II. Melancholic222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡinXnSQgUQG
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when it came time for sleep222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhPVv0nrpVZ
he had already accepted222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaAtUkonA8j
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ71fy9DvZ3j
for there was never a night222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyfhlEXOKzQ
in which he slept sweetly222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJfmednIdxf
in which his eyes didn’t sting222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Ky1vfy7MU
in which his body didn’t throb222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ43Y7Ck7Wok
in which he wasn’t a zombie222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9ZMqJS5ETu
he hates to be awake222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPRiWFkVYve
he wants to be asleep222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡts5AHenSs6
In the heap of a mess222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpktVfGvmsM
the young man rests222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLLKLHieVKv
his back against the box spring mattress222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjRswM1wEo0
underneath the dreary light222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4cCmlPpctm
of a circular ceiling orb222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHbLnpmGVVC
intricately measured to be equally hung222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI4eT63vkm
centered between the four walls222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJSmgzuYBkN
enclosing around him222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHJPj3zQXgo
the small, box-like room222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRQLuK9NFAh
a little room crowded with too many things222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SnLXxc8sP
full of everything222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjFXLkfsK78
littered amongst the carpet222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡclBJqNIqIb
there is books222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1sFUuupZ6X
there is paintings222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoMO3pFVSea
there is wrappers and trash222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiQmMYFuoUh
things are stacked and things are hanging222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJG8jCGhhLa
they're placed and leaning on edges222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb3LHfVo3y4
things are covered222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAeGD3AasT8
and hidden222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDQLEWhRMVc
and tottering on ledges222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjLiG0KdPyQ
and eight or nine blankets222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ22VLdQ7qj2
are piled atop one another222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9aPQ8IYr9a
heavy on himself, on his bed222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBOcrRfVSsA
falling onto the floor222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn3VwDO8buv
like a nest of distraction and222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1OfZNmROQ
bullshit222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAwn6UzU3YG
and shadows222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9nwFTGZQgf
there are things invisible he can’t see222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHSzIvdAJA4
there is always the fear222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvjQGRS84tO
they hide in the darkness222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHaMlEBi6wH
and are hard not to run into222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcPPnHkSANq
There is a concentration222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgPu6SPVerf
to the paranoia222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUgZgOrlJ3E
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZM6O1ya7KP
like he’s looking for that something unseen222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtcgEA7RPlT
Don’t let everything fall!222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEKJFx6wusv
like a plea222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPhyjkPPYpp
he is trudging on through222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWg8AznjhoA
and heaving and slumping222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9q4dzebnKN
what used to feel safe222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnscZjNszGG
like hearth222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7FFWe00Fo8
but now feels engulfed in ice222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVzMLYosU3Y
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsHxA1BdxrP
He won’t be able to do this much longer222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaxE9KfeHY6
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEfuv44SJrg
that smells artificially sweet222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡumXiOvwCfm
and burnt222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7W1jFcoDD
because of the flickering wicks222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡR4VlQXXACr
he has three candles lit222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHHXcYikCwv
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1j1ggAZuq
for a second222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0Rz3dhdy38
like a fire is inside him222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEQWZLrKKk5
but alas it's cold outside222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFAK0Bz9GDH
and the storm has raged all through the night222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgf8s7cpUws
The rain falls222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOlglzqLRCG
against the small window222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsSWu6BfLf8
in redundant tap-tap-taps222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTWuL5zqTMf
and he attempts to count222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIXMnrHGn6P
how many drops fall222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZJDGLEmQcL
against the pane222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaqBVWG4fP
and quickly loses his place222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJQk5DBbRl2
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6om4XnLEQd
beyond his walls as he writes222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmqGPVN88DD
he wants to sleep222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGpfIoW1rB
He is alone and contemplative222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtHLIcAfNsv
about how it feels to fall222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMhBdhYnZVQ
into the insecurity and uncomfortability222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3mkT3Uoh4Z
of itchy, scarred skin222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWRfo08icbw
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB9h4dz8HVa
against the walls222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBBXnAriXyp
of the skull222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRF17nHnLgN
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpLxFKbU1se
to block the breath of night222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJbNv7Xc8WJ
yet it's still coming in222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHUpz5DI2Wv
like a frosted wind222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡURTIh6wLLt
seeping through the glass222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOwpsCnEKJU
of his windows222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4wEDTX9yOV
and the pores of his walls222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuHVjkJQno6
breathing over the carpet222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3B9p7Mpio
and icing the scene with ghostly222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgRNMep9FpV
cold222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡum5Xm5lT63
crushing him while he’s awake222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNx8IdOH9JO
the air is too cold222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX7z7KWOrd6
and its weighing him down222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnq5WRfTIi5
he cannot make out what is in front of him222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVIHE50HELH
with depression like lightning222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYMXMXzcSx7
striking overhead222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3BqWQw2MlV
bursting222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8eoosx0bIq
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl71elz5xGF
and he chokes on his throat222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdYXQaW8h8Y
he is paralyzed in vulnerability222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkn6rSlUZ4k
his muffled gargles222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1Pxweui7KL
left unheard222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYDiWPUOWk5
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCI5GBBV5J2
and his color is changing222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLqu20hygS
darker and darker222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMh3hSmZATN
in horror222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkezZNpzHvk
he forgets how to breathe222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKSKVnBbAJF
and his head rushes with blue222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfjry3EtSAM
and then darker222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrRGd7Mp0Lp
for a trapped, dying expression222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDlroRomlbd
He is more and more222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG3LswTe1M3
unable222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgl3gDU2dhg
to struggle against222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEuAtaiJKho
the darkness222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMEQAW1YZVV
he feels inhuman222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Lbm4pAohM
He thinks of how dreamy it would be222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0m0SJ6OxRH
to have no shadows222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZUmD2L4yzj
and to encounter a hero inside222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9wVbTkgefw
to put an end to all of the darkness222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD1J3YHIPn6
that keeps him useless222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsUTzoranxM
under the heavy, cold air222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeB3oZ5TKvz
but he realizes he has nothing left222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9Jb0NWh6gr
and his love is lost on those that he loves222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡal5kjkuwyT
for they have not given him their hearts222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqBmrhIghvz
and he breaks his itchy skin222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvW3TwqbLAu
because he’s angry with who he’s been222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOExqFTDGZs
and they don’t seem to care222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcRvsLcvoR
so he thinks he’s wasted his time222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI7lqgLKpAD
and they can go fuck themselves222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXGfmnMuBwU
because he doesn't want the affection222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXBNgkg95Jd
and he doesn’t need the attention222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLSFtmTBuBo
from someone who doesn’t love him222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuGhWgTTQLi
You don’t need them222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIxCXczfNBU
You won’t have any of them222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1bNU03chzl
Bring light upon the dark yourself222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAsQhagWiZI
He tells himself222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO6pylKtxOU
there is a way to become healthy222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkB6qHzWQQO
to be warm and bright222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoSoIInygjo
but whether due to fate or choice222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAv5LOeu9KR
he has been led down a melancholic path222Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQuH9BxhyBW
and dark thoughts disrupt him
Penana
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