歌名：只怕想家─黃美珍
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我以為如果有熱情有成長有理想，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ZOldaeT7E
最後總會被了解被培養被獎賞，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjgaAyLnCKy
怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvVfzmvQd5r
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxAYzkxBzQ1
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVaIjJPXCCk
不再笑得像太陽，靜得像月亮，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjPN5aYvTkP
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEiDJoXtHlK
和爸媽說我一切順利淚總會落下，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYmuoGJjXks
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSfK53hY0vW
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5ZaLqmeWD
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnUvLWyEwXQ
就算曾被責罵，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcg3k9rvBlm
現在明白是心疼啊。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAoJyqsc1GM
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCjZ2bg47Jo
你能不能別閃躲，別複雜，別說謊，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJ4GVybwI08
痛快承認太遙遠，太漫長，太渴望，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQxvFkBoMVS
所以有了新對象，忘了我在他鄉。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0THHv5LXxP
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我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIQ8oehrBcq
和爸媽說我一切都好累總會落下，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT5MoeAW5V6
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi7ZSN6KXpq
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什麼都可以不怕，只怕想家，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡutLN9hlC0X
武裝的冰冷遇上溫熱就會融化，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu8Wpli32sQ
就算曾經責罵，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmCVgfk070e
現在才明白那是心疼啊。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrJUf9Ov2Ju
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寂寞就是想從前，想逃亡，想分享，想回家。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK6wi91C2AW
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那是碩二下，我已經五個多月沒回家了，因為論文進度堪憂。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRSDxUYj8wr
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每天8-12小時的趕論文持續了三個多月，看樣子還得繼續下去。坐在台北街頭的路易莎裡，看看一言難盡的data，我突然好想喝爸爸的手沖咖啡。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33yCv6sDLa
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高中畢業以後離家，至今也有6、7年了，往年再怎麼忙，每月至少回家一次，蹭飯、充電，再繼續闖蕩。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡm9dtkLwkoh
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這麼久沒回去還是頭一遭。我拿著外帶的第二杯咖啡離開路易莎，心想，北高來回的車程可以推進很多論文進度，必須挪出來用，非常時期。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRtdr5tXWaJ
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嘆氣，掏出鑰匙，嘆氣，開門。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcKeMocbtvA
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAAV7ZEdsVX
「我回來了，忘記帶變壓器，筆電沒電了。」我說，放下咖啡。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWM2Dx6e26S
「娃，那要休息一下嗎？」當時的男友從召喚峽谷裡發出關心，臉轉向我，但眼睛沒離開螢幕。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4N6PTIakNN
嘆氣。「不用，我送電接著寫。」325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJGhsvetLkr
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有時候，有點感激冬季的台北還有這樣一個去處，雖然只是一個三坪大的房間，無時無刻都透著一點滯悶的潮氣，但總歸讓我在週末時除了宿舍和實驗室以外，有個散心的地方。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4JHmDvYV24
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雖然我還是做著一樣的事—寫論文。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQ4ov0bVDMf
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhjGQRmHqkP
獲得首勝的某人心滿意足地關掉遊戲，爬上床準備睡午覺，於是我抱起筆電，從單人床上移動到書桌前，推開桌機鍵盤放上我過勞的筆電，繼續。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGgFrHKqWYV
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4795fCKN9s
桌機喇叭放著男友隨手播的音樂，我不是很在意，最好是我比較沒共鳴的歌曲，才不會分心。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcDHFKbHNZ9
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡK1z154XM0F
youtube從滅火器唱到流氓阿德，再唱到Leo王，然後，突然鬼轉到一首既不是我的喜好，也不是男友喜好的歌曲。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDF4G8h7WCz
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『怎麼城市像戰場，充滿痛與傷，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5OI8FuXKwS
好像終於能容忍，能頑強，能埋藏，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYvkvVHbbv
心裡還是很孤獨，很迷惘，很悲傷，』325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDQtuyqUxB
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMtPeXD7nZ5
我愣了一下，這是一個清澈的女聲，樸實的曲調更凸顯清晰的咬字，我感覺有什麼東西從深處被挖出來，攤在我面前。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzVl4aw7KCg
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我停下敲鍵盤的手，托腮看向螢幕325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8sI7NIsV9
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ft0r2yeHR
『我什麼也不怕，只怕想家，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRfDQmP1FAn
和爸媽說我一切都好淚總會落下，325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2aM50kEFQw
太辛苦就趕快回家，是最暖的牽掛，』325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiu33FTXjHX
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2DaKujHKBL
在我反應過來前，已開始嚎啕大哭，才剛喝完的咖啡好苦好苦，難以忍受的苦澀殘留在嘴裡，和挫折、自我懷疑、委屈一起，苦的令人鼻酸。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT1w0TAIzeh
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfkzp0qVszQ
昏昏欲睡的男友嚇一大跳，從床上彈起來，抓起一包衛生紙塞到我手裡，急急忙忙要切掉音樂。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡz1P14fEDSr
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPtQxYeGj1t
我抓住他的手，一邊大力搖頭，一邊哭得上氣不接下氣。看著MV裡的女主角就著眼淚吃老家寄來的粽子，想起連電鍋都沒有的我，去年端午節沒吃到家鄉粽子，眼看今年也即將從缺，哭得更起勁了。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXnHnXSCRM
325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡicSZ9zHedd
男友無奈地拍拍我的頭，熟練地安慰：「好了好了，總會寫完的，妳不是每天都寫很多嗎？寫完就可以回家啦。」這些安撫的詞句，經過幾個月的磨練他已經能信手拈來。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZW0TjU4RS9
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我什麼也不怕，只是怕想家。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ERn0OaGF9
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有時候有點怕大蟑螂。325Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlcA9Ds9JCF
以及論文。
