(女方視角)53Please respect copyright.PENANAuQZYAnuC2a
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我有一個不一樣的丈夫。53Please respect copyright.PENANApa0Pq4KOnP
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他是個同性戀。53Please respect copyright.PENANA3iBEvIyA3K
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但剛不久就被初戀給甩了,接著又被江大少給哄騙結婚,實則被關進戒同所。53Please respect copyright.PENANA1NGBTO6317
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真是......悲慘......53Please respect copyright.PENANA7gn1cWtCLy
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母親說,他和我是青梅竹馬。53Please respect copyright.PENANA6qGURsevIw
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是嗎?可我......53Please respect copyright.PENANA6IM7AvQcWi
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在高一那年車禍失憶了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAuMTa0Z6cR1
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關於徐洋,我沒有半分記憶。53Please respect copyright.PENANAB7tCEgWcRS
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母親見此非常傷心,卻也無可奈何。53Please respect copyright.PENANAa8YqMF81AP
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我不想讓母親傷心,因此努力假裝愛上他。53Please respect copyright.PENANAFjJtgmoOKe
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為了「愛」他,我去查了他的資料。53Please respect copyright.PENANA2kxotRIt3r
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真的是個悲慘的人。53Please respect copyright.PENANA07y3POe1JM
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而且,莫名地湧出......一絲心疼。53Please respect copyright.PENANASDg3uFR1J7
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為何?53Please respect copyright.PENANAiRXxmrIxWs
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我去贖人了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAFytRTvHVkN
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其實我也沒想到,我會花重金,只為未婚夫贖身。53Please respect copyright.PENANAacPih9j7oM
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或許是因為......53Please respect copyright.PENANAXHswdzskkd
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不,沒為什麼,只因為,想。53Please respect copyright.PENANAd4SIZdyHwf
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我想贖他。53Please respect copyright.PENANACJoVAVlN1M
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今年秋天來的很快。53Please respect copyright.PENANA0dO6BxaLxL
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以往,我都會和朋友一起逛街。53Please respect copyright.PENANAoMBr9Bz5QT
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現在,我把徐洋接回來了,不免得面對他的精神疾病。53Please respect copyright.PENANAQn6eDWnUfT
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也是,在一個很折磨人的地方,一般人一定會瘋,他只患上精神疾病已經是個奇蹟了。53Please respect copyright.PENANA7ODduMbIdj
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真不知道他怎麼熬過來的。53Please respect copyright.PENANARHEbvTZ4HL
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我慢慢地哄著他。53Please respect copyright.PENANA2XFEdHQCMx
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我大學時是讀心理學,深知這種方法雖慢,但能釜底抽薪。53Please respect copyright.PENANA8t46nAkY9p
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送進精神病院,只會造成二次傷害。53Please respect copyright.PENANAC3QrO16aB3
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他恢復得很快。53Please respect copyright.PENANAVPOgLt60HD
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但我知道,他還有心病。53Please respect copyright.PENANAv8fBJfMqUf
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我慢慢地當上他的人生導師。53Please respect copyright.PENANAfaBleHIo5R
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也慢慢陷入名為徐洋的牢籠。53Please respect copyright.PENANAPIMwwnKWnz
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愛的牢籠。53Please respect copyright.PENANAa2lXtIZJcT
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面對江臨白的問題時,我的回答是:53Please respect copyright.PENANAfScQqtLQ3U
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「江臨白,是你的救贖,亦是深淵。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAwPP0KKi6Au
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在贖人之前,我曾和江臨白見過一次面。53Please respect copyright.PENANAUTVJ5sEE4t
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「真想贖人?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAPfif5aMFCg
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「墨小姐,妳似乎誤會了......我只是在幫他歸回正常......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAlldTg4TpZb
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真是......冷血至極。53Please respect copyright.PENANAwwcGBszYlY
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救贖、深淵......明明是個相反詞。53Please respect copyright.PENANAp0k5iGv2yO
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但每個救贖,往往是下一個深淵。53Please respect copyright.PENANA1a5s2qyA0s
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我是這樣跟他解釋的。53Please respect copyright.PENANAB1TkFrxWyC
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我們......發生關係了......53Please respect copyright.PENANAXm0FxeYRa5
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原因,是因為家族.....53Please respect copyright.PENANASE4jU7QE4h
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不是你情我願......53Please respect copyright.PENANAdhaiPku5YY
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三個月後,我懷孕了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAwcCb1UAE1g
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徐洋只是安慰我,沒怪罪。53Please respect copyright.PENANAFZtYy4eyHL
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他總是這麼溫柔。53Please respect copyright.PENANAhidyqxiuE6
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我們遇到了江臨白。53Please respect copyright.PENANAuE4SB4mtby
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他似乎回心轉意了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAF9OnACNMEH
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是嗎?可真可笑。53Please respect copyright.PENANARMwctwRDLf
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啊不!好像之前就遇到了......53Please respect copyright.PENANABuxp8Hd2Y1
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算了,诶?江臨白......好像要自殺......53Please respect copyright.PENANA2ZFgfhNR4o
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徐洋摀住了我的眼睛。53Please respect copyright.PENANAhrb6GZsQoD
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看著他冷血的臉龐,我第一次感受到了徐家人特有的冷血。53Please respect copyright.PENANA6oXHA6XVtw
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我流產了。53Please respect copyright.PENANAs4KgGvt6W2
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父母似乎很傷心,又似乎沒有。53Please respect copyright.PENANAISLb9AfWs7
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但在我沉睡時,聽到幾句話:53Please respect copyright.PENANAChVtxxolXm
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「當初真應該保小的!」53Please respect copyright.PENANAIrd6geGIdP
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「徐洋!你到底為什麼要保大的?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAvcMdCVcWd1
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「終究是一條人命,不是嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAVER04baxC5
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「如果生出來的是女兒,你們還會保小嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAvgVixKL977
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所以,他是要.......利用我嗎?53Please respect copyright.PENANAJYAFVClxfF
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我不知道。53Please respect copyright.PENANAtGG1gZhStq
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我醒後,只看見他慌張地來安慰我。53Please respect copyright.PENANA7KN0PzHBMv
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這一刻,突然覺得他好陌生。53Please respect copyright.PENANA5OqAOjEn1I
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這一刻,腦海湧入之前失散的記憶。53Please respect copyright.PENANAbkFkYj1J6C
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不是我所想像的溫柔,而是異常冷漠。53Please respect copyright.PENANAcYZNp4E4KD
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突然想起自己名字的意義。53Please respect copyright.PENANApfYtn15pk7
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墨棠,棠,海棠,海棠花語,苦戀。53Please respect copyright.PENANAHFvkgctRAo
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一生終得苦戀。53Please respect copyright.PENANAlzvVl7jYHy
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「這是......什麼?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAx4N6KrfAwc
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看著他怔愣的表情,我只是沉默不語。53Please respect copyright.PENANAeVVGhNHjTX
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「墨棠,妳是認真的嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANAh21dlwkOEo
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這是徐洋第一次叫我本名。53Please respect copyright.PENANAI7QdQhkclC
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「嗯。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAjv4hahnmJy
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「棠棠......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAGv9M7zk4gU
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他突然喚了我的小名,引的我微微抬頭。53Please respect copyright.PENANAZJspXtcKEY
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「妳想起來......了嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA3RNsnxqgiU
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他面容有些慌,有些泫然欲泣。53Please respect copyright.PENANA6yQU54p7c2
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「嗯。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAq3DJ2LyaDY
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我不解,卻只能平靜的「嗯」了一聲。53Please respect copyright.PENANAlqoUwTx02y
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「是嗎......難怪......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAkgr8lZy027
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他笑了一聲,笑的蒼涼。53Please respect copyright.PENANA50w26T2nSb
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「終究是......負了妳......」53Please respect copyright.PENANA1NuMxmyqGL
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他簽了離婚協議書。53Please respect copyright.PENANAk3gjo3JUMo
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離婚當天......53Please respect copyright.PENANAT6odFWmi1C
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當民政局人員要拿出離婚證時,徐洋拉過我。53Please respect copyright.PENANA8o9zgrEODq
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「你!」53Please respect copyright.PENANAeIp5kxcnyD
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我愣了愣,就看著他流著眼淚,吻著我。53Please respect copyright.PENANALjF5Nlc2J0
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最後,他倒在我的頸肩。53Please respect copyright.PENANAGZuiDIoCkI
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「棠棠......我負了妳......」53Please respect copyright.PENANA670PSoffkC
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「該怎麼贖罪......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAdjlA29Xlmr
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「不要離婚......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAfMn6h3LuOq
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「原諒我......」53Please respect copyright.PENANA02gtnEpAlr
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「我不想......再跌回深淵......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAHLAfH5aoOl
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他將我摟進懷裡,神色慌張。53Please respect copyright.PENANAabq8aMb1TE
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「我......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAZXsQcw5GNA
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「我前幾天去見了岳母一面,她說......說妳失去了記憶......卻只想不起來我......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAT7xgMRUdXE
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「嗯。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAlOsPo7xELZ
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「妳對我......已經沒有感情了......對吧?」53Please respect copyright.PENANApuylbHMVJd
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「......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAqFB53iNZIp
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「沒有......為什麼......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAfOJuFUHU3B
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「既然沒有,那為什麼......又要對我那麼好......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAktbF4XQDHp
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「我......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAIgC5vjOUlF
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「妳說......是救贖,亦是深淵。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAVRNoHgOn7A
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「那妳......是我下一個深淵嗎?」53Please respect copyright.PENANA2bdOtAQzG4
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「或許我這麼說,妳可能很不解......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAOKc1I1FxZd
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「我......是因為不想放手。」53Please respect copyright.PENANAJnbEVJuJvQ
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「因為目前,除了妳,我沒別的了......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAmFtyANTXjA
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「還有.....我想補償妳......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAei2sLoiHyI
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徐洋笑了笑,接過離婚證。53Please respect copyright.PENANAxwg3ohCUKq
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「我們......兩清了......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAfThHYpRnKj
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後來聽說,徐大少爺其實患有人格分裂症,但他藏得很好。53Please respect copyright.PENANAZSCc8EHsIB
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我悵然。53Please respect copyright.PENANA6tdYEmGwaS
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「原來,我沒有治好他啊......」53Please respect copyright.PENANAqcU5bRau8O
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其實這張預訂是要寫成HE的,但突然想到—53Please respect copyright.PENANA5q1ELL8aAM
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耽美番外寫BG!?這合理嗎!?53Please respect copyright.PENANAkAkwKhb0Ve
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最後還是改成BE了......53Please respect copyright.PENANALxZ2fg1HTn
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所以這章可能會有一些不合理的情節或是前後矛盾......請見諒!53Please respect copyright.PENANAF34juMEkuN