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在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg9sFPMnxf
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ27GH6HHLFa
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錯過與放棄。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjpvbtloD1
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB3RVy9pzT
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCiwRr5Gx7p
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『If……』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5V79z8kwK0
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIu2BG8OslG
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcbmblLwmQz
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvE5nOctyeK
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtPaLA2gt0t
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2vbJiRGYDx
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6D6Ixk0Z2
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『給十年後未來的你』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3V42do1uON
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN28ezz3Oog
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4nz5YbUnC
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwyfSv0UlMR
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoLOIgDKUc
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJvd9lvuU2L
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVSGnsmRtu
至今回想卻支離破碎。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8FjVbjPMoJ
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH0uwXmO1fb
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6neAFo7kuy
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVvniEhDb5o
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早就該死亡了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvAHOPCeLUL
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早就……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHZUJe0DGXe
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXLomUEQzU9
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmTyIjcKLdK
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhG2duwb3iZ
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDx9MOfx3mZ
為什麼不能忍耐呢……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡazvQ7KxXng
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9yLNQtDsaF
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『不要哭。』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrhQ8ZKIf7L
最後，兄長只是這麼說。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOiGjSt9ADR
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvyrEDbvKLC
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTzhj2zhnzn
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3PyR4jfxC0
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到底過了多久呢？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpNcO30zIuS
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡej7LtTyqHm
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8ZeUiMYPCE
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnAaU82Ix31
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1IiSFeVT75
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他拼命的挖土。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbeuhg9Qwm1
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMQYEf0Opzz
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡha8jRz66qW
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbCMDxKVWyL
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那是一面白紙。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeWXJWbiIti
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJVEhXywuaS
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXw6HLurgUl
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡthg6YHdYDR
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3a12hpsi51
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIIA9KLbjww
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看新聞有感。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡImZC9DSQia
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiMB6wt89Wf
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「關於雪的聯想」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡI87B6ahVDn
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ49SHajWu7M
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwMV5ABv9vd
乾澀的，卻熱和著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ20zzCfuEFD
『你聽』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ990DSnl5E0
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRcgpNuPScU
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuLHverIGnH
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIrwKf59cGO
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『踏雪無聲』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy3oZjt2JHK
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乍然寂靜無聲。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAqJDgzPU4c
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLW4V7C5X5f
他張大眼，張口不能言。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzf3q6lTOt7
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8wArnhSig6
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8L8wmLHVH
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuuFubEeafP
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeOItlaWCDW
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『請幸福的……』41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡn8imUE29ch
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgYX298jf50
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡl1X0UvrCGL
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyMQs3rNT2T
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEo53XwVbgs
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQPKAHIi0ON
我無法相信話語的真實。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFoSdJBD5R
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我知道，你愛我。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnVpdJan87f
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8CdC1H24T
我當然也從你口裡聽到。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUzJffUpdPP
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIBL4teEOqJ
你總是會說：「我愛你。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZmPBmSwZW
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是的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8Gch2KQO8i
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLwlms0Fm5S
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrgMRzCFfg3
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDMWOvjILNQ
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRkuEY9BSFH
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6G8sCGBjT
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBcDpLuu80b
然後他又重複了一次。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7GDp1nyNXw
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAI5Tl8QWYU
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ96Azl23sYu
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡudSWpDHd8V
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaMdfAmWeEu
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「十年」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6R4QnVdR43
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQIfVkgs8BP
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnACN3hrWNG
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcLxfDI4TZI
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbZR5MB6Fqe
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因為太感同身受了。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5GyWzdHqvH
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDdrd82MfU6
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ18P1ZGVn2Q
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZHrtPKU9Pt
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZAY46lVM7G
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ091x4MgaUj
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKF1G2BYsk1
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnCYGe1FNN1
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfmM66B5eyY
他始終是，一個人。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWJGbwMZQqP
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUHeAeTEULL
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN6xG8kGLhv
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他決定要去旅行。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBU5F3dX5AT
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo9M58if4dy
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路德也許會生氣吧。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuw99mvXvFh
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMF80WW90Xi
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxtxEAbUe3W
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOSjdRMlpr7
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbu8fT4AdO6
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMZ9tiZZITL
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4LzpuneOkI
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVk31GL0pM
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz7TLbYEFCV
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpYncsSLdTz
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUkSuFRAyq5
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡArh1WQaaC8
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡib9W94YQwD
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAY6rMbVfaI
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAFkzZvZRBt
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGelB9ZUwGM
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他收起相片，忖思。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBrlA6lsBho
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiEuDuPRlxy
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc7E78a7GCY
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。41Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdsU2IhAzGY
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