II. Melancholic268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiNZ9gaksuL
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when it came time for sleep268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡayB8f4P7FH
he had already accepted268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQjK6ut6qYl
that it wouldn’t be a sweet dream268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRf4gmUbTlB
for there was never a night268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD6Js7sjd0X
in which he slept sweetly268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IaxfQqx5n
in which his eyes didn’t sting268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyrjM8bmhwW
in which his body didn’t throb268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjd0sv4dZda
in which he wasn’t a zombie268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ13La7EwLkU
he hates to be awake268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbLDwVwXLTN
he wants to be asleep268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQl3MwYctU6
In the heap of a mess268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJyxW4kyZdf
the young man rests268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnW3OWs0Tt
his back against the box spring mattress268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo1wuU25lY1
underneath the dreary light268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAmcGpjTFC
of a circular ceiling orb268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdQSu2JThr4
intricately measured to be equally hung268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKtQc3e3iyv
centered between the four walls268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7U9OqhJRaU
enclosing around him268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfRvkNWXrDL
the small, box-like room268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrZjpsBgYr3
a little room crowded with too many things268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiS6TTQfjnk
full of everything268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hA8Q7qXXs
littered amongst the carpet268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfW1eNxCwMJ
there is books268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9oAwf4Gnfy
there is paintings268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWuFywIehgq
there is wrappers and trash268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4UR5p7LdvE
things are stacked and things are hanging268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXrCsOxidiM
they're placed and leaning on edges268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXyCgyL59Jw
things are covered268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf4McprKiUp
and hidden268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc4mzYmodPA
and tottering on ledges268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNwpvlK1lm1
and eight or nine blankets268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4QxFpDRkQH
are piled atop one another268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ5HysVd0IU
heavy on himself, on his bed268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOsfQ52su4c
falling onto the floor268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWs49K52MO
like a nest of distraction and268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwVRs8nlMOJ
bullshit268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfMe6QDHkL9
and shadows268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡruHpldZ7kW
there are things invisible he can’t see268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1FncWFFxN0
there is always the fear268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhMOAeFX1B5
they hide in the darkness268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc27frXdmm4
and are hard not to run into268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZ27mXjshM
There is a concentration268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSdHAoRzcsv
to the paranoia268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lylrQo01j
and he maneuvers about the stuffed space268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn6WeFdk6yU
like he’s looking for that something unseen268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbK7JT04O0
Don’t let everything fall!268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFyt9Jbi752
like a plea268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcBmhm7GANC
he is trudging on through268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5JBWDLhpk
and heaving and slumping268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqzJab0iSqS
what used to feel safe268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGJUq6syjch
like hearth268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaoG60rZ7Pu
but now feels engulfed in ice268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnORpxQRVgt
Don’t let it all come collapsing down!268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMEGGs7iOQ
He won’t be able to do this much longer268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNhmPtqkUut
to dance around all of the unseeable darkness268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡb6TYJIMzgI
that smells artificially sweet268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyt6RVY0ozE
and burnt268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf2xuD2lgfO
because of the flickering wicks268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJAj4WgJoBq
he has three candles lit268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡia4bwbamvm
their flame tricking his mind into thinking he’s warm268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK72lrrrhBs
for a second268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXnZjqw3XFU
like a fire is inside him268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyRFU9f2tfx
but alas it's cold outside268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfDzDj4tDki
and the storm has raged all through the night268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5YpZmlopJb
The rain falls268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqHeOhLCOoY
against the small window268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQsfddMBI9v
in redundant tap-tap-taps268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡugjVOulFML
and he attempts to count268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3bnrLcrObr
how many drops fall268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡk7PVUdOE7V
against the pane268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOTTROHJdis
and quickly loses his place268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTxuHrB8faf
and while he enjoys hearing cars drive down the wet road268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYtXxIsyNDv
beyond his walls as he writes268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWzBKMlVYzm
he wants to sleep268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLRaoRATB5d
He is alone and contemplative268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNRrMXFWBi
about how it feels to fall268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3DBP7wBrx2
into the insecurity and uncomfortability268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFNxQe9gZdw
of itchy, scarred skin268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0BsHND7tcS
his brain is screaming because his mind is ramming itself268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMWO9q9GHeh
against the walls268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMymbTLwMl
of the skull268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHoc8YQYy1
He’s hung a sheet on the blinds268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcD4suuOl29
to block the breath of night268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl4jKx139NG
yet it's still coming in268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡurJ1ocfC7a
like a frosted wind268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkVXqybKeOq
seeping through the glass268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhtORD8ykmq
of his windows268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvngXowFO98
and the pores of his walls268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKgcoH5rFtp
breathing over the carpet268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSqRhJng17I
and icing the scene with ghostly268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBL1jIEs6UC
cold268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡukemKOeirw
crushing him while he’s awake268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSWaf89dQg9
the air is too cold268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsPaPRPCMJF
and its weighing him down268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsGPTbUwz0j
he cannot make out what is in front of him268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMc6XuLHGaJ
with depression like lightning268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡustLrycqiv
striking overhead268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTbWgsMbpkl
bursting268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTYObgeIBuU
and splitting his ears with thunder rumbling268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡB7UipcU2OR
and he chokes on his throat268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRWzzPFg4NN
he is paralyzed in vulnerability268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4graOx8m3z
his muffled gargles268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJWks0eJMIA
left unheard268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡambgKLwy1f
he can’t move his eyes that are bulging268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP8tH7CgzwN
and his color is changing268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW6VrVbbhzW
darker and darker268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7vAobeuauO
in horror268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzz8pgyBSz8
he forgets how to breathe268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqZNTIJa39v
and his head rushes with blue268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzj1rFbK4TN
and then darker268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWDygJnl694
for a trapped, dying expression268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhHEfV8j14D
He is more and more268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwihULNAKIB
unable268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ZJnrZdUqC
to struggle against268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrcchYhF0ZB
the darkness268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsiGP4CGLY
he feels inhuman268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡer7xztVRWh
He thinks of how dreamy it would be268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBvzQAIcMIj
to have no shadows268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJBWYrQsxg6
and to encounter a hero inside268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbMIt6VVyqF
to put an end to all of the darkness268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYFhMBRYQkR
that keeps him useless268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuA8q6Rzn0z
under the heavy, cold air268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGeAaKQ9XVz
but he realizes he has nothing left268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJwdYgoUZpm
and his love is lost on those that he loves268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9bRnyXbiPD
for they have not given him their hearts268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp78mAOX2hb
and he breaks his itchy skin268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpCiiMiSMoq
because he’s angry with who he’s been268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡesQaw4CMKD
and they don’t seem to care268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtBC7fvLosS
so he thinks he’s wasted his time268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqU4KZwwmTR
and they can go fuck themselves268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQehc3M9WUJ
because he doesn't want the affection268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrP9yLnsY8Y
and he doesn’t need the attention268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKgbu4qn5U
from someone who doesn’t love him268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRFPe6MQeak
You don’t need them268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1VZ5GuCpXm
You won’t have any of them268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsFsnTU0bA7
Bring light upon the dark yourself268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEP44UgBeaQ
He tells himself268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgu9vTHG3It
there is a way to become healthy268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKA4ZkgSick
to be warm and bright268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡriuAA6G1Xy
but whether due to fate or choice268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZrrPOE3ise
he has been led down a melancholic path268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0gtlB37V8R
and dark thoughts disrupt him
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