現在想想,一開始是我把她的理性冷肅,86Please respect copyright.PENANAKLGfQjITKo
誤以為凉薄溫柔,並被這種穩重寡言深深的引誘了,86Please respect copyright.PENANA43GV6amKjY
但即使在夏天,也沒有人可以一直承受時暖時冷的她,雖然是她先走的,後來我再次靠近,弄清缘由,又被她的話語所吸引,而因她承受無盡痛苦。86Please respect copyright.PENANAxEkRuMw5yG
令我感到這段關係終成曇花。86Please respect copyright.PENANAldMElttmtQ
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沒有人能長久擔起另一個人的生命。86Please respect copyright.PENANAEuuTUarppO
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她看著我,開始出現朝生暮死的疲弱。86Please respect copyright.PENANAlav1teep4Z
因此我有時若即若離,86Please respect copyright.PENANAJUxxRpgcXf
只為了我不要過份倚賴她,86Please respect copyright.PENANALCsmYIKsRP
但不要完全切斷關係,要像蜻蜓的翅膀斷裂,細若游絲地維持。86Please respect copyright.PENANA1qgTez5kt9
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最後她對我的同情,無奈,她沒有拒絕我。86Please respect copyright.PENANA4TKDz8W1PQ
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但我們都清楚,或者至少她知道,86Please respect copyright.PENANAsz7AsOZYA9
這段關係的開始意味着一切關係的結束。86Please respect copyright.PENANACKFfuWyePB
有時我甚至覺得她只是想擺脫我。86Please respect copyright.PENANAfAyZyzcXJz
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因为我對她的依賴,她對我的縱容,86Please respect copyright.PENANAgTyAAglHf4
把我們驅趕到一條死路上,永遠的,唯一的,86Please respect copyright.PENANAqU9d7PX6Vz
她可以忘記我,不痛不癢,但我沒法忘記她。86Please respect copyright.PENANANJpw4hlbru
我愛上她是一件命中注定的事。86Please respect copyright.PENANAoiOaIiZo8w
但精神的脆弱,讓我們實質是在天台邊緣行走,86Please respect copyright.PENANAcjEA9F5jEK
或者是在吊橋上搖搖欲墜,86Please respect copyright.PENANAv0kZr0Ruwh
所以我們的結局也是命中注定的事。86Please respect copyright.PENANAQZOWUjHMaP
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也許沒有對方會自在很多,86Please respect copyright.PENANAQeNRbQRnAb
我仍然不曉得她是怎樣想我的。86Please respect copyright.PENANAK8yDQJUeu3
仔細想想這是事實,我不願意有人離她更近,86Please respect copyright.PENANAS8wwAgV5gs
因為我已經那樣依賴她了,在深夜裡崩潰,第一時間是給她打十一個電話,不為別的,只是想聽見她的聲音,我在嗚咽裡斷斷續續講述我有多不捨得她,只差把「我喜歡妳」這層心照不宣的秘密捅穿,她卻不為所動,只是當這件事為小孩子的哭鬧。86Please respect copyright.PENANAwV51J5APgV
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這個世界上沒有什麼人可以毫無條件相信另外一個人,86Please respect copyright.PENANAoI3XLnQ5Qf
這是多危險,孤擲一注的現象,精神失控得連半夢半醒之間都恍惚,每晚都抱著一絲希望夢見她,隱約地知道,她沒有出現過,妄空一場。86Please respect copyright.PENANAIIe7M72TgR