II. Melancholic275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDG4AolcVR8
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when it came time for sleep275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡog4nW3m5UG
he had already accepted275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkWpgFM1zSZ
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkyn9vzLZFA
for there was never a night275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VHXc2yztS
in which he slept sweetly275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5I59xap1s
in which his eyes didn’t sting275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yeqVSaj65
in which his body didn’t throb275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXPncjnsNYK
in which he wasn’t a zombie275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo444Df7Bd0
he hates to be awake275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7RLlfEI1UX
he wants to be asleep275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPMrfh59nwY
In the heap of a mess275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFXNeQ7KPJi
the young man rests275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡljklYP2AoJ
his back against the box spring mattress275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQx5n5RAvB
underneath the dreary light275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eTMQYDQDt
of a circular ceiling orb275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8K4HVazc6
intricately measured to be equally hung275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLOqz4a1SPx
centered between the four walls275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXFz4lP1ztP
enclosing around him275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3TSGDurM3d
the small, box-like room275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuStD6PhzHl
a little room crowded with too many things275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5E6CJCbOhp
full of everything275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD2qAuJ3CIE
littered amongst the carpet275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1fmxy7yjXX
there is books275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM5IE4pbTK
there is paintings275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5BpIYi27Ps
there is wrappers and trash275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxgyl8IRKQ7
things are stacked and things are hanging275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡok0txxpRwO
they're placed and leaning on edges275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDILnR7dsB9
things are covered275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgJ5xjEUo08
and hidden275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ45X6sU0bWv
and tottering on ledges275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5X0vl5bEv4
and eight or nine blankets275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHYfBp7xnsl
are piled atop one another275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm3LtdEeYZL
heavy on himself, on his bed275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnNQFRu0FtD
falling onto the floor275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3eIOjHXsdE
like a nest of distraction and275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjzDLZqsBNy
bullshit275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3ovy2MJTyt
and shadows275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxwLFJW2906
there are things invisible he can’t see275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0zTLuhtrCp
there is always the fear275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBmWYcrRl0d
they hide in the darkness275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS8Xs2YpL6j
and are hard not to run into275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf40PFsD5Iz
There is a concentration275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡddNmRaBllf
to the paranoia275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvoRGzu26J
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjz2Lmzhdwu
like he’s looking for that something unseen275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8uOsANj9j2
Don’t let everything fall!275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsrTkWXBRI
like a plea275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3B09jNNiR
he is trudging on through275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENw3qByUqH
and heaving and slumping275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0NNEOFYS6f
what used to feel safe275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYCbYCPvCmk
like hearth275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkDJAOS4tGB
but now feels engulfed in ice275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlaps7DpMy0
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4rpSksBKcX
He won’t be able to do this much longer275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCl4HAMUdr8
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnkttMs5fmc
that smells artificially sweet275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4Su17TX0qa
and burnt275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsZSAr01s4
because of the flickering wicks275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsEiCvWYUPa
he has three candles lit275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWWkYPyYf2P
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqKAZ4ptEYr
for a second275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRlGLHz6c0
like a fire is inside him275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYfaCGnvOth
but alas it's cold outside275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCT0vDBTeZ
and the storm has raged all through the night275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbiYCuVyeJa
The rain falls275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRMwd3SBy8
against the small window275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkaNg79vTJR
in redundant tap-tap-taps275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ytn8p0v2S
and he attempts to count275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBZGNicxiWf
how many drops fall275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvQaWD2Iai5
against the pane275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡns7c3Urhmg
and quickly loses his place275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8oV79xlX57
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZMTqSRpftr
beyond his walls as he writes275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLebU3tMGrZ
he wants to sleep275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaRjp0K1QoR
He is alone and contemplative275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Iufz3xfgV
about how it feels to fall275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHORLJNvsG3
into the insecurity and uncomfortability275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxJuTtS8rSq
of itchy, scarred skin275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTAEsQXo7OO
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvagjjziZzT
against the walls275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPVzKqL8Bpb
of the skull275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡr8OQ8qdwFq
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwaq7ZRI8P
to block the breath of night275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnxqxduGxjD
yet it's still coming in275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgOQ4gM1uUT
like a frosted wind275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡw1rAnHAO9o
seeping through the glass275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqWGczpm2M
of his windows275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAOHuwwfIxH
and the pores of his walls275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwwxrYKozB0
breathing over the carpet275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFBd1jqS95
and icing the scene with ghostly275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbZQOzfgdE
cold275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrkC5eA64DE
crushing him while he’s awake275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6hsW3q7wJh
the air is too cold275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzh8M3ATCIy
and its weighing him down275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaD1n8K7u2C
he cannot make out what is in front of him275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYdPlevRLMC
with depression like lightning275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOCsJ9s5guc
striking overhead275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnZQjmpySs8
bursting275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbguGfjwemK
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQC4gtuy8h
and he chokes on his throat275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkmObacSxA5
he is paralyzed in vulnerability275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZdWmTCZliK
his muffled gargles275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCvRzQ2t9O6
left unheard275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7IvaqXgms6
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWV7905ZU4X
and his color is changing275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzexKlXIlnv
darker and darker275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTycsLaQK6C
in horror275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdubSNDQqXF
he forgets how to breathe275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSvvzbxxpGm
and his head rushes with blue275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7Vi2EyI8v
and then darker275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcmzAJoX0cs
for a trapped, dying expression275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLQOONJ77qk
He is more and more275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2iyIISvxiq
unable275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWv2gCLmPo
to struggle against275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmfJVq4Vral
the darkness275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMFKuzzmRZr
he feels inhuman275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Fa3Cmm5y8
He thinks of how dreamy it would be275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡylZEYmP8Q1
to have no shadows275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwoT6eUA7vf
and to encounter a hero inside275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCMBoWhn8uH
to put an end to all of the darkness275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrM9LYzuix3
that keeps him useless275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡehWnHVtxQB
under the heavy, cold air275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSULYKMc6Ip
but he realizes he has nothing left275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKck1ZPKRVE
and his love is lost on those that he loves275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcgxfpNMpuK
for they have not given him their hearts275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGih80cKhhc
and he breaks his itchy skin275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgiI3gsZFbG
because he’s angry with who he’s been275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ34zBlfFQ1N
and they don’t seem to care275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYndrspRKbD
so he thinks he’s wasted his time275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjSiwDNSsrH
and they can go fuck themselves275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡow7ubPPbxG
because he doesn't want the affection275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiuTqNsIYxx
and he doesn’t need the attention275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡks8D54pGlX
from someone who doesn’t love him275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQcHXp6o5y
You don’t need them275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZwgPqiCqUe
You won’t have any of them275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCa64kqyOA6
Bring light upon the dark yourself275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnrYROPeKDx
He tells himself275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfgAETdohQw
there is a way to become healthy275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5dYNHv4wgk
to be warm and bright275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSklwk5HCKg
but whether due to fate or choice275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡadpKVoIlIp
he has been led down a melancholic path275Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6DtCsJRpv3
and dark thoughts disrupt him
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