(女方視角)51Please respect copyright.PENANAbKFAOeCpRY
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我有一個不一樣的丈夫。51Please respect copyright.PENANAOToW5fhR8c
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他是個同性戀。51Please respect copyright.PENANAmXkpjwNkwP
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但剛不久就被初戀給甩了,接著又被江大少給哄騙結婚,實則被關進戒同所。51Please respect copyright.PENANAULl1HR1tky
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真是......悲慘......51Please respect copyright.PENANA333rLsQ4nG
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母親說,他和我是青梅竹馬。51Please respect copyright.PENANAKUjDeDMwWc
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是嗎?可我......51Please respect copyright.PENANA3k29HYI6ta
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在高一那年車禍失憶了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAClHJSIe0ML
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關於徐洋,我沒有半分記憶。51Please respect copyright.PENANA3koVdzOH1C
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母親見此非常傷心,卻也無可奈何。51Please respect copyright.PENANA89czSPC6Zc
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我不想讓母親傷心,因此努力假裝愛上他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZ5QPQLQL5E
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為了「愛」他,我去查了他的資料。51Please respect copyright.PENANABRQqSxVfhm
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真的是個悲慘的人。51Please respect copyright.PENANA0yiq2dtQuQ
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而且,莫名地湧出......一絲心疼。51Please respect copyright.PENANAVujG98XBiK
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為何?51Please respect copyright.PENANAhpIBOe7yV3
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我去贖人了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAInkjfMcl9R
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其實我也沒想到,我會花重金,只為未婚夫贖身。51Please respect copyright.PENANAW3ncHQac51
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或許是因為......51Please respect copyright.PENANAOOFspkQQnv
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不,沒為什麼,只因為,想。51Please respect copyright.PENANAUgIrhNR4CH
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我想贖他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMvpAfsqkaD
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今年秋天來的很快。51Please respect copyright.PENANAs4tQxuN7ig
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以往,我都會和朋友一起逛街。51Please respect copyright.PENANAEqubFqToSs
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現在,我把徐洋接回來了,不免得面對他的精神疾病。51Please respect copyright.PENANATSUdjr7GCs
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也是,在一個很折磨人的地方,一般人一定會瘋,他只患上精神疾病已經是個奇蹟了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAyrAY5KsUBk
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真不知道他怎麼熬過來的。51Please respect copyright.PENANAt1R3p1EFPE
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我慢慢地哄著他。51Please respect copyright.PENANAm5gApxfnJd
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我大學時是讀心理學,深知這種方法雖慢,但能釜底抽薪。51Please respect copyright.PENANAuFeJJooFIb
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送進精神病院,只會造成二次傷害。51Please respect copyright.PENANAzbxRMDhpFJ
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他恢復得很快。51Please respect copyright.PENANAkua6WqMFMG
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但我知道,他還有心病。51Please respect copyright.PENANAuU0IxAMXTi
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我慢慢地當上他的人生導師。51Please respect copyright.PENANAFG3t1Vurtm
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也慢慢陷入名為徐洋的牢籠。51Please respect copyright.PENANAqeQav0yjA4
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愛的牢籠。51Please respect copyright.PENANAbSwhR6XZzP
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面對江臨白的問題時,我的回答是:51Please respect copyright.PENANATNz8c22dXj
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「江臨白,是你的救贖,亦是深淵。」51Please respect copyright.PENANA4o581YRvuc
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在贖人之前,我曾和江臨白見過一次面。51Please respect copyright.PENANAckaKoui2ml
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「真想贖人?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAWqZ7KrhcOu
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「墨小姐,妳似乎誤會了......我只是在幫他歸回正常......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAGG7y0Mlyu3
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真是......冷血至極。51Please respect copyright.PENANADbS5FZR8Qw
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救贖、深淵......明明是個相反詞。51Please respect copyright.PENANAsC8hwVYGZp
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但每個救贖,往往是下一個深淵。51Please respect copyright.PENANAvl5wGen7zI
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我是這樣跟他解釋的。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8umvRN7zHr
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我們......發生關係了......51Please respect copyright.PENANAp7STk44P0w
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原因,是因為家族.....51Please respect copyright.PENANANmcUraSk4h
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不是你情我願......51Please respect copyright.PENANAGUkENTQcpQ
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三個月後,我懷孕了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAvnXXpNVgkI
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徐洋只是安慰我,沒怪罪。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMhZXonF4YK
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他總是這麼溫柔。51Please respect copyright.PENANAyxlWEI5BXa
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我們遇到了江臨白。51Please respect copyright.PENANAe5VRQJ0n1Y
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他似乎回心轉意了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAcBhWfCQzgy
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是嗎?可真可笑。51Please respect copyright.PENANAMpvxL9JMyG
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啊不!好像之前就遇到了......51Please respect copyright.PENANAzMUmvhaFso
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算了,诶?江臨白......好像要自殺......51Please respect copyright.PENANAoaurKOjogB
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徐洋摀住了我的眼睛。51Please respect copyright.PENANAn8KbgWHRd3
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看著他冷血的臉龐,我第一次感受到了徐家人特有的冷血。51Please respect copyright.PENANA8A1LNTQZE0
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我流產了。51Please respect copyright.PENANAUytlCS17hR
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父母似乎很傷心,又似乎沒有。51Please respect copyright.PENANAaSEb2PHK7i
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但在我沉睡時,聽到幾句話:51Please respect copyright.PENANA0DeMTDWhen
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「當初真應該保小的!」51Please respect copyright.PENANA940ofxqLrQ
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「徐洋!你到底為什麼要保大的?」51Please respect copyright.PENANA0BDuGUkqhm
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「終究是一條人命,不是嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANA7Xa17wq4f9
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「如果生出來的是女兒,你們還會保小嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAKhiwpUAZQB
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所以,他是要.......利用我嗎?51Please respect copyright.PENANAfTr99qBlfN
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我不知道。51Please respect copyright.PENANAUiHaNeIrFh
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我醒後,只看見他慌張地來安慰我。51Please respect copyright.PENANA11lSzuiLks
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這一刻,突然覺得他好陌生。51Please respect copyright.PENANANrEPcESHah
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這一刻,腦海湧入之前失散的記憶。51Please respect copyright.PENANAxcn9sA9KbL
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不是我所想像的溫柔,而是異常冷漠。51Please respect copyright.PENANAngrTSip2i9
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突然想起自己名字的意義。51Please respect copyright.PENANAcx9BSKzLOG
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墨棠,棠,海棠,海棠花語,苦戀。51Please respect copyright.PENANAprr1mmIrOS
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一生終得苦戀。51Please respect copyright.PENANAUKKU2eLg9q
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「這是......什麼?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAO0GniD5vAr
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看著他怔愣的表情,我只是沉默不語。51Please respect copyright.PENANA13tt3yE3J0
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「墨棠,妳是認真的嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAu67OHM33dG
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這是徐洋第一次叫我本名。51Please respect copyright.PENANAS3WluWRKjJ
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「嗯。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAZwINl4LHTH
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「棠棠......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAFgM5EN6fOc
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他突然喚了我的小名,引的我微微抬頭。51Please respect copyright.PENANAOin4VvBWeh
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「妳想起來......了嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAns11y3649Y
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他面容有些慌,有些泫然欲泣。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZjnvpcdauU
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「嗯。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAv7FwnDvEOs
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我不解,卻只能平靜的「嗯」了一聲。51Please respect copyright.PENANAze8r5g9C9a
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「是嗎......難怪......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAyjePztbeIJ
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他笑了一聲,笑的蒼涼。51Please respect copyright.PENANA7Ly1RGUXLq
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「終究是......負了妳......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAdxClpXxwme
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他簽了離婚協議書。51Please respect copyright.PENANA2sP8vfqNha
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離婚當天......51Please respect copyright.PENANAl8gvagdbTK
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當民政局人員要拿出離婚證時,徐洋拉過我。51Please respect copyright.PENANAZepE9CAy0j
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「你!」51Please respect copyright.PENANAcXWcoFGMAf
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我愣了愣,就看著他流著眼淚,吻著我。51Please respect copyright.PENANAiGs2A3766R
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最後,他倒在我的頸肩。51Please respect copyright.PENANAjraFp77mdv
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「棠棠......我負了妳......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAe1ouEWTbtW
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「該怎麼贖罪......」51Please respect copyright.PENANA4QUvZpcP0b
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「不要離婚......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAODqjsmf81o
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「原諒我......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAbS6K02gze6
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「我不想......再跌回深淵......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAD1K76728yL
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他將我摟進懷裡,神色慌張。51Please respect copyright.PENANArvCpIyP1t9
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「我......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAiEFPrsRcEt
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「我前幾天去見了岳母一面,她說......說妳失去了記憶......卻只想不起來我......」51Please respect copyright.PENANA7Y2V47Dkew
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「嗯。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAlF8sF75o1d
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「妳對我......已經沒有感情了......對吧?」51Please respect copyright.PENANA0iKLxkQWlM
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「......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAYQYN85jUDX
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「沒有......為什麼......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAk7575JlIvb
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「既然沒有,那為什麼......又要對我那麼好......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAso8tpyNdPq
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「我......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAK9AHbhrMmi
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「妳說......是救贖,亦是深淵。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAznRPd0kWCX
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「那妳......是我下一個深淵嗎?」51Please respect copyright.PENANAB8xMPut3cv
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「或許我這麼說,妳可能很不解......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAQfPsQMQUXr
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「我......是因為不想放手。」51Please respect copyright.PENANAyRPMwMjJUD
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「因為目前,除了妳,我沒別的了......」51Please respect copyright.PENANA2bDjTzDoS0
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「還有.....我想補償妳......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAKDzW5ptHqW
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徐洋笑了笑,接過離婚證。51Please respect copyright.PENANAB36odx2sPE
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「我們......兩清了......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAMnvmV3MtX4
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後來聽說,徐大少爺其實患有人格分裂症,但他藏得很好。51Please respect copyright.PENANAHCs9be4ZoI
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我悵然。51Please respect copyright.PENANAaRdO9BPi8l
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「原來,我沒有治好他啊......」51Please respect copyright.PENANAFpJBrGFmXO
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其實這張預訂是要寫成HE的,但突然想到—51Please respect copyright.PENANAmKdjBzIEeN
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耽美番外寫BG!?這合理嗎!?51Please respect copyright.PENANAHZZg4FIOvl
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最後還是改成BE了......51Please respect copyright.PENANAHPc9MGdM8N
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所以這章可能會有一些不合理的情節或是前後矛盾......請見諒!51Please respect copyright.PENANAWKym9GqR8i