走出區域法院,前方小雨細微地落下,地板與階梯滿是雨水的痕跡,烏雲密佈縈繞着不遠處層層高樓,仍未到下午,天色昏暗得像是入夜時分。81Please respect copyright.PENANAOcCmphwOHD
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正朝階梯慢步行走,王芝蘭瞥見一隻細小的紫色蝴蝶,輕透羽翼已經承托不起雨水重重抽打的力量,拼命依附在樹枝上妄圖得到歇息的機會,可惜並未能逐願,狂風襲過終究是抵不住這份沉重,無力地飄落到地上任由雨水再落下拍打。81Please respect copyright.PENANACI4NKIZDis
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無端落下的雨,竟是生命無力承受之重。81Please respect copyright.PENANAaN2bYUyqGZ
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某年某月某日,一場傾盆大雨悄然落在心間,熄滅所有生命的熱情,淋濕堅強不朽的靈魂。81Please respect copyright.PENANAYwm9Rn07Vm
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懸著的心在今日本應有個著落,王父和王母都沒有出席庭審,所以證據均不利於她,也不知道什麼時候事件才能落下帷幕。81Please respect copyright.PENANAcJGhE2NxXJ
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一股悵然湧上腦袋竄擾個不停,化為淚水渲洩所有不屈,無處可逃更無處告別,抹去淚水後撐起傘端正身子離去,攔截的士回家。81Please respect copyright.PENANAS2soblO09i
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回家後,回到房間走到床塌側,拾起書櫃上方童年時代的全家福合影,邊框和背景都已經泛黃,相中人的笑容依稀燦爛。其他照片是舞蹈演出和比賽中穫獎的場景,可惜一切都已經物是人非,我不再是當初愛笑的那個我,你們不再是原本恩愛相待的夫妻,美好的時光存留在回憶裡,這世界什麼是永遠不變?81Please respect copyright.PENANAN7bY83SSVw
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「你有沒有點遠見,都快要考大學還跳什麼舞。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAK2og0XuzGi
「你有沒有珍惜我們對你栽培,有沒有顧及我們的感受,要是讀不成書將來遭人笑話的是你。」81Please respect copyright.PENANAQJ1NH8QcAw
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王芝蘭,這個名字出於《晉書·卷七九·謝安傳》芝蘭玉樹,指有出息、優秀的子弟,希望孩子出人頭地才取這個名字,那麼除了成為你們期望的王芝蘭以外,我還可以是誰。81Please respect copyright.PENANAGGNDHcuybv
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我一直都說不清楚自己是誰,在大學面試時候的介紹自己讀哪間中學、感激學校和父母對自己的栽培、展現優秀的考試成績、喜歡的興趣愛好是閱讀、組織領導學校活動,我真正喜歡的事物不被允許喜歡,我想表達自我不被允許表達,這樣的生活越過越讓我對這個假面具感覺到虛偽不堪,我喜歡跳舞、喜歡表演、喜歡遊山玩水、喜歡和別人分享、喜歡談笑風生、喜歡真心地做自己,不喜歡每日窩在一個地方裡死讀書,不喜歡表達情緒的資格都被剝奪、不喜歡你們逼我做一個虛偽的人、不喜歡你們嘴上說關心我,實則上對我不管不顧,讓我自生自滅。81Please respect copyright.PENANA7mB0cs5ukb
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「跳舞是小時候給你學來玩玩,現在學業才是最重要」81Please respect copyright.PENANAVMv9NQI8O7
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「我不過一星期跳一日舞,成績也很正常」81Please respect copyright.PENANAHIFY5mVsxz
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「沒有一天讓我省心,這麼大的人還不懂事又不聽話」81Please respect copyright.PENANATmEAepuIjt
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為什麼我的存在就是要成為提線木偶?每日要看著你們嫌棄的臉色過活?去做你們想見到的我之後,他們不再把我當朋友,我卻再也找不回真實的我。81Please respect copyright.PENANAea4bEciCcs
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醫生覺得我沒什麼大不了,警察把我當作罪犯看待,律師嫌棄解決這件事棘手,在庭審上全是只想看鬧劇的人,全世界都說我有錯。81Please respect copyright.PENANAxZXT0OdhZk
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是不是我有躁鬱症就代表我是你們眼中的恥辱,你們所有人都居高臨下看不起我,憑什麼!憑什麼?!我出生本來就是錯⋯⋯81Please respect copyright.PENANAFCchvt0wBT
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「我上星期去了韓國,明洞啲打卡相機勁正」81Please respect copyright.PENANAir7pqB2rsP
「係呀,最近(明星)都影完大讚」81Please respect copyright.PENANA2PWFShCRXb
「我去咗醫美,個package包好多嘢」81Please respect copyright.PENANAEpPaVD58iD
「哇,我都想去醫美,一定抵過香港好多」81Please respect copyright.PENANAYkYfA1UUPJ
「對了,學校有展覽,你們看不看」81Please respect copyright.PENANApd5YKpd8r2
「No la,睇戲正啲」81Please respect copyright.PENANAT2Qe8dyeiC
「你哋有冇睇最新上映嗰套戲」81Please respect copyright.PENANAm8Xb1Jutum
「blablabla⋯」81Please respect copyright.PENANAaaJFiJEPBw
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她們笑得輕鬆自在,聽著沒心沒肺的笑聲,這世界也莫名嘈雜起來。81Please respect copyright.PENANAXD5NRKrC6O
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為什麼每個人都說些毫無意義的話,我又為什麼非得要聽完再加入他們講這些話題,為什麼我說完回應了只得到潦草的答覆,甚至是不理不睬,為什麼我對別人好會被視為理所當然,我不主動關心別人就要被說是冷漠?81Please respect copyright.PENANAlCraC3zlMt
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可曾經的我明明很懂得與人交際⋯81Please respect copyright.PENANAShMJosovvN
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王芝蘭已經死了,真正的王芝蘭死了,回不來了,只有我悼念著那個很久以前的我。81Please respect copyright.PENANA4hPRCqWJPQ
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手機螢幕亮起,有人傳來一則訊息:81Please respect copyright.PENANAATdxjgMtSL
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現正招聘線上客戶下單員,無須學歷,只需一機在手81Please respect copyright.PENANALihkU1mQbw
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垃圾詐騙!是不是每個人非得輪流宣告我活得有多失敗!?81Please respect copyright.PENANApDpvWfBDKd
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緊握著電話的手忍不住震抖,一腔憤怒惱怒不甘猛然湧上心頭,一下子將這讓我痛苦的物件摔到地上。81Please respect copyright.PENANACBJ7n2tx7c
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五月去找的工作遲遲沒有回音,那個勢利眼穿黑色西裝的招聘經理眼神不屑地打探我,這種斷章取義妄顧事實愚蠢之人竟然對我冷眼?81Please respect copyright.PENANAztTTrAoQeG
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可我有什麼辦法不讓別人看不起⋯我本來就一無所有,現在更是一事無成⋯⋯81Please respect copyright.PENANAjIg2C7Y0Qb
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我恨自己讀書天資不足,我恨自己什麼都兼顧不了,我恨自己什麼都改變不了。81Please respect copyright.PENANAdWYL1yyWmT
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生命既艱辛又困難的時候,一切努力付諸東流的時候,堅持不放棄有用嗎?81Please respect copyright.PENANAcasQCPdyLj
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數不清用了多少紙巾擦眼淚,皺了一張就揉作一團丟到地上,似是將一生的眼淚都哭完。81Please respect copyright.PENANAzrfOZ2EiWl
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呼吸困難像是沉落海底,使我快將窒息,失去掙扎能力後繼續往下沉沒、消失。81Please respect copyright.PENANAifmsqrhmMa
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我只是世界的其中一塊碎片,隕落在深不見底的塵埃。81Please respect copyright.PENANApKOWdq7hWW
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睡去吧,最好別醒,永遠。