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但我不知道能不能說出口?就算能說,也不知道該如何好好表達。8964 copyright protection143PENANATrAGWry6ec 維尼
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「就算不能分擔。但如果,有個人能聽你說的話,心情至少能好一點吧?而且……說不定還會因此想到解決困擾的方法喔!」8964 copyright protection143PENANAsm6B7x8jLJ 維尼
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於是。8964 copyright protection143PENANA3jZUZhdmlA 維尼
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我陷入到掙扎當中。猶豫了很久、很久。8964 copyright protection143PENANA3HxM5irZN5 維尼
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忖量著是否能把該自己解決,卻又無從解決的問題交託予她;不知道她是否會開始鄙視我?不知道若芸是否會因為我把家事告訴別人這點而再度發怒;不知道這麼做算不算是背叛──8964 copyright protection143PENANAyExUAftDfB 維尼
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總而言之,想了許多諸如此類的事。8964 copyright protection143PENANAmDIbnDEHRd 維尼
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直到最後,因為想要相信,相信北風和當初那些「外人」不同,所以我決定──8964 copyright protection143PENANAGgYFYeP7xr 維尼
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在調整了下鏡頭後,利用右手握著的滑鼠,將游標移到「開啟視訊」的按鈕。8964 copyright protection143PENANAaNgBc3G7eX 維尼
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然後,在深深吸口氣後,輕輕點下左鍵。8964 copyright protection143PENANAfWC0swtYMZ 維尼
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於是,螢幕上跳出另一個小視窗。8964 copyright protection143PENANADkTYxvqebN 維尼
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「嗚挖!」8964 copyright protection143PENANAUXCOsILaJk 維尼
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另一頭的北風因此嚇了一跳。大概是沒想到我會這麼做吧?8964 copyright protection143PENANAjQxpi3tqOb 維尼
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「大叔你的臉太近了吧?!是想嚇死人嗎?」8964 copyright protection143PENANARNj2V8jJeR 維尼
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「啊……」8964 copyright protection143PENANAHBRfkwnHnq 維尼
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好吧,看來只是長得太嚇人的問題……8964 copyright protection143PENANAItKQpvFzGd 維尼
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「抱歉抱歉!我馬上把鏡頭關掉──」8964 copyright protection143PENANA0tcDOQ4fmh 維尼
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「欸……不用啦!你這樣反而更好。」8964 copyright protection143PENANABEryfIHNKI 維尼
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「這樣喔……」8964 copyright protection143PENANAsjglRdR6Kv 維尼
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「是啊~合作這麼久,這還是我們第一次看到彼此的臉呢!嗯──看起來就像三天沒吃飯的流浪漢一樣。」8964 copyright protection143PENANASW3kwS4n8z 維尼
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雖然我的確是臉型消瘦又好幾天沒刮鬍子,但這樣說也太過分了……8964 copyright protection143PENANAiWzVI28U2x 維尼
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「只不過,鬍子跟髮型稍微修一下的話,感覺會變成那種帶頹廢感的帥氣大叔……喔不對,這不是重點!」8964 copyright protection143PENANAwsXMjpT2wE 維尼
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「呃……」北風的評價害我忍不住摸了摸臉頰。8964 copyright protection143PENANAJCFFyucp6n 維尼
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承蒙您如此盛讚……但這的確不是重點。8964 copyright protection143PENANArzy1zw5ttG 維尼
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「總之你就說吧。」這次換成她用力吸口氣,慢慢將氣吐出。應該不是在強迫自己看我吧?「我──夏雪南會好好聽你講的。」8964 copyright protection143PENANAq7nnJr99CR 維尼
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「……嗯。」突然覺得有些……該說是感動嗎?8964 copyright protection143PENANAf5hbNS2MIp 維尼
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應該說是感激才對。8964 copyright protection143PENANAkTpc1BGoBj 維尼
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「謝謝妳。」8964 copyright protection143PENANA5QXOXLTZpj 維尼
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於是。我將從以前到現在,所有能說的事都跟她說了。8964 copyright protection143PENANA9necG1d5oo 維尼
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雖然中間斷掉好幾次,也有許多說不清楚……或難以說出口的地方。但在她的注視下,我還是慢慢把那些事說了出來。8964 copyright protection143PENANAkL1yxamXuA 維尼
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不管是想到就會覺得痛苦的事;又或者對家人說時會感到愧疚的事;過往子曦還在時全家相處的事;子曦出意外時我所自責的事;面對難以負荷的責任及外人冷嘲熱諷的事;為了贖罪把自己關在家裡,將若芸與輝烈也一並拋下的事;在見到那本日記時所下定決心,後來終於找到辦法的事;當VTuber卻不小心被若芸發現,因此面臨選擇的事;一度鼓起勇氣,試著修復關係,卻因為難以面對心魔而失敗的事──8964 copyright protection143PENANA5iZhEkBAUT 維尼
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花了很長一段時間,終究是把至今面對的所有事、所有感覺都說給別人聽了。8964 copyright protection143PENANAG4de03Ysjj 維尼
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話說──仔細回想起來,除了子曦外,我還不曾對其他人說過這些。8964 copyright protection143PENANAm6EMKOo7JO 維尼
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並不是說北風代替了她的意思。並不是那樣。8964 copyright protection143PENANAiiMuqNG9pU 維尼
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只是在想……自己是不是,真的開始從那些事裡,踏出一步了呢?8964 copyright protection143PENANAssJO0sqMMp 維尼
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……不知道。8964 copyright protection143PENANAkL6AOHC4RT 維尼
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我仍舊不願知道。8964 copyright protection143PENANAC1YT2HDgIR 維尼
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然而,就算我再怎麼跟自己賭氣,心裡那個覺得「得救了」的聲音,仍舊是不得不意識到的真實。8964 copyright protection143PENANAkAZwsjboyP 維尼
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只是那麼一點或許而已。或許我在心底,確實有那麼一點──想將過去拋下的念頭吧?8964 copyright protection143PENANAxMLazpekfI 維尼
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對不起。8964 copyright protection143PENANA3SP4xBygkH 維尼
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我深愛的子曦。8964 copyright protection143PENANAlzTNaz8fby 維尼
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