麼了。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeX9ZTKIDum
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我祝福你們，希望你們能平安的再度相見！」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R9CJvo5rY
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吉田聽後，再次用那溫柔的笑容看著我。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzBu7uZlB0L
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看到這一幕，我也用笑容回應了吉田。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwFNs7LssyV
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看來之後必須得更加努力才行呢！ 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7019RZ8Upj
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之後，我們再一起做了許多練習。舞步、歌，我們跳到全身都記住舞步動作、練到喉嚨都快聲嘶力竭。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoDmaWU4bII
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正因為如此，我們所有人都相信著，在我們如此努力下所產生的成果，一定會超乎我們的想像。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgq8irSCK4i
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於是在某一天，我們所有團員一如往常的練習，並為了LIVE而努力著。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7fnaAYb3g8
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這時，房門突然被打開，一個陌生人隨著高跟鞋的聲音而來到房間。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVakqKst2mD
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來的人是一個金色長髮，全身穿著光線亮麗的女性。身旁跟著兩名黑衣男子，兩人看起來的異常威武。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5lSCgN0Wsl
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在看到那女性臉的瞬間，我想起了來到月花市第一天的事。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxA7SmZkjQk
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我……，不會忘記她的臉的。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmx2gfQlETH
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金花，鈴木美惠子。 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwGpzrtzqAE
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曾經，我見過她那精彩的LIVE，被她深深的震撼著。
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但是如今她來到這裡，究竟是想幹什麼呢？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoa4oRaa7Qc
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鈴木觀察了一下四周，看著練習的眾人。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ3LAY5Ukfn
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「這裡就是劣等者的聚集地嗎？」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLGtM81Xpwj
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鈴木完全不在乎其他人的想法，並說出這句話。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeTn3RNxHMf
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她……，在說什麼啊！？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FeeudCuYh
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難道她是來侮辱我們的嗎？19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDg3LE1A7NS
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我有點生氣，並踏出腳步，想要與她爭執。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXmdiIzdAhp
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不過我看到原本在後方的吉田走過，並努力將內心的想法抑制下來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ60tjkOoh1
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吉田來到她的面前，並冷靜的回應道。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlanXSlANCE
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「抱歉，請問有什麼事嗎？」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡokcogluZZ8
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「嗯……。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeIM9om2fD9
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你就是這裡的領導對吧？那本小姐就直接說明來歷吧！19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWvyMd1nS8v
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNAWFF7Bq6
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那傢伙說著，並露出了笑容。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgfYqkjvH5J
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聽到這句話，我的心頭突然一震。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXvQbVB85Xe
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不止我，所有偶像也停止手中的動作，不解的看著鈴木。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhvskBhfZOS
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而吉田也瞪大雙眼，似乎無法想像她剛剛聽到的話。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfXGJ1esDc8
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「你……，說什麼？」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe3bgUWnjmH
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「不要讓本小姐再說一次！19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJn6eAET1pC
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你們的那場LIVE，本小姐幫你們取消了，就這樣！」19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4vPx74MhMp
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她一邊說著，一邊掛著笑容。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuxdc31lBhZ
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難道做這件事，對你來說很開心嗎？ 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJUL82vAi4t
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「你開什麼玩笑！！」 19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ35Qq14A0Vj
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我忍不住對鈴木激動的大喊著，將內心的不滿吼了出來。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNE1SUsOt3C
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然而見狀，鈴木依然掛著笑容。19Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzTL9ffKQ5k
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