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今天又去看了心理醫生。8964 copyright protection179PENANARMlrjtB8kz 維尼
我想我知道問題在哪了。8964 copyright protection179PENANA3GWkckx4rv 維尼
【醫生:當你感覺到情緒時閉起眼,你第一個想到的是誰?】8964 copyright protection179PENANAeagRjdsTeA 維尼
【患者:我的愛人。】8964 copyright protection179PENANAOLZlf4JWKQ 維尼
他說,我在逃避著接受事實,因為很害怕。8964 copyright protection179PENANAqLyiBgZLzq 維尼
害怕。這個詞彙在記憶裡過於陌生,以至於我快忘了那股感受。8964 copyright protection179PENANAFiCgIqNpr9 維尼
【患者:我只是想著要和他過很久很久,這麼單純。】8964 copyright protection179PENANAjWt0v6hQ0O 維尼
【醫生:你現在需要的是和他溝通。】8964 copyright protection179PENANAnB8MUiLxBe 維尼
但是,但是……我們沒有未來了。8964 copyright protection179PENANAimYMYGRTNE 維尼
我沒辦法放任自己想念。8964 copyright protection179PENANAmgscZNaBro 維尼
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柳聿還不曉得。8964 copyright protection179PENANAhRrAMQoSs0 維尼
我騙了他,說過都會好起來。8964 copyright protection179PENANAYYMn1sD1ZU 維尼
當他靠近時總會感覺藥效發作了,不然怎麼那麼苦。像是為了抽離那種感覺,我拽著他的衣領吻上去,一絲驚詫在他眼裡閃過。8964 copyright protection179PENANAbyTZf3974t 維尼
那個吻有點急,還很慌,我找不到理由。8964 copyright protection179PENANAwVn1lSts2L 維尼
「怎麼了?」他箝制我的手臂,反扣在沙發,我毫無反抗地後倒,任他恣意親吻過身上每個角落,像雨點墜落,很輕盈。8964 copyright protection179PENANA12pQyK9kKX 維尼
我發現沒有緩解。8964 copyright protection179PENANAOMSJBOBaDK 維尼
那是上癮的毒藥,迫使我瘋狂地陷入輪迴,是裹著糖蜜的刀尖,會意過來時已經遍體鱗傷。8964 copyright protection179PENANAEz3AGUamHa 維尼
沉溺於汪洋,翻天覆地。8964 copyright protection179PENANAYExDqrVhaK 維尼
我渴望著記住感官、知覺……愛人的體溫。8964 copyright protection179PENANANww5DcIjIO 維尼
像是最後一次瀕死做愛。8964 copyright protection179PENANAQCufA0XofY 維尼
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今天又咳血了。8964 copyright protection179PENANAry6mhauuYM 維尼
飯也吃不下,發著低燒。8964 copyright protection179PENANAfH21HSlyBr 維尼
已經習慣這種疼痛了,下意識蜷起身軀,每隔段時間才會發作,可是很煎熬。8964 copyright protection179PENANAxGj3twla7h 維尼
睡眼矇矓間,我好像看到柳聿的影子……8964 copyright protection179PENANA8i0nQtt57e 維尼
好像碰到人的體溫,可疼痛沒有被抑制。8964 copyright protection179PENANAqfo4gy1GqB 維尼
「哥……」8964 copyright protection179PENANAw1k6NXlY9o 維尼
我好像還喊了疼。8964 copyright protection179PENANAKKfio53031 維尼
頰邊有熱燙滾落,但好像不是我的眼淚。8964 copyright protection179PENANAOwEOnpW6uu 維尼
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我翻數著手中的藥片。8964 copyright protection179PENANAHDGQS47i6u 維尼
乍看下好像糖啊,五彩繽紛的,我是不喜歡甜味,可也討厭苦。8964 copyright protection179PENANAEA7j1pnNp8 維尼
配著水嚥下,乾澀的,差點噎著。8964 copyright protection179PENANAbwPjmezBN3 維尼
聽見門解鎖的聲音,我下意識把那包藥藏進抽屜。8964 copyright protection179PENANAU9xeKPKlUi 維尼
藏。我發現我其實在瞞他。8964 copyright protection179PENANABeryPGlySn 維尼
是我見不得他疼。8964 copyright protection179PENANA8ecBegOYTg 維尼
佯裝在床上睡著了,冒著冷汗,意識渾沌,好像還做了夢。8964 copyright protection179PENANAbKRxc8doE2 維尼
夢醒了。8964 copyright protection179PENANAJL6BAIV1RS 維尼
床邊沒有人。8964 copyright protection179PENANA4K98dPVtjz 維尼
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一天24小時,我能起身的時間好像剩不到4分之一。8964 copyright protection179PENANABlq0ct3loZ 維尼
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這樣不行啊,他會走遠的。8964 copyright protection179PENANANY71QkbpOO 維尼
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夢裡的我摔了跤,在黑暗間狼狽地奔跑。8964 copyright protection179PENANAuvFajQpMyd 維尼
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【醫生:還沒和對方好好溝通嗎?】8964 copyright protection179PENANAH2887MgLp5 維尼
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溝通?為什麼呢。8964 copyright protection179PENANAsSTdYbJkC7 維尼
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【患者:我想我可以接受現實的,我怕說出來他會疼。】8964 copyright protection179PENANA3exGkl0JOG 維尼
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我異常冷靜。8964 copyright protection179PENANAmFSXb9CuCi 維尼
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醫生好像嘆了氣,斬釘截鐵,「能接受現實不會是這種表情。」8964 copyright protection179PENANABufnJEn60I 維尼
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我拿手機螢幕照了臉,瘦得不健康,還哭了。8964 copyright protection179PENANADuFglz4wq7 維尼
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為什麼呢……怎麼還是這種表情。8964 copyright protection179PENANAkCwIytybgN 維尼
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他說,我在逃避,我比誰都怕。8964 copyright protection179PENANAMQniSQgQvn 維尼
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我最近不敢直視柳聿了,那是我最喜歡的眼睛,裡面也埋藏了我的留戀、過往……總會難以遏止地感到心碎。8964 copyright protection179PENANAiDIqUlDuAZ 維尼
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我想,是我離不開他。8964 copyright protection179PENANAbW50T2l5LT 維尼
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