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樓梯間的風景,一如十幾年前搬來這時……亦如三年以前,那件事發生的當下。8964 copyright protection136PENANAx4v5giLKam 維尼
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在還沒有若芸與輝烈時,為了省錢,我們買了這棟沒有電梯,得徒步四層樓才能到家的公寓。8964 copyright protection136PENANAs6xbRicyMl 維尼
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雖然不大方便,但那時我與子曦的工作剛上正軌,貸款額度不高,又不想跟爸媽借太多。才想說當作運動也好,不選擇有電梯的社區大樓,藉此多存點錢。8964 copyright protection136PENANATCTCibQbOL 維尼
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早知道那時就別這麼想了。8964 copyright protection136PENANA95956PYQLw 維尼
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如果那時能夠預知未來,那我肯定死都會選有電梯的大樓。8964 copyright protection136PENANAySA4MIx4sF 維尼
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……因為事情就是因此發生的。8964 copyright protection136PENANAV0oFVLNOEK 維尼
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那天,也就是三年前那天——8964 copyright protection136PENANASNteaAg2Cg 維尼
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我跟子曦買東西回家時若芸和輝烈待在家裡,我們下車後各自抱著東西上樓我走在前頭子曦跟在後頭就這樣一路有說有笑地走到四樓當我將東西放在地上準備拿鑰匙時不經意轉頭看了子曦就看到了那一幕。看見了她因為一瞬間的眩暈抱著東西失去平衡的樣子我伸出手想抓卻因為差了兩步的關係沒能抓住就這麼看著她向後跌落後腦杓在踏階的邊緣狠狠撞了一下啊啊啊啊啊啊──8964 copyright protection136PENANAtVMQc4kFxl 維尼
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尖銳的悲鳴在耳邊響起,被嚇得跌坐在地,連滾帶爬地逃回室內。8964 copyright protection136PENANA3qoPEjkbqC 維尼
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「不行……不行不行不行……」8964 copyright protection136PENANAaIqiNJYXgR 維尼
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整個人躲在沙發,像個縮頭烏龜似地盡可能將頭埋進膝蓋。雙手抱著頭希望藉此把自己藏起來不被樓梯間存在的「什麼」看見。8964 copyright protection136PENANAWhzaWPURln 維尼
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我盡可能甩開那景象好不容易才將它逐出腦海。但取而代之,卻是另一段回憶不斷湧現──8964 copyright protection136PENANAtxXa7GP9Lr 維尼
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「唉……他是不是都沒在照顧家裡啊?才會連太太生病都不知道。」8964 copyright protection136PENANArfnRsPk05p 維尼
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「人就在身邊,竟然還會發生這種事。你這個人真的是……」8964 copyright protection136PENANAU03YCMryyN 維尼
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「如果你認真對待太太,就不會有這種遺憾了。」8964 copyright protection136PENANAl9pst2K38G 維尼
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我知道……是我的錯、都是我的問題所以別再說了……8964 copyright protection136PENANAGOEzVTbgvU 維尼
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但這些聲音褪去後,隨之而來的是岳父岳母的話語。8964 copyright protection136PENANAF561FZMbn3 維尼
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「子曦呢?子曦人呢?我把她交給你,你把她帶到哪了?」8964 copyright protection136PENANAopqzd2sVSG 維尼
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我不知道……8964 copyright protection136PENANAxEiYyoTSiN 維尼
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「夠了。等喪事結束,我們家就跟你沒任何關係。牌位我們自己帶回去供奉。」8964 copyright protection136PENANA6TGl89H6kN 維尼
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不、不能這樣!那是我的責任!8964 copyright protection136PENANAUJcHwSOYgC 維尼
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「你的責任?我們當初把子曦交給你時,你也說過會盡到照顧她的責任。結果呢?」8964 copyright protection136PENANAV0hNEpdMbd 維尼
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結果……8964 copyright protection136PENANARwthrHkDel 維尼
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「結果你卻讓她躺在這!躺在冷冰冰的棺材!」8964 copyright protection136PENANALt9xDmvpA0 維尼
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……又想起許多喪禮前後聽過的話。8964 copyright protection136PENANAOabs1fWwhW 維尼
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極度不願想起,但這些話不斷在腦內反覆閃現,不斷提醒我這人是多麼卑劣、多麼自私又多麼厚臉皮。8964 copyright protection136PENANAKqbawGfSG2 維尼
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但這些我早就知道了啊?8964 copyright protection136PENANA1dE2C77V8o 維尼
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早就知道我是多麼卑劣、自私及厚臉皮,才會一直揮霍子曦給我的愛、給我的人生,自己卻什麼也不曾回報。8964 copyright protection136PENANAg4bsFBI0cu 維尼
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對。該死的是我,就是我這種人沒錯。所以拜託你們,別再說了……8964 copyright protection136PENANA3W4ELwXVUF 維尼
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拜託……別再讓我想起那個場景。8964 copyright protection136PENANACqeE74uxRL 維尼
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……不知道過了多久。8964 copyright protection136PENANAEEGJsErn6Y 維尼
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若芸和輝烈都在學校,這次沒有人能救我。我只能繼續在過往漂流。8964 copyright protection136PENANApoVT2SMdJS 維尼
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難以起身,又不知道該怎麼救自己才好。被絕望壟罩的我只能維持同個姿勢,等那些聲音及感受消散。8964 copyright protection136PENANAlM2XK8lo1W 維尼
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等到自己的感覺終於麻木,覺得一切都無所謂為止。8964 copyright protection136PENANAWuapy16aYz 維尼
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又過了段時間,大概覺得好點了吧?我不帶情緒地起身,到浴室洗了把臉。8964 copyright protection136PENANAYHhN7MeOi3 維尼
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用水稍微抹過後,抬起頭,看看自己現在的表情。只見到一個漠然、像是昆蟲般的中年人臉龐。8964 copyright protection136PENANArFRKh11G21 維尼
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還真夠難看的。8964 copyright protection136PENANAP54UKPviiW 維尼
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也不只是臉,整個人都是這樣。8964 copyright protection136PENANAFaMUkxXdI5 維尼
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試著擠出笑臉,想告訴自己已經沒事了。但只能得到一個像是在笑,卻沒有任何笑意的表情。8964 copyright protection136PENANAqrl8kgQj6J 維尼
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好吧。8964 copyright protection136PENANAlGjRKZndSU 維尼
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這樣也夠了。8964 copyright protection136PENANArePJQuFcYe 維尼
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等下要做的事只有實況而已,如果強撐一下,也不是不能用開心的樣子度過。8964 copyright protection136PENANAbSdqXF4oXo 維尼
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畢竟掛著名為皮諾丘的皮,就算內裡已破落不堪,外表還是能裝得光鮮亮麗。8964 copyright protection136PENANAP0Tk2mRL3a 維尼
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只要讓觀眾開心,讓他們繼續支持皮諾丘就好。8964 copyright protection136PENANABDQiwD5XJk 維尼
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只要能讓我繼續做下去就好。8964 copyright protection136PENANAJGM2u7RysL 維尼
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能繼續贖我的罪就好。8964 copyright protection136PENANAxqLIsblpBY 維尼
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就這樣吧。8964 copyright protection136PENANA8IkaVFpbK4 維尼
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