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若芸講述時,視線從頭到尾盯著我不放。8964 copyright protection92PENANAKUvdlY6mvC 維尼
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我則低著頭,用緊握著的雙手撐在腿上,在時而發顫的同時撐著身子,仔細聽進她說的每個字、每一句話。8964 copyright protection92PENANAyuXUf7Fze8 維尼
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當若芸說到那跟蹤狂自稱「皮醬的老公一號」時,我便馬上想到──是那個在實況恐嚇我的觀眾。8964 copyright protection92PENANAWKcdkZS5C4 維尼
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結果他真的出現了。8964 copyright protection92PENANAxikneJJwVy 維尼
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藉著我實況不慎拍到的景象,一口氣查到這,並因此把小林當成目標……8964 copyright protection92PENANATRzdZiIkiq 維尼
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一切都是從我的疏忽開始,逐漸累積、擴大,最終演變成無可挽回的後果。8964 copyright protection92PENANAc3POax5mjM 維尼
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就像是子曦的意外一樣。8964 copyright protection92PENANA6dWErgrZVn 維尼
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悲劇的起源永遠是我、一直都是我……8964 copyright protection92PENANA4BCGO4AFxg 維尼
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都是我造成的。8964 copyright protection92PENANA9vn707cOCv 維尼
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所以說──8964 copyright protection92PENANASuHtlUUrbU 維尼
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「這下你明白了嗎?」8964 copyright protection92PENANACAWX8pl07B 維尼
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「……嗯。」8964 copyright protection92PENANAUVzQ8cTu6h 維尼
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「這件事已經請警察處理了,所以你不用擔心。」若芸以毫無溫度的聲音安撫。「但你再繼續做實況的話,無論對你、對我和輝烈、甚至是對我們周遭的人來說都是麻煩。」8964 copyright protection92PENANAqYy1YFKjDt 維尼
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「我知道。」8964 copyright protection92PENANAj9kK9MHdur 維尼
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「我不想再幫你隱瞞、也不想為了你充當皮醬的中之人。我沒有責任去替你承擔那些眼光、那些懷疑,還有不能說的痛苦。」8964 copyright protection92PENANAX1gpk4W0ws 維尼
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「……我知道的,對不起。」8964 copyright protection92PENANAVuchwqLjDw 維尼
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「如果真的是為了收入才不得不做,那你不用擔心。只要我繼續過現在的生活,而輝烈──我知道他看起來是那樣,但他其實默默犧牲了很多想做的事。所以我和他只要維持現況,積蓄就算撐到大學也沒問題。8964 copyright protection92PENANALZDlaIuey9 維尼
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「你沒必要繼續下去。8964 copyright protection92PENANAXCqj0QYBie 維尼
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「這只會造成更多麻煩而已。8964 copyright protection92PENANAdGSvvxaVEC 維尼
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「而且你得補償你造成的結果。8964 copyright protection92PENANAviOpVRnLRo 維尼
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「所以說這次──就好好負起你的責任吧?」8964 copyright protection92PENANAQbJUGuoHWh 維尼
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生氣歸生氣,但她依然以冷靜到刺人的態度講述著。8964 copyright protection92PENANAvcbeqbdO44 維尼
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其中夾雜了某種程度的看開與無奈;但與此同時,仍舊保有不可退讓的底線。8964 copyright protection92PENANACx6fjUXvhn 維尼
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就像在暗示──只要我能放棄,那她一樣能為了我,接受一些她不想接受的事。8964 copyright protection92PENANAfl7XbFEwdI 維尼
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那些正常高中生不該有的──不正常的家庭和不正常的生活。8964 copyright protection92PENANAvUJ0xBqzIg 維尼
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只因她想要矯正錯誤。8964 copyright protection92PENANAStvc5J3INE 維尼
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只因我做的事──瞞騙所有觀眾,男扮女當VTuber這件事是種錯誤。8964 copyright protection92PENANApPfyxhqUxP 維尼
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只因錯誤已然放大,變成一種傷害。8964 copyright protection92PENANAoR7iu3jRIO 維尼
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只因她……不願再替我承擔。8964 copyright protection92PENANAyjNyKrsuKN 維尼
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「雖然我不想理你,但這次你已經影響到我周遭的人、以及我的生活。」8964 copyright protection92PENANA3YF02fT9Ql 維尼
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「……我知道。我不能逃避責任。」8964 copyright protection92PENANALquncHgwtz 維尼
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「嗯。所以說,現在就是你答覆的時間。8964 copyright protection92PENANAL4TTC1DPiK 維尼
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「我不會讓你繼續拖延。8964 copyright protection92PENANA0Dn4rKu9aI 維尼
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「在這之後,無論你想怎麼做都好,我都能夠接受。8964 copyright protection92PENANAJMy7H60aNr 維尼
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「只要你──肯答應這個要求。」8964 copyright protection92PENANATY17wLnwyM 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection92PENANAqV4dmgW5RM 維尼
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只要肯答應……是嗎?8964 copyright protection92PENANAuUoHfoQlAD 維尼
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只要我答應的話,和若芸的關係就能變回過去……不對。8964 copyright protection92PENANAMW6JwRmDsN 維尼
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不可能再和以前一樣了。8964 copyright protection92PENANABzZlBSvTL6 維尼
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但就算如此,我跟她的關係至少會比現在還好吧?8964 copyright protection92PENANAyfTZsI2TLL 維尼
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畢竟沒有期待就不會受傷。8964 copyright protection92PENANALHRrJQGcpx 維尼
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一旦她沒有企求,就不會再對我失望。8964 copyright protection92PENANAoEcO7abVsL 維尼
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況且這樣做是最實際的賠罪方式。8964 copyright protection92PENANAh5a7mjzNlq 維尼
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是能實際對她朋友──同時也是一直支持我的粉絲──小林謝罪的方式。8964 copyright protection92PENANAazddy1Csau 維尼
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就像那些檯面上的人一樣,犯了錯就下台,不死皮賴臉地留在原本的位置。8964 copyright protection92PENANA3bj3RY6eKF 維尼
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雖然這樣會對不起其他支持皮諾丘的觀眾。8964 copyright protection92PENANAazJGQvkfwv 維尼
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雖然會對不起一直幫助我的北風。8964 copyright protection92PENANAimQkyJWz3j 維尼
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雖然這樣我就又沒工作了。8964 copyright protection92PENANA253yLLXaAG 維尼
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雖然這樣還是出不了門。8964 copyright protection92PENANAIkGYolq9Hj 維尼
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雖然這樣一來……子曦她的……8964 copyright protection92PENANASFN091qA4Z 維尼
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她的…… 8964 copyright protection92PENANAvimqSThJHY 維尼
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於是我搖搖頭。8964 copyright protection92PENANAjkoWuPouMF 維尼
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「沒辦法。」8964 copyright protection92PENANAu7W5y6A7mL 維尼
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然後對女兒這麼說。8964 copyright protection92PENANAmiBArf13s2 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection92PENANAGyWawoPyN0 維尼
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儘管我再度拒絕──在極度理虧的情況下再度拒絕,若芸卻未因此發飆。8964 copyright protection92PENANADJTVvMMyW1 維尼
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相反地,她看起來像預料到我會這麼說般。只是深深吸了口氣。8964 copyright protection92PENANAdhULLRe3k5 維尼
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「我需要理由。」8964 copyright protection92PENANA75gfkTQlzh 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection92PENANAkmUoaiYeJN 維尼
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「如果不說出真正理由,那我不可能接受。」視野一角隱約能看見她緊捏著拳頭。「我需要一個──能說服自己擔起這些鳥事;能夠繼續隱瞞跟欺騙的理由。」8964 copyright protection92PENANAOuDQ9rNc2x 維尼
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「我明白。」8964 copyright protection92PENANAs1K1z1VT2q 維尼
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「所以你會說嗎?就在現在,此時、此地、此刻,而我不接受你的任何隱瞞。」8964 copyright protection92PENANAxPnjXXsSoq 維尼
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「……我會說的,而且不會騙你。」8964 copyright protection92PENANA8UiNlgwsLW 維尼
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「那就好。」若芸站起身,走到我面前看著我。「我洗耳恭聽。」8964 copyright protection92PENANA7D3T2zQu4O 維尼
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「……」8964 copyright protection92PENANAP1lDtYhMsf 維尼
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說出口前,還是會感到掙扎。8964 copyright protection92PENANAv7UlYH2Kt1 維尼
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但我硬是吞下那些痛苦感受,逼自己進到回憶──許久、更久之前的回憶裡。8964 copyright protection92PENANAsIkuTJMz53 維尼
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花了一段時間,直至腦海內全是往事,視界前再也看不見女兒為止。8964 copyright protection92PENANAY1j49Yzhnj 維尼
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接著,我開始自顧自說起:8964 copyright protection92PENANAfPXcOAXIgs 維尼
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