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Anderson sat in a chair in a dark, deep room, his mind18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1s3zEH74HX
repeating, "What did I say?" His father lay there, mouth open, hands18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7jXGDlvyH
icy cold. He stared at him as if he were bound to a chair with the tag18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSdByrLezJ
"grief," pierced by the blade of regret. His heart pounded in his18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmnWVjvEJBk
chest.
Oh no. I'm fatherless.
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comfort him.
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father die?" he grumbled. "Well. there goes my dad."
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teacher and mentor. Now, all of that was lost. He felt broken, unable to18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNu9YTfhuE5
envision a future.
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did You leave me? I hate You—I don't love You. Why didn't You save him? God,18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEjAQcElR7Y
I'm trapped in Your silence. Please, speak to me! Are You even there? God.18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF06sipuYEX
hello? Come on! Where are You?"
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grief was overwhelming.
"You are so mighty. but I do not believe in You."
Let me die. Just let me go.
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"God, are You even hearing me? Come on!"
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a three-trillion-ton building had crashed down on him, annihilating his soul18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWjKap8dE3g
and leaving him with nothing.
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to speak it because he believed that to do so would dishonor his father's name,18Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrmOGyhsYgD
but at the same time, he could not ignore it.
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him: "This is not your fault."
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something—a presence.
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had He stayed? Why would He still love him after all he had just said?
He recalled God telling him that everything would be okay,
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God was real.
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