現在想想,一開始是我把她的理性冷肅,79Please respect copyright.PENANALeSGYZPXVD
誤以為凉薄溫柔,並被這種穩重寡言深深的引誘了,79Please respect copyright.PENANAoiYFap4YLQ
但即使在夏天,也沒有人可以一直承受時暖時冷的她,雖然是她先走的,後來我再次靠近,弄清缘由,又被她的話語所吸引,而因她承受無盡痛苦。79Please respect copyright.PENANAfmIsC8O36m
令我感到這段關係終成曇花。79Please respect copyright.PENANAvU4kzOV0Zw
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沒有人能長久擔起另一個人的生命。79Please respect copyright.PENANAjGBcQEIO08
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她看著我,開始出現朝生暮死的疲弱。79Please respect copyright.PENANAE2XUJDp28V
因此我有時若即若離,79Please respect copyright.PENANArKRxPbaCLB
只為了我不要過份倚賴她,79Please respect copyright.PENANApkks3BzMQQ
但不要完全切斷關係,要像蜻蜓的翅膀斷裂,細若游絲地維持。79Please respect copyright.PENANAtPAks4q1mu
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最後她對我的同情,無奈,她沒有拒絕我。79Please respect copyright.PENANAnSI7TuvewY
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但我們都清楚,或者至少她知道,79Please respect copyright.PENANASArbZ0J1QJ
這段關係的開始意味着一切關係的結束。79Please respect copyright.PENANAQPGW6be3zI
有時我甚至覺得她只是想擺脫我。79Please respect copyright.PENANA7IavLA1Yqk
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因为我對她的依賴,她對我的縱容,79Please respect copyright.PENANAB1Qx0pAhwD
把我們驅趕到一條死路上,永遠的,唯一的,79Please respect copyright.PENANAu8AdJh5SUu
她可以忘記我,不痛不癢,但我沒法忘記她。79Please respect copyright.PENANAqymOyCGDif
我愛上她是一件命中注定的事。79Please respect copyright.PENANAgycqbBniVO
但精神的脆弱,讓我們實質是在天台邊緣行走,79Please respect copyright.PENANA0SoHVyfVcH
或者是在吊橋上搖搖欲墜,79Please respect copyright.PENANAHvqiziDRJ6
所以我們的結局也是命中注定的事。79Please respect copyright.PENANAIeBPRWLlfs
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也許沒有對方會自在很多,79Please respect copyright.PENANAz1iwabfO6Q
我仍然不曉得她是怎樣想我的。79Please respect copyright.PENANAZx4e9AMcWE
仔細想想這是事實,我不願意有人離她更近,79Please respect copyright.PENANAaxejYn3HEi
因為我已經那樣依賴她了,在深夜裡崩潰,第一時間是給她打十一個電話,不為別的,只是想聽見她的聲音,我在嗚咽裡斷斷續續講述我有多不捨得她,只差把「我喜歡妳」這層心照不宣的秘密捅穿,她卻不為所動,只是當這件事為小孩子的哭鬧。79Please respect copyright.PENANAvVI8Z3eCHv
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這個世界上沒有什麼人可以毫無條件相信另外一個人,79Please respect copyright.PENANAKdi7KX3lOs
這是多危險,孤擲一注的現象,精神失控得連半夢半醒之間都恍惚,每晚都抱著一絲希望夢見她,隱約地知道,她沒有出現過,妄空一場。79Please respect copyright.PENANAnTchCweXCs