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『世界上最遙遠的距離』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYbsqAZK5Qf
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所以我看著你對著別人露出，那不再屬於我的笑容。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcaZzWuW8r
在你身後的我咬唇，轉身離開了那裡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5ChhMJfEma
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是我先推開了你給予我的擁抱。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1GvCPXXdv
拒絕了你對我的情感。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0WZp7XF3y5
忽視了你眼底的情慾。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiK7afGUapz
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因此。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW48z3tl7qV
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我怎麼能悔恨。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnPtnghm0eZ
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因為是我自己造成這一切的啊。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLrBsMUnAra
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「明明做那樣選擇的是自己，可為什麼還是感到了悔恨。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MVGuKirtl
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錯過與放棄。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpXnzsnObIb
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如果雙方都互相喜歡，但在不對的時間說了同樣的話，那麼結局終究也只是失去。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtfc6fbzTLk
但造成這種局面的卻是自己。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6TolNlUUgB
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『If……』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ26GUCulsP3
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基爾伯特忽然頓住，熱燙的淚液毫無預警的自他頰面滑下，五臟六腑彷彿抽離血液似的，壓迫他喉嚨，使他急促地呼吸著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ925loE31BE
半晌，在這沒有任何人存在的家中，他漸漸地停止了哭泣。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe42yrIOLFo
望著淌滿自己體液的手，基爾伯特緩緩勾起一抹笑，眼裡模糊成晶亮的光景，閃爍著鑽石色彩。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2tBH6NsM9R
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如果任何淚水都是有理由的話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡprhVX17xOK
那麼，基爾伯特兀自忖思，他這種毫無緣由乍然傾瀉的疼痛，又代表著什麼。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxKZ1eGjiQe
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寫完後，友人看完之後畫了r18的圖........為什麼會是這種感想呢？（苦笑38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxVuFvjjgPO
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『給十年後未來的你』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡch3apcCoRl
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『WEST！我們到樹下埋寶藏吧！』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsgItOUi8gx
活在記憶中地嗓音依然清晰如昨。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKuh5TFOvCi
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那時才剛結束分裂局面，國內一切都不穩固，有天兄長忽然很開心的拉著他手徑往外衝，手裡還拿著一罐玻璃瓶，透明的瓶子可見折半的白紙。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMVF2CnokR
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『你要記得十年之後再打開喔。』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa2m05gcMPO
那天午後的天氣十分的溫暖，沐浴在彷佛受神祝福的光輝下，由於掘土而整張臉髒呼呼的兄長掛著笑容，一邊叮囑著他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMXm8DtoiJU
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那時他究竟回答了些什麼呢……？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pBu9TR0dX
至今回想卻支離破碎。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrUqk5Cb8N9
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唯一記得的是在那一場日光中，他眼淚似乎就要因為日光而融化出眼眶的疼痛。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ72yFRbokey
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如果存在的奇跡是真的存在的話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtIqcboBfgc
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那麼，那一天之後就是盡頭了吧。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡC2hc8LDPxv
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早就該死亡了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVqAQAvkGfG
早就該離開了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6J69QaIck4
早就……38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFaeQbRiNgt
早就什麼也無法碰觸了……38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFR0UNVZotF
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重逢後的每一天清晨醒來看見兄長安然無恙的睡躺在他身旁時都是奇跡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgwVEzkH7Zy
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他們能夠的相處的時間那麼少，少到讓他後悔莫及。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCWzblZtANm
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為什麼不早這樣做呢……38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdMwvgkCkdh
為什麼不能忍耐呢……38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3loZtm1lYe
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一個失去人民與國土的國家，究竟能走到什麼地步……38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0SzIPc45HF
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『不要哭。』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6c58zBMpX0
最後，兄長只是這麼說。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAho9wdLPc
在風雪漸大的夜裡，在背後閃耀著五顏六色的煙花中這般輕喃。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA3oY4I98aM
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那之後他仍舊過著一樣的日子。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfGLpKVMh5E
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只是再也沒有人在家裡等他，再也沒有人在耳邊吵鬧。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkg7Y3UMKn3
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到底過了多久呢？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKaleg24ZGW
也許久到他連幾年都不記得了吧。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf6CHsB3rvc
他總是覺得兄長還存在在任何地方，只是他找不到罷了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfr0icfkbvL
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於是忽然那麼一天他想起那一個寶物。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡO2lpYMf0Kr
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當時候的他寫了給未來的信件，那麼兄長一定也寫了什麼吧……38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHovVvhlAzg
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他拼命的挖土。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc9Ul1Ojb9n
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不過幾分，鐵制的蓋子便從泥裡翻出。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLWaenKCeNZ
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他費力的扭轉生銹的圓蓋，然後拿出放在裡面的信件。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXHJxtn0fOr
他第一個就翻開了兄長的信件，想看看兄長寫了什麼，卻愕然的啞口。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUwMRRqfJD
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那是一面白紙。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgrnBibejIq
由於在土裡待著，染上了土黃的 斑點。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbAU9g254hO
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上頭甚麼也沒有寫。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil3wOntI3x
空白的，就像不曾有筆跡存在過。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvI0CfnKZxB
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『不要哭。』腦裡不斷地迴響著兄長的聲音。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4PG20WunG0
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他臉上卻佈滿了淚痕。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi47o5NDela
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看新聞有感。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCBQ95KvVLa
新聞描述的非常哀傷，但我卻想到會不會是因為埋的人早就知道自己不存於世所以什麼也不寫，因為已經沒有未來了。所以寫甚麼都只是惘然。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV9Vw8dBsIV
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「關於雪的聯想」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf0LRN7Ujj0
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關於雪的記憶，充滿著童話與火爐，天冷時的熱飲，依偎在你懷裡聽著你美好的聲音。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKazM4rXjag
那時總是小，張著眼只注視得到你，伸出手也只能觸碰到你滿佈繭的掌。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ11JVZKsUFR
乾澀的，卻熱和著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡozaooUZagO
『你聽』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtlLLKUtwuQ
你抱著我幼小的身軀，指腹抹過窗戶。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbmF3n5GO66
『雪聲落下來時候，是像這樣，一閃一閃的響著喔』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlVG2977KzD
室內的火材劈啪地冒出零星火花。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6vGEbj5oz
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『踏雪無聲』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2FwXWJoTp9
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乍然寂靜無聲。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCQZhNGzFPh
路德維希倏地轉身，一片銀白雪亮，折射著夜裡的月色，令人刺目。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjpaIdAk8KV
他張大眼，張口不能言。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj04SNjOx9H
方才和他說話的兄長消失的無影無蹤，明明還有餘溫的聲音，卻消失了，而在他身後蜿蜒的只有他一個人的足跡。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡo2f3JIG6Yp
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「遙遠的童話故事」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqGRniIn0xx
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第一次看完索多瑪的120天的那陣子，只要他每天一想起片段都會忍不住嘔吐，即使他燒了書也無法竭止嘔出穢物的反胃。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4d93nEqggA
現在他已經想不起故事，彷彿刻意消除痕跡似的，除了殘留在口腔裡膽汁的回憶之外，他腦中裡沒有任何關於故事的字句。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjAkHt9goms
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可即使一切什麼也不記得，但那種深深地醜陋情感卻扎根在他身體各位，完全無法擺脫。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡooF8s8X1IK
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『請幸福的……』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCm49moJOyA
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如果那一天到來，不要挽留我。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf7Xp3WLaxz
請你自由的、幸福的跟另外一個人生活下去吧。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNRCR3pZUU8
我會在那裏望著你，微笑的，流淚的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbNFkZyNnqd
因為我從來就沒有資格擁有你，我只是自我滿足的活在自己認為的幸福時光裡罷了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3sxRNR9R74
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奢望什麼的也只是虛幻。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLsaUpOQxOZ
我無法相信話語的真實。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMS8t2Pvtxb
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我知道，你愛我。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsyQU6lF9l3
可是「我愛你」，這是親人間也會說的話。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdXDks0H1N4
我當然也從你口裡聽到。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQgOra67yDq
在早上醒來時給我的早安吻，在下午你歸來的玄關門口的吻，在夜裡沉睡前的晚安吻。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡslfgTxIwEb
你總是會說：「我愛你。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgXW0rzKDUd
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是的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfiPYVFEWcW
你是愛我的，可是你不是愛我的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrqlSAIsBp7
那並非是我自己誤解。我總是看著你，總是微笑的看著，總是嬉鬧的看著你，總是在戰爭裡看著你。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgj7uMKoKeB
我無時不刻的看著你。所以很清楚，比你自己還清楚你自己。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoHR7bEGBMg
我們之間緊緊聯繫的，不過是名為親情的愛情。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgVOeCvaaHE
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『後日談』38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡj1LKrSsTUP
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「喜歡你喔」他這麼說。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrEZ7V2MqMy
他不著痕跡的回望，面前的兄長哼著歌。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMqGSnWIaCD
然後他又重複了一次。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy6djlUjiBb
「嗯」即使那是沒有任何感情、單調的話語，只是重複音節發生振動的合成。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDjUmzIbyqc
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喜歡你喔，所以不會愛你喔。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEYUnZ6WSJC
基爾伯特哼著不成調的小曲，臉上滿是笑意。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPUoaXsGAc2
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不知道什麼時候發現到的，可是已經為時已晚，那時兄長早就笑容滿面的將他從愛情裡排拒開。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡH5JIhOf1BQ
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「十年」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs4FHKvo3J8
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有一天他從廣播聽見一首來自東方國度的歌，淳厚的男歌手看似平淡的唱著那歌詞。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3zQD5WbA44
曲終時候，他忽然淚流滿面。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9gb2bvHXj2
就在他幾乎無法反應的片刻。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbosV5nalOM
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熱辣的液體不斷從體內湧出，喉嚨彷彿被壓抑著，嘶啞不成調。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLNsy5IMJ3m
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因為太感同身受了。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz3IQmjjBm0
他和路德分開的時間以人類而言是那麼久，自然，有很多事情已經不像他記憶那樣的美好。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡoiS4ePVY5C
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幾十年前他們是兄弟是親人，所以能夠牽手，能夠擁抱，能夠親吻。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL76DIgncRe
現在，他們仍然是親人、兄弟，可以牽手、擁抱，但卻也沒有親吻過彼此。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGFv0yPfz8E
就像是緊守著什麼界線，彼此誰也沒有越過的意思。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuYTa2GxRQ0
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只是一廂情願的愛戀罷了。基爾伯特淺笑地望著窗外那一片青空。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡACBXsr2WNQ
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那些在彼此生命裡空白的日子，他就像是戀愛的人一樣，一直渴望著見到他，一直在被剝削的勞力中自我安慰，一直、一直維持著自己的意志，在配合可笑的服從中，盡力維持著自己的意識，也許是曉得一旦遺忘，他就再也不可能回到路德身邊的緣故。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgaqtcsZYcT
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但像這種自以為是的愛情，怎麼可能會得到相等的回報？38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFbayYzx98b
他似乎想的太過美好了，就像那道牆破碎以後，就認為一切都可以海闊天空，哪知道，無論在哪都沒有差。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKpRJaHFgty
他始終是，一個人。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrvKu5EkpYX
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他卻天真以為，能夠讓對方愛上自己。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡgR8zr2oAOz
明明他們之間除了兄弟的親情之外，什麼也不剩。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCg0TEOYKgy
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他決定要去旅行。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1olpek2lIs
趁著那一天弟弟加班的日子，他簡單收拾了行李，和家裏養著的狗一一道別之後，他關上家門，最後看了一眼他一定不會再開啟的門，而後邁步往街上走去。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd3pK7mmOOM
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路德也許會生氣吧。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡypwjCQkLL6
基爾伯特悠閒地走在路邊，一邊淡淡想著。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzP3FKnUT0
不過，他不會解釋的，也不會後悔的。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDZ4tZ5PnDi
哼著不知打哪學會的曲調，午後的陽光撒在他背上，熠熠生輝。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq32loiWKcJ
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路德維希一如往常因為加班的緣故晚到了家。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡaZ7nxzUL3n
在還沒打開家門口的時候，他還在想要怎麼跟兄長解釋，然後一開門入眼的卻是一整片黑暗。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFiSecU89c
他思緒有些混雜的楞在家門口，半晌無法言語。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUwZExzlQzG
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家裏養著的三隻狗衝上前趴住他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1b1uVfrAgd
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基爾伯特的身影幾乎消失。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSZ7amgM3qb
那之後他走遍了住家周圍，甚至在後面幾天不斷搜尋著，用網路、用人力，但是彷彿電腦裡的資料被消除後的乾淨，到處都找不到他的兄長，雖然偶而會接獲零星的消息說在哪有誰曾見過他的行蹤，他也曾前往該地，但一切一切卻像是被嘲笑一樣的徒勞無功。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdpNIaTgZYn
他感到十分焦躁，甚至湧上不安的思緒。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwTXyHOhTJq
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「你有見過這個男人嗎？」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAIQhL9U0EE
他在街上隨意攔截了某位路人，並從懷裡掏出那張因為過於頻繁使用充滿皺摺的相片問著對方。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWwvi2YlcH2
搖搖頭，被他攔下的人表示從未見過。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKPGjMuuBCs
「……謝謝。不好意思，打擾您的時間了。」38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbzES2Q3r5K
也許是疑惑，離開前那路人還頻頻回望他幾眼，大約是在想這人是怪人嘛，尋人這事不是要找警察解決的嗎。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2dgHFf5iZX
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他收起相片，忖思。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGjx1PnJenX
已經找了這麼多年，從那天兄長消失在家中開始，他就拿著這張很久前兄長拍攝下的個人照，在他放假時候到各個地點去尋找。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5VHisGJyo1
但是，得到的答案總是千篇一律，他們從未見過他。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡy7sZTlRGMO
伊莉莎白跟羅德里赫也勸過他該放棄了，因為死心總比冀望那幾乎不存在的希望來的好。38Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOtZ2e22UzR
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